The mornings in Yoshihara come very late, and Qingcheng, who sleeps late, always doesn't get up until the sun is high.
Yugiri, who was exhausted after crying a lot last night, got up slowly, but did not find Misaki's figure.A small note was lying on Misaki's position, and Yugiri picked it up.
——I can't wait for a moment anymore, I'm going to ask the landlord for redemption, I'm sorry I can't welcome the first ray of sunshine in the morning with you.But in the future, please spend each such morning with me.
"What are you doing? It's obviously the first morning of mutual understanding. But Yuma is really good. When did he become so eloquent?"
A smile appeared on the corner of Yugiri's lips naturally.
This is probably the fastest redemption in Yoshihara's history.In the morning, after Misaki proposed redemption to the landlord, he immediately paid off Yugiri's redemption fee and debts in one lump sum. In the morning, he got Yugiri's deed of sale and went to the city hall to complete the identity change. farewell party.
During this period, Yugiri used his mobile phone to call Misaki who had a short break at noon, and spent a large amount of money to redeem himself in a short period of time, and also had to deal with a lot of sundries. Yugiri was very worried about Misaki.But Misaki said something that surprised Yugiri without hesitation.
——There is no problem that can be solved with money, and I, Misaki Yuma, cannot solve it.
Yugiri teased Misaki and said that this is the first time that Misaki is the young master of a rich family.But what surprised him even more was Misaki's next words.
——But now I can only be regarded as "the rich man's second young master", and now "the rich man's young master" is you!Misaki Kanata.
Yugiri didn't know how Misaki spent a whole morning convincing the Misaki family to let a ransomed Shaizi enter the household registration of the dignified Misaki family.This sounds so absurd and unbelievable!What Misaki could not even imagine in his dreams, he did it resolutely and handsomely with extremely high efficiency.
——But I still don't approve of you, but since Misaki chooses this way, I can only support him.I will check your performance.
When preparing for the banquet in the afternoon, Naito blushed and said such words to Yugiri unnaturally, which made Yugiri feel that Naito was a very cute person for the first time.But with Xiwu's personality, it is absolutely impossible not to fight fire with fire.
——I will not observe your performance.After all, the two-person world between Yuma and I is hard-won, and I still have to be busy spending sweet time with my dear brother.
Naito, who was so choked by Yugiri, turned angrily and went to deal with matters related to Yugiri's departure. Although he suffered from Yugiri's many times, the honest Naito obviously couldn't do something like stabbing someone in the back. Xiwu admired it very much.
The grand farewell banquet has begun. A banquet with Misaki present must be elegant, extravagant and luxurious, not to mention Yugiri's redemption banquet.Yugiri teased Misaki jokingly, and asked Misaki if he would like to come to "Damon Dao" (to reward the entire Yoshiwara people), but Misaki actually took it seriously!Fortunately, even if Yugiri held back Misaki, otherwise it would be unavoidable.
After the grand farewell banquet, Misaki complied with Yugiri's request and spent the last night with "Yugiri" in Allure Tower at Hanakaro Tower.
"Actually, I have made a lot of money by doing dice in the past few years, and I have some savings. I also want to contribute to the redemption money. After all, you have already spent a lot of money on me."
"I always feel that you are like a thrifty little daughter-in-law..."
Yugiri punched Misaki and said angrily, "My family is not very rich, so I'm already very frugal!"
"But this time, my savings from painting and being a designer are really used up. But don't worry, I will work hard to make money next time, and I promise to live a good life for you."
"Well, after leaving Yoshiwara, I want to be a normal person again."
"Well, I know. Kanata was sold to Huashoulou at the age of 15 after graduating from middle school, right! I will arrange for you to study again. If you want to go to university, I will help you take the adult exam; if you want to do other things I will do my best to help you with my career. Don’t look at me like this, but I still have a lot of contacts.”
"Actually, you've become very social, haven't you? You're not the kid you used to be who was always nervous about talking to strangers."
Yugiri watched Misaki's changes.Yugiri knew that she must have changed because of Misaki.Because of meeting Misaki, Yugiri's life has changed, and she can return to being an ordinary person, not a man's plaything.For this, Yugiri thanked Misaki from the bottom of her heart, and because of Misaki, she was so happy.
"That's all thanks to Mr. Zhuo Tai! Those who are close to vermilion are red and those who are close to ink are black! I also wanted to play handsome in front of you and make you face, so I held so many banquets, and the result was unknowingly..."
The two smiled at each other.
"Why do you want to stay in Hanaolou? Wouldn't it be better to go home with me now?" Misaki was a little confused.
"Because...some things have to be settled, otherwise I won't feel at ease."
Seeing Yugiri being so determined, Misaki, who always respected Yugiri's choice, naturally would not object.
"Yuma..." Yugiri charged at Misaki alluringly, straddled Misaki and said, "Let me serve you as a prostitute for the last time. You have spent so much money on me, but in the end it will last you a lifetime." Bullied by me."
"Don't say that, Kanata. I won't do things that Kanata doesn't like, and you've always been gentle with me! And Kanata gave me things that money can never measure."
"No way... I obviously didn't do anything other than add to your burden."
Misaki shook his head firmly: "When I was 19 years old and not long after I entered the University of the United States, that is, the year you sold yourself. I encountered a bottleneck in my creation. I was not selected no matter what competition I participated in at that time. The course was under a lot of pressure, and I was facing failure, and I began to doubt myself, and I almost gave up the art path. Just when it was extremely painful, I had a dream."
"Dream about me?"
"Well, I dreamed that you were wearing a broken and dirty kimono, standing proudly outside the gate of Yoshiwara, smiling at the pursuers inside. Then you started running, and everyone was left behind by you. You Putting on ordinary clothes, laughing loudly and running forward..."
Misaki rested his head on Yugiri's shoulder, and said with nostalgia: "After having such a dream, I thought you really escaped from Yoshiwara, so I entrusted the dream to declare victory. Because I went to Hana for the last time before you betrayed yourself. You were still running away when you descended the building... Then, I thought that I have never lacked anything, never been attached to anything, and never felt that something is very important and must not be given up. Such Life is really sad, isn't it?"
Yugiri stroked Misaki's hair and listened carefully to Misaki's heart.
"Because I don't work hard for something, and I don't persevere. When I encounter things that I can't do, I either rely on others or give up. But you, even if you are bruised and bruised, you still pursue freedom and try your best to resist the injustice of fate... ...I am so envious of you like that."
"It's not as good as you said, in the end it's not..."
"Because there are many times when we can't do anything. At that time, Xiwu was just a teenager. How could he escape Huajianglou without anyone's help. But it made me admire it so much. After thinking about you, I didn't I have the courage to continue. As a result, I quickly passed the bottleneck period, and won the grand prize in the second year, and then successfully held my first art exhibition, which was themed with 'escape from the shackles of fate' Kanata is my inspiration, you are the one who supported me when I was at my lowest point and when I was saddest.”
"So, the year I sold myself was actually not easy for you."
"Yes, if I knew I dreamed of you at that time, I would have gone to you, so that you wouldn't have to suffer so much."
"What are you talking about now! Fortunately, I seized the opportunity when I met you again. I am a guy who is too stubborn, too persistent, and does his own way. He doesn't know how to be soft and arrogant, so he always suffers. I know that too Yes. But for the first time, I feel that my personality is pretty good, if not, you will slip away from me again."
