A young master lives downstairs in my house

Xiao Danran was not stupid enough to really grab my money, he wiped his nose in embarrassment, then turned his head and asked me where the claw machine was.

I pointed him in a direction with pity in my eyes.

Speaking of which, as long as it is the facilities he has played, he has basically broken the best record, but it is the first time I have seen his determined eyes today, giving me the illusion that catching dolls is his strongest point.

Yes, illusion.

Xiao Danran grabbed the game coins, pointed to the ten claw machines in front of him, and asked me to choose one.I chose a little yellow chicken, and stood expectantly watching him use up five coins, record: 0.

Unconvinced, he reached into his trouser pocket for his wallet.

I hurriedly grabbed him, "Okay, forget about running out of coins, the movie is about to start."

"It's amazing."

He looked a little better after hearing this sentence.

I comforted: "It's just a few dolls, it's normal if they can't be caught."

He lowered his eyes and said with an innocent tone, "I haven't played claw machines much."

The corners of my mouth couldn't help twitching, "Have you never pinched before? This thing is very difficult, and most of it is just cheating money."

He seemed to think about it seriously, "No, I'm not interested, and I haven't been pinched by anyone."

"It's the first time I played today, I didn't expect it to be so difficult."

I blinked, feeling a little heat on both sides of my cheeks.

When Xiao Danran came to the door, he stopped, turned his head and said to me: "Wait for me!"

I didn't know why, so I had to stand there and wait for him.

Not long after, a man in a suit and tie ran back to me, holding a puppet bear that was almost half the height of a person.

Xiao Danran held the bear in front of me, and I stared at that puppet, stunned for a moment.

"give you."

I looked at the bear and said nothing.

Seeing that I was silent, he poked his head out from behind the puppet, looked at me and then at the bear, and said, "They said there is no such a big yellow chicken, and I think this bear is pretty pretty."

"Isn't it nice?" he asked me.

Instead of answering him, I asked, "Why did you send me?"

"You don't like it?"

"...Like it."

With a relieved expression on his face, he stuffed the bear into my arms,

"That's fine, there are so many reasons."

I didn't hear the answer I wanted, so I was embarrassed to ask again, so I had to hug the bear and follow him to the cinema.

That bear is half as tall as Xiao Danran, and to me it is three quarters of my size.

Usually, I think the theater stools are large and comfortable, and sitting at an angle is not a problem.This time I brought a huge object, so I had to put it in front of me and sit with my arms around it.I can feel the sight of people around me, but I can't see it, I want to hug a bear.

So real.

I want to cry without tears.

The spy movie is worthy of a score of 9.5, the sound effects and plot are touching, and the male protagonist shuttles through the sea of ​​guns all the way.

Xiao Danran seemed very excited, whenever the protagonist was in a dangerous situation, his shoulders trembled visibly.

I watched him silently for a while, and when the film was in the second half, I silently gave him the bear.

The man picked it up very quickly, and almost subconsciously hugged the whole bear tightly into his arms. His head rested on the puppet bear's head, his eyes were focused, and his chest heaved.

I looked away and continued watching the movie.

I am no longer familiar with the routines of this kind of spy war movies. Today’s hero movies are not plots, right? Most of them are scenes and special effects!

Most of the male protagonists of spy war movies are involved in danger for love, and then discover shocking secrets.

As expected, the protagonist escaped from danger several times, and Xiao Danran's breathing stagnated, then gradually stabilized, and then tightened again. I thought about comforting him after watching the film. The Lord is dead.

Not only Xiao Danran, I was also dumbfounded at this moment.

There are only four words in my head,

What the hell?

The ending was too unbelievable. After watching it, I sat on the stool and couldn't calm down for a long time.

After I calmed down a little, I didn't think of the emotional big brother next to me.

I looked over and saw that his entire face was buried in the bear, leaving me with the back of his head.

I called him uncertainly: "Xiao Danran?"

He was motionless.

"Are you ok?"

The other party remained silent.

I thought of something, "Xiao Danran..."

