"Qingyu" heartbroken

Look at me, "Your weak nature is really similar to your uncle! Yu'er, I will spend time and effort to let you know that there is no peace and joy in being born in a heavenly family. If you are so soft-hearted, I will There is a way to make you a hard-hearted emperor!"

A thought of panic flashed through my mind, and I immediately understood the meaning of the emperor's words, I firmly grabbed his hand, "Father, what are you going to do?"

"In my whole life, the only one I love is your mother, but do you know that I only got the throne when I escaped from death? I once thought that without your mother, maybe this road would be easier. But I don't regret it, I It is enough to have your mother in this life!" The emperor patted my face, "So, I don't want me and Xinyang's Yu'er to suffer from my past, and I want to remove all obstacles that stand in your way!"

"No! Father!" I hugged the emperor's waist, preventing him from leaving the royal study.

"Wang Qing and you are very similar to Zhen and Xin Yang back then... This person cannot be kept." The emperor looked out the window.

"Father, don't kill him! I beg you! You can do whatever you want me to do! As long as you keep him... I will never have any contact with him again!" I let go of the emperor, kowtowed to him until my eyes were bright red, As long as the emperor refuses to let go, I will not stop.

"Yu'er, why are you bothering?" The emperor helped me up, ordered the imperial doctor to heal my wound, and then sent someone to inform my family, saying that I was ill and had to recuperate in the palace for a few days.

When the imperial doctor was bandaging me, I saw Eunuch Li whispering something to the emperor. I probably guessed it was about Wang Qing, so I couldn't help but keep looking at them.

After both the imperial doctor and Eunuch Li had retired, the emperor sat by my bed, "He went back, I ordered someone to send him away. I didn't expect him to be an infatuated person. Knowing that you were injured, his eyes were so anxious. Red, I have been begging Eunuch Li to see you."

I closed my eyes because I was actually afraid of crying in front of the emperor, and even more afraid of the emperor taking his anger out on Wang Qing.Only then did I realize that Wang Qing was more important to me than my own life.

"Yu'er, from today onwards, you will stay obediently in the palace to recuperate, and wait for your mother to come back, so that our family can be reunited." The emperor helped me to lie down, and covered me with a quilt. If you take the throne, you will understand my good intentions."

"My son understands." I replied in a low voice.

"You have a good rest, I will go back to the study to review the papers, and I will have dinner with you when I come back." The emperor stroked my face, got up and left.

The little eunuch outside the door sent the emperor away, so I dared to cry out loud.

After going through so much today, Wang Qing and I may never be able to keep our promise to each other again.

Chapter 20

twenty

During the past few days of recuperation, I have been eating and sleeping with the emperor.Your majesty, this person who has half of his blood flowing in my body but has been missing from my life for more than ten years, wants to understand me from now on, so as to make up for the pain of not being by my parents' side since I was a child.

But the fine clothes and good food in the palace did not make me happy at all, on the contrary, my concern for Wang Qing made me depressed all day long.I was still young at that time, and although I knew that I shouldn't express my anger and joy in everything, I still couldn't force myself to smile all the time.

Your Majesty, I should call him Emperor Father, right?

In addition to checking my homework every day, my father would also ask me to review the memorials together, so that I can understand this country that will soon belong to me faster.Father seems to be very patient with me, and he can still teach me with such a good temper for someone who knows nothing about government affairs. He probably really wants to pass on the throne to me only.

I am busy with homework, and I have a surprisingly large number of paperwork recently, and I miss Wang Qing so much, which makes me restless, and the robe on my body is much looser.Eunuch Li pleaded with his father, saying that I was still young, so I hurt my body so desperately.

Father also noticed that I was a lot thinner, on the one hand he ordered the imperial dining room to prepare my favorite food in different ways, on the other hand he also allowed me to meet my master.

The first thing I did when I saw my master was to kneel down to him and kowtow three times, and then I begged him to forgive me for my unfilial piety.I knelt on the ground, waiting for my master to beat me or scold me, but he didn't make any movement, so I raised my head curiously, and found that he was wiping tears.

"Master?" I called out to him.

"You silly boy, why did you come to this ghostly place!" My master slapped me on the mouth, "I don't tell you about your life experience, it was your mother who told you to! Why are you so disobedient? Master's words?"

"Master, I was wrong! I shouldn't have gone down the mountain privately! I've hurt you, and my brothers and nephews!" I knelt down at the feet of the master and kept admitting my mistake.

"Now he wants to use me to bring your mother back." My master said angrily, "Do you know how much he hurt your mother? It's a hatred between the country and the family! Your father caused the mist to perish , do you know? Your uncle died of illness because of this incident, did you know? Your mother was pregnant with Liujia and had to hide around, and she almost died of dystocia when she gave birth to you, did you know?"