"Even if you drive me away in the future, I won't leave."
Xiwu burst out laughing: "I don't have the guts to drive you away! It took me a long time to let you stay by my side."
Immediately afterwards, Xi Wu suddenly frowned and became serious.
"Wait! Yuma's art exhibition! Is it delayed due to injury? Is it true that I heard that it will be cancelled? You should take care of your art exhibition at this time!"
"It's just a postponement at the moment, because the content of the art exhibition...is related to your attitude. So after what happened last time, I'm going to cancel the art exhibition...Sorry for making you worry about such boring things."
Xiwu suddenly became furious and said, "What do you mean by 'boring things'! That's obviously Yuma's dream, how about a good career! How can it be a boring thing!"
Instead, Xiwu's attitude softened, and she pouted with a hint of coquettishness: "I also want to know more about you. I don't know many things about you, and I still say that I like you so self-righteously..."
The last time Naito said to Yugiri, although Yugiri didn't seem to care, but in fact Yugiri blamed herself deeply in her heart.He really didn't know anything about Misaki's life and Misaki's dream, and he didn't think about Misaki at all.
"That's not Kanata's fault! Liking someone is just being attracted to him, isn't Kanata always caring about me?"
Seeing Yugiri caring about him so much, Misaki felt very happy and moved.
"So, even if it's just once, I want to be hugged by someone I like." Yugiri put his arms around Misaki's neck, and whispered in Misaki's ear, "Yuma, hug me..."
"I'm inexperienced, I'll hurt you." Misaki's face turned red instantly, and he couldn't stand Yugiri's ear attack the most.
"Am I not attractive at all?"
Yugiri pulled down the collar of her kimono, exposing her collarbone.Misaki's breathing suddenly became rapid.
"How is it possible! From the very beginning, your sexiness index has exploded!"
"Then why do you hesitate?"
"Can you promise me a request?"
Yugiri ruffled Misaki's hair and said, "Of course."
"Tomorrow, can you come to the venue to see the art exhibition? If you allow, I will not cancel it."
"Please let me go and enjoy it, Yuma-sama."
Holding Misaki's neck and falling to the mattress behind him, Yugiri and Misaki's lips were entwined.Misaki understands that this is also Yugiri's dignity, and Yugiri will not allow herself to owe others, even if the other party is the one she loves.But maybe because Yugiri loves Misaki, Yugiri will allow Misaki to do this.
The two cooperated tacitly and took off Yugiri's kimono.Seeing Yugiri's body that perfectly fit Misaki's aesthetics, Misaki blushed and said that he wanted to draw it, but Yugiri hit his head hard.
"Since when did you become a painter!"
"□□Is the origin of art! Meida has to draw a lot of sketches, but I have seen so many models, and no one is more beautiful than Yugiri. The shoulders and waist lines are really just right, the proportions are quite harmonious, and the muscles are not exaggerated. , Very subtle and powerful, the angle of the moonlight is a little higher..."
Misaki blushed and excitedly described Yugiri's body, but when she saw Yugiri's displeased face, she dared not speak further.
"If you judge me by my work status again, I'm going to be angry!"
Even so, regarding the body structure, even though Misaki tried his best, Yugiri still couldn't feel it.
Feeling quite lost, Misaki squatted in the corner and thought about it, Yugiri couldn't help laughing at the cute look of loss.Yugiri stepped forward and hugged Misaki.
"Idiot Yuma, this is my last night as Allure 'Yugiri', and it's only just begun..."
"I have to go to the venue tomorrow, I'm worried about my waist... Kanata, please be gentle! Yah... um, um..."
In the early morning of the next day, Yugiri held Misaki's hand and accompanied Misaki for the first and last time through the streets of Yoshiwara and out of the gate of Yoshiwara.The happiness of holding hands with Yugiri made Misaki feel a little giddy, and kept giggling.
Holding Misaki's arm as if showing off, Yugiri raised his head and glanced at Naito who opened the door for the two of them with an expression of resentment, Yugiri finally understood what it was like to show off his might.
He took Yugiri to the only huge canvas covered with white cloth in the venue, and motioned for Yugiri to pull away.
The canvas slowly slid down, and Xiwu thought for a moment that his soul had come out of his body on the painting.Then I felt that I was not so beautiful at all.
Surrounded by various sunset flowers, the person with light-colored long hair in the painting has beautiful eyes half-closed, as if about to open and close.Under the sunlight, half of the long eyelashes are thick black, and the other half fades to golden and transparent, resting on the human eyelashes like a butterfly.The long hair of the person in the painting hangs softly on his shoulders, and his expression is elegant, noble and pure, which makes people dare not show the slightest defilement.Even though there is such a feminine and beautiful atmosphere, the bridge of the nose and eyebrows are somewhat tough, and it can be seen that she is not a woman, but this kind of contradiction does not destroy the beauty of the whole picture at all, but makes the picture more yin and yang.A pair of hands seem to want to fold flowers, but also seem to want to caress the flowers. The incomparably wonderful hands can make any elegant and charming movements you can imagine.
Yugiri was stunned. At this time, Misaki took out a box and handed it to Yugiri, and a large bunch of Yugiri flowers bloomed in the box.
"Although you may even hate Xiwuhua together...but I still want to give it to you. Because I like Xiwuhua's words very much, this is why I have always been to you..."
——I miss you warmly and love you deeply.
"Why am I not..."
Tears rolled down Yugiri's face, and she hugged Misaki tightly.
"Yuma, take me home..."
"Well, let's go home!"
Volume [-] - Beyond the Garden ([-])
It's been a long time since I played, and I dreamed of the time I spent with Yuma in Huajiang Tower before selling myself.
At that time, I wanted to escape with all my heart, and Kanata was very resistant to everything in the restaurant, adding chaos to the restaurant in different ways every day.
Male prostitutes have to be taught the skills and methods of serving guests by restaurants before their first night, but even if they tie up the son and force him to learn, he still can't get in.Ordinary tasks such as helping Qingcheng comb her hair and put on kimonos, pour wine and serve plates for guests, are not done well at all.Deliberately overturning the tables and drinks and messing up the guests is still light, and changing the candle lamps in the house can even set the guests' hair on fire.
The result of reckless resistance is often asking for trouble, which led to Kanata's still growing body covered with welts and bruises except for the lack of scars on his face, basically without a good spot all over his body.
However, the people in the restaurant found that Kanata didn't have much resistance to the work of the children accompanying the guests, and he didn't have any destructive behavior when getting along with Yuma.Simply let other balds who can help prepare the banquet work with peace of mind, and arrange the work of accompanying Yuma to Kanata.This flash is two years.Kanata will become a new creation in a few days.
Yuma has been very gentle with Kanata since that time. When locked in the dungeon, Yuma would sneak over to deliver water and food, deliver bedding in the confinement room, give medicine for injuries, and take care of Kanata when she was sick. Kanata lay on Yuma's lap and acted like a baby to him.Yuma even bought a medicine box at his own expense and quietly put it in the big room where Kazuya rests, so that it is convenient for Kanata to change the medicine.
This time, Mr. Misaki went upstairs, so Yuma naturally followed.Seeing Kanata sitting by the pond in the garden, Yuma naturally sat next to Kanata.
Seeing Yuma's timid look, not knowing how to speak to make himself happy, Kanata felt a little playful instead.He deliberately pretended not to see Yuma, and continued to stir up the koi in the pool with branches, scaring the little fishes away and disappearing in an instant.