"Aren't you crying?"

He finally moved his shoulders and rubbed against the bear again.

I looked at him and Xiong with mixed emotions, not knowing whether to feel sorry for Xiong or him first.

I don't know if the snot has rubbed on it, after all, I want to take it home.

When Xiao Danran raised his head, I paid special attention to his face, except for his haggard and dull eyes, it seemed that he was not on the point of crying bitterly.

When walking on the street outside, he held the bear with one hand, his eyes were dimmed, and he sighed after a long time, "This movie is too bad to watch."

I imitated him and sighed.

That's right, it's too bad, it's completely different from the book, it's about touching little hands in the dark as promised.

Seeing him like this, those who didn't know thought we were watching a sadomasochistic romance movie.

"Where do you still want to go?" Xiao Danran calmed down and turned to ask me.

I thought for a while, "Let's go get something to eat."

So the two big men walked into a pink and pink dessert shop.Xiao Danran stood at the door, not paying any attention to the clerk's appraising eyes, and asked the clerk seriously if there were any small boxes.

The clerk checked the registration form and led us in.

I have also heard a little about this dessert shop. The guy in the same group said that his girlfriend would go to eat cake every month. Other girls who have not left the order also said that if there is one, please go to this shop. yes, don't stand still,

From it.

I stood behind him with mixed feelings, surrounded by lovers, with pink bubbles bulging outward.

The clerk led us into a small box by the window, checked again and again that we were two or not four, put down the menu and walked out silently.

"I read it online, and it has the highest rating here." He sat the bear on the stool beside him, with a smug expression on his face.

Of course it is high, other stores have one-to-one ratings, but here each rating is in duplicate, okay?

But I like to eat sweets, so I will be in a private room again, order a few cakes and start to eat slowly.

……

It's really delicious...

Xiao Danran was chatting with me while eating, and he had bought a new pair of sneakers, with a sad expression on his face.

I thought of him being buried in the trash can with half of Xiaoqiang's shoe on, and I couldn't help feeling sympathetic.

I asked him, "Haven't you been back these days?"

He nodded, "I'm going back to my dad."

I was concerned, "Have you found a job yet?"

"Well," he smiled as if remembering something, "go to work next week."

"Then... will you come back to live?" I hesitated for a moment, and asked what I wanted to ask the most.

"I'll go back." He finished eating the cake, and there was fruit left on the plate, as if he was reluctant to eat it.

I responded without showing any emotion, the cream in my mouth was smooth, and the sweetness slowly permeated the entire mouth along the taste buds, and then reached my heart.

After a long time, he asked me: "How are you and that manager?"

I answered irrelevantly, "He's gay."

He blinked, looking inquiringly.

I decided to make a bet, "He means that to me."

"is it?"

Xiao Danran lowered his eyes, inserting the fruit he left on the plate one after another, I couldn't see his expression clearly.

I felt that I might lose the bet, but I didn't want to give up, so I insisted, "But I didn't mean that."

He looked up at me, his eyes seemed to show no emotion.

"There's a reason," I said without thinking, "Actually, I've only been in a relationship once, and it was that bitch from college."

The corner of his mouth curled up, "Sentimental?"

I shook my head, the brown in my hand was only half eaten, I pushed it aside and looked at this man seriously.

The man propped his chin, dressed in a dog-like formal attire, put away the pretentious glasses on his face, and loosened his tie. It seems that laziness is his endorsement at any time, just like the first time I saw him downstairs His time.

It's really similar, and so is the back.

I closed my eyes, and what I thought of was not his back, but his silly appearance, and his usual subtle and imperceptible tenderness.

If the first love in college is a stand-in, then Xiao Danran is Xiao Danran.

I suddenly felt that I had an answer to the questions I had been struggling with for a while.

If you don't care about a person, how can you focus on him.

"When I was in high school, I once met a senior on the playground..." I cleared my throat.

