Fall in love with special forces

It was very quiet outside, and I didn't dare to make a sound in the back room.Xiao Xue neither sobbed nor asked questions outside.After a long time, Gao Tianlong continued.

"When I met Lele, he was the only one. Although he likes to blush, he has a thick skin. He always wants to cling to me, but he is afraid of annoying me, so he tries his best not to cling to me! To be honest, I like him very much. I liked him from the first time I saw him! But I know how difficult it is to be gay, and I can't be with him forever, so I keep warning him not to invest in me! I myself... also try to keep a distance from him, try to I never let myself get emotionally invested in him! So I was ruthless to him again and again, and I didn’t have any contact with him once we parted! Especially after I married you, for four full years, I didn’t give him one A little bit of information! But, four years later, when he appeared again, he still thought of me, no matter how nice other men were to him, he just couldn’t forget me! But just like that, I was cruel I don't want to accept him, because... I still want to be with my wife and children! Until... his leg was injured and I had to take him to my side to take care of him. At that time... I still told him, As long as my wife notices, I will never see him again. He promised, and I accepted him again! I rented another house for him here, just because I didn’t want you to know his existence. Later, you forced me to sign I signed a divorce agreement. But I really don't want to divorce you! After signing that agreement, I was looking forward to staying in Da Zhu's house for two whole weeks. I even thought that you would regret it and come back to remarry me But you didn’t come, Lele came again! In the past few days I found a boy to vent, Lele was very sad when he knew it, but after being sad for a while, he learned from Guan Shijie that I was divorced, Immediately ignoring his own sadness, he came here to accompany me again, and swore that he would never dream that I would be with him forever after divorce! Wife, you just said... I feel sorry for him, yes, I do. ! He is...almost dead set on me, can I not feel sorry for him?"

He finished speaking, and while he was speaking, my eyes were moist and my throat was tight.I never knew what kind of feeling he had for me, I didn't even know if he loved me - of course I have felt his love for me now, but I really didn't know before - until today, He still didn't say love, but I believe that I am not the only one who is in love these years, and it is not that I am the only one who is in love!When I fell in love with him, he may have fallen in love with me.

Even if his love for me is not as deep and wholehearted as I am for him, he must still miss me dearly during the days of separation.

That's why he would be unhappy after I had an incident with Zhu Junhao; that's why after venting hastily with Su Yuguo, he wanted to switch with Zhu Junhao or sleep with me; that's why, when Zhu Junhao told him how much I love him, he On the contrary, he was even more indifferent to me, because he knew how difficult it is to be gay, and he didn't want to delay it any longer, and in the end both of us would be hurt more deeply.

The outside fell into a deadly silence again.I don't know what Xiao Xue is thinking in her heart, I hope Gao Tianlong's words can move her.But I know it's difficult, outsiders may be moved by it, but for her, not only will she not be moved, but it will increase her resentment and disgust.

Just imagine, a person you love with all your heart tells you good things about another person in front of you, and this person is of the same sex as the person you love. Would you feel very moved?

"He's absolutely devoted to you, so what about me?" Xiao Xue said, her tone was filled with resentment, "After all, you married me and let me have a son with you! Did you tell me this today because you wanted to Put me and my son aside, and stay and fly with this man?"

"I didn't think about it that way. The reason why I told you this is that I don't want to deceive you again!" Gao Tianlong replied, and such an answer was actually within my expectation, "And... it is indeed you who insisted on getting a divorce , and I never want to leave!"

"That's great! That's great! I'm so glad you can say that!" Xiao Xue sneered, "Now I really regret it, so I want to remarry you!"

"what?"

Gao Tianlong seemed taken aback, and I almost jumped up and ran out to answer for Gao Tianlong.

Of course I didn't really do that.Gao Tianlong is not a man I can grasp, even if he loves me, I can't make any decisions for him that should be made by himself.

"Are you surprised? I divorced, just want to know if you still love someone else in your heart, now I know, so, I want to remarry you!"

I heard Xiao Xue repeating a sentence heavily.Gao Tianlong waited for a while before answering slowly.

"You have to think clearly, I am gay, don't wait for you to regret it again later!"