Then the branch in his hand lifted, and the water splashed all over Yuma.
"Wow!"
"Hahahahahaha!" Kanata laughed out loud as she watched Yuma startled and slid into the pond below her knees.
Yuma regained his composure before he came out of the shallow pond and sat down, his face was full of embarrassment, but he frowned in an instant, and immediately took Kanata's hand.
"Xiwu, the wound on your arm is open."
After all, the weather has gradually turned cooler, and the wind at night is very cold. If you blow it for a while, you will catch a cold.Yuma obviously cared more about Kanata than himself, whose shoes and socks were all wet because of Kanata's prank.This made Kanata feel very warm and happy, and at the same time, he felt a little guilty, silently reflecting on his bad intentions.
Yuma got up and took Kanata's hand to lead Kanata into the warm room, but stopped after walking a few steps.Kanata looked at Yuma in front of him suspiciously, only to realize that the tips of Yuma's ears were red.Realizing that he was holding Kanata's hand, Yuma lowered his head and slowly let go of Kanata's hand in embarrassment.
Kanata couldn't help but feel that such a shy Yuma is really cute, but the warmth that disappeared from his palm made Kanata a little disappointed, and he also recognized the fact that Yuma kept a distance from himself.The inexplicable thing that had just ignited in my heart retreated back quietly, and went out silently.
Yuma didn't dare to look back at him, he stretched out his hand after some hesitation, grabbed the sleeve of Kanata's sakura-colored uniform, and gently held Kanata.
"Let's go inside... I'll help you with the medicine."
Yuma took a somewhat difficult step, his movements were so stiff that Kanata could tell at a glance that he was very nervous.
——If the guest was Yuma, I might not be too annoying.
Kanata silently followed behind Yuma, thinking so.
At that time, Kanata was actually at the end of his battle. After countless failures in the past two years, Kanata was almost desperate about escaping.
Yuma carefully rubbed the potion on Kanata, trying not to hurt him.The appearance of cherishing herself makes Kanata feel very heartwarming.He is obviously the young master of a rich family, his hands are soft and delicate except for the calluses, and he looks like a pair of pampered hands, but now he is actually applying medicine to a bald man who is about to sell himself in a restaurant.The respect, care and warmth that you can't get from the restaurant are all brought to you by Yuma.Only in front of Yuma, Kanata is not a commodity that is about to be sold, nor is it a tool to vent his desire, but an ordinary person.
Yuma is very gentle and humble to everyone. The bald people in Huajianglou have been taken care of by Yuma to some extent, and there are many privately who hope that Yuma can become his regular customers in the future.This made Kanata secretly curse Yuma as a central air conditioner.
"Back injury...do you need my help?"
Yuma blushed and lowered his head, not daring to look at Kanata.
Kanata turned his back to Yuma and unbuttoned his shirt, revealing his back full of injuries.He knew that Yuma would not look at his body with strange eyes, and his bruised back, which looked scary, was honestly not interesting at all.But for some reason, such a Yuma made him a little disappointed.
"It hurts to death!" In fact, Yuma's hand is very light, and it will hurt a little when wiping the wound, but that is within the tolerable range.Kanata deliberately frowned, pretending to be in pain and impatient.
"Sorry……"
Yuma apologized with a face full of remorse, and the movements of his hands were even lighter.Playing too proud of his prestige, but always inexplicably unhappy.
Yuma is special to me, right?Although Yuma is very gentle, he is polite but keeps his distance in front of others.Only in front of him, Yuma has such a clumsy and cautious appearance, even if there are some overly intimate moves, he will not resist at all, but will blush and accept it shyly and obediently.
Thinking of this, Zuo Tai couldn't help but have evil thoughts in his heart.Although he resisted the teachings of the restaurant, he still knew a lot of ways to excite the male body.Kanata, who was young and youthful, was naturally very keen on sex, and Kanata also wanted to know if those claims were true.So Yuma, who gently treated his own wounds, became a test product under Kanata's whim.
The wound was almost finished, Kanata turned around and pulled Yuma into the distance from him.Yuma thought that Kanata liked to lie on his lap as usual, so he didn't have any doubts, and naturally accepted Kanata.
"It's cold, put on your clothes."
Yuma picked up Kanata's jacket and draped it over Kanata's shoulders, Kanata put one hand on the sleeve, and rested the other hand on Yuma's crotch, her arm seemed to rub against Yuma's lower body unintentionally.
Yuma clearly felt the shock in his body, but Yuma didn't realize that it was too intentional by Kanade, thinking that it was just an accidental bump, so he gently dodged to the side without pulling too far away.But Kanata still followed up relentlessly.
"Yuma is a high school student now, right?"
"Well, now I'm a sophomore in high school, and I'm going to be promoted to a third grade soon."
"Eh? You're no longer a child, but you still follow your grandfather to the restaurant?"
"Actually, that's not the case, I'm...haha..."
Seeing Yuma blushing a bit when Kanata talked about irrelevant topics, he gradually wanted to further verify what he had heard.
"How many girlfriends do you have?"
"How many? I don't have a girlfriend at all..."
"never?"
"Actual age equals single age!"
Yuma was embarrassed by the topic and excitement being mentioned, and moved back, only to be completely cornered by Kanata.
"Eh? I still have girlfriends. Is it because Yuma can't be hard on ugly girls? Or is it that he doesn't like girls?"
"Don't use that kind of expression, it's very disrespectful to women... ah!"
"Does that mean you haven't done it with anyone else?"
"No...you don't want to touch Xiwu, it's a bit uncomfortable..."
Yuma's expression was very unnatural, he completely lost his composure in front of others, the flushed cheeks and dilated pupils made Yuma look even more adorable than usual.He probably doesn't care and doesn't know that his appearance is actually very attractive.Kanata thought so.
"Are you uncomfortable? I think you are very comfortable!"
"Aha……"
"Have you done it yourself?"
"Only when necessary...rarely..."
"Are you lying?"
Yuma shook his head desperately: "Don't touch it, Xigiri. Really, don't touch it..."
"why not?"
"...I'm wet, let me go!"
"Your pants are wet, aren't they? You just fell into the pond, right?"
"No, it's mine..."
The anxious Yuma looked like he was about to cry, which made Kanata completely lose his mind.
This was something neither Yuma nor Kanata had thought of, and both of them were stunned.
Kanata didn't have any other thoughts about Yuma, he just wondered if a man would really be excited about another man, and whether those statements that can make men feel the meaning are true.Originally, he only planned to play for a while, stop regardless of Yuma's reaction or not, and then tease Yuma's aptitude or not to move, and end his entertainment.But Kanata didn't expect that he couldn't control the level of stimulation at all, Yuma had already reacted obviously and he still hasn't stopped; let alone imagined that Yuma would be so sensitive.
In the future, whether he wants to or not, he will touch men in this way; whether he wants to or not, he will marry someone he doesn't like or even the same sex; whether he wants to or not, he will use his body to pay off his debts.Insulted, violated, tortured, not treated as a human being, until youth is gone.
--I do not want!I do not want!I do not want!I do not want!
Kanata's eyes finally came into focus.
"nausea!"
Kanata took out the bandages in the medicine box and wiped off the liquid on his hands indiscriminately, put on his clothes and fled the room, leaving Yuma inside alone.
