"You can go if you want." Xiao Danran said lightly.

After finishing speaking, he continued to immerse himself in typing, looking up from time to time to ask me about the format, and he really didn't seem to care.

I was a little confused, and I responded again and again.

He is not very happy.

I tell myself.

Having grown up so much, he is no longer a teenager with a young and immature mind, and he is not so old that he can't understand his face.

Xiao Danran's hidden emotions still showed some clues.

I always thought that it was only me who was deeply entangled in my heart, but I never thought that this was also a hurdle in his heart.

If I had known earlier, I wouldn't have told him about the past, and I regretted it a bit.

Trust each other and advance together, Lin An!

I rubbed my face, and with some ideas in my heart, I called Xiao Danran.

He raised his head, looking a little suspicious.

"I'm going to the school celebration on Saturday." I told him, seeing his eyes darken, and my heart tightened.

"You go with me."

"Ah?" Young Master Xiao had a confused look on his face, a little stupid.

"..."

I struggled and opened my mouth repeatedly, but I still couldn't say those words that were too hypocritical, so I finally had to say:

"My legs and feet are inconvenient..."

In fact, my original intention was to say something like - "I will take you to the place where I used to be, to understand my past, and to live with you in the future".

However, no matter how shameless I am on weekdays, I still panic with embarrassment at critical moments.

……

……

Before going back, I heard that this hospital was invested by Xiao Puyun, so I immediately decided to pay for the medical expenses myself.

With that self-esteem, I disregarded Xiao Danran's persuasion, opened the familiar QR code, and after seeing the number on the receipt, I locked the screen silently.

and many more……

Am I dazzled?

That's a few zeros.

Evil capitalism.

"I paid for the medical expenses." Xiao Danran took a look at me and comforted me.

"Yes..." I gritted my teeth, "I can't ask that person to pay anyway."

In fact, if you think about it carefully, exchanging two apples for high medical expenses is not so uncomfortable.

"Uh," Xiao Danran said hesitantly, "all the doctors here know me."

"Brother, you are probably afraid that I won't give you the money..."

I:"…………"

After a while, I slowly moved out of bed and limped when I walked.

Xiao Danran couldn't see it, so she knelt down in front of me.

"Come on." The corners of his mouth curled up, charming and good-looking.

I swallowed my saliva and was about to go up when the passing doctor exclaimed:

"You can't do it, Young Master Xiao! If you carry it on your back, your legs will be bumped and hurt again!"

Xiao Danran and I: "..."

Xiao Danran stood up at the speed of light, asked me to sit there and wait, then turned and left.

After a while, he pushed a wheelchair back as if by magic.

I looked at the cold "iron chair" with complicated emotions.

A few days after that, Xiao Danran felt that it was inconvenient for me to be alone, so he pulled a box up from downstairs, and lived in it in the name of taking care of the patients.

I have only slept in the same bed a few times before, but the sudden cohabitation life still made me a little excited.

I'm on vacation, but Xiao Danran still has to go to work, the company has just completed the handover work, and it's the beginning of the year, so there are a lot of things that add up.

I was at a loss for what to do when I was suddenly free. During the day, I dangled around the house in a wheelchair.

Once a person steals half a day's leisure, his mind will be full of random thoughts.

Logically speaking, for ordinary couples who have just confirmed their relationship, the hard-won cohabitation life should be warm and passionate.

Even if it is the kind of ambiguous object who is more than friends but not full of lovers, alone and widowed in the same room, if you don't do anything, you will be sorry for the opportunity of the right time and place.

When taking a shower, Xiao Danran squatted on the ground, carefully tied up the plastic bag for me, and then hugged me horizontally.

The first night I was so nervous that he carried me into the steamy bathroom, and there was a hint of beauty in the air.

"Is it heavy?" I was so ashamed that I reached out and wrapped my arms around his neck.

"Hold it."

He smiled lowly, and the laughter exploded in my ears, making my shoulders shudder.

How to do? ?

Want to be honest? ? ?

I was flustered on the face, but I was thinking shamelessly in my heart: he is going?let me try?

What should I do in a while?

The old virgin is finally going to eat meat!

Xiao Danran seemed to see my nervousness, and comforted me: "It's okay, it doesn't hurt."

I shouted in my heart, it's okay!I'm not afraid!

Then I looked at him expectantly.

