Lin Chen was very keen. Hearing this, Gulu stood up and looked at him. Junyi's face was very close to the tip of his nose. He raised his eyebrows and said sharply: "Actually, what, you peeked at my message?"

"This has a unified security process. There will be a system to filter the text messages you receive. If the system monitors abnormal information, there will be an early warning." Xing Conglian pulled the person down and lay down in the position just now, "Look , this is for your safety, really baby, you have to trust me, I will never peek at the message, and the keyword is definitely not something like 'dear' or 'see you at the old place tomorrow night'. But This message is too spam, so it was missed." Xing Conglian joked, "Mainly, I really don't know that Zhao Chao didn't tell you, I'll beat the child later to vent your anger."

"Actually, I don't care if you peek at my information." Lin Chen said.

"I really didn't peek."

"For others, reading information means distrust, but for me, if you really do this, I will be very happy." Lin Chen said, "It shows that you care about me, and you don't care about me when it comes to love. A sense of security, I am afraid that I will run away with others. This is a performance of worrying about gains and losses. To be honest, I am not a very insecure person. I also need to be sure through these normal and ordinary details that will appear in a relationship. Your love Follow me."

The sound of running water outside the window became more and more clear, Lin Chen's breath fell on his neck and chest, and his tone of voice was like clean and clear water, every word fell on his heart.

Xing Conglian sighed for a long time, Lin Chen was always so straightforward, it was overwhelming, he fell into the situation again that no matter how hard he tried to love Lin Chen, it was not enough.

But he couldn't help thinking that if they could still lie down and talk together when they were very old, and he could still hear Lin Chen's views on love, it would be a very lucky life for him.

"I love you, very sure." Xing Conglian said.

……

Lin Chen rested his head on Xing Conglian's shoulders.

The bed board is not cushioned or covered with sheets, and the burrs feel very uncomfortable.

Xing Conglian's shoulder joints are very hard, and the chest area under the shoulders is still covered with strong muscles. He is forced to lean on this position, and his posture is also very uncomfortable.

Anyway, when Lin Chen saw Xing Conglian's posture, he knew that he had never been in a relationship, and his movements were too stiff, but fortunately, it felt good that the voice kept passing through his chest to his ears, so he changed his strategy.

He lay down on his side, stretched out his arms to wrap around the waist of the other party, and as if feeling that it wasn't enough, he pressed his legs up too.

This movement is not beautiful, but very comfortable and reassuring.

Because of peace of mind, you can also talk more and more deeply.

"I haven't finished talking about grandma." Lin Chen patted Xing Conglian's buttocks and said softly.

Xing Conglian kissed him on the side of the ear, and said calmly, "My grandma and her old man committed suicide in the end." Xing Conglian's voice was long and distant, "Swallowing a bomb, she died very heroically."

Lin Chen was not surprised. From the moment Xing Conglian mentioned this matter, he took it as a matter of course.

The soothing and unpredictable posture of the flowing clouds passing by outside the window, Lin Chen closed his eyes, and asked in a low voice: "Some kind of mental or psychological disease?"

"Alzheimer, I was still very young at that time, and I didn't know much." Xing Conglian said, "But at that time, I thought, why is the human brain so strange? My grandma, she is an old man, she obviously has such a magnificent vision. For the rest of my life, but when I get old, I am like a naive child who gradually forgets everything. I remember that when she saw me for the last time, she regarded me as her playmate when she was young, and she dragged me to ride a black bear."

When Xing Conglian talked about this past event, his tone was confused and puzzled, but Lin Chen was sure that Xing Conglian told this story with full of purpose.

But at this moment, he just wanted to listen to Xing Conglian tell his story.

"and after?"

"Later... nothing happened. The family has been unable to do anything about it, because it is an unresolved disease, and my grandma is the highest seniority, so of course the family can only drag a black bear for her." Xing Conglian was helpless. Said, "And you have to make sure that the bear won't hurt anyone, it has a docile personality, and you have to prevent the old lady from shooting the bear to death. In short, in those few years, the house was very chaotic. Then one day, the old lady recovered In other words, her condition has become worse. But we still prefer to believe the former, and we would rather believe that she was very conscious when she made that choice. Although it was only for a short moment, she chose a bottle of vodka in her left hand and a spinning wheel in her right. Gun, in an extremely heroic and interesting way, ended his life."

Xing Conglian's tone was not sad, and Lin Chen also felt that this was not a sad story.

"Being able to live with splendor and die with dignity is what many people wish for," he said.

"I thought you would comfort me."

"I'm not so conventional." Lin Chen said, "And your pets are really creative."

