G soldier diary

Xiaoyu continued to cover the city wall.

"It's useless... When the waves come, there will be nothing..." I looked at his figure.

"It's okay! The longer you hold on, the better! Phew~" Xiaoyu lay beside me panting, as if talking about our relationship.

I can't drive you away, I always think so self-conceited, as if with you, I don't have to worry about the ups and downs outside, this domineering gentleness makes my whole body numb.I lay down afterward, the sun forcing me to squint my eyes.

"Why don't you have a girlfriend? 』I squinted at the blue sky.

"You really want to know?"

"Oh no. 』

"Well...you can't laugh when you hear it?" His serious voice on the right.

"I swear. 』

"Because, I'm not interested in women," he said.

"Clam? 』The world was spinning for a while, and the muscles on my face trembled strangely, which I couldn't understand for a while.

"But not for men either."

The violent storm that had just started was razed to the ground by a sudden thunder.

"real or fake?So do you... need that? ’ I turned to look at him.

"Are you talking about clearing the gun? Not really." He frowned.

"Then what are you doing..." I sat up startled.

"Just let it be..." Xiaoyu also sat up and looked at me, "How about it, will it be strange?"

Looking at his perfect figure, exuding a sexy smell, that magnetic voice, and everything that is extremely warm.It was then that I suddenly understood why he didn't look straight, but he didn't look gay either.

It all makes sense.

"No wonder you don't talk much about women. 』

"I just need to work hard to meet girls. I wonder if I haven't met the right one." He propped himself up with his hands behind him.

"But didn't it work? 』

"Oh? Xiaofei understands it very well? Don't you too, I rarely hear you mention women other than your girlfriend."

I don't talk because I'm super gay.

"Me too..." Now that you have told me such a secret, should I come out?

"What?" He squinted one eye and looked at me with a sunny smile.

"I'm actually..." I unconsciously played with the sand at hand, and we let love turn into sand, which was terribly tiny and slowly fell in the palm of my hand.It turned out that after seeing each other for a while, I still couldn't say what was in my heart.

Nothing is impossible.

"...My girlfriend and I seem to be getting close. 』I changed the subject.

Everything was too unprepared, I only saw your indifference to girls, but didn't understand your friendship with boys.

"Ah, it's okay! I'm here! Look, Apple." He picked up a ball made of sand.

"Short amount, is this poop? ’ I took the maracas.

You are my little apple, like the most beautiful cloud in the sky.

After watching for a long time, Xiaoyu is no longer exactly like Wang Yangming, but a little more childish and cute.

Could this really be asexual?

"Let's compete to see who can throw the farthest." ’ I stood up.

"What, what? A grenade?" He stood up and made a ball.

I looked left and right, and there were only a few people in the shed on the coast in the whole Baisha Bay, less than ten people in total.

"Recruit fighter Zero Kitashichi!Make your first throw at White Sands Cove!Throw! ’ I yelled to myself.

Throw the sand ball in your hand, and on the blue sea level, a small dot plops into the sea far away,

"Hahaha, it's better to change me." Xiaoyu was amused by the side, and it was the first time I heard him laugh.

Love is not only roses, but also the punishment of uneasiness, joy and misunderstanding, which will grow with time.

"Okay! Throw!" Xiaoyu threw a ball, and he couldn't tell who was farther away.

Ebbing love is like a scar, and there is an explanation for the wound.Let go to be able to be happy, let the heart take a good rest.

"Fuck his grenade!" ! ’ I threw another ball.

"Okay! Fuck him!" Xiaoyu also threw a ball.

"Dry! 』I roared, and a ball spread out in the air, turning into several sprays.

"Fuck!" Xiaoyu's ball fell straight into the water in the air.

Full of enthusiasm, he sank into the sea with the sand ball in his hand.Even if I can never fight against the power of nature, I have to show a little bit of unwillingness.Do you have to let go of the sand you can't hold?

It was not until we were exhausted that we spread out on the sand, covered in mud.We went into the sea and floated to cool down and wash off the sand.I like to swim, and I leaned back in the cold water, revealing a face floating on the water, just like an otter.

"Are you comfortable?" Xiaoyu's voice.

"Um. ’ I closed my eyes and remembered that this was a form of spiritual practice.

The whole world lost consciousness, only the voice of Water Gulu Gulu remained.I don't know where Xiaoyu is, I don't seem to care about anything, and the feeling of time is gradually blurred.

It seems that you can die at any time.

"Huh? You will drift away like this." Xiaoyu was still beside him.

"No difference…"

"No, no, no, this is an occupational disease of a lifeguard. I want to rescue you." Suddenly, my hand was pulled by Xiaoyu.

The surrounding sea is still rippling up and down randomly, but I am a small boat being towed. The waves push forward and back, but I am pulled straight to the shore.

Don't understand yet?The way to save me is to put me there.The more I pull, the deeper I sink.

"Come to Anluo." Xiaoyu's voice.

My back slowly rubbed against the sand, and I couldn't float anymore, so I stood up.

After taking a shower, we went back to Tamsui for dinner. People came and went everywhere. Xiaoyu ordered Ah Ji and fish ball soup, and bought a pack of iron eggs.Along the way, we look back on the past and look forward to the future.

On the way back to Taoyuan by train.

"Do you want to listen?" Xiaoyu smiled and handed me an earphone.

"good. 』I took the earphones, he was like a big boy, listening to the music and dancing in high.On the screen was a black rap song, and Xiaoyu was dancing vigorously on the seat, quite intoxicated like a DJ.

I–I–I’m hunting, looking for a come-up

This is fucking awesome.

No,

You are fucking awesome.