silly wife

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On the edge of the field, Cui Yan was dressed in plain clothes. He had a handsome face, not as youthful as he was when he was young, and the softness and warmth between his eyebrows and eyes, and the few wolfhounds by his side made him look like a fairy who lived in seclusion in the mountains.

Li Qin looked at Cui Yan like this, and his heart was always tense. He always felt that the Cui Yan in front of him was no longer the person he used to be. There seemed to be a long distance between him and him. distance... can't touch...

"I haven't thought about the past for a long time," Cui Yan said suddenly, his voice was flat, without any ups and downs.

But Li Qin felt that this was not a good start...

"But I've been thinking." Li Qin took a deep breath: "If I hadn't been careless at the beginning, if I had gone back, then none of this would have happened, and you wouldn't have left. I broke my promise. I said I would protect you." You, but... failed to protect you... ".

Cui Yan turned around and looked at Li Qin: "I don't blame you, nor do I hate you."

Li Qin's heart tensed, as if he was being hoisted high.

but……

"But I won't be with you anymore either." Cui Yan's voice was still flat, but with absolute firmness.

Li Qin breathed hard, and for a moment...as if he couldn't speak, the corners of his eyes were a little red, and he asked in a hoarse voice after a long while: "Xiao Yan...you really...won't you give me a chance..." He was anxious, ignoring the wolf dogs surrounding Cui Yan, and approached Cui Yan: "I know, you heard those words back then, but you should understand that I was just trying to fool my grandmother, it wasn't true It's so noisy, I never thought of betraying you. In the past three years, in order to find you, I even ignored my grandmother and even my parents. If you want to stay here, I will accompany you. I will go wherever you want. Accompany you, I... ".

"But your grandmother didn't give me a chance back then." Cui Yan still looked like that. He looked at Li Qin, his originally mild eyes gradually became a little cold: "Do you know what I have experienced after you left?" ?".

"I..." Li Qin took a deep breath, and he held it back for a long time: "I... know...".

"Then do you know how many people they are?" This topic made Cui Yan turn blue.

This time, Li Qin's eyes were blank, but he couldn't speak.

All he knew was that his grandmother had asked Cui Yan to...but he didn't know...how many people?

"It's five people." Cui Yan pinched his palms fiercely: "It's five people. None of them cared about my life or death. At that time, I wished I could just die, but I didn't dare. That's too much, my parents, my elder brother, they finally got to this point, how can they suffer another disaster for me?"

Therefore, what Cui Yan can do is to leave that kind of place by himself, even when Cui Nanguan asked him, he refused to say...

Li Qin listened, just like the scene, he felt the pain in his heart.

He always thought that if he found Cui Yan, there would be a way to get Cui Yan back, but what about the truth?The truth was far more terrifying than what he knew.

When mentioning the past, Cui Yan's breathing was a little tight, he almost pinched his nails into his palm, and exhaled long, Cui Yan said again: "Li Qin, you go, I don't hate you for what happened back then, but I I won't be with you anymore, if you really still have me in your heart, you shouldn't bother me anymore."

"Xiao Yan..." Li Qin's voice became hoarse.

But... useless.

Cui Yan said: "Now, whenever I see you, I will think of what happened at that time."

Li Qin turned around and was startled, his face turned pale.

Cui Yan took a deep breath, he seemed to have finished what he wanted to say, ignoring Li Qin's red eyes and tense body, Cui Yan turned around and was about to leave.

"Xiao Yan!" Li Qin grabbed him anxiously, but...his throat was choked and he couldn't speak.

What else can I say?

Cui Yan's last words had already pronounced his final sentence.

The several wolfhounds surrounding Cui Yan were furious all over immediately, and they all bared their teeth and barked at Li Qin. They lowered their fronts and looked ready to attack, just waiting for Li Qin to make another move...

Cui Yan let out a long breath: "Li Qin, please let me go, I don't love you anymore, don't let me turn into venting my anger at the end, these three people here In the past year, I don't think about those things very much anymore, you... don't let me get stuck in those things again and again."

"Xiao Yan..." Li Qin's voice was obviously hoarse: "I really... can't be forgiven by you...".

"I don't hate you, so naturally I don't need to forgive you." Cui Yan broke away from his hand: "I just want to be more peaceful, that's all."

But Li Qin, half of the royal blood in him, is doomed to be restless.

Breaking away from Li Qin's hand, Cui Yan walked towards the village without hesitation, and the wolfhounds immediately followed after seeing him go.

Under the tree roots, Meng Yi hugged the big fat cat in his arms, only looked at Cui Yan and said nothing, but the uncle beside him seemed relieved.

Cui Yan bowed to his uncle: "Village head, here at the school, I would like to ask for a few days off, okay?".

The village head nodded immediately: "It's okay, it's okay, you should take some rest for a while."

