Sorry [Rebirth]

Xun Mi thought carefully about the question Mo Jue asked.

In the end, he found that he couldn't give an answer.

Not only is he unable to give an answer, even if anyone asks, it's probably just a useless question.

What he is afraid of is not just something that may happen in the future - his heart will be well protected by himself, placed in his chest, and will not 'contribute' to anyone again, that secret, he Possibly for a lifetime.

What he is really afraid of should be the loneliness that has been deeply rooted in his bone marrow and may almost accompany him throughout his life, as well as the feeling of being lost and homeless on the road late at night.

It is said that in a person's life, there are three stages in emotion.

One is ignorant of world affairs, easy to be sad, easy to empathize, but also easy to forget.

The second is that youth is the most able to feel the sadness of emotions, can't afford it, can't let it go, it is easy to indulge in one thing and it is difficult to escape.

The third is that in the end, I am old, but I have been able to see through everything. Even if I am sad, I have my own way to relieve it. When I think about it after a while, it is just a sigh.

When he was young, he was the little prince who was favored by the Xun family. He was carefree, with his father and elder brother on him, and he almost supported the whole sky. After the shadow of the two, he could almost let go. Do what you love to do without worrying about the consequences.

But in the stage of his life that he couldn't bear to let go of, he experienced the kind of bad news that was unbearable for almost anyone, and he paid his own life.

Even if he is reborn a few more lives, his brain will only be that of his twenties, unless he can live to be old enough to see through certain things, or he finally has a place in his heart where he can be confident and strong enough to Tell all of this as a joke, otherwise...these entangled and almost rooted things in his heart are absolutely irremovable.

It was an insecurity that ran deep into the bones.

So in the end Mo Jue didn't get the answer, which was within his expectation, but he still felt a little disappointed.

An atmosphere of silence spread between the two of them. Looking at Xun Mi who lowered his head and scratched his hands on the bed, Mo Jue felt as if something was poking at the depths of his heart, sore with pain.

"Dad, I'll tell him, when you're free, go home and have a look." In the end, Mo Jue touched Xun Mi's head, and took the child who was about to be entangled with him into his arms, feeling the other side Feeling the fluffy touch on his head, he smiled and said, "Brother is here."

Xun Mi was definitely not a person who cried easily in his previous life.

Even if he moved out of Xun's house penniless that day, and finally went to Shao Ya's house almost with a broken jar, he hardly shed tears.

But those tears that evaporated in the previous life seemed to be like a flood that had been released in this life, and they couldn't be stopped no matter what.

Realizing that his eye sockets were a little hot, and his brain was still aching from the hangover, Xun Mi hugged Mo Jue's waist with all his strength, buried his head in it, and finally nodded his head in compromise.

Afterwards, he hugged Mo Jue and responded softly, "En."

No matter what happened in the past, Mo Jue didn't owe him anything.

He couldn't force that despair on him.What's more, what he asked for from Mo Jue... Mo Jue never refused to give it to himself.

The winter vacation time passed by, and Xun Mi finally got his first part-time salary in his life, a total of more than 4000 yuan. The company issued cash, and it always felt good to carry it in his hand, and the meaning always felt different. .

Xun Mi no longer lived in the dormitory this time, and started a fixed-term two-point and one-line day study, which is rare in universities, but it is not too rare.

For day students, many people are envious.After all, for most people, the reason why they cannot go to day school... is because they are poor and have no money.

Dormitory life is not new to him, and the dormitory is filled with a group of enthusiastic boys of his age, full of vigor, and the most common thing to do is to play cards and drink in the dormitory after class. It’s okay. Playing a game in the dark, it's late at night, or a few brothers gather in someone's lower bunk, turn off the lights, and then secretly hide from the dormitory supervisor to watch a pornographic movie or something.

Xun Mi would go back occasionally, bringing some delicious food to feed those who were too lazy to go out on weekends, and occasionally staying for a day or two during the week, so as not to let his bed get too dusty.

However, blessings come without pairs, and misfortunes never come singly.

Xun Mi went to school as usual that day, but found that the moment he entered the classroom, the whole classroom fell silent.

His footsteps stopped, but the silence disappeared in an instant.

He secretly sighed in his heart that he was a little sensitive these days, so Xun Mi frowned slightly, then took off the earphones, and sat in his own seat in the back row as usual.

It's just that I still occupy a few places around me every day, and leave it for my roommate.

Today is a practical class. The courses at the beginning of the semester are not too difficult. The main thing is to consolidate some key points of the previous semester. After the teacher simulates the operation method above, it is time for them to practice themselves below.

Xun Mi listened carefully to the whole process, and glanced at his notes, but before he started to operate the computer, he found several "cracks" around him, and several people sat down at the same time.

It was his roommates, who seemed to have just rushed over from the dormitory, and they were all panting heavily.

After the military training, the dormitory was re-divided according to the department and class. He later moved to a four-person dormitory, and the people in it were all his classmates. Everyone is in the same class, and no one is assigned to the second class.

Several people thanked Xun Mi familiarly, one of them threw a bottle of drink to Xun Mi, collapsed on his seat, and sighed as usual, "I'm exhausted, you two are really good, go out Can toss for half an hour!"

The person who spoke was Yang Ye, a very typical boy from the computer science department - his hair was like a bird's nest, messy and hadn't been combed much, and his clothes were basically in disorder, whichever one he caught was which.

At the beginning of school, Xun Mi had a pretty good impression of this man, and he looked very fair and refined, but it was a pity that he... died after a while.

I don't know if it was revealed.

