Fall in love with special forces

I was sitting in front of the computer, sending out my "Daydream", until the doorbell rang outside, I stood up and jumped out, picked up the microphone and asked, "Who is there?"

"It's me, I'm back from America!" That was Guan Shijie's voice.

I stayed for a while, and he came here directly to find me. Will Gao Tianlong suspect what I did to him when he comes back at night?

"Open the door quickly! Brother Long knew I was here!"

Guan Shijie probably thought of my concerns, and continued.I felt ashamed for a while, feeling that I was so selfish and didn't consider his feelings at all, so I hurriedly pressed the button to open the door.

I stood at the door and waited until the doorbell rang before I opened the door.

"When did you come back from America?" I asked, bouncing back into the house.

"Just got off the plane! I called Brother Long, and he said you were here, so I came directly!"

He closed the door, followed me into the room, and sat down beside me.

"Does your leg still hurt?" he asked, reaching over to caress my bare knee since I was wearing shorts.

"It doesn't hurt anymore!" I blushed, and quickly pushed his hand away, "Walking slowly doesn't hurt anymore, because the doctor said no strenuous exercise for a month!"

"Ah!" He sighed a long time, raised his face to look at me, "I went to America, who knew so many things would happen!"

"Did you see a lot of handsome guys in the United States?" I asked with a smile because he looked uncomfortable.

"How can there be a handsome guy? I have been thinking about you for more than ten days!"

I felt even more uncomfortable, shy and didn't know what to say.

"Brother Long said... He was going to wait for me to come back and give me a month's leave to take care of you. You refused, and you even bought a plane ticket to go back to your hometown, right?" He asked again.

"I..." I lowered my head, avoiding his eyes, "I've always liked him! I've never kept it from you, so... I'm very angry if he wants to push me to you!"

"I know, so I'm not blaming you!" He stretched out his hand to touch my face, "You... said that day that you would think about it quietly for a while, and I didn't object because I didn't want to put pressure on you, but... I knew So many things are going to happen, I'm just going to be a stalker and not let go!"

I looked up at him, the last time I asked to break up, both of them acted so relaxed, I thought he didn't care that much either.But at this moment, he looked at me with reluctance, sadness, and even pain.

That made my heart ache too.

This is probably the first man who really hurts for me and is full of reluctance for me!In fact, I also feel a little bit reluctant to him, but unfortunately, he is not the first man I have met who made me feel reluctant.

"Are you deliberately making people uncomfortable?" I bowed my head again, really uncomfortable.

"No, I just want you to be happy!" He raised my face with his hand and looked at me, "I want you to smile every day, because...you are so attractive when you smile with a blushing face!"

"Stop saying I'm a seductress, okay? I didn't mean to blush!"

I hid that little bit of discomfort, and naturally, I was a little dizzy.

He smiled and stroked my face with his hand.Distraught, I hurried to find another topic.

"Tianlong... what else did he tell you?"

When I asked one word, I regretted it.Because of this question, it is undoubtedly adding salt to his wounds.But apart from Gao Tianlong, I don't know what else to say to him.

"He also said...he couldn't refuse you!" Guan Shijie smiled bitterly, "You should be proud, because...I've known Brother Long for more than ten years, and you are probably the only one he admits he can't refuse!"

I froze for a while.I love Gao Tianlong for several years, but my love for him is almost blind!Because I haven't really been with him for a long time, and he himself is a person who doesn't show his inner emotions on his face, so I can't figure him out at all.

But Guan Shijie is Gao Tianlong's comrade-in-arms who has been with him day and night for several years, and after being demobilized, he works together again. He should know Gao Tianlong far better than me!Since he said I was "probably the only one he admits he can't say no to," even if that wasn't quite accurate, it wouldn't be too far off.

In my perception, Gao Tianlong is indeed a person who can't "reject" anything, but he admitted to Guan Shijie that he can't "reject" me.

"He said... he couldn't refuse me, what do you mean?" I murmured.

"It means...he cares about you! And he cares a lot! Is there even a need to ask?"

Indeed, there is no need to ask, I also know what this sentence should mean, I just can't believe it!

Because if Gao Tianlong cared about me, he tried to push me away from him time and time again, and every time we separated, he wouldn't leave me any news.But if he never cared about me, he really thought that I was just "playing around" like those "playmate" boys, and occasionally he showed more care than he did to the "playmate" boys.For example, after I had an incident with Zhu Junhao, he was very upset, and he definitely wouldn't feel that way about Su Yuguo.Another example is that when he went home to hold a wedding banquet, he could completely ignore me, but he went to my house, and after a whole night of crazy love, he left me the digital photo frame he had carefully set up , leaving those few words that made me feel that he was actually very reluctant to part with me.

And this time, I bought a plane ticket to go home. He could have let go of the burden, but in order to keep me, he finally wanted me and gave me a "minimum" promise.Moreover, he has never shown such tenderness and love to me these past few days. I believe that it is not just because of my leg injury.

"Why are you in a daze? Are you overjoyed?" Guan Shijie reached out and pinched my face.

"Ah? No!"

I thought about it suddenly, and suddenly my heart was filled with happiness, and I was also suddenly full of gratitude to Guan Shijie.Because he likes me, but he tells me how much the one I like cares about me.

"Jacky, thank you for telling me this! I'm really... happy!" I said, from the bottom of my heart.

I know that "happy" and "thank you" may touch Guan Shijie's "sadness", but I can't always say that I am unhappy, that would be too hypocritical.

"It seems that I have no hope at all!"

Guan Shijie smiled wryly.I looked at his face and felt so sorry.

"Ajie, I actually... really like you! It's just... I'm stubborn, Tianlong... He's the first man I like, so I think... he's the best!"

"I know!" He smiled, "That's why I'll let you go! If I'm your first, and you dare to find another man, I'll lock you up!"

"Huh?" I stared at him.

"Don't be afraid! After all, I'm not your first man." He grinned at me, trying to look relaxed, "How about...do it with me again, so I won't be too sad!"

I was full of guilt towards him, but his words immediately made me blush.

"Tianlong will be unhappy if he knows it!" I blurted out.

After I finished speaking, I felt something was wrong, and he immediately caught the slang in my words.

"Tianlong will be unhappy, that is to say... you actually want to do it with me in your heart?" he said, with a smile on his face.

"I didn't say that!"

I stood up hastily and jumped into the kitchen.That sentence does contain the meaning he said, and what is blurted out is often the truth.

Maybe many people will have the same "truth" as me, because in essence, specificity is actually against the primitive nature of human beings.That is just a kind of respect for the lover, and a kind of restraint for oneself.But the reason why human beings are different from other animals is precisely because they know how to respect others and know how to restrain themselves.

I also understand, so I can never have anything to do with any man except Gao Tianlong.Even if I like Guan Shijie very much, it won't work.