The slight sound of the door being opened awakened Kanata, who had been disturbed by nightmares and was in a light sleep.Kanata slightly opened her eyes, and found that Yuma, whose hands were stained with paint, crept into the bedroom from outside the door, gently opened the bathroom door and went into the bathroom.
Kanata closed her eyes and began to pretend to be asleep.
Because Kanata's biological clock is still in the state of going to bed late and waking up late, Yuma lives a healthy life and has a regular schedule.But Yuma was worried that it would be uneasy to be alone when Kanata woke up, so recently he started to get up quietly to work for a while, then put on pajamas and go back to bed and wait for Kanata to wake up.
If it wasn't for his sharp nose, he could still smell some of the paint smell even after being washed off by Yuma, Kanata might have been kept in the dark.
"Idiot Yuma..."
It is actually the reason why Xuan Tai can wake up at this time and start to adjust his biological clock.Although Yuma's thoughtfulness and cuteness make him very happy, but as a lover, Kanata loves Yuma very much and doesn't want to cause Yuma any more trouble.
I have always relied on Yuma's gentleness to be too capricious, but I am also a person who is arrogant, desperate for face, and can't express my emotions well, always acting recklessly in front of people I obviously like and cherish , acting awkwardly in a way that hurt the other party.
Dreaming about the last time he saw Yuma before selling himself, made Kanata's eyes moist.
In fact, I left my horse at that time, and immediately regretted it after leaving the room alone.When I ran to a secluded place where no one was around to calm down, I really wanted to turn around and look for Yuma immediately.But when I thought about treating others so excessively with my front foot, and then perfunctorily apologizing like a normal person with my back foot, I felt that it was not very good.
Kanata didn't think Yuma was disgusting when he got hard, but he just felt scared when he thought that he would be forced to do this kind of thing with other people in the future.If he could express his feelings exactly and apologize properly, he wouldn't have gotten to this point. Yuma must have been very sad when he was told that, and he didn't feel well at all.
He didn't know how Yuma left that room, how he left Hanakaro Tower, and how he explained his embarrassment to his grandfather.
That night Kanata didn't sleep well at all.
He dreamed that Yuma was dating a woman, and he treated the girl tenderly, taking care of her feelings.
When the screen turned, a man was stroking Yuma, and Yuma frowned, showing a very shy but enjoying expression.
--Comfortable?Yuma.
——um... ah...
Yuma's voice is softer than ever before, just like the voices of the dice that I can hear every night in the restaurant, such a beautiful appearance is something Kanata has never seen before.Yuma was sitting in the man's arms, as if he was almost glued to the man.The man kissed Yuma's forehead, the bridge of the nose, and finally laid his lips on Yuma's.
The man caused Yuma to make a more seductive voice.
——That fellow Tamura would never do such a thing, would he?Obviously doing so, Yuma will show more cute expressions.
——Who else are you talking about?
The man in the dream looked at Kanata provocatively, as if showing off his spoils.
——It's nothing, Yuma, how do you feel about me?
--I love you……
This dream has never been forgotten, and when she woke up from the nightmare, she found that her mattress had become cold and wet.
Kanata couldn't take it anymore, her back felt cold for a while and then became hot again.He was very angry, he couldn't stand Yuma being too kind to others, he couldn't bear Yuma's eyes staring at others, and he couldn't bear any intimate behavior towards Yuma.He wished he could go forward and kill the man in the dream who didn't actually exist, and the woman whom Yuma loved.Then take Yuma as his own.
It was only at this time that Kanata realized that in fact, he had always harbored ill intentions towards Yuma.
Reflect on yourself, always bullying Yuma, in fact, you are dissatisfied that Yuma has no wrong thoughts about him.When he was in trouble, the most helpless and lonely and began to hate the world, it was Yuma who always gave him a warm place to rely on.
Use Yuma's thigh as a pillow, make physical contact intentionally or unintentionally, pretend to be sad even if the injury is almost healed, ask Yuma to take care of it, deliberately talk against Yuma's meaning, and show that he doesn't care about Yuma Attitude.In fact, they all want to attract Yuma's attention and monopolize Yuma.
However, Yuma doesn't even know his real name, and he doesn't know anything else about Yuma.
Kanata originally planned to apologize when Yuma went upstairs next time, but he really wanted to convey his true feelings to Yuma.It's fine to pester Yuma to have sex with him, as long as the two of them cross that line, Yuma's personality will definitely say something like "I will take responsibility".At that time, even if Yuma didn't redeem him immediately, he would buy him after becoming his regular customer.It doesn't matter if you stay by Yuma's side as a concubine, as long as you are Yuma!
However, Yuma never came to Hanakaro again.
So when finally reunited with Yuma and similar things happened again, Kanata would never allow himself to miss it again, he really didn't want to lose Yuma again.
But he still did a bad job, he still didn't admit his feelings properly, and even hurt Yuma even more.If Yuma didn't reply to his letter and stopped coming to Huasholou, Kanata might never see Yuma again.
The sound of water came from the bathroom, and the sound of the shower stopped for a while, and then started again after a while.
Thinking of the reunion, when Yuma reacted sensitively to Kanata's caress, Kanata was really happy.When reason returns to the brain, like a child who has done something wrong, wiping his fingers in panic and self-blame with a crying expression is so distressing.
Kanata muttered to himself: "Actually, it's because of the reason I said before..."
Although Yuma didn't mention Kanata's bad behavior before, it was as if that incident never happened.But Kanata still noticed it, because Yuma was deeply traumatized by the "disgusting" sentence he said against his will.
Probably starting from that sentence, Yuma felt that he was a very disgusting and dirty existence.Yuma mentioned inadvertently that he had been in a cold state until his reunion with Kanata.Probably because I resisted the existence of this matter in my heart.
And after becoming a regular customer of Xuan Tai, he only cared about his own mood and acted recklessly, without realizing the mistakes he made before.Seeing that Yuma's body is very sensitive, he does not resist his intrusion at all, and secretly feels relieved when he is boldly demanding after breaking his reason, but he keeps teasing Yuma's reaction.He often bullies Yuma by uttering obscene and narrow-minded words, and often forces Yuma to say a lot of words beyond Yuma's tolerance in bed.This made Yuma feel that his sensitive body was dirty.
In fact, many times Kanata has the opportunity to notice this matter, but he is negligent again and again, and then misses the opportunity to make amends, constantly opening Yuma's old wounds.Thinking of this, Kanata silently felt guilty.
After taking a bath, Yuma wiped off his damp hair, and climbed into bed lightly in his pajamas, so as not to disturb Kanata who seemed to be sleeping soundly.Yuma stretched out his hand towards Kanata's head, stopped in the air and hesitated to take it back.
——Idiot Yuma, touch it quickly!What are you waiting for!
Finally, Yuma stretched out his hand and gently stroked Kanata's head.
His long, smooth, light-colored hair has been cut to a normal length.Yuma gently cut it off yesterday.
—I don't want anyone to touch you just yet.
When Yuma blushed and said those words, Kanata felt his heart burn.
——Actually, it’s okay not to cut it, don’t you like it very much?And if I cut it off, I won't be able to wear so many beautiful hairpins you gave me.
Kanata knew that Yuma liked her long hair very much.When Kanata possesses Yuma and makes out with him, his long hair always falls on Yuma's body first. At that time, Kanata always sees Yuma's infatuated expression and enthusiastic reaction.