"You are gay, but you also said just now that you can accept women! Besides, how can I regret it? I have already wasted my youth on you, and it is impossible to start over in this life! What's more..." She paused, and then spit out the words through her teeth, "I will never tolerate my son being pointed out that he has a gay father when he grows up!"

Gao Tianlong was silent again, I think Xiao Xue's last words hit his heart.Xiao Xue waited for a while, then seemed to stand up.

"Think about it slowly! If you refuse to remarry, then either please leave Guangzhou, or I will take my son to emigrate abroad. I will tell my son that his father is dead, and I will never let him see you again !"

She put down this sentence heavily.Then I heard the sound of high heels, and then the door opened and closed, and she was gone.I stayed in the back room for a while before going out.

Gao Tianlong was sitting on the sofa, and I slowly walked over to him and sat down.

"Tianlong!" I whispered, looking at him eagerly, "What should we do?"

He looked back at me, and after a while, he stretched out his hand to pull me up, I obediently stood up, and sat on his lap with my legs crossed.

"What do you want to do?" he asked softly.

"I don't know!" I replied, slowly resting my head on his shoulder.

I really don't know.He's my big man, I can only hope he can figure out a good way to make it pain-free for everyone.

He didn't speak anymore, just hugged me like that, holding me quietly for a long, long time.My waist was a little sore, and I thought his legs would be numb, so I got off his legs and went to pack the half-eaten food that had been on the table into the kitchen. Sitting motionless on the sofa.

I suddenly feel very heartache very heartache!Because the one that hurts the most must not be me, but him.Faced with such a difficult choice, no matter which one he gives up, he will feel pain!

However, he and his son are in an unbroken bloodline. If he is asked to give up his son, it will definitely hurt more and last longer than giving up on me!

So I went out and sat down next to him again.

"Tianlong!" I raised my face and smiled at him, "If...you want to go back to be with your wife and son, then go! Don't feel sorry for me, I have been able to spend this year with you, I have... Very very satisfied!"

I'm not great, I just understand that no matter how difficult it is for him to choose, he still has to make a choice in the end.And his choice doesn’t need to be asked at all, since he lived in Dazhu’s house for more than half a month after he signed the divorce agreement, he would rather find other boys to vent his anger than come back to see me, I already know that as long as his wife changes her mind, He will still go back to his wife and son.

He turned around and looked at me for a long time, then hugged me to sit on his lap again, stroking my face with his fingers.

"The worst thing I did in my life was to get married!" He smiled bitterly, "But since I married her and let her give birth to a son for me, then I will marry her and my son. Responsible to the end!"

He said, "The worst thing I did in my life was to get married", but the mistake has already been made, and even if he regrets it, he can't look back.

Because Xiao Xue did waste his youth on him, he felt deeply guilty towards Xiao Xue in his heart.So, even if he knew it was wrong, as long as Xiao Xue didn't let go, he could only accompany Xiao Xue to make the mistake to the end!

That's why he never promised me.He loves me without a doubt, but he knows his ex-wife too well, maybe he already knew that Xiao Xue didn't really want a divorce, and he had already expected that Xiao Xue would come back sooner or later.And he is just a person, since he has already made a promise to Xiao Xue—marriage itself is a kind of promise, since he chose to get married at the beginning, he will never abandon the woman he once married and gave birth to a son for him in his whole life Don't care - then he can no longer afford my future.

This is probably why Xiao Xue dared to bet on divorce to find out the truth.Several years of married life made her feel that this man didn't really love her, but at the same time, she firmly believed in this man's character!She must have believed from the very beginning that this man would never really let go of her and her son. Even if they were divorced, as long as she was willing to turn around, this man would still come back to her immediately.

I can't blame Gao Tianlong, let alone hate him.He didn't promise me, but I promised that once his "wife" finds out, I won't meet him again.

Now is the time for me to keep my promise. Even though my heart is bleeding at this time, I still smile at him stubbornly.

"I know, so I don't blame you!" I nodded vigorously, expressing my sincerity.

He looked at me for a long time, Fang Chang sighed, and kissed my mouth.

"Obviously I feel very sad, but you have to act relaxed to make me feel better. If you do this, I will feel even more uncomfortable!"

I want to cry, but I can't cry.I'm also a man, especially at this time, I can't add to his troubles.There is pain and suffering, I just want to bear it with him!