G soldier diary

Holding this piece of paper, I didn't expect that I had been mentally prepared for a long time, and it still hurt like this.

Thinking that Xiaojun may be in more pain than me, I feel more painful.I can't leave him alone who is emotionally unstable.

phone.

"You're really clever." Xiaojun's tone couldn't hide his anger.

"What's wrong. 』

"If you don't tell me what you want, who will know?" Xiaojun's voice became louder and louder.

I just want you to have a higher chance of answering the phone, and I just want to feel that I am not single every day.

"No, you really...you can decide everything by yourself." Xiaojun.

"I admit it, but I... really have a hard time feeling where you need me. "I said.

My tears flowed down, looking at the piece of paper in my hand.There are 15 advantages of Xiaojun written on it, and 53 disadvantages. That is the SWOT analysis I used to convince myself, although I know that this is not the way to talk about relationships.

Love is like the rising tide of the sea, which can tolerate all shortcomings.But when love is not enough, these shortcomings are like reefs that are slowly exposed. No matter how beautiful the Titanic is, it will have to be hacked into pieces, and finally hit the rocks and ran aground.

"Are you in love with someone else?"

"It has nothing to do with this. ’ I said lightly. "A cold is not caused by a virus, but by poor health. 』

It's not so much falling in love with someone as it is a problem with love's immune system.Bacteria are always around us, but a cold is only used to remind us to take a good rest.

I don't want to be with Xiaoyu either, I have tried my best to stay away from his surroundings for a while.However, there is still no progress in the relationship with Xiaojun.

"What reason do you have the nerve to say?" Xiaojun's tone was not good.

"No way..." I looked at the piece of paper in my hand.

"Forget it, you can do whatever you want, anyway, it's your decision every time."

"Um. 』

The phone hangs up.

No one has a change of heart, no one is having an affair, no one is going to work abroad, only I am tired.

However, I am really tired of the love that is only very happy when we meet, and there is no news when we part.There are a lot of fallacies written on the paper to cheer for myself.

"We should let the mood of this relationship most of the time determine the final result."

"If love is food, I would eat Xidi during hunger strike holidays. I would rather eat bento every day, every day."

Even so, my tears dripped automatically on the paper, and I wiped the paper with toilet paper.

We have been together for more than a year, and we are really happy, but these happiness will not continue.

I clicked on League of Legends to play a game to distract myself, but found that every character has memories.

Before joining the army, because Xiaojun liked to play DPS, my support role became stronger and stronger, even though Xiaojun's winning rate was not higher than mine.

"You have to block it for me!" Xiaojun yelled on the other end of the phone.

"Haha, I'm really super strong." Xiaojun was on the other end of the phone, and we won together.

Time and time again, I have died to save you, without complaint.

Time and time again, you forget I exist when you win.

"You can't do that, if you say we are strong. 』I emphasized the word "we" on the other end of the voice call.

"Okay, you're strong too." Xiaojun said.

I looked at the defect on the paper, two large characters.

"Selfish. 』

Constantly circled, I shook my head and let the tears drip onto the paper again.Even if our sexual compatibility is too bad, I still can't convince myself to stay.It seems that people who break up are bad people, but is this really the case?

Click on Facebook, and the "stable relationship" in Xiaojun's file is still there.And my "stable relationship" has not been withdrawn.Give us a little time, the brakes have to come slowly, right?I've started practicing, practicing the world without you.I have already agreed with my tears not to cry, but how should the countdown love continue.

I opened the dating software, and Xiaojun had just seen me.The three words "has a boyfriend" on our personal files are also there.Breaking up is something that you can never get used to.

This holiday has been tough.We seem to be short of meeting once and having a good talk.

"Oh heh heh." With familiar laughter, the face of a corrupt official appeared at the Taipei train station in the afternoon, and then we took a taxi back to the camp. "You have a cell phone too?"

"My dad asked me to bring it. ’ I said, holding a retarded Samsung phone in my hand.

"Huh?" The melancholy Chen Kun took out a black mobile phone, the same color and style as mine.

"Why are you learning from me? 』

"You just learn from me?" You Yuhong looked at me and smiled.

It seems that in the barracks, we really don't have much choice.

Gathering in the evening, Squad Leader Xiao Ma gathered us and checked our mobile phones.After checking our phones, we put them in the back pocket of our sweatpants.

A little soldier in front kept touching his butt with his mobile phone, looking for his pocket.

"My back pocket is missing?" Little Bing asked.

"Idiot, it's in the front!" 』The neighbor soldier pointed to his crotch.

Turns out he was wearing his pants backwards.

"Hahahahaha!!" Everyone started laughing wildly.

Even the squad leader smiled, but I just raised the corners of my mouth slightly.My mood is still in the cold war of feelings, or I am already mourning the dead love.

"Wait for the urine test, wait until you all queue up for the toilet! You pee into a cup, and there are droppers and test strips in this bag!" Squad leader Xiao Ma laughed to himself as if thinking of something.

"Don't pee directly on the test strip!"

"Some people also put the dropper directly into the horse's eye, no need for that!"

There was a burst of laughter, and I actually just smiled.

After returning to the dormitory after the urine test, Xiaoyu and I passed each other in front of the drink machine.

"ocean. ’ I nodded.

"What's wrong? Xiaofei, are you okay?" Xiaoyu grabbed my shoulder as soon as he saw me.

"Clam? 』

"You don't look right, what's wrong with your girlfriend?"

Is it so obvious?