--I can not
Yugiri, who was exhausted after crying a lot last night, got up slowly, but did not find Misaki's figure.A small note was lying on Misaki's position, and Yugiri picked it up.
——I can't wait for a moment anymore, I'm going to ask the landlord for redemption, I'm sorry I can't welcome the first ray of sunshine in the morning with you.But in the future, please spend each such morning with me.
"What are you doing? It's obviously the first morning of mutual understanding. But Yuma is really good. When did he become so eloquent?"
A smile appeared on the corner of Yugiri's lips naturally.
This is probably the fastest redemption in Yoshihara's history.In the morning, after Misaki proposed redemption to the landlord, he immediately paid off Yugiri's redemption fee and debts in one lump sum. In the morning, he got Yugiri's deed of sale and went to the city hall to complete the identity change. farewell party.
During this period, Yugiri used his mobile phone to call Misaki who had a short break at noon, and spent a large amount of money to redeem himself in a short period of time, and also had to deal with a lot of sundries. Yugiri was very worried about Misaki.But Misaki said something that surprised Yugiri without hesitation.
——There is no problem that can be solved with money, and I, Misaki Yuma, cannot solve it.
Yugiri teased Misaki and said that this is the first time that Misaki is the young master of a rich family.But what surprised him even more was Misaki's next words.
——But now I can only be regarded as "the rich man's second young master", and now "the rich man's young master" is you!Misaki Kanata.
Yugiri didn't know how Misaki spent a whole morning convincing the Misaki family to let a ransomed Shaizi enter the household registration of the dignified Misaki family.This sounds so absurd and unbelievable!What Misaki could not even imagine in his dreams, he did it resolutely and handsomely with extremely high efficiency.
——But I still don't approve of you, but since Misaki chooses this way, I can only support him.I will check your performance.
When preparing for the banquet in the afternoon, Naito blushed and said such words to Yugiri unnaturally, which made Yugiri feel that Naito was a very cute person for the first time.But with Xiwu's personality, it is absolutely impossible not to fight fire with fire.
——I will not observe your performance.After all, the two-person world between Yuma and I is hard-won, and I still have to be busy spending sweet time with my dear brother.
Naito, who was so choked by Yugiri, turned angrily and went to deal with matters related to Yugiri's departure. Although he suffered from Yugiri's many times, the honest Naito obviously couldn't do something like stabbing someone in the back. Xiwu admired it very much.
The grand farewell banquet has begun. A banquet with Misaki present must be elegant, extravagant and luxurious, not to mention Yugiri's redemption banquet.Yugiri teased Misaki jokingly, and asked Misaki if he would like to come to "Damon Dao" (to reward the entire Yoshiwara people), but Misaki actually took it seriously!Fortunately, even if Yugiri held back Misaki, otherwise it would be unavoidable.
After the grand farewell banquet, Misaki complied with Yugiri's request and spent the last night with "Yugiri" in Allure Tower at Hanakaro Tower.
"Actually, I have made a lot of money by doing dice in the past few years, and I have some savings. I also want to contribute to the redemption money. After all, you have already spent a lot of money on me."
"I always feel that you are like a thrifty little daughter-in-law..."
Yugiri punched Misaki and said angrily, "My family is not very rich, so I'm already very frugal!"
"But this time, my savings from painting and being a designer are really used up. But don't worry, I will work hard to make money next time, and I promise to live a good life for you."
"Well, after leaving Yoshiwara, I want to be a normal person again."
"Well, I know. Kanata was sold to Huashoulou at the age of 15 after graduating from middle school, right! I will arrange for you to study again. If you want to go to university, I will help you take the adult exam; if you want to do other things I will do my best to help you with my career. Don’t look at me like this, but I still have a lot of contacts.”
"Actually, you've become very social, haven't you? You're not the kid you used to be who was always nervous about talking to strangers."
Yugiri watched Misaki's changes.Yugiri knew that she must have changed because of Misaki.Because of meeting Misaki, Yugiri's life has changed, and she can return to being an ordinary person, not a man's plaything.For this, Yugiri thanked Misaki from the bottom of her heart, and because of Misaki, she was so happy.
"That's all thanks to Mr. Zhuo Tai! Those who are close to vermilion are red and those who are close to ink are black! I also wanted to play handsome in front of you and make you face, so I held so many banquets, and the result was unknowingly..."
The two smiled at each other.
"Why do you want to stay in Hanaolou? Wouldn't it be better to go home with me now?" Misaki was a little confused.
"Because...some things have to be settled, otherwise I won't feel at ease."
Seeing Yugiri being so determined, Misaki, who always respected Yugiri's choice, naturally would not object.
"Yuma..." Yugiri charged at Misaki alluringly, straddled Misaki and said, "Let me serve you as a prostitute for the last time. You have spent so much money on me, but in the end it will last you a lifetime." Bullied by me."
"Don't say that, Kanata. I won't do things that Kanata doesn't like, and you've always been gentle with me! And Kanata gave me things that money can never measure."
"No way... I obviously didn't do anything other than add to your burden."
Misaki shook his head firmly: "When I was 19 years old and not long after I entered the University of the United States, that is, the year you sold yourself. I encountered a bottleneck in my creation. I was not selected no matter what competition I participated in at that time. The course was under a lot of pressure, and I was facing failure, and I began to doubt myself, and I almost gave up the art path. Just when it was extremely painful, I had a dream."
"Dream about me?"
"Well, I dreamed that you were wearing a broken and dirty kimono, standing proudly outside the gate of Yoshiwara, smiling at the pursuers inside. Then you started running, and everyone was left behind by you. You Putting on ordinary clothes, laughing loudly and running forward..."
Misaki rested his head on Yugiri's shoulder, and said with nostalgia: "After having such a dream, I thought you really escaped from Yoshiwara, so I entrusted the dream to declare victory. Because I went to Hana for the last time before you betrayed yourself. You were still running away when you descended the building... Then, I thought that I have never lacked anything, never been attached to anything, and never felt that something is very important and must not be given up. Such Life is really sad, isn't it?"
Yugiri stroked Misaki's hair and listened carefully to Misaki's heart.
"Because I don't work hard for something, and I don't persevere. When I encounter things that I can't do, I either rely on others or give up. But you, even if you are bruised and bruised, you still pursue freedom and try your best to resist the injustice of fate... ...I am so envious of you like that."
"It's not as good as you said, in the end it's not..."
"Because there are many times when we can't do anything. At that time, Xiwu was just a teenager. How could he escape Huajianglou without anyone's help. But it made me admire it so much. After thinking about you, I didn't I have the courage to continue. As a result, I quickly passed the bottleneck period, and won the grand prize in the second year, and then successfully held my first art exhibition, which was themed with 'escape from the shackles of fate' Kanata is my inspiration, you are the one who supported me when I was at my lowest point and when I was saddest.”
"So, the year I sold myself was actually not easy for you."
"Yes, if I knew I dreamed of you at that time, I would have gone to you, so that you wouldn't have to suffer so much."
"What are you talking about now! Fortunately, I seized the opportunity when I met you again. I am a guy who is too stubborn, too persistent, and does his own way. He doesn't know how to be soft and arrogant, so he always suffers. I know that too Yes. But for the first time, I feel that my personality is pretty good, if not, you will slip away from me again."
"Even if you drive me away in the future, I won't leave."