He set up a chair in advance so I could sit under the shower, and then his fingers touched the back of my neck.

He and I were only wearing single clothes and shorts. For a moment, the cold temperature of his palm spread all over my body, and was warmed up by my churning blood.

I swallow nervously and watch him stand up.

"I put the towel on my hand."

"Be careful not to get your legs, the doctor said just wipe your body."

"It's okay, it won't hurt if you don't touch it."

He grinned.

The bathroom door was closed by him, and it was not closed tightly the first time. He looked at the door lock with his head, went out and closed it carefully, and confirmed again and again that the door could not be pushed open. His eyes did not stay on me the whole time.

I stared at the closed bathroom door and sat on the stool for a while.

Wait for a certain part of the body to calm down by itself, and the mind is completely quiet.

Thousands of words can be combined into three words.

Neuropathy.

Compared with the other party's calmness, I look like an old man who is dissatisfied with desires.

cough.

Xiao Danran has the nature of the young master, he is a bit edgy in taking care of others, but he is also very careful.

He decided not to let me cook, and said solemnly:

"You're in a wheelchair, can you reach the stove?"

Blame me for being too short.

With that said, I dare not let Young Master Xiao cook by himself.

Just kidding, it was my own fault that I was injured the second time while cooking. He cooked for us, and there might be two more dead bodies on the dinner table.

The memories are too painful to bear the reality.

This time, Xiao Danran's identity as a senior takeaway customer played a role. He changed his way of ordering takeaway every meal, from the signature shop at the beginning to the mix-and-match eating method later.

On Friday, Xiao Danran finished work early, and after returning home, she went into the kitchen with takeaway.

My former roommate Chen Xing just called me, I was talking on the phone, when I turned around and saw Xiao Danran entering the door, I subconsciously stopped him:

"You're back? Change your suit first."

Xiao Danran responded, and went back to the room to change clothes.

In the past few days, I have mastered the ability to walk on one leg, and I seem to have discovered that my balance is unexpectedly good.

So while holding the phone, I jumped into the kitchen to heat up the meal.

Chen Xing at the other end of the microphone heard something was wrong, and asked tentatively:

"You shared the rent with someone else?"

I said succinctly: "Cohabitation."

Chen Xing let out a cry of surprise, "Do you have a date?"

"There is."

"Fuck, are you still going to the school celebration tomorrow?" He asked.

"He didn't have to go to work temporarily." I glanced at the closed door outside and answered truthfully.

"You still have him with you???"

"Chen Xing, what do you mean..."

"No, you already have boyfriends," he said in a suspicious tone, "what else are you doing here?"

……

Who will tell me whether this is a school celebration or a blind date meeting.

Chen Xing explained on the other end: "I still think that when you see your old love, you may be able to revive and regain happiness."

It's okay if he doesn't mention it, but when I mention it, my head hurts.

"How long ago did you take the child's feelings seriously?"

Chen Xing said helplessly: "Okay, remember to treat me to dinner then, I'm still single."

I agreed, and after hanging up the phone, I found Xiao Danran had entered the kitchen.

He didn't hear clearly, and asked puzzledly, "What kid?"

I didn't plan to tell Xiao Danran what Chen Xing, including him, told him.

Xiao Danran blinked, hummed and stopped talking.

I observed his expression carefully, and said, "I just went to meet my old classmate, and I just happened to introduce you to my buddy."

"Well, I'll accompany you." He smiled lightly and brought me the hot dishes.

I took the plate, fell silent for a moment, and jumped out of the kitchen.

Going is definitely a must, how to go has become a problem that I, a disabled person, need to consider.

Xiao Danran began to push the wheelchair and stood at the entrance, motioning for me to sit on it.

I felt bad looking at the wheelchair and told him I don't need one.

However, after I jumped out the door, I accidentally stumbled in front of the door.

Xiao Danran scooped me up with quick eyes and hands.

After a while, I obediently sat back in the wheelchair.

"Give me your hand." He opened the passenger door and motioned me to climb him.

I was a little embarrassed, "I still have a left foot."

Although I muttered softly, I obediently embraced him and let him carry me to the seat.

It's the first time I've been taken care of by this person after growing up so big, it seems that this fall was worth it.

I thought happily.

He fastened my seat belt for me, and his eyebrows and eyes were curved, which was very attractive.

"Sit down."