Half an hour later, the round table in the small box was filled with all kinds of small cakes. The clerk came in and placed the cakes, as if he felt something was wrong with the atmosphere, he put them away and left in a hurry.The pastries were pleasing to the eye without being touched.

Like last time, Xiao Danran quietly listened to me finish talking about the infatuated years in high school. I stuttered the whole process, one was shame and the other was not sure about the other party's attitude.

In fact, I haven't honestly liked anyone since high school. Most of the people I care about are substitutes. Although it's the same with Xiao Danran at the beginning, no matter how stupid the other party is, he probably won't be willing to be Bai Yueguang's substitute for the rest of his life, let alone me now Not at all.

Our high school teachers tell us that solving problems is not a cure for the symptoms.No matter whether Xiao Danran has that thought about me now, but I do, then I have to tell him my attitude.

Now that they have all made up their minds to take a gamble, how can they do it without showing the momentum of going bankrupt.

"But I don't like that senior at all now." I finished the last and most crucial sentence seriously.

Xiao Danran didn't make a sound for a long time, but she didn't smile like last time and comfort me.He still stared at the remaining yellow peaches on the plate in front of him, as if they could grow a sprout.

After this, a normal person should know that I am interested in him.

But I forgot that sometimes this guy is not a person.

He didn't ask me "Why are you telling me this?" Instead, he put his chin on his other hand and looked up at me, "Senior?"

I froze for a moment, then nodded, not knowing why.

There was a trace of unnaturalness on his face, and before I had time to grasp what that meant, I heard him ask again: "Is it really the senior?"

"...two years older than me"

"Got it." He interrupted me, pushing the plate forward and putting the fork aside.

It was the first time I heard his indifferent tone, as if he had nothing to do with himself.I can't think of a reason, and I feel a little uncomfortable in my heart.

The scene fell into silence, and the bear sat quietly on the chair between us, with a mocking smile, looking at me who was stupid/crazy in the room.

Xiao Danran sat there swiping his phone, I glanced at it, then lowered my head and continued to eat the cake.

It suddenly occurred to me that he didn't necessarily like to keep the fruit from eating, but he might just simply hate it.

After I finished eating, I said let's go back, but he hummed and got up to pay the bill.

I referred to the bill and transferred my share of the money to him, which not only hurt my flesh, but also my heart.

……

……

Xiao Danran parked the car at the gate of the community, and walked in with me.

The two stood in the elevator room, one stared ahead and the other looked quietly.

I could see he was thinking, so I said to him, "Hold me."

He was stunned for a moment before handing me the bear in his hand. I took it and hugged him well, and thanked him before he got off the elevator.

Xiao Danran still didn't smile, she pursed her lips, looking hesitant to speak.

It was the first time I saw him so entangled, but I was not in the mood for joking, but pressed the button to open the door and waited for him.

The man finally said nothing, he nodded and strode out of the elevator.

I let go of the button, and the elevator doors slowly closed.

I ate too much sweets in the afternoon, I lay on the sofa, hugging a bear to digest my food.

Yang Huan called and wished me a happy New Year.

I was not in a good mood, so I answered a few times and wanted to hang up. After thinking for a while, I asked him, "Why are you calling?"

"Ah?" Yang Huan was a little puzzled, and jokingly said, "I want to hear your voice."

I understand, "Got it."

"Goodbye, manager."

Yang Huan, who was hung up on the phone, sent a series of question marks. I closed the phone, went back to the room and took out the coat. I went downstairs without the coat on.

Xiao Danran changed into a turtleneck sweater, and looked at me, the unexpected visitor, with a puzzled face.

I went straight to the point and said, "Go back to my family's clothes."

I shoved the coat into his hand, and before he could speak, I lifted up the key again,

"And that 'forgotten' key in your pocket."

He opened his mouth, and the next moment the expression on his face was extremely exciting, red and white at times.

"Xiao Danran," I asked him, "do you like me?"

……

……

The voice-activated light was off, and the only light in the corridor came from the room behind the man. I couldn't see his expression clearly in the dark.

