Fall in love with special forces

I had already bought everything I needed to buy the day before, so I didn't get up very late the next day.Looking in the mirror, I saw some panda eyes, but it wasn't too obvious. I rectified myself and changed clothes to go out.

At noon, my sister refused to go out to eat again, so she bought some vegetables at a nearby vegetable market, and my sister cooked and ate.At around three o'clock in the afternoon, Gao Tianlong came.

In front of my sister, he naturally didn't show any emotion.Together, I loaded the things brought by my sister and brother-in-law, as well as the new purchases, into the car, and then drove to an industrial area on the outskirts of the city, and stopped in front of a large factory occupying an extremely large area.When my sister and brother-in-law saw such a big factory, they were a little bit happy at first.

Gao Tianlong made a phone call in the car, and after a while a strong and tough man came out, I don't need to guess, I knew that this must also be a bodyguard from Tianlong Company.

"Brother Long!" He was calling from afar.

Gao Tianlong got off the car and waved his hand to him.My sister and brother-in-law hurriedly nodded and smiled at them.

"This is my sister and brother-in-law, you can arrange it!" Gao Tianlong introduced.

As for my sister and brother-in-law, when Gao Tianlong said "sister and brother-in-law", he looked a little flattered.

"Brother Long, don't worry, the director of the engineering department has guaranteed me that as long as my brother-in-law is willing to learn, I can let my brother-in-law operate independently within a year!" The bodyguard replied, smiling back at my sister and brother-in-law.

"That's good, you just drive the car in! After they are settled, drive the car out, and I won't go in."

"That's fine, Brother Long, stand outside for a while!"

The bodyguard opened the car door and sat in. My sister and brother-in-law hurriedly greeted Gao Tianlong. My brother-in-law was still sitting in the front row, and my sister sat in the back seat.I looked at my sister and wanted me to follow in, so I had to glance at Gao Tianlong, and then sat next to my sister in the back seat.

The car drove into the gate, and the security guard at the gate saw that the car was driven by the boss's bodyguard, so he was naturally respectful.After entering the factory area, the bodyguard first found the dormitory manager, arranged the dormitory for my sister and brother-in-law, put away the things, and asked my sister and brother-in-law to wait in the dormitory for a while, and he sent Gao Tianlong's car out first, and then led them Go see the department head.

After all, my sister came out to work for the first time, and she was a little bit reluctant to part with me.But I couldn't stay with her, so I had to tell her to call me when she had something to do, and then get in the car and come out.Gao Tianlong and the bodyguards are also welcome. When the bodyguards came out, he sat in and started the car to go back to the city.

It was almost seven o'clock when he entered the urban area, so he found a place to stop the car for dinner. While waiting for the meal, he took out a pack of cigarettes to smoke.

"Aren't you a non-smoker?" I couldn't help asking.

He smiled and extinguished the cigarette he had just lit.

After eating quietly, he sent me home.No one spoke along the way, as if no one knew what to say.When I got to the gate of the community where I lived, he stopped the car, and I got out of the car, and he followed, walked up to me, and reached out to touch my face.

"Tomorrow is Monday, no matter what, you should finish reading first, and later... maybe you can find a man who is more suitable for you!"

"I know!" I smiled hard at him, "You don't have to worry about me, I'm already 25 or six years old, and I will take care of myself!"

"That's good!" He nodded and added, "If...the money is not enough, or if you have any other needs, you have to tell me, don't hold it in your heart!"

"Yeah!" I nodded, "Hurry up and go, be careful your wife is going to call soon!"

He looked at me with both eyes, and I felt that he wanted to kiss me, but in the end he didn't. He just pinched my face lightly with his hand, then turned around and sat back in the car, started the engine and drove out.

I stood there, watching his car go away, feeling empty in my heart.Before, I thought that Guan Shijie loved me more, but after these two days, I found that the man I love the most may be the man who loves me the most in the world.I even thought, if he wasn't married, if everything could be done all over again, then he would definitely not get married, and he would definitely choose to be with me.

But after all, he is married and has a son who can't give up.Even if there is regret, it is impossible to do it all over again.

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For many days that followed, I lived alone in an empty house. It was strange that whenever I lay quietly on the bed alone, what I thought of the most was not Gao Tianlong, but Guan Shijie.

Maybe it's because I know very well that Gao Tianlong will never come back to my side, no matter how much he loves me, so I can only quietly hope that Guan Shijie will come back again.

But Guan Shijie didn't come back either, and even since he left without a sound that day, he hasn't heard from him again.

