Fall in love with special forces

When Guan Shijie came back that night, it was just after nine o'clock, which was earlier than usual, and he brought me back a box of snacks.

But because the depression brought by Gao Tianlong's phone call has not completely dissipated from my heart, I have been sitting on the sofa in a daze.Guan Shijie should have noticed that my complexion was not good, but he didn't dare to ask me directly. Instead, he sat down beside me, opened the cardboard box, and took out a small snack from inside and handed it to my mouth.

"I was eating at a hotel today. They made delicious taro buns. I bought you half a dozen. Try it!" he said.

I was not moved, but an unknown fire arose, and I jumped up all of a sudden.

"Forget it, I don't want to eat it, so don't buy me these things in the future!"

I turned around and went into the bedroom, undressed and prepared to go into the bathroom to take a shower.But when I came out of the bedroom, I saw Guan Shijie holding the cardboard box in one hand and the snack in the other, sitting there stiffly, as if he hadn't moved since I entered the bedroom.

My heart suddenly ached, and suddenly I felt so sorry for him.I'm gay and that's not what I want.Likewise, it wasn't his choice that he was bisexual.I wish the outside world would not look at me with strange eyes, but I am looking at him with strange eyes!Not only because he is bisexual, but because he loves me more than I love him, I am using his love for me to despise and hurt him.

I walked over slowly, and slowly sat down on Guan Shijie's lap with my legs crossed.He moved a little, took a deep breath, put away the carton and snacks, put his arms around me, and buried his head in my arms.

I know, he might not be able to help himself, he hid his face in my arms, he didn't want me to see the red circles under his eyes.

That makes me feel more guilty.Such a tall and big man was tortured by me to the point of wanting to cry again and again.

"I'm sorry!" I whispered in his ear, "I feel a little uncomfortable today, so... I'm not targeting you. I actually like eating these you bought for me!"

He took another breath, then raised his head to look at me, the circles of his eyes were still a little red.It made me unbearable and distressed, so I kissed his mouth and stroked his thick black eyebrows with my hands.

Guan Shijie looked at my face and asked softly, "Why do you feel uncomfortable?"

"It's nothing!" I turned around in my heart, and decided to tell him the truth, "My sister called and said that she would come to Guangzhou with my brother-in-law tomorrow, and asked me to pick them up tomorrow!"

"This is a good thing!" He widened his eyes all of a sudden, "Why do you feel uncomfortable?"

"What a good thing!" I was still angry when I said it, "She called Gao Tianlong a month ago and asked Gao Tianlong to help her find a job. I don't want her to trouble Gao Tianlong !"

"Oh!" He looked at me knowingly, and slowly grinned happily, "It's okay, when they come, we don't bother Brother Long, I'll just help them find jobs!"

"Forget it, Gao Tianlong has already helped her find a good job! Besides, Gao Tianlong is also familiar with my sister, and you suddenly appeared to help them find a job. My sister asked me what is your relationship with me, how should I answer?"

"Just tell the truth! If you don't want to say it's my wife, just say I'm your boyfriend! Okay?"

His reaction didn't surprise me.Because when you love someone with all your heart, you would like to let the whole world know the special relationship between you and him.Especially your loved one's family, you'll want them to treat you differently - even if you're gay!

It's like when I love Gao Tianlong wholeheartedly, I also wish that the Gao family and my family can know that he is my boyfriend.Even if they don't accept it, I want them to know.

However, after all, they cannot easily accept it. Since we know this, it is better for us to keep a low profile.

"How can it be so simple!" I glanced at him, "We are two men, not a man and a woman, do you dare to tell your family right now that I am your boyfriend?"

"This..." Guan Shijie scratched his head, "The situation in my family is different from yours, but... I will always let them know in the future!"

"Then talk about it later!"

I wanted to get off his lap, but he hugged me and didn't let go.

"Then... I'll take a leave of absence tomorrow and go pick them up with you!"

"No!" I immediately refused, "With your temper, you will definitely let them see our relationship!"

"You can't hide me forever, can you?" He was a little unhappy.

"A lifetime is too far away, I told you, don't think about it so much!" I broke off from his legs and got off the ground, seeing his face getting longer and longer, I asked him again, "I'm going Take a shower, will you come?"

He just sat there ignoring me, and I ignored him, and went into the bathroom to take a shower.

