Fall in love with special forces

"Is she very sad?" I asked after Guan Shijie came back.

"What do you think?" He glared at me, "We were supposed to have fun together, but you are narrow-minded, and you must drive him away!"

"You still can't bear it, don't you?" My anger suddenly rose again, "You hug left and right, and both men and women can eat, of course it's fun! Okay, you go and chase her back, at worst, I'll find someone else. a companion!"

"you dare!"

"If you dare, I will!"

I raised my chin in protest, he stared at me for a long time, and finally held back.

"She's a good friend of mine! I haven't seen her for several years, so what's the matter with a little intimacy?"

"A little bit of kissing?" I sneered, "What do you call a little bit of kissing? With your perverted appearance, if you hadn't been by my side, you would have dragged him to bed long ago, right?"

"How is it possible?" He lowered his voice and called, "She is my uncle's daughter, if she is really...so what, I will be responsible! But...you are my wife! How can I treat other people? Who is responsible?"

I was very happy all of a sudden, as long as he didn't forget my "wife", it was his nature to be courteous in front of beautiful women, and he couldn't control it himself.

What's more, this beauty is really good, with beautiful looks and good personality, even I want to be friends with her, let alone Guan Shijie, who is naturally lustful.

"He wants to marry you. Since you don't want to be responsible, you should stay away from him! But what about you? If you dare to feed someone in front of me, don't you mean to hurt someone!"

"I feed her because I have always played with her like this since I was a child, okay?" He argued, seeing me stare, and then changed his words, "Okay, okay, I'm gone, I haven't eaten the staple food yet! Rice, or dim sum? By the way, there is a very famous dim sum in Beijing!"

He beckoned to the waiter and ordered a dozen snacks to come up. When the waiter walked away, he looked at me and suddenly grinned.

"What are you laughing at?" I was puzzled.

"Honey, the way you are jealous is really... very funny!"

I glared at him and, for no apparent reason, started to feel a little sorry for him.Because that is his childhood sweetheart, and she is such a bright, charming and almost flawless beauty, without me, the two of them can be said to be a match made in heaven.But he is dominated by me. Not only should he suppress the part of his nature that likes girls as much as possible, but he also has to accompany me to bear the kind of pressure that he can completely avoid.

But can I give him to Chu Wenjun because of this, let him enjoy the family relationship with ease, and let me eat the bitter fruit all by myself?

I can not!I have no one else except him now, including my parents and family have abandoned me.Therefore, even though I knew that the road ahead would be difficult, I could only bite the bullet and follow him forward.

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For the remaining few days, Chu Wenjun never showed up again, and Guan Shijie took me around the scenic spots in Beijing every day.But there are too many famous scenic spots in Beijing, and he can only take me to the most famous places, such as the Great Wall, Summer Palace, Old Summer Palace and so on.

On the day of the opening ceremony of the Olympic Games on August [-], we went to the Bird's Nest early, queued up in a long line, and found a seat to sit down.I don’t need to say anything about the grandeur of the Olympic opening ceremony. After I came back from Beijing, I watched the TV replay several times. To be honest, what I saw on TV was more beautiful and the focus was more prominent. On the contrary, there were many details at the scene. Not sure.It's just the fiery atmosphere at the scene, which can't be felt on TV anyway, and it will make people's blood boil, and it will be unforgettable for a lifetime.

When the opening ceremony ended and walked out of the bird's nest, it was already very late, but everyone was still unsatisfied, and lingered outside the bird's nest for a long time, reluctant to leave.Guan Shijie and I also walked slowly in the Olympic Park, surrounded by people, but he still held my hand.Anyway, everyone was excited, everyone was arm in arm, and basically no one paid much attention to either of us.In a dark place where the lights couldn't reach, Guan Shijie even put his arms around me and gave me a long kiss.

So in the few days in Beijing, I really had a good time. After returning from Beijing, the frenzy and excitement brought by the Olympics gradually dissipated. Just a few days before the start of school, I couldn’t help playing A phone call back to my hometown, and soon after, I fell into sadness and worry again.

I was sad because my parents still refused to answer my phone calls; I was worried because I learned something about my parents from the village cadres.