"It's nothing, I'll take you home next time to see my little guy." Xing Conglian said proudly.

Lin Chen knows that the words "bring you home" are very sincere.

But at this moment, he still had to destroy the atmosphere.

"The story is very good, with a cruel sense of beauty, but did you misunderstand something?" He forced himself to sit up, patted Xing Conglian's abdominal muscles, and asked, "The problem between me and your grandma is not too serious. Same."

"Although the specific direction may be wrong, the problems here are all intrinsically connected." Xing Conglian stretched out his hand very clearly, and pointed to the center of Lin Chen's eyebrows, "So, Consultant Lin, what I can do I will definitely do everything well, but for me, you are the only one who has been powerless, what is your current situation, please make a self-diagnosis, I am making this request to you as a lover and a boss."

"I've been asking myself this question too." Lin Chen held Xing Conglian's fingertips and kissed him, then he let go of his hand and climbed out of bed.

Xing Conglian looked at the folds on Lin Chen's shirt, revealing a waist where he had lifted it away just now.

He watched Lin Chen bend over, took two bottles of lemon soda from the cupboard, unscrewed the cap, handed over a bottle, and sat down on the bed again, with an extremely calm tone: "Actually, Shen Lian needs the same Things, become the shackles around my neck, that's the fun."

Lin Chen said so.

"so what?"

"So this involves the essence of the drug, which is the fundamental purpose of the mastermind behind the scenes." Lin Chen paused, "We know that the side effects of this drug can make people become manic and lose themselves, but Xiao Wu's recovery, including My current temporary sobriety also tells us that short-term high-dose drug intake does not make people completely crazy, it will be metabolized quickly and make people recover temporarily, which is why this drug needs to be taken for a long time, right? "

"You may think so."

Lin Chen nodded, took the phone, and a message from Su Fengzi appeared on it.

"Fengzi just went to Hongjing Hospital and got a similar result..."

When he said this, Xing Conglian interrupted him.

"I've never seen such a mysterious person, so do the three graves really exist? Is Su Fengzi the leader of the three graves, or you?" Xing Conglian asked.

"Don't leave any pot open." Lin Chen glared at him, bent down and kissed him punitively, "Listen to me..."

"Kiss me again and I'll listen to you."

Xing Conglian was extremely rascally, and taking advantage of Lin Chen's distraction, he dragged him to the bed again, and seriously threatened: "Consultant Lin, please keep talking in this posture, if you move around, I will change the posture." .”

Lin Chen had no choice but to adjust his sleeping position, put his head on his chest, lay on his side, and said in a low voice: "Fengzi also synthesized the cases of Yongchuan Hospital. We can find that a small number of patients have recovered their senses. , which means that although the same drug works differently for different individuals, overall, everyone is getting better."

"Then what are the shackles, Consultant Lin." Xing Conglian said sternly.

"Most psychiatric drugs affect human behavior by affecting brain neurotransmitters. It's funny to say that we always think that we can control ourselves. In fact, whether it is dopamine or acetylcholine, including serotonin and noradrenaline. Subtle changes in these neurotransmitters may fundamentally change a person. It may be addictive, it may also cause a series of mental diseases, it may make you a saint , it might turn you into a lunatic." When Lin Chen spoke, he stretched out his hand to caress the center of his frowning brows, his voice was unbelievably gentle.

Xing Conglian's heart seemed to be pinched hard, he was terrified all over, but he was even more terrified because of Lin Chen's peace.

But at such a tender yet horrifying moment, at a certain moment, he felt that he had grasped the key to all the events. He seemed to realize what the behind-the-scenes wanted to do, but he couldn't grasp the key.

He thought that Lin Chen must understand more, but at this moment, Lin Chen could not tell him the truth of the whole matter in words.

"Just like if you are asleep, it is difficult to find that you are dreaming." Lin Chen said, "All human thinking processes depend on the synergy between brain neurons and these neurotransmitters. You have to ask me, I can tell you exactly what kind of changes Shen Lian's drug will cause in the brain. I'm afraid it affects monoamine neurotransmitters. Like all drugs, it has different stages. In the early stage of action, it will Make people lose their minds and become manic. During the relaxation period, it will make people feel relaxed and calm. In the extinction period, after the brain neurotransmitter levels undergo fluctuations, it will cause a series of physiological compensatory responses or antagonistic Regardless of the reaction, I don’t know what’s going on.”

Lin Chen's tone was calm, and he just lay on his chest, staring at him calmly, but just saying these few words seemed to exhaust Lin Chen's whole body strength: "Xing Conglian, I lied to you just now, I now It's hard, I really want to find Shen Lian, really."

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