Xiwu burst out laughing: "I don't have the guts to drive you away! It took me a long time to let you stay by my side."
Immediately afterwards, Xi Wu suddenly frowned and became serious.
"Wait! Yuma's art exhibition! Is it delayed due to injury? Is it true that I heard that it will be cancelled? You should take care of your art exhibition at this time!"
"It's just a postponement at the moment, because the content of the art exhibition...is related to your attitude. So after what happened last time, I'm going to cancel the art exhibition...Sorry for making you worry about such boring things."
Xiwu suddenly became furious and said, "What do you mean by 'boring things'! That's obviously Yuma's dream, how about a good career! How can it be a boring thing!"
Instead, Xiwu's attitude softened, and she pouted with a hint of coquettishness: "I also want to know more about you. I don't know many things about you, and I still say that I like you so self-righteously..."
The last time Naito said to Yugiri, although Yugiri didn't seem to care, but in fact Yugiri blamed herself deeply in her heart.He really didn't know anything about Misaki's life and Misaki's dream, and he didn't think about Misaki at all.
"That's not Kanata's fault! Liking someone is just being attracted to him, isn't Kanata always caring about me?"
Seeing Yugiri caring about him so much, Misaki felt very happy and moved.
"So, even if it's just once, I want to be hugged by someone I like." Yugiri put his arms around Misaki's neck, and whispered in Misaki's ear, "Yuma, hug me..."
"I'm inexperienced, I'll hurt you." Misaki's face turned red instantly, and he couldn't stand Yugiri's ear attack the most.
"Am I not attractive at all?"
Yugiri pulled down the collar of her kimono, exposing her collarbone.Misaki's breathing suddenly became rapid.
"How is it possible! From the very beginning, your sexiness index has exploded!"
"Then why do you hesitate?"
"Can you promise me a request?"
Yugiri ruffled Misaki's hair and said, "Of course."
"Tomorrow, can you come to the venue to see the art exhibition? If you allow, I will not cancel it."
"Please let me go and enjoy it, Yuma-sama."
Holding Misaki's neck and falling to the mattress behind him, Yugiri and Misaki's lips were entwined.Misaki understands that this is also Yugiri's dignity, and Yugiri will not allow herself to owe others, even if the other party is the one she loves.But maybe because Yugiri loves Misaki, Yugiri will allow Misaki to do this.
The two cooperated tacitly and took off Yugiri's kimono.Seeing Yugiri's body that perfectly fit Misaki's aesthetics, Misaki blushed and said that he wanted to draw it, but Yugiri hit his head hard.
"Since when did you become a painter!"
"□□Is the origin of art! Meida has to draw a lot of sketches, but I have seen so many models, and no one is more beautiful than Yugiri. The shoulders and waist lines are really just right, the proportions are quite harmonious, and the muscles are not exaggerated. , Very subtle and powerful, the angle of the moonlight is a little higher..."
Misaki blushed and excitedly described Yugiri's body, but when she saw Yugiri's displeased face, she dared not speak further.
"If you judge me by my work status again, I'm going to be angry!"
Even so, regarding the body structure, even though Misaki tried his best, Yugiri still couldn't feel it.
Feeling quite lost, Misaki squatted in the corner and thought about it, Yugiri couldn't help laughing at the cute look of loss.Yugiri stepped forward and hugged Misaki.
"Idiot Yuma, this is my last night as Allure 'Yugiri', and it's only just begun..."
"I have to go to the venue tomorrow, I'm worried about my waist... Kanata, please be gentle! Yah... um, um..."
In the early morning of the next day, Yugiri held Misaki's hand and accompanied Misaki for the first and last time through the streets of Yoshiwara and out of the gate of Yoshiwara.The happiness of holding hands with Yugiri made Misaki feel a little giddy, and kept giggling.
Holding Misaki's arm as if showing off, Yugiri raised his head and glanced at Naito who opened the door for the two of them with an expression of resentment, Yugiri finally understood what it was like to show off his might.
He took Yugiri to the only huge canvas covered with white cloth in the venue, and motioned for Yugiri to pull away.
The canvas slowly slid down, and Xiwu thought for a moment that his soul had come out of his body on the painting.Then I felt that I was not so beautiful at all.
Surrounded by various sunset flowers, the person with light-colored long hair in the painting has beautiful eyes half-closed, as if about to open and close.Under the sunlight, half of the long eyelashes are thick black, and the other half fades to golden and transparent, resting on the human eyelashes like a butterfly.The long hair of the person in the painting hangs softly on his shoulders, and his expression is elegant, noble and pure, which makes people dare not show the slightest defilement.Even though there is such a feminine and beautiful atmosphere, the bridge of the nose and eyebrows are somewhat tough, and it can be seen that she is not a woman, but this kind of contradiction does not destroy the beauty of the whole picture at all, but makes the picture more yin and yang.A pair of hands seem to want to fold flowers, but also seem to want to caress the flowers. The incomparably wonderful hands can make any elegant and charming movements you can imagine.
Yugiri was stunned. At this time, Misaki took out a box and handed it to Yugiri, and a large bunch of Yugiri flowers bloomed in the box.
"Although you may even hate Xiwuhua together...but I still want to give it to you. Because I like Xiwuhua's words very much, this is why I have always been to you..."
——I miss you warmly and love you deeply.
"Why am I not..."
Tears rolled down Yugiri's face, and she hugged Misaki tightly.
"Yuma, take me home..."
"Well, let's go home!"
Volume [-] - Beyond the Garden ([-])
It's been a long time since I played, and I dreamed of the time I spent with Yuma in Huajiang Tower before selling myself.
At that time, I wanted to escape with all my heart, and Kanata was very resistant to everything in the restaurant, adding chaos to the restaurant in different ways every day.
Male prostitutes have to be taught the skills and methods of serving guests by restaurants before their first night, but even if they tie up the son and force him to learn, he still can't get in.Ordinary tasks such as helping Qingcheng comb her hair and put on kimonos, pour wine and serve plates for guests, are not done well at all.Deliberately overturning the tables and drinks and messing up the guests is still light, and changing the candle lamps in the house can even set the guests' hair on fire.
The result of reckless resistance is often asking for trouble, which led to Kanata's still growing body covered with welts and bruises except for the lack of scars on his face, basically without a good spot all over his body.
However, the people in the restaurant found that Kanata didn't have much resistance to the work of the children accompanying the guests, and he didn't have any destructive behavior when getting along with Yuma.Simply let other balds who can help prepare the banquet work with peace of mind, and arrange the work of accompanying Yuma to Kanata.This flash is two years.Kanata will become a new creation in a few days.
Yuma has been very gentle with Kanata since that time. When locked in the dungeon, Yuma would sneak over to deliver water and food, deliver bedding in the confinement room, give medicine for injuries, and take care of Kanata when she was sick. Kanata lay on Yuma's lap and acted like a baby to him.Yuma even bought a medicine box at his own expense and quietly put it in the big room where Kazuya rests, so that it is convenient for Kanata to change the medicine.
This time, Mr. Misaki went upstairs, so Yuma naturally followed.Seeing Kanata sitting by the pond in the garden, Yuma naturally sat next to Kanata.
Seeing Yuma's timid look, not knowing how to speak to make himself happy, Kanata felt a little playful instead.He deliberately pretended not to see Yuma, and continued to stir up the koi in the pool with branches, scaring the little fishes away and disappearing in an instant.