I turned on the faucet, adjusted the temperature, and the water poured down from the shower, quickly soaking my whole body.I didn't know what was going on, but suddenly a burst of uncontrollable sadness came up from the bottom of my heart, and tears quickly gushed out of my eyes, rolling down with the water.

I stood under the shower, sobbing softly, not knowing why I was crying.Until the door rang, Guan Shijie walked in, completely naked.

I quickly raised my head and wiped my face from bottom to top.Guan Shijie probably didn't notice that I was crying, he walked directly under the water and hugged me from behind.

I turned around and tiptoed to kiss him.

"Baby, I love you!" He called out in a low voice, putting his arms around my waist.

Just this "baby" and "I love you" once again made me cry.

"Baby, are you crying?" He moved away from me a little bit, looking at me in surprise.

I smiled at him, kissed his Adam's apple, kissed his chest, and slowly kissed his lower abdomen.Serve him wholeheartedly, devote yourself wholeheartedly to the joy in front of you.Not thinking of the future and forever, let alone anyone else.

※※※

Because my sister's train was around 09 am, and at 30:[-] I was about to go out and take a taxi to the train station when my phone rang.I turned on my phone and saw that it was Gao Tianlong.

I didn't want to put my hot face on someone's cold ass, so I pressed the answer button and said casually: "Hello!" It was also very cold.

"I'm at the gate of the community!" He replied and hung up the phone directly.

I went downstairs, walked out of the community, and saw his car parked at the intersection.I didn't want to get too close to him, so I opened the rear door and got in.

He started the car and drove for a while, I turned my head to the outside of the car window, neither looking at him nor paying attention to him.But it's my sister who is going to pick him up now, if we get too stiff with him, it won't look good in front of my sister for a while.

So I tried my best to adjust my emotions, turned around and said to him: "Thank you for helping my sister find a job!"

"No need, your sister has already thanked you!" He replied, choking me to death with one sentence.

I turned to look out the window again.He might feel that his attitude was a bit too bad. When he encountered a red light, he stopped the car. When the green light came on, he started the car and said a few more words to me.

"I didn't want to tie you up with Ajie, you are nothing like me, I have no right to control you! It's just... Ajie treats you like this, if you really want to break up with him, you will regret it later !"

"Really?" I turned to look at his back, endured it for a while, and asked, "Ajie...sometimes he also looks for women outside, do you know about this?"

He drove the car silently, I thought he would not answer me, but he opened his mouth slowly.

"Don't care too much about this! As bodyguards, we will inevitably play tricks with the boss, especially... when we meet a lecherous boss, it is impossible for us not to be completely female!"

"I know!" I smiled wryly, "But it's one thing to play on the occasion, but another thing if he really likes women!"

"What do you mean?" he asked, looking at me in the rearview mirror.

"Nothing interesting!" I replied, looking out of the car window again.After a while, he said to himself, "Ajie... not only likes boys, he is... bisexual!"

With a "squeak", the car suddenly stopped next to the side of the road, bumping me into the front seat.

"What the hell are you talking about?"

Before I could sit still, Gao Tianlong had turned his head and stared at me.

"I'm not talking nonsense!" I looked at him seriously, "As you said, he is... almost dead set on me, I can't be so ignorant, I actually thought about spending my whole life with him! But... If even you have to find a woman to avoid the pressure of homosexuality, he can obviously like women, so how can he really guard me for the rest of his life?"

He gasped visibly, his eyebrows furrowed, and he stared at me firmly: "Are you sure...he's bisexual?"

"He has admitted it himself, how can I be sure?" I tried to look relaxed, "Drive, no parking is allowed here!"

He looked at me for a while before turning around and starting the car.

"Then... what are you going to do?" He asked in a low voice.

"What else can I do?" I felt bitter, "Just like... when I was with you, let's live every day!"

He didn't speak again.He drove the car forward quietly for a while, and suddenly there was a "squeak", he pulled the car to a stop again, and raised his fist, "bang bang bang bang" several times in a row, and slammed heavily on the steering wheel.

He has always been calm and steady, this is almost the first time I have seen him so emotionally out of control!That startled me, and I was about to ask him what's wrong, when he suddenly leaned over the steering wheel.

My whole body was stiff, looking at his figure crouched on the steering wheel, a delusion rose in my heart involuntarily!But that can only be a delusion, he has a wife and son, no matter what he thinks about me, he will never leave his wife and son and come back to be with me.

He just lay on the steering wheel for a long, long time before he finally raised his head and started the car again.