"Master, except for my mother's dystocia when she gave birth to me, I know everything else..." Of course I couldn't tell Master, Wang Qing told me.

"Hey! You already know, what are you doing here?" My master sighed and patted my shoulder, "If you can stay away from this royal family, it's better not to be contaminated."

"But, I want to see my mother!" I hesitated whether to tell my master about Wang Qing, when my father appeared outside the cell, looking at my master coldly.

"I haven't seen you for a long time, brother. This habit of talking nonsense is still the same." Father opened the door of the cell and motioned for me to leave with him.

"I'm telling you! Xinyang, she won't come to see you! You should die!" My master shouted at us, "She has given up on you! You should never think that she will forgive you! "

"Then I'll imprison you for the rest of my life!" My father looked at my master with a stern look in his eyes, but his attitude changed instantly, "Anyway, I and her son will be the kings of this country in the future, and my Yu'er will also have a lot of troubles." The bloodline of the Wu royal family, the whole world is entrusted to him, it is most justified!"

"Don't you ask your son if he wants to be the emperor?" My master didn't take his father's attitude seriously.

"He is my son, and I know him best." Father took my hand and left together, "Brother, you don't have to worry about it."

Sure enough, as my master said, my mother did not show up.I waited anxiously, and my father was even more so.It seems that in this palace, apart from me and Eunuch Li, no one else has the chance to see the emperor smile again.

The father was brought up by Eunuch Li since he was a child. Eunuch Li is naturally the most familiar person with his temperament.As for me, I probably also benefited from my mother's favor, my father never lost his temper with me.

Such a gloomy atmosphere filled the entire ruling and opposition parties, and even the harem began to fidget.The current empress asked for an order from her father, thinking that I would be a successor, entertain guests in the palace, and announce it to the world.

Seeing how unhappy I was all day long, Royal Father naturally readily agreed.The list of guests was actually drawn up long ago, what the queen was planning in her heart, the emperor knew but it was inconvenient for her to interfere too much.

On that day, I saw Wang Qing who was present with Lord Hou and his wife in the distance, and the discomfort in my heart became more intense.I don't know if he knows my difficulties, and if he will blame me for not contacting him these days.I didn't dare to look at him, so I had to look down at the wine glass in front of me.

I had nothing to do, so I drank two more glasses of wine, got a little drunk and asked my father for leave, and went to the Imperial Garden to sober up.Father pointed out two little eunuchs who usually served me and followed me. I was upset, so I quickened my pace, and suddenly came to the lotus pond.

"Where is that place?" I pointed to the gazebo in the middle of the pool and asked the little eunuch.

"Return to the master, this is the 'Yanyu Pavilion', you can only go to the pavilion by rowing, and the servant will prepare a boat for you." One of the little eunuchs said.

"No, I can go there by myself." After that, I used lightness kung fu and stepped on the lotus leaf to the pavilion.

Apparently very few people come to this place, the lotus leaves and lotus flowers half a person's height are all around, blocking the view, and the scenery is not as beautiful as standing on the shore.But I like it here, it just allows me to be alone without having to face so many people I don't want to see.

I sat on the edge of the pavilion, looking at the dark water, thinking about the past with Wang Qing.I just broke my promise and left Wang Qing's life without any warning.Even if I ascend to the throne in the future according to what my father said, I am afraid that Wang Qing will not get close to me again. After all, I know that accompanying a king is like accompanying a tiger, not to mention the affairs of the court, who can explain clearly?

The more I thought about it, the more sad I became. I grabbed the gravel beside the pavilion and threw it into the water.I was still not relieved at this moment, and turned around to look for other things and wanted to throw them into the water, but saw a figure standing behind me at some point.

"Ah!" I yelled in fright, but the figure covered my mouth and hugged me into my arms.

"Daewoo! It's me!" The figure whispered in my ear.

"Master, are you alright?" the little eunuch on the bank asked loudly.

"It's okay! I slipped and fell!" After the man let go of my mouth, I shouted back to the shore.

"Daewoo, you've lost weight." He smoothed the messy hair on my forehead and stroked my face.

I looked at this person, this is the voice I am familiar with, the person I miss day and night.He is Wang Qing, the Wang Qing I miss with all my heart.I dare not reach out and touch him, I am afraid this is the most vivid dream I have had of him in days.I stood there like this, and the tears began to flow uncontrollably.

Seeing me crying, Wang Qing panicked, quickly hugged me in his arms, and comforted me in a low voice, "I begged Eunuch Li that day, but he couldn't beg the emperor.