Then the branch in his hand lifted, and the water splashed all over Yuma.
"Wow!"
"Hahahahahaha!" Kanata laughed out loud as she watched Yuma startled and slid into the pond below her knees.
Yuma regained his composure before he came out of the shallow pond and sat down, his face was full of embarrassment, but he frowned in an instant, and immediately took Kanata's hand.
"Xiwu, the wound on your arm is open."
After all, the weather has gradually turned cooler, and the wind at night is very cold. If you blow it for a while, you will catch a cold.Yuma obviously cared more about Kanata than himself, whose shoes and socks were all wet because of Kanata's prank.This made Kanata feel very warm and happy, and at the same time, he felt a little guilty, silently reflecting on his bad intentions.
Yuma got up and took Kanata's hand to lead Kanata into the warm room, but stopped after walking a few steps.Kanata looked at Yuma in front of him suspiciously, only to realize that the tips of Yuma's ears were red.Realizing that he was holding Kanata's hand, Yuma lowered his head and slowly let go of Kanata's hand in embarrassment.
Kanata couldn't help but feel that such a shy Yuma is really cute, but the warmth that disappeared from his palm made Kanata a little disappointed, and he also recognized the fact that Yuma kept a distance from himself.The inexplicable thing that had just ignited in my heart retreated back quietly, and went out silently.
Yuma didn't dare to look back at him, he stretched out his hand after some hesitation, grabbed the sleeve of Kanata's sakura-colored uniform, and gently held Kanata.
"Let's go inside... I'll help you with the medicine."
Yuma took a somewhat difficult step, his movements were so stiff that Kanata could tell at a glance that he was very nervous.
——If the guest was Yuma, I might not be too annoying.
Kanata silently followed behind Yuma, thinking so.
At that time, Kanata was actually at the end of his battle. After countless failures in the past two years, Kanata was almost desperate about escaping.
Yuma carefully rubbed the potion on Kanata, trying not to hurt him.The appearance of cherishing herself makes Kanata feel very heartwarming.He is obviously the young master of a rich family, his hands are soft and delicate except for the calluses, and he looks like a pair of pampered hands, but now he is actually applying medicine to a bald man who is about to sell himself in a restaurant.The respect, care and warmth that you can't get from the restaurant are all brought to you by Yuma.Only in front of Yuma, Kanata is not a commodity that is about to be sold, nor is it a tool to vent his desire, but an ordinary person.
Yuma is very gentle and humble to everyone. The bald people in Huajianglou have been taken care of by Yuma to some extent, and there are many privately who hope that Yuma can become his regular customers in the future.This made Kanata secretly curse Yuma as a central air conditioner.
"Back injury...do you need my help?"
Yuma blushed and lowered his head, not daring to look at Kanata.
Kanata turned his back to Yuma and unbuttoned his shirt, revealing his back full of injuries.He knew that Yuma would not look at his body with strange eyes, and his bruised back, which looked scary, was honestly not interesting at all.But for some reason, such a Yuma made him a little disappointed.
"It hurts to death!" In fact, Yuma's hand is very light, and it will hurt a little when wiping the wound, but that is within the tolerable range.Kanata deliberately frowned, pretending to be in pain and impatient.
"Sorry……"
Yuma apologized with a face full of remorse, and the movements of his hands were even lighter.Playing too proud of his prestige, but always inexplicably unhappy.
Yuma is special to me, right?Although Yuma is very gentle, he is polite but keeps his distance in front of others.Only in front of him, Yuma has such a clumsy and cautious appearance, even if there are some overly intimate moves, he will not resist at all, but will blush and accept it shyly and obediently.
Thinking of this, Zuo Tai couldn't help but have evil thoughts in his heart.Although he resisted the teachings of the restaurant, he still knew a lot of ways to excite the male body.Kanata, who was young and youthful, was naturally very keen on sex, and Kanata also wanted to know if those claims were true.So Yuma, who gently treated his own wounds, became a test product under Kanata's whim.
The wound was almost finished, Kanata turned around and pulled Yuma into the distance from him.Yuma thought that Kanata liked to lie on his lap as usual, so he didn't have any doubts, and naturally accepted Kanata.
"It's cold, put on your clothes."
Yuma picked up Kanata's jacket and draped it over Kanata's shoulders, Kanata put one hand on the sleeve, and rested the other hand on Yuma's crotch, her arm seemed to rub against Yuma's lower body unintentionally.
Yuma clearly felt the shock in his body, but Yuma didn't realize that it was too intentional by Kanade, thinking that it was just an accidental bump, so he gently dodged to the side without pulling too far away.But Kanata still followed up relentlessly.
"Yuma is a high school student now, right?"
"Well, now I'm a sophomore in high school, and I'm going to be promoted to a third grade soon."
"Eh? You're no longer a child, but you still follow your grandfather to the restaurant?"
"Actually, that's not the case, I'm...haha..."
Seeing Yuma blushing a bit when Kanata talked about irrelevant topics, he gradually wanted to further verify what he had heard.
"How many girlfriends do you have?"
"How many? I don't have a girlfriend at all..."
"never?"
"Actual age equals single age!"
Yuma was embarrassed by the topic and excitement being mentioned, and moved back, only to be completely cornered by Kanata.
"Eh? I still have girlfriends. Is it because Yuma can't be hard on ugly girls? Or is it that he doesn't like girls?"
"Don't use that kind of expression, it's very disrespectful to women... ah!"
"Does that mean you haven't done it with anyone else?"
"No...you don't want to touch Xiwu, it's a bit uncomfortable..."
Yuma's expression was very unnatural, he completely lost his composure in front of others, the flushed cheeks and dilated pupils made Yuma look even more adorable than usual.He probably doesn't care and doesn't know that his appearance is actually very attractive.Kanata thought so.
"Are you uncomfortable? I think you are very comfortable!"
"Aha……"
"Have you done it yourself?"
"Only when necessary...rarely..."
"Are you lying?"
Yuma shook his head desperately: "Don't touch it, Xigiri. Really, don't touch it..."
"why not?"
"...I'm wet, let me go!"
"Your pants are wet, aren't they? You just fell into the pond, right?"
"No, it's mine..."
The anxious Yuma looked like he was about to cry, which made Kanata completely lose his mind.
This was something neither Yuma nor Kanata had thought of, and both of them were stunned.
Kanata didn't have any other thoughts about Yuma, he just wondered if a man would really be excited about another man, and whether those statements that can make men feel the meaning are true.Originally, he only planned to play for a while, stop regardless of Yuma's reaction or not, and then tease Yuma's aptitude or not to move, and end his entertainment.But Kanata didn't expect that he couldn't control the level of stimulation at all, Yuma had already reacted obviously and he still hasn't stopped; let alone imagined that Yuma would be so sensitive.
In the future, whether he wants to or not, he will touch men in this way; whether he wants to or not, he will marry someone he doesn't like or even the same sex; whether he wants to or not, he will use his body to pay off his debts.Insulted, violated, tortured, not treated as a human being, until youth is gone.
--I do not want!I do not want!I do not want!I do not want!
Kanata's eyes finally came into focus.
"nausea!"
Kanata took out the bandages in the medicine box and wiped off the liquid on his hands indiscriminately, put on his clothes and fled the room, leaving Yuma inside alone.