So I lived up to expectations and blushed again the whole way.

……

……

Although the alma mater of the high school is not an old city, the vicinity of the school is basically residential buildings and degree rooms, and there are no prosperous commercial centers or office areas.

When I arrived, I was shocked by the heavy traffic in front of me. It seems that the school celebration is really grand this time.

The front gate was already full of cars, and there were all kinds of people standing there. I followed my memory and asked Xiao Danran to drive the car to the side gate of the school.

Xiao Danran opened his mouth when he heard the word side door, but he didn't say anything.

After we finally parked the car, I called Chen Xing and signaled me to be at the side door.

He was noisy on the other end, and it took a lot of effort to hear what I said,

"Okay, you wait, I'll pick you up."

"He said he came to pick us up." I hung up the phone and said to Xiao Danran.

Xiao Danran said: "It's not that he doesn't know the way, why is he so eager to pick you up?"

I turned my head to look at him, looked at his slightly frowning brows and smiled: "What are you thinking, my roommate is straight."

After thinking for a while, he added, "Besides, he probably isn't in a hurry to see me, but wants to see you."

Xiao Danran was dumbfounded.

I sat in the wheelchair and looked at my little boyfriend from head to toe, and the more I looked, the more satisfied I was.

Chen Xing came very quickly, he didn't change much, he was dressed in formal attire, he probably came just after work, when he saw me sitting in a wheelchair, his jaw dropped to the ground in shock.

I can't tell in a few words, I just said that I accidentally dropped it a while ago.

Chen Xing looked at my tight right leg with frowning eyes,

"I thought you were hurt by love and committed crimes yourself."

I:"…………"

"You came alone?" Chen Xing continued to ask.

I shook my head and pointed to Xiao Danran not far away.

Xiao Danran just got into the car to get something, now he came over and saw more people, he was stunned for a moment, then nodded to Chen Xing.

Chen Xing looked at him: "Ah, hello, here is Chen Xing."

Xiao Danran nodded without answering.

Chen Xing smiled awkwardly and gave me a look.

When I was about to announce myself for Xiao Danran, Xiao Danran said: "Let's go, don't you have to be at the auditorium at ten o'clock?"

After all, he pushed me and strode into the school.Chen Xing didn't know why, so he had no choice but to follow us.

I was a little dazed throughout the whole process, and I couldn't figure out which muscle the young master made a mistake.

It wasn't until he pushed me into the auditorium to sit down that I realized something belatedly, Xiao Danran, seems to be quite familiar with this?

Then I dismissed this idea, so many people flocked here, I really thought too much.

The performance hadn't started yet, and there were hustle and bustle all around, a little noisy, Xiao Danran lowered his head and asked me what's wrong.

"It's nothing."

"Look at you staring at me." He said lightly.

I groaned, and said indifferently: "No, it looks like you are familiar with the road when you enter the school."

"I also studied here in junior high school." He said.

"Oh, so." I looked towards the familiar stage and replied.

what?

? ? ? ? ? ?

I turned my head with a look of disbelief: "What did you say?"

Chen Xing, who was eavesdropping, interjected, "Hey, I'm still an alumnus."

The expression on Xiao Danran's face was still calm, "I attended junior high school here."

"Why... didn't you say it earlier?" I was so shocked that I asked after a long time.

"You didn't ask." He smiled.

I was at a loss for words.

The school celebrations consist of several links, performances by teachers and students, and speeches by alumni. Looking at all kinds of "adults" around me, I felt a little emotional.

I can't remember the voices and appearances of other people in high school, but sitting neatly in the familiar auditorium at this moment, I seem to be back at the graduation ceremony for a moment.

At that time, I was standing below, staring intently at everyone above who received their graduation certificates.

I told myself that when that person stood there, he must have his own light, bright and dazzling.

However, I waited until the principal's concluding ceremony was over, and I couldn't wait for the figure that would shine in my eyes...

I realized what I was thinking, and suddenly lowered my head, Xiao Danran thoughtfully asked me what was wrong.

"It's okay..." I couldn't tell him, and secretly spurned myself.

The head teacher who taught us quit after taking our class, and many teachers also retired or changed careers, so the class suggested that after the school celebration, we should call the teachers outside to have a dinner together.

After leaving the auditorium, Xiao Danran pushed me around, Chen Xing wanted to visit the dormitory classrooms, but I was so frightened that I quickly refused.

