Fall in love with special forces

For the next whole week, Guan Shijie stayed with me at home.If I have a class, the university is very close to where I live, and he will still send and pick me up.

He has always cooked the meals every day, and I just eat, even the dishes are washed by him.To tell the truth, I was very moved, but at night, I still refused to sleep in the same bed with him.

Guan Shijie didn't force it, and obediently moved to the guest room.Until a week later, I told him to return to work earlier, because he waited at home to serve me every day, which made me feel very uncomfortable.

He also obeyed me, canceled the vacation that Gao Tianlong specially granted him, and returned to the boss who hired him for personal protection from Monday.And once this happens, it is impossible for him to come back to accompany me every night like Gao Tianlong did.

In fact he didn't come back on Monday.During the week when I shared a room with him, I tossed and turned and couldn’t fall asleep. Now I was alone in the whole house, lying on the empty big bed, and I felt a terrible loneliness.

Fortunately, Guan Shijie called me around ten o'clock, and it took a long time to talk.I have nothing to say at all, after all, I still think of Gao Tianlong in my heart, but he can hold the phone and talk so hard that he can't bear to let go.

On Tuesday afternoon, I suddenly received a call from Gao Tianlong.

When I opened the phone and saw his number, my heart was pounding, and I was so flustered that I almost threw the phone out of my hand.

"Hello!" I forced myself to call out.

"How are you?" His voice came from over there.Low and gentle.

My tears came down all at once.

"It's okay, it's just..." I endured it and said it, "I miss you so much!"

"I know!" He responded over there, "Ajie said...you don't let him stay with you at home, I know..." He sighed long over there, "You are like this, which makes me feel even more worried!"

What can I say?I just sobbed silently, and he didn't say a word, and the two of them stood quietly on both sides across the phone line.For a long time, I sniffed and broke the silence.

"I really want...to see you once, just once! Okay?"

It took him a long time to reply: "It's still missing! I'm going to go through the remarriage procedures with my wife tomorrow. I'm just... worried about you, so I called you! You have a good time... Get along with Ajie, Ajie Jie Ren is not bad, and he swore that he would never get married in this life! With my lesson, I believe he can do what he says! It is also because of this that I can rest assured that he will take care of you!"

The tears I couldn't hold back fell down again.He said that because Guan Shijie vowed not to get married, he put me in Guan Shijie's care without worry. Although he showed how much he cared about me, it also showed that he wanted to let me go completely.

This "lesson" was so profound that he could never turn back in his entire life!

"I'm going to hang up!" Maybe he didn't hear my response, but he spoke again, "You are fine, don't let me..."

What about him?He didn't say anything, just hung up the phone from there.I sat in the room for a long time, the phone was always in my hand, I looked down at the display screen, it was just after four o'clock, if I rushed to his company now, maybe I could be away from get off work when he was off work. Glance at him from a distance.

Right now, I really want to see him, even if it's just to take a look from a distance.

So I jumped up, went downstairs, and took a taxi to the address of Tianlong Company.

I have never been to his company, but I know the address of his company, which is in a commercial building.

It's not the rush hour yet, but traffic jams are the most common phenomenon in Guangzhou City. It took about half an hour to finally arrive at the building.

I got out of the car and looked up at the high floors.I know which floor Tianlong Company is on, but if I just go up like this, it's easy to meet him head-on.And he just said "It's best not to see", so I don't want to meet him.Tianlong company gets off work at 05:30 in the afternoon, and I have to wait for at least half an hour. Fortunately, there is a small leisure square opposite the entrance of the building. There is a small garden on the square, and a pavilion for citizens to rest is covered in the garden. So I just sat down in the gazebo.

At [-]:[-], it suddenly occurred to me that Gao Tianlong had his own car, if he drove away from the underground parking lot, how long would I have to wait here?

So I got up quickly and wanted to walk into the elevator of the building to have a look.Because if there is a parking lot, the elevator will have a sign on the ground floor.

But I had just stepped out of the gazebo and was about to cross the road when several figures came out from the entrance of the building.My heart skipped a beat, and I hurried back from the road.

It was a family of three, a tall and strong man holding a lively and naughty son.And his young and beautiful wife walked beside him.

Warm and beautiful.That was Gao Tianlong's family of three.

My eyes blurred involuntarily.I feel like a heinous sinner, because what I want to do most at the moment is to rush up and break the beautiful picture of the family of three.

Of course I didn't really do that, I didn't have that courage, and I didn't have that meanness.Gao Tianlong seemed to sense my gaze, turned around and took a look, and was slightly taken aback.Then he turned sideways, hugged his son in one hand, and held the hand of the beautiful woman beside him with the other.

He didn't want to provoke me, he used it to cover Xiao Xue's eyes.But in this way, it really stimulated me, because I wanted so much that it was my hand that he was holding now.

I stood there with tears in my eyes, watching the family of three turn into a large shopping mall on the ground floor of the building.I stood there without moving until the phone rang, and I took it out to see that there was a message in it, which was sent by Gao Tianlong.

"You want to take a look at me, right? Now that you've seen it, go home!"

Family?

Is that my home?With him, yes.Now without him, it's just an empty house.

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I continued to sit in the gazebo until it was getting dark. I stood up, hailed a taxi, and told him to drive directly to the Scarlet Bar.

The driver didn't know where the Scarlet Blue Bar was, so I said the name of the big hotel above the Scarlet Blue Bar, and the driver started the car.

And the reason why I want to go to the Scarlet Bar is because I desperately need something to fill my empty heart now, and I even want to find a man to indulge.But the strange thing is, just because Guan Shijie likes me, I don't want to find him.Because looking for him is not called indulgence, it is called cheating.

Indulgence is physical; cheating is emotional—at least I think so.Of course, I have separated from Gao Tianlong, and it is not considered cheating on me to find any man, but as far as my own feelings are deeply rooted, they still only belong to Gao Tianlong.

This is also the reason why I refuse to sleep in the same bed as Guan Shijie.Because sleeping with him until midnight and doing something makes me feel like I'm cheating emotionally.And if he didn't do anything every night, it would be too cruel for Guan Shijie.

It was the rush hour of traffic, and it took the driver nearly an hour to finally arrive at the hotel.I got out of the car, and went straight to the Scarlet Blue Bar without saying hello to my former security colleagues who were patrolling in front of the hotel.

It was still early and there were very few people in the bar.Wu Kang saw me at a glance and immediately came up to meet me.

"Why are you here?" He asked me, "I've been calling you for the past two weeks, but you always hang up if you can't say a few words. I wanted to go to your house to see you, but you said something was wrong. What's the matter? Isn't it? ...Have you quarreled with Instructor Gao again?"

Wu Kang and I often have phone calls, but I haven't told Gao Tianlong about my breakup with him on the phone.After all, we just broke up, and in my subconscious mind, I longed for Gao Tianlong to come back again.Wu Kang heard something was wrong with me on the phone, and originally wanted to visit me at home, but Guan Shijie stayed with me at home for a few days, so I didn't let Wu Kang come.

"I'm fine!" I smiled at Wu Kang, not wanting to tell him for the time being, "Bring me a glass of beer!"

"Okay! You sit down first."

Wu Kang replied, first set me up at a table, and then walked away to get beer and snacks.