My sister has returned to work in Guangzhou after the Lantern Festival. I have called her several times, but she has refused to answer.But she is just my sister after all, and I miss my elderly parents even more.However, it is too expensive to install fixed-line telephones in our large mountainous areas, but it is more convenient and cheaper to use mobile phones.It’s just that people in the mountains are used to being frugal. Elderly people like my parents don’t want to use mobile phones. They think it’s too wasteful to spend tens of yuan a month on the phone, so I can only call the village committee every time. Please The village cadres helped me call my parents to answer.But every time, the village cadre brought back the message, saying that my parents said that unless I go back to my hometown and marry a local girl as a wife, otherwise I will not have this son.

And when my parents refused to come to the village committee to answer my phone call again, the village cadre who answered the phone couldn't help but say a few words for my parents: "Xiao Le, you have been very obedient since you were a child, why are you so stubborn now? Do you think it’s a good thing to recruit a woman? You will be very angry! Besides, your father and mother are only your son, and your father has always been a very open-minded and strong person, but now... occasionally met on the road, he bowed his head You don't even talk to us! So Xiao Le, please follow your father, no matter what, he has raised you so big!"

Recruiting a wife is a shameful thing in our place. Only the most unpromising man, and the most unpromising parents will let their son recruit a wife.I don't know where this rumor came from, but I think my father would rather say that I'm a prostitute than let others know that I'm gay.

"Uncle, I don't want to get married!" I tried my best not to let the village cadres hear that I was crying, and tried my best to save face for my parents, "I just... don't want to get married so early, and now I... work well , as long as I work hard enough, maybe in the future... I will be able to buy a house in Guangzhou, and my parents will be taken out by then! But my parents can't wait for a few years, and they insist on going back to get married right away, so uncle , please help me persuade my parents!"

"That's right! In fact, if you want to be busy with your career outside, you can be busy even if you are married, but... this is all your family affairs, and you should discuss it yourself. I will help you persuade your father when I have time!"

The village cadre hung up the phone from there, and I sat on the sofa imagining my father walking out the door with his head bowed, my heart felt like a knife was gouged out, and tears were streaming down my face!I began to think about whether to go back and obey my father's wishes, but if I obeyed my parents, it would harm me and other people.

This is a dead knot that cannot be untied, and I will be in pain for the rest of my life!

When Guan Shijie came back at night, he could tell at a glance that I had cried.

"Wife, what's wrong with you? Why are your eyes so red?" He immediately sat next to me and put his arms around me.

"Today... I called back to my hometown!" As soon as he said it, I wanted to cry again, "I feel... I'm so unfilial!"

"Oh!" He immediately comforted me, "There is no way, who told you to be gay? Are your parents still refusing to answer your calls?"

"Yes!" I choked up, "The village cadres said that my father... now walks with his head down when he goes out!"

My tears came down again, Guan Shijie hurriedly kissed me non-stop.

"Honey, do you want me to do something?"

"I think..." I looked up at him with tears in my eyes, "Let's earn more money, then buy a big house and take my parents over to live with us, okay?"

"This..." He scratched his head, and quickly became distressed, "You know that I have always wanted to bring you to immigrate. If I buy a house in Guangzhou and take your parents over, then we will have no way to immigrate!"

"But they are my parents! How could I leave my parents and immigrate with you? And..."

I stopped suddenly because I remembered what he said to Chu Wenjun during those few days in Beijing.In fact, I pressed him about those words after that day, and he still kept secretive and refused to say more.But, even if he doesn't say it, I know that what I ask of him now is to force him to do what he wants!

"My wife, let me tell you the truth!" Sure enough, he said hesitantly, "I want to take you to immigrate, not only because I want you to be my legal wife, but also because of my parents..." He stopped and said something Still unwilling to say, "In this domestic environment, if people know that my parents have a gay son, it will have too much influence on them, so..."

He used the words "too much influence" again, which made me very sad and disappointed. No matter which side I gave up, my father, mother and lover would make my heart hurt.

"What should I do?"

I whimpered, and he quickly answered!

"My wife, don't cry, why don't you do this! You beg your parents slowly, and I will beg my parents slowly. If you can't do it, I will... never go home for the rest of my life! As long as we keep a low profile and don't let people Knowing that I am their son, there will be no big problem!"

"But..." I was slightly startled, and blurted out a sentence, "That's your parents! How can you... not go back for the rest of your life?"

"My wife, I love you! I can't leave you alone just because of my parents!"

I looked at him and felt again that I was so sorry for him.Because I want to stay in China, because I can't bear my parents!However, he would rather not go back to see his parents for the rest of his life than abandon me.

But can he really never go back to see his parents?

I dare not think, nor should I.