You must know that my classrooms and dormitories were all on the sixth floor, and every time I was late, it was like extreme sports.

I am disabled and have a broken leg. I don't know if I can go up or down.

In the end, the three of them decided to go to the playground for a stroll, Xiao Danran pushed me along the track, and I couldn't help but take a few more glances when I passed the curve.

Xiao Danran didn't know whether it was intentional or not, she parked the wheelchair there impartially, my face happened to be the angle from which I was peeping, and I was stunned.

Chen Xing also came to his senses, and asked me with his eyes.

Xiao Danran parked the wheelchair: "I'll go to the canteen at the back to buy a few bottles of water. There's shade from the trees here. You can chat here."

I breathed a sigh of relief, remembering that I had only mentioned such a person with Xiao Danran, but never mentioned the details, it was too shameful after all.

It seems just a coincidence.

After he left, Chen Xing came over and said, "He looks pretty good, but he seems to have a bad temper."

I twitched the corner of my mouth: "It's only for you."

"Why!" Chen Xing was full of displeasure, "I don't even want to say my name, so what?"

"His name is Xiao Danran..." I rubbed my eyebrows, not really wanting to be here.

"Surnamed Xiao?" Chen Xing was stunned for a moment, and muttered, "It's not such a coincidence..."

"What's wrong?" I asked him.

He hesitated for a moment, and said, "If I remember correctly, our chairman's surname seems to be Xiao... His son was also in the junior high school at that time."

I:"…………"

After learning that Xiao Danran had suddenly become my immediate boss, Chen Xing was completely shocked, and then he was a little worried: "So his family is quite rich? His family...doesn't object?"

I was silent for a while, shook my head and said I didn't know.

"Lin An..." Chen Xing looked at me, but didn't continue.

I think he should be trying to comfort me like before, but he should also react, and there are only a few words back and forth.

At any time, if you persuade a lot, you will find that the fundamental problem has never been solved, it is just a temporary quenching of thirst by drinking poison.

"Let's take one step at a time." I told him.

……

……

After that, Chen Xing was called away by the class monitor halfway, saying that he was asked to help pick up some teachers.After Chen Xing accepted, he greeted us and left.

There was no one in the playground, Xiao Danran and I walked around several times, chatting without saying a word.

"Are you tired?" I asked him.

He replied, "Not tired."

"What's your first grade?"

"When you were in the first year of high school? I should be in the third year of junior high school."

I laughed, "I knew I would come here to study in junior high school."

I remembered that he said a while ago that he was sent away in high school, if I had come earlier, it wouldn't be the case that he would graduate and leave just after I arrived.

Xiao Danran also smiled, and then said to himself, "Actually, I've seen you before."

When I heard it, I asked curiously, "When?"

Xiao Danran didn't make a sound, as if he was thinking about something.

I don't know how long it took before he opened his mouth slowly.

"It should... be seen often."

"The first time I saw you was at the playground."

My heart trembled, something appeared in my mind, but I couldn't grasp it temporarily, I could only let it pop out of a corner suddenly.

"Where did you see me..." I heard my voice tremble.

He pushed me under that tree, and that bench would look a bit dilapidated with the passage of time.

"That's it." His voice came from above my head, but it sounded like the wind blowing from the sky.

"You're here every night."

"At that time," he said with a chuckle, "I thought you were looking at me."

"Including food."

My heart almost stopped suddenly, and I didn't speak for a long time.

He didn't seem to care about my silence, and continued to talk to me:

"The last time I saw you was in the auditorium, when I skipped class to see you."

"When I arrived, the graduation ceremony had just started."

"The principal called your name, and you were still in a daze, completely unrecovered. I was so happy down there at the time, I thought I might as well get it on stage for you."

There was a smile in his voice, I turned my head to look at him, but found that his expression was very lonely,

"At that time, I was standing below, and you on the stage were like a star, shining."

Memories flooded in like a flood. At the end of the first year of high school, I stood under the stage, staring intently at the stage. I didn’t wait for that person to come. I still felt like a fool when I went back that night.

Three years later, a boy as stupid as me stood in the audience full of expectations.

At least Xiao Danran is luckier than me.

It turns out I was really an idiot.

I suddenly remembered a sentence:

"You think the person you love will shine, but in fact his light comes from you."

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