Next to him are a group of twin brothers. When they lived in the dormitory, Xun Mi and Yang Ye had been curious about them for a while, and the two of them seemed to like and excel at the same things from childhood to adulthood. Yes, they even applied to the same university, and were assigned to the same dormitory.

The two brothers, one named Luo Xuesen and the other named Luo Xuelin, have very lively personalities. Their family is engaged in the hairdressing industry, so they love beauty since they were young, and they live very delicately. They have the most clothes in the whole dormitory, and they often change them. I heard that my younger brother has contracted a shop in the school recently and plans to open a hairdresser there.

Hearing this, Luo Xuelin shouted without showing any weakness, "Who insisted on dragging us to open the black hole in the middle of the night last night! Is it all your fault if you can't wake up late!"

Yang Ye was not convinced, and after screwing on the bottle cap, he yelled at Luo Xuelin, "Don't blame your brother for being so stupid! Is it a human thing to kill fifteen people? I gave him that head! You No……"

Seeing that several people were about to pinch again, Xun Mi looked at the teacher's head raised from the main control machine, finally patted the two of them, and said with a smile, "Okay, I'll play with you in the dormitory tonight. ?"

Seeing what Xun Mi said, Yang Ye's eyes lit up, and finally lowered his voice, saying, "You said it! You are not allowed to run until you score [-] points tonight!"

Xun Mi could only agree with a helpless smile.

The teacher on the podium received a call at this time, so he went out.

However, at this moment, Xun Mi's arm was suddenly touched.

He froze for a moment and looked at the boy sitting beside him.

"Hey, Xun Mi." The boy had glasses on his face, and he was always a quiet person in the class. It was the first time he called out to him, Xun Mi was a little surprised, and said, "Why? gone?"

The boy smiled, but that smile made Xun Mi uncomfortable, so he frowned subconsciously.

"Look at the school forum." The boy winked at Xun Mi, and was about to say something, when the table was suddenly slapped hard.

The boy's face turned pale, he shrunk his neck subconsciously, and looked towards the source of the voice.

I saw Yang Ye slapped the table and stood up. Regardless of whether it was in class, he pointed to the boy's nose and said, "Liang Ye! Do you have the guts to tell me again? What did you just say?" Son?!"

Because although the two have different surnames, they have the same name. It's just that there was some friction because of some things when the school started, so it was quite incompatible from the beginning of school.

Yang Ye's temperament has always been carefree. When he first started school, he still wanted to talk to Liang Ye, but Liang Ye's personality was relatively withdrawn. When he saw Yang Ye, he always liked to ignore him. There were too many times, and because of the unpleasant personality of the other party, Yang Ye let it go. Later, because of some things that happened, he lost the interest in making friends.

Before Xun Mi could figure it out, he and the twins pushed down Yang Ye who had exploded, and quickly said, "What happened? What forum? Yang Ye, don't worry..."

Liang Ye seemed to be in a hurry, his whole face flushed red, he wanted to say something but dared not say it, but after observing the appearance of his classmates, he didn't know where the courage came from at the moment, he felt that he just said something else dare not say something.

So Liang Ye looked at Xun Mi's expression, and with a malicious smile, he said, "What's the matter, the truth is not revealed! You go to the school forum to see it yourself! It's been popular all day! It's been a long time I said that their family is not clean..."

As he spoke, Liang Ye's voice became louder and louder, and he even folded his arms in front of him, occupying a moral high ground.

There seemed to be a few classmates who knew the truth by his side, but he couldn't help but move a little away from Liang Ye when he heard the words, and when he looked at Xun Mi again, he also showed some sympathy.

Xun Mi was even more puzzled, and was about to ask what was going on, but Yang Ye couldn't help it anymore, he broke free from the twins' restraint, and even picked up a stool and threw it at Liang Ye's side. Go on, "You fucking have the guts to say something to Lao Tzu and try—!"

As he said that, the whole classroom was in chaos, and the stool rubbed against Liang Ye's leg and fell to the ground, making a loud noise.

After the loud noise, the stool fell to pieces on the ground, and the few girls screamed and ran away. The students around came up to dissuade them and moved them away, mainly because they were holding Yang Ye many people.

Liang Ye didn't seem to be very popular. After separating the people, there were many people standing on Yang Ye's side to persuade him, and there were still a lot of attention given to Xun Mi.

This made Xun Mi even more confused, what happened?

The teacher also heard the commotion inside at this time, and immediately hung up the phone and rushed over, and the class could not be attended. After contacting the counselor in the office downstairs, he led the person directly to the office, and asked the monitor to take him to the office. The rest of them took the mock self-study class, and after the class was over, the homework was collected according to the amount, and the credits were directly deducted for those who did not hand it in. This was considered to stabilize the situation.

Liang Ye followed the teacher and counselor far away. Xun Mi glanced back at him, but was rolled his eyes viciously by the other party. He was speechless for a while, and could only bump Luo Xuelin's arm next to him and said, "Hey , What's going on? What happened to the school forum?"

It is usually easier to log in to the school forum when it is connected to the school intranet, otherwise, [-] out of [-] times you will not be able to access it with your mobile phone, and it will be faster to ask the people next to you, so Xun Mi is also on the way. I didn't bother to log into the forum to see it.

Luo Xuelin glanced at him, and then fell silent for a moment. In the end, Luo Xuesen over there spoke, "It's nothing serious, it's just some rumors. The brothers are on your side this time."

After finishing speaking, Yang Ye in front seemed to have heard the movement behind him. He stopped, relying on the teacher not to look behind and not notice, and didn't say anything about Luo Xuelin's talk. Instead, he pointed his middle finger at Liang Ye viciously. Said silently, "You wait for me!"

Liang Ye was taken aback, tripped over a stone next to him, and fell all of a sudden.