G soldier diary

After the lottery was over, everyone tore apart the newspapers one by one, and the Zhongshan Room wailed everywhere.

Toilet paper, chocolates from the grocery store next door, bread, soap, brand new ballpoint pens, barley milk tea, cha li wang, instant noodles, I have all the bad gifts of my life, except that no one is wrapping the shit up and giving it away.

The three success notebooks I sent were drawn by Ding Xiaoyu.

"School~~ What is this! At least there must be a confession of love in it!" The senior sister stomped her foot while holding the notebook.

Without Xiaoyu, I lost the motivation to write a diary.In the future, even if this period of time will be intermittent in retrospect, I don't care.

In my hand, I hold the seven-star middle light of the underworld senior, all the high-end gifts in it.

The underworld senior wants to come back with me, but I refuse.The camp without Xiaoyu is a nightmare, maybe at some point I can't stand it and start to bruise.

"Hello, little buttocks~" During the sweeping time, the deputy company waved to me again, saying that he would take out the garbage and clean the toilets in the officers' dormitories.

"This is for your use. 』I compared my hands and recommended the cute little fresh meat next to me, Yang Xin who just turned 18.

"What!" A 160cm cute boy with double eyelids, the collagen on his cheeks is just developed.

"Tut! Then I'll put away my women's underwear first." The deputy company left, I think what he meant was that he wanted to go back and put away the two mobile phones that were running the game.

I don't even bother to make a good relationship with the queen.

I scanned the secret base next to the office, the mysterious bathroom where Xiaoyu, Wei Yuzilong and I both stayed.

In my mind, it was the first time he stood inside, looking at me handsomely, like a dream.

"Are you doubting?" Xiaoyu smiled wide-eyed and pulled me in the door.

Without Xiaoyu, what am I?

I finally stayed up late at night to finish the Christmas gift, a total of [-] pages of black and white picture book, full of memories of me and Xiaoyu.At noon the next Friday, I walked out the gate alone with my honor slip.No one can share the taxi fare when a person is on vacation, but what is the money?

Keelung Railway Station, Taipei Main Station, MRT Station.

I arrived at a certain foundation that I made an appointment with yesterday. Due to time constraints, I didn't have many choices. Even if I came here, I would have to donate a few hundred dollars.

It has been more than three months since I broke up with Xiaojun without a condom, and it is time for me to give Xiaoyu an explanation tomorrow.

What to do if I have HIV and what to do if I have syphilis.

Even though Xiaojun and Xiaojun have always been in love with each other to death, it is up to me not to do it.But examples of being infected by a partner are not uncommon.When love dwindles, no one can guarantee who will always be faithful.

"Hi, do you have an appointment?" The girl inside opened the door while eating a bento.

"Oh yes. 』

"Okay, sit down first."

I was told to wash my hands with soap by a fair, honest man wearing glasses, about 28 years old, who seemed to be a social worker.

I looked at the box next to the toilet, and there was a stack of various Durex condoms inside, and the whole space was filled with various literature.

Then the male social worker took me into a room.

"I would like to ask, is there any reason in your heart for coming to the screening?" He was kind like an old friend.

"Well, because I had sex with my ex-boyfriend three months ago, now that I have a date, I want him to feel at ease. 』

"Three months, then you will know the result today." The social worker smiled calmly, and took out two white test strips that looked like flash drives, alcohol swabs, and some gadgets. "You can stop at any time during the process. You don’t have to know the result, it’s up to you.”

Until now, my mind started to run at high speed.

What should I do if the result is positive after waiting 15 minutes?

Who is the one?Who did Xiao Jun do it with?Or a year and a half ago, even earlier, I was infected but not tested?

Several boys who have had sex with me are like a slideshow in my mind.When life and body are threatened, in order to survive, we have to find the reason for shortening our life.Even if there is now, it is too late, we still chatted a little.

I have been like a monk, and I have always tried my best not to exchange body fluids with others. Before Xiaojun, I rarely had sex.

"Basically, the probability of what you said is very low. You should know the route of infection, right?" The social worker explained while sticking a needle in my hand.

"Just if there is, I will help you go to the hospital for another examination." He gently squeezed the blood out of my fingers.

It is conceivable how many people collapsed in front of this social worker here, how many people tested positive here, and filled out the paper next to them to go to the hospital for another western ink.Life is like a fugitive from now on?

This quiet room is like hell.

I was so nervous that I almost stopped breathing, as if I had disappeared.

If I had, it would be absolutely impossible for Xiaoyu to come back. He was extremely afraid of these things.I think he was a virgin before not just because of low libido.

If I have, and still linger with him in this situation, even if he is safe and sound.

Don't talk about him, I feel disgusting myself.

The probability of winning the bid is the same as the lottery, but it’s not the same when everyone buys the lottery. They still discuss “what if I win the lottery” in their minds.

The social worker squeezed blood onto two test plates.My life is now determined by these two small pieces of paper.

"Two lines represent masculine, one line represents negative, are you okay?"

The first line, appears.

The social worker kept chatting with me, trying to break the congealed air around me, but I was on the verge of life and death.If it turns out to be positive, the soldier doesn’t have to be a soldier, and he will be dismissed directly, and then he will take medicine, and it will be difficult to talk about it in this life.