It was a bit cold at the entrance of the corridor, I sneezed, and after a while I couldn't help but sneezed two more.

"You come in first." He said to me.

I was sitting on the sofa in his house, still holding the key in my hand, it was more than just a key to open the door.

It's more like my chips.

Xiao Danran handed me a cup, and then sat down beside me.

"I'll return the key to you." I handed him the key, but he didn't answer it. He looked at me fixedly, and I lowered my head.

I felt as if I understood what he meant, and smiled self-deprecatingly, and put the key on the table.

A strange emotion rushed from my heart to the tip of my brain and then accurately reached my chest. My nose was a little sore. I reached out to touch it, but I was stunned.

Lying trough,

why am i crying ? ? ? ?

I realized that the feeling was wronged, and I was even more depressed.

It's not the self who is depressed and wronged, but the self who is depressed and ashamed.

How do you say that?

Yes, the mood is comparable to eating shit.

How old is he, crying and crying here!

When I didn't fall out with my family, my family always said that I was a crybaby when I was a child, and I cried about everything big and small.

I sneered at that time, after all, in the subsequent life journey, I was beaten, scolded, dumped by a scumbag, and even failed to come out later. I never shed a tear.

Who will tell me, what is my inexplicable tear? ?

I realized that it is not suitable to stay here for a long time. Fortunately, I kept my head down, and when I stood up, I turned my back directly, leaving the other party with a chic back.

"Then I'll go back first, you..."

Xiao Danran came over and grabbed me by the arm. When I recovered, I was already face to face with him.

He pushed me against the wall with a look of disbelief on his face.

I blinked subconsciously, but it was fine if I didn't blink, but when I closed and opened, another tear rolled down my eyes.

shit.

The shock in his eyes deepened a bit.

Mmp has never seen other people cry! ! !

I was so angry that I heard him ask something in a low voice.

I didn't catch it, "What?"

"You like me?" he asked.

I heard it clearly, but didn't make a sound, and finally nodded.

"You're using me as a stand-in?" I heard him ask.

My mind is in a mess, but I still have the idea to hate him,

"Did you listen to me carefully this afternoon? I said that I don't like that person anymore."

As soon as the words came out, I found that my voice was a little hoarse, so I immediately fell silent, determined to be a quiet stake.

Xiao Danran didn't speak, we were very close to each other, now I could only see his chin when I looked up, so I observed the unshaven stubble on his chin.

While disgusted, weep silently.

Really silent tears, the kind of tears on the face.

Gee.

After a long time, I heard a sigh from above.

I looked up at him, but he covered his face with his hands first, preventing me from seeing his expression, but the reddened ears still betrayed him.

The heavy stone in my heart landed safely.

I know I won the bet.

After a while, he let go of his hand as if he was overwhelmed.

His voice sounded muffled, "I have something to tell you."

I groaned nervously.

Xiao Danran looked at me fixedly, "Has anyone ever told you that you look like a relative of mine?"

I replied dully: "Huh?"

He bent down to look at me, with curved eyebrows and a smirk, "That's right, no one else has seen my relatives."

What the hell...

"You look like a relative of mine."

He said triumphantly,

"My boyfriend."

There were fireworks in my mind, which exploded with a bang, and it was like a salute, roaring continuously.At the same time, I heard a heartbeat like a drum, but I still asked a question that I cared about,

"Boyfriends and girlfriends are not relatives, are they?"

Xiao Danran: "..."

Me: "Uh... sorry."

"Forgive you, it's the same as before." He said lightly, with helplessness, pity, and indifference in his tone.

I sounded a little strange, but I saw him reach out and touch my face, just like the last time he stayed overnight.

He patted my face lightly like a gust of wind blowing across my face.

He poked and kneaded, like kneading a ball of flour.

I slapped his hand off, sniffed, and when I spoke again, my voice was nasal

"How about your meeting?"

He gave a low laugh, stretched out his hand again, and put my forehead against my forehead.

A second before my mind went blank, I heard his voice,

"Yeah, the pastries are really sweet."

I was kissed.