The slight sound of the door being opened awakened Kanata, who had been disturbed by nightmares and was in a light sleep.Kanata slightly opened her eyes, and found that Yuma, whose hands were stained with paint, crept into the bedroom from outside the door, gently opened the bathroom door and went into the bathroom.
Kanata closed her eyes and began to pretend to be asleep.
Because Kanata's biological clock is still in the state of going to bed late and waking up late, Yuma lives a healthy life and has a regular schedule.But Yuma was worried that it would be uneasy to be alone when Kanata woke up, so recently he started to get up quietly to work for a while, then put on pajamas and go back to bed and wait for Kanata to wake up.
If it wasn't for his sharp nose, he could still smell some of the paint smell even after being washed off by Yuma, Kanata might have been kept in the dark.
"Idiot Yuma..."
It is actually the reason why Xuan Tai can wake up at this time and start to adjust his biological clock.Although Yuma's thoughtfulness and cuteness make him very happy, but as a lover, Kanata loves Yuma very much and doesn't want to cause Yuma any more trouble.
I have always relied on Yuma's gentleness to be too capricious, but I am also a person who is arrogant, desperate for face, and can't express my emotions well, always acting recklessly in front of people I obviously like and cherish , acting awkwardly in a way that hurt the other party.
Dreaming about the last time he saw Yuma before selling himself, made Kanata's eyes moist.
In fact, I left my horse at that time, and immediately regretted it after leaving the room alone.When I ran to a secluded place where no one was around to calm down, I really wanted to turn around and look for Yuma immediately.But when I thought about treating others so excessively with my front foot, and then perfunctorily apologizing like a normal person with my back foot, I felt that it was not very good.
Kanata didn't think Yuma was disgusting when he got hard, but he just felt scared when he thought that he would be forced to do this kind of thing with other people in the future.If he could express his feelings exactly and apologize properly, he wouldn't have gotten to this point. Yuma must have been very sad when he was told that, and he didn't feel well at all.
He didn't know how Yuma left that room, how he left Hanakaro Tower, and how he explained his embarrassment to his grandfather.
That night Kanata didn't sleep well at all.
He dreamed that Yuma was dating a woman, and he treated the girl tenderly, taking care of her feelings.
When the screen turned, a man was stroking Yuma, and Yuma frowned, showing a very shy but enjoying expression.
--Comfortable?Yuma.
——um... ah...
Yuma's voice is softer than ever before, just like the voices of the dice that I can hear every night in the restaurant, such a beautiful appearance is something Kanata has never seen before.Yuma was sitting in the man's arms, as if he was almost glued to the man.The man kissed Yuma's forehead, the bridge of the nose, and finally laid his lips on Yuma's.
The man caused Yuma to make a more seductive voice.
——That fellow Tamura would never do such a thing, would he?Obviously doing so, Yuma will show more cute expressions.
——Who else are you talking about?
The man in the dream looked at Kanata provocatively, as if showing off his spoils.
——It's nothing, Yuma, how do you feel about me?
--I love you……
This dream has never been forgotten, and when she woke up from the nightmare, she found that her mattress had become cold and wet.
Kanata couldn't take it anymore, her back felt cold for a while and then became hot again.He was very angry, he couldn't stand Yuma being too kind to others, he couldn't bear Yuma's eyes staring at others, and he couldn't bear any intimate behavior towards Yuma.He wished he could go forward and kill the man in the dream who didn't actually exist, and the woman whom Yuma loved.Then take Yuma as his own.
It was only at this time that Kanata realized that in fact, he had always harbored ill intentions towards Yuma.
Reflect on yourself, always bullying Yuma, in fact, you are dissatisfied that Yuma has no wrong thoughts about him.When he was in trouble, the most helpless and lonely and began to hate the world, it was Yuma who always gave him a warm place to rely on.
Use Yuma's thigh as a pillow, make physical contact intentionally or unintentionally, pretend to be sad even if the injury is almost healed, ask Yuma to take care of it, deliberately talk against Yuma's meaning, and show that he doesn't care about Yuma Attitude.In fact, they all want to attract Yuma's attention and monopolize Yuma.
However, Yuma doesn't even know his real name, and he doesn't know anything else about Yuma.
Kanata originally planned to apologize when Yuma went upstairs next time, but he really wanted to convey his true feelings to Yuma.It's fine to pester Yuma to have sex with him, as long as the two of them cross that line, Yuma's personality will definitely say something like "I will take responsibility".At that time, even if Yuma didn't redeem him immediately, he would buy him after becoming his regular customer.It doesn't matter if you stay by Yuma's side as a concubine, as long as you are Yuma!
However, Yuma never came to Hanakaro again.
So when finally reunited with Yuma and similar things happened again, Kanata would never allow himself to miss it again, he really didn't want to lose Yuma again.
But he still did a bad job, he still didn't admit his feelings properly, and even hurt Yuma even more.If Yuma didn't reply to his letter and stopped coming to Huasholou, Kanata might never see Yuma again.
The sound of water came from the bathroom, and the sound of the shower stopped for a while, and then started again after a while.
Thinking of the reunion, when Yuma reacted sensitively to Kanata's caress, Kanata was really happy.When reason returns to the brain, like a child who has done something wrong, wiping his fingers in panic and self-blame with a crying expression is so distressing.
Kanata muttered to himself: "Actually, it's because of the reason I said before..."
Although Yuma didn't mention Kanata's bad behavior before, it was as if that incident never happened.But Kanata still noticed it, because Yuma was deeply traumatized by the "disgusting" sentence he said against his will.
Probably starting from that sentence, Yuma felt that he was a very disgusting and dirty existence.Yuma mentioned inadvertently that he had been in a cold state until his reunion with Kanata.Probably because I resisted the existence of this matter in my heart.
And after becoming a regular customer of Xuan Tai, he only cared about his own mood and acted recklessly, without realizing the mistakes he made before.Seeing that Yuma's body is very sensitive, he does not resist his intrusion at all, and secretly feels relieved when he is boldly demanding after breaking his reason, but he keeps teasing Yuma's reaction.He often bullies Yuma by uttering obscene and narrow-minded words, and often forces Yuma to say a lot of words beyond Yuma's tolerance in bed.This made Yuma feel that his sensitive body was dirty.
In fact, many times Kanata has the opportunity to notice this matter, but he is negligent again and again, and then misses the opportunity to make amends, constantly opening Yuma's old wounds.Thinking of this, Kanata silently felt guilty.
After taking a bath, Yuma wiped off his damp hair, and climbed into bed lightly in his pajamas, so as not to disturb Kanata who seemed to be sleeping soundly.Yuma stretched out his hand towards Kanata's head, stopped in the air and hesitated to take it back.
——Idiot Yuma, touch it quickly!What are you waiting for!
Finally, Yuma stretched out his hand and gently stroked Kanata's head.
His long, smooth, light-colored hair has been cut to a normal length.Yuma gently cut it off yesterday.
—I don't want anyone to touch you just yet.
When Yuma blushed and said those words, Kanata felt his heart burn.
——Actually, it’s okay not to cut it, don’t you like it very much?And if I cut it off, I won't be able to wear so many beautiful hairpins you gave me.
Kanata knew that Yuma liked her long hair very much.When Kanata possesses Yuma and makes out with him, his long hair always falls on Yuma's body first. At that time, Kanata always sees Yuma's infatuated expression and enthusiastic reaction.
--I can not
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