"Thank you, village head." Cui Yan bowed to the village head, looked at Meng Yi, hugged the big fat cat from Meng Yi's arms, and said to Meng Yi: "Go home."

Meng Yi nodded, and when he turned around, he glanced at Li Qin who was still standing on the edge of the field.

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In the hut, Cui Yan didn't go out for half a month, he just stayed at home, either taking care of a few wolfhounds, or accompanying a group of cats and cats, and then went to the pond behind the hut to look at the fish fry, Li Qin What happened, did he stay in the village, or left? Cui Yan didn't say a word.

If he didn't mention it, Meng Yi just pretended it wasn't the case, and he did what he had to do on weekdays. Cui Yan felt a little bored without going out these days, so he simply took a hoe and planned to open a piece of land next to the hut. When he came out to grow vegetables, it was just his body and hands that allowed him to read and write with a brush. This kind of rough work was really not suitable for him to do, but within two days, his palms were blistered.

Meng Yi looked at it, laughed, and joked: "I just said, you can't do this, you still don't believe it, this is all right, I guess you can't even hold chopsticks."

"Go and dig," Cui Yan ordered directly.

Meng Yi choked immediately.

Cui Yan said: "You dig the ground looser, and I will sow the seeds again."

Meng Yi couldn't laugh for a moment, he took the hoe and ordered to... dig the soil.

In fact, although the soil here is very thick, it is not a good place to grow vegetables...

Meng Yi murmured in his heart, but he didn't say anything.

Next to the house, the two were busy with division of labor, but a few people came in front of the hut. The sound of horseshoes sounded a little harsh in this clean mountain stream. In front of the courtyard, Cui Yan sat on a wicker chair, holding Two little milk cats, he heard the sound and looked back, but was obviously surprised.

"Master Li... Lord Tanhua County?".

Those who came were Li Qin's parents.

Li Qin's mother, the head of Tanhua County, Cui Yan's memory of her has always been so radiant, her beautiful face can't tell her actual age at all, but the woman in front of her is haggard, her temples are already With gray hair.

Cui Yan stood up and looked at their husband and wife. Apart from the surprise just now, there was no other reaction. Meng Yi also looked solemn, and hurried to Cui Yan's side.

"It's okay, don't be nervous, I recognize them," Cui Yan said to Meng Yi.

Meng Yien let out a sigh, and just turned his head...to be stunned.

Li Yi also looked at him unexpectedly, and even whispered: "General Meng?".

"Who are you?" Meng Yi looked at Li Yi, as if he didn't know him, and it took a while to realize: "Oh, it's Li Xiaodi, I haven't seen you for many years, and you are still the same as before."

Cui Yan looked at Meng Yi suspiciously: "Do you know each other?".

"I knew them before they were disarmed and returned to the fields." Meng Yi honestly confessed: "I have not had any contact with them since they were disarmed and returned to the fields."

Li Yi knew Meng Yi, but Tanhua County Lord didn't. She only knew Cui Yan now, and she didn't even say a word. She bent her knees and knelt down in front of Cui Yan.

Cui Yan was surprised, but he didn't reach out to help her.

On the contrary, Meng Yi raised his eyebrows.

The head of Tanhua County looked at Cui Yan, but his eyes turned red after a while: "Xiao Yan, can you... go to see Qin'er, just treat it as I beg you...".

Cui Yan staggered, took two steps back and bowed to the head of Tanhua County: "The county head's big gift, the common people can't bear it."

"Xiao Yan..." The head of Tanhua County wanted to pull him anxiously: "Xiao Yan, it was my mother who was sorry for you back then, but it has nothing to do with Qin'er, and now Qin'er wants to stay by the side of the village for you. He became a monk in the small temple above, no matter how much we persuaded him, he would not turn back, now only you, only you can persuade him, Xiao Yan, I beg you, just go and meet him."

"Monk?" Cui Yan was taken aback.

Meng Yi coughed lightly beside him: "I heard the village mention it in the past two days, but you didn't ask him, so I can't say anything about him."

Li Yi also said to Cui Yan: "Xiao Yan, go and see him, now, only you can persuade him."

"I won't go." Cui Yan's expression was indifferent, but his attitude was firm: "Whether he wants to become a monk or not, I will not go to see him again. What I want to say to him is already very clear. , two, please go back."

"Xiao Yan! Xiao Yan!" The head of Tanhua County sobbed, but no matter how she shouted, Cui Yan didn't turn his head. He went straight into the room and closed the door without hesitation. Several big wolf dogs barked at the door Sitting in a row by the door, and among several big wolfhounds, sat a big fat white cat.

Meng Yi stood where he was, looked at Cui Yan's back and let out a long sigh.