I live my life every day, although I don't feel ashamed, but I am also listless.Naturally, I don’t make meals. If there are classes, I will buy and eat outside; if there are no classes, I basically order takeaway.

Gao Tianlong didn't call me often, but Gao Tianhu would come to my place on Saturdays and Sundays to bring me something.But except for the first time he came, he said a few words to me, and every time he came, he almost put down his things and left.

"Xiao Le, after all, my brother has reconciled with his wife now, so he can't come to see you often. But I know he doesn't trust you, so I will come to see you for him. If you have anything to do, just call!" He told me that once.

And every time I waited for Gao Tianhu to leave, I felt even more uncomfortable.But he came to see me on behalf of his brother, so I had to let him come.Otherwise, it may make Gao Tianlong worry about me even more.

I want him to be worried, and I believe that everyone will hope that the person they love can worry about themselves, but I don't want him to worry about me.

My sister would call me in a day or two and tell me what she saw and heard in the factory.She did a good job as a warehouse manager, and my brother-in-law was also willing to teach him skills because of the relationship between the big boss' bodyguards and several old repairmen in the engineering department.

And just two weeks after my sister entered the factory, the National Day ushered in. My sister took advantage of the holiday to go to the city to play. I finally couldn't hold back and told her the fact that I was gay.

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We were eating in a tea restaurant that day, I didn't know what was going on, and suddenly remembered that Guan Shijie's 29th birthday would be a few days away, and I felt a sudden pain in my heart.I didn't hear a word my sister was saying to me, until my sister chased after me and asked me: "Xiao Le, did you listen to me?"

I just thought about it suddenly, and forced a smile: "You tell me, I'm listening!"

"I really don't know what you're thinking!" My sister gave me a reproachful look, "I just told you that there is a girl in our dormitory who just turned 20 this year. She is very beautiful and happens to be from our county. No way. I'll bring her over tomorrow, how about introducing her to you?"

I get annoyed when I hear this!

"Sister, just leave my business alone, okay?"

"I don't care who cares?" My voice was louder, and my sister's voice was louder than mine, making the two guests in the seat next to us all look towards us, my sister ignored her, and just talked about her, "When I came here, my parents told me again and again that I would introduce you to someone who is suitable for you. Anyway, you are all working outside. You can negotiate on your own. You can marry whenever you want! But you are so old that you don't even have a girlfriend. You don't even want to talk about it, do you want to kill your parents?"

I dropped my chopsticks and sat down with my head down, unable to eat anymore.

"I'm doing it for your own good. Who are you showing off?" My sister couldn't help but say again.

"You are good for me, just leave me alone!"

I jumped up, took out a 100 yuan bill and handed it to a waiter next to me, and rushed out from the door of the tea restaurant.

"Xiao Le, what are you doing? Wait!"

My sister called out from behind, but she didn't chase after her right away. I guess she was still waiting for someone's change.So I walked along the street and walked a long way before I heard my sister calling and chasing after her.

I ignored her and went to a small roadside garden before I went in and sat down on a long stone bench under the shade of a tree.

"What's the matter with you?" My sister ran over panting, and yelled at me as soon as I approached, "You don't like to listen to me so much, do you? But I'm your sister, if you don't like to listen to me, you still have to explain!"

"Sister, it's not that I don't like listening to you, I also know that you are doing it for my own good, but..." I felt a sudden burst of sadness in my heart, I had to lower my head, and reluctantly went back, "I've been in a bad mood these days, Just stop talking about me, okay?"

"In a bad mood? Why?" My sister insisted.

"Because..." I couldn't help but choked up, "I broke up with my friend!"

"Huh?" My sister was almost taken aback, "You still...really have a girlfriend?"

"It's not a girlfriend, it's...it's..." I gritted my teeth and said, "It's a boyfriend!"

"What?" My sister was so horrified that her eyes nearly popped out, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

Looking at her staring eyes made me feel even more uncomfortable.Because she is my own sister, but she is looking at me like she is looking at a monster.

"I'm not talking nonsense!" I looked at my sister seriously, and since I've said it, even if she thinks I'm a monster, I have to make it clear, "Sister, there's something I haven't dared to tell you. I'm not sure, not because I don't want to get married so early, but... I don't like girls at all, I like men, I'm... gay!"

It was hard for me to say the last three words, and the huge sadness accumulated in my heart suddenly overwhelmed me completely. I lowered my head and sobbed suppressedly, the tears fell down my eye sockets and landed on the back of my hand superior.