G soldier diary

"..." I want to leave.

"Why! Sit and sit! What...what's wrong with you?" Xiaoyu stared at my face with wide eyes.

I wiped my tears and sat down, feeling so useless that I couldn't do anything.

"No, the idea of ​​breaking up keeps appearing, it's very annoying. ’ I looked away.

"What's the matter? Your girlfriend... said something else?" Xiaoyu automatically sat next to me and looked at my face.

"He didn't say anything, but he didn't like me very much, he didn't like to answer the phone, and he didn't know what to talk about. 』

"Oh, it's inevitable, she may not know the life here."

"He is not usually a bird person, he is only happy when he comes out. 』I seriously expressed my dissatisfaction. "But I don't want the feeling of eating porridge and occasional Xidi, I would rather eat bento every day..."

"Well... I understand what you mean." Xiaoyu nodded his head in a daze, his face under the dim moonlight, like a dish in a nightclub. "Don't think too much! Come and have a drink, don't be sad~"

Xiaoyu took my shoulder and handed me the Maixiang green tea in his hand.

"No thanks...I'm not sad, but condolences." ’ I blow my nose made of tears. "Like the one where a pet dies..."

Because of the distance in the army, I realized how different things I wanted from Xiaojun.What I want is spiritual presence, but what he wants is practical companionship.Some people change when they love and love, and they swear that they will forget when they love and love.

"Isn't she free even after the training break?" Xiaoyu asked suspiciously.

"He's going to play with his friends for three days, and I don't know how much time he has left. I'm done. 』Thinking of this, I narrowed my eyes and showed a strange expression, and the tears flowed down abruptly again.What makes me sad is not being left out, what makes me sad is that once I think about it, those good memories will not continue.

"Okay, okay!" Xiaoyu leaned my head on his shoulder and kept patting my shoulder.

I am no longer in the mood to reject Xiaoyu's kindness, and I don't know what to resist.

"It's okay, I'll accompany you! Good brother!" Xiaoyu's firm eyes were on the side of my face.

"Idiot. 』

"Hey, why are you so polite." He continued to rest my head on his collarbone, adjusting my helmet slightly.

The whole person was warm, and my tears stained his green undershirt.Sad feelings come and go, if this is love, waking up is like a dream; if this is love, I would rather go homeless.

Time passed by minute by minute.

Wounded and healed at the same time.

I close my eyes and breathe in close to my heartbeat, and now there is only us left on the earth.

"There are... 3 minutes." He interrupted the silence, looking at his CK watch.

"Okay, I'm sorry. 』I wiped my eyes with my hands, and saw a small wet patch on Xiaoyu's left chest.

"Hey, why are you being so polite? It's my pleasure. How about something better?" Xiaoyu's smiling lips hooked my heart.

"It's better, you're good at comforting people. ’ I wiped my eyes dry with my shoulders.

"I'm not comforting you, I'm telling the truth, huh? So where are we going on vacation after training?" Xiaoyu smiled.

"Really. "I laughed.

"Of course! We must go to the beach? The typhoon should have gone by then."

"Are you looking for a sister? "I said.

"Hey again." He smiled impatiently again, "Let's talk about that later!"

"1 minute~~~" The voice of assembly came from outside.

Xiaoyu held up the green tea. "Aren't you going to finish my drink?"

"Um. 』

I looked at the strange person in front of me.Unlike Gay, but also not like heterosexuality, he is a person who cannot be classified.

I can't see sex in his eyes, but there is endless love.

When I returned to the bedroom, I felt mixed feelings.

I don't like looking for comfort or jumping into a fire pit with no results.

But if you can learn how to love others from Xiaoyu, wouldn't that be great?

"Here's the lewd water record card!" Hei Pangpang was collecting the card again.

"Fuck, pick me up! I have too much water!" The basketball boy puffed up his chest.

"Come on! I'm afraid of you!" The two performed sumo in the dormitory again.

A lot of water, I like a lot of water.

"Take it. 』I gave my kinky card to Heipangpang.

"You just cried...why are your eyes red?" He looked at me.

"Oh, no, I had something in my eye just now. 』

"And why are you smiling? You have a weird expression." Hei Pangpang took my card with a look of disdain.

Cleaning up the time, the army was in turmoil, and the stack of obscenity cards was not handed over.

"The squad leader said to ask someone to sign for him. Your handwriting is better, so I'll sign for you!" Hei Pangpang handed me a stack of cards.

It is said that there are three things that a soldier can learn: cynicism, signing, and sweeping the floor. Sure enough, everything is indispensable.I signed everyone's cards and sent them to everyone.

"Hey, there's a lot of water. 』I sent the last card to the basketball guy, who was also 19 or [-] years old.

"It's... there is no way..." He shook his head and sat next to me with helpless eyes.

"What's wrong? 』

"I can't get an erection when I get to camp now." His hand was on the inside of my thigh. "I didn't get an erection all the time when I got up in the morning...I'm not used to it..."

Hey, who cares about you, can't you get an erection to make others erect?

Does anyone have a rule that you have to get an erection in the morning?

"Do you feel like this?" The basketball man asked curiously.

"Oh... no?Then will you have it? 』I also touched his inner thigh, feeling the hairless skin of Xiao Xianrou.It doesn't matter, if someone sees it, they will say that the teacher is his first!

"I haven't felt it yet...Maybe I have to touch here." The basketball man rubbed his hands on my nipples seriously,

I also stretched out my hand to poke his nipple, and the granules were surprisingly easy to find.

It takes half a minute to play, and I feel comfortable all over, I don't know what I'm doing.

"Hey~~~" He pretended to be surprised and let go of his hand. "What are you doing!"

Variety show cafes are super annoying.

Why does it seem that after I gave up on Xiaojun, all kinds of people came to comfort my heart?

What is the law of nature?