Li Yi looked at him, just as he clasped his fists, Meng Yi interrupted: "Don't beg me, I don't know anything, I can't help you." He turned and followed.

Outside the house, Princess Tanhua just knelt on the ground like this, and she even threatened: "Xiao Yan, if you don't want to go with me to see Qin'er, I will keep kneeling here!!!".

Cui Yan didn't hear it.

After entering the room, groups of little milk cats surrounded him, and some even grabbed his trouser legs, looking like they were going to lie down, meowing one by one, with immature and tender voices. Not small.

Outside the house, neither the Lord Tanhua nor Li Yi left. Meng Yi pushed open the window to see the Lord Tanhua was still kneeling there, and Li Yi was also next to her. Walk up and down the house.

At night, when eating, the husband and wife were still outside, Meng Yi spat irritably, if it wasn't for the fear that Cui Yan would be unhappy, they would have thrown the table out.

"Meng Yi" Cui Yan was eating with a bowl in his hand, but he suddenly spoke.

Meng Yi was startled, and hurriedly suppressed the irritability in his heart and looked at Cui Yan.

Cui Yan put down the bowl and looked at Meng Yi quietly: "I want to go home."

"?" Meng Yi was taken aback.

Cui Yan lowered his eyes slightly: "In the past three years since I came out, I have never dared to go back, but now... I want to go home...".

I didn't dare to go home because I was afraid that I couldn't help telling those things to my family, and I was afraid that I would think of those things, but now...

"Are you not afraid?" Meng Yi asked him.

Cui Yan shook his head slightly: "I'm not as scared as before." If it wasn't for seeing Li Qin and his parents, maybe... Cui Yan would not want to go back, but after seeing them, calm down and think slowly, Cui Yan Yan felt... that he should go home.

Although I was still a little scared, I was no longer alone at home.

Meng Yi seemed to understand, he nodded: "Sure, these two days, I'll ask if the village can take care of those cats, as for these big wolf dogs, they probably have to go with you, wait for me Pack it up, and I'll take you home."

Cui Yan was startled immediately: "Are you taking me back?".

"Otherwise?" Meng Yi teased with a smile: "If I don't send you back, if you get sick and pass out by the side of the road halfway, then forget it. The key is, look, these big wolfhounds are raised by me. The white and fat body is full of meat, if someone pulls it back, you will eat dog meat soup, do you think I feel distressed?".

Cui Yan couldn't help but laugh.

Meng Yi said again: "Besides, I should change the place. Now that kid Li Yi has discovered this place, maybe a group of people will come to look for me when I look back. It's annoying. It's better to leave."

Cui Yan knew about Meng Yi.

Meng Yi moved here alone because he was outside and his wife had a difficult childbirth at home. It was only today that Cui Yan knew that he had served as a general. He didn't want to go back, and he couldn't face it His wife and children died, but he was on the battlefield.

"Okay." Cui Yan nodded: "Since we all have to leave, let's take all of them with us."

Meng Yi was stunned for a moment.

Cui Yan smiled and said: "At any rate, I have been taking care of them for three years, so I really can't bear to let them go like this."

Meng Yi immediately said: "Okay, but it will be a day or two late, I have to make arrangements, otherwise this group of cats and cubs will easily suffer on the road."

meow~~

The big white cat was full, and lay on the ground with a crooked body. It licked and yelled at Cui Yan.

Cui Yan looked at its small sample and smiled: "Okay, I'll wait for you."

Cui Yan wants to go back to Peach Blossom Village. Meng Yi has been busy for the past two days. Others travel lightly and simply, and take as little as they can. Meng Yi and Cui Yan are very good friends. Take, just bring a cart of cats, cats and dogs, the rest of the fish in the pond, and the two hares, Meng Yi gave them to other people in the village.

The village chief knew that Cui Yan was going to leave, although he was a little regretful, but since Cui Yan suddenly asked for leave that day and did not show up, the village chief already knew about it, so there is nothing in the school that will delay the children's study thing.

Cui Yan was about to leave, the village chief was not in a hurry, but someone was, and on the way out of the village, he led someone to stop the two of them.

In the carriage, Cui Yan was busy taking care of the group of caged cats. A few big wolfhounds sat obediently on the side, wagging their big tails without making noise. Meng Yi sat on the carriage, holding the reins, and Seeing the battle in front of him, his expression suddenly darkened.

Among the people who stopped them in front, Meng Yi recognized two, one was the lord of Tanhua County, and the other was Meng Yi, and in the carriage...

The car door opened, and what got out was an old woman with gray hair.

With just one glance, Meng Yi knew who the old woman was.

She is……

"Cui Yan, please get out of the car and meet."

On the carriage, Cui Yan, who didn't care at all... seemed to be frozen.

The author has something to say: so there is still the last chapter left, and I will update it after a few days~~