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Huo Yang still remembers the business, knowing that success or failure depends on one move, and tonight is related to his lifelong happiness, so he still resists the desire to cling to Yu Xing.

"Xiaoxing, we haven't seen each other for half a year. At first I thought you just couldn't accept it for a while, so when you said you were going solo, I agreed. I know you need time to digest and think about the relationship between us. relationship, but I didn't expect that after half a year, you still chose to escape."

"In fact, you should have noticed it too. Isn't there something weird about this variety show cooperation?"

Yu Xing nodded involuntarily when he heard this, Huo Yang saw that Yu Xing was still calm, forced a smile, and then continued.

"Han Yimin is my university teacher. I asked him to invite you. I can't wait any longer. I want to meet you. I want to know if you have made up your mind?"

Huo Yang has only one purpose today, which is to lure Yu Xing to make a decision, to break contact completely, or to become his lover. Of course, the first option is not within his consideration.

In fact, Huo Yang didn't expect to take drastic measures so soon, but Director Liu reminded him today.

His feelings for Yu Xing can be seen even by people like Director Liu who meet for the first time. Is Yu Xing a fool, is he an emotional idiot?

He wasn't, he pretended to be confused, he didn't respond or refuse, he was waiting for Huo Yang's enthusiasm to fade away and retreat automatically.

"Yu Xing, I like you, I really like you."

When Huo Yang was talking, he leaned forward and looked at Yu Xing, his eyes were clear and firm, and Yu Xing stared back at those eyes in a daze.

Huo Yang's eyes are very beautiful. Fans like to call him "Eye Skill School". He has a high nose bridge, deep eye sockets, and European-style double eyelids. His pupils are black and bright, and the whites of his eyes are very clean. Being looked at by these eyes, his heart is full of joy. throbbing involuntarily.

"I...you..."

Yu Xing talked about you and me for a long time, but didn't say a word.

He was both happy and scared in his heart, and he took a few deep breaths before he could speak calmly.

"I don't think you like me, Huo Yang, that night was just an accident, right? We are all adults, so there's no need to care. You have to stalk the person who is responsible for others. What's more, I'm a man and I don't need to be responsible. "

When Yu Xing spoke, it was a refusal.

Huo Yang's heart cooled down a little bit, he leaned back on the sofa, and messed up his hair in a bit of despair.

"Yes, we are adults, I can tell what liking is, Yu Xing, I really like you, don't pretend not to believe it."

"You used to like girls, Huo Yang. You had a girlfriend before, and I met her, a very beautiful girl."

Yu Xing Yu Xing also lowered his head, avoiding Huo Yang's gaze.

When the two of them first met, Huo Yang did have a girlfriend who was a model, but within half a year of their debut, Huo Yang broke up with that girl for unknown reasons.But Huo Yang's state at that time could not deceive anyone, he really liked it.

"You are just new for a while," Yu Xing said again, trying to persuade Huo Yang to return to the "right path". "I originally planned that if we don't meet each other, your thoughts will gradually fade away. At that time, you can still go to be with the girl you like."

Huo Yang looked at Yu Xing's head which he didn't dare to raise, and smiled weakly.

"What are you afraid of, Yu Xing, what are you afraid of, public opinion, or do you distrust me and think I will hurt you?"

Public opinion?There is a lot of tolerance towards homosexuality in China now, and there are a few celebrities who come out of the closet. Although it will be affected to a certain extent, it will not be suppressed without a foothold, and fans will not all lose their fans.

"If you don't want to make it public, we can hide it. Anyway, we are teammates. It's normal to be close."

Listening to Huo Yang's words, Yu Xing didn't raise his head or make a sound.

"Or do you really think that I will hurt you?" Huo Yang still smiled, but the smile didn't reach his eyes, "Yu Xing, you must not know that I have liked you for four years."

"When I first found out that I fell in love with you, I was very flustered. I used to like girls. I didn't understand why I suddenly fell in love with a guy who was not much shorter than me. It took me a long time to go Confirm whether I like you or not, and then I have the answer."

"I like it, and I like it more and more."

"But I think you don't seem to like me. You treat everyone the same. You are polite and distant. After spending so long with you, you only occasionally reply to me. That's why I insist on it." for so long."

Huo Yang is a chatterbox, he likes to talk nonsense and make jokes.

But now Huo Yang, he is very lonely, but he is also very serious, and he keeps talking about what he wants to say most sincerely.

"Huo Yang, what are you planning?"

Yu Xing sighed and smiled self-deprecatingly.

"I'm drawing you."

Yu Xing finally raised his head and met Huo Yang's gaze.

"Huo Yang," he said softly, "I'm actually just afraid, not because of your feelings, but because of myself."

He had to give Huo Yang an explanation, let him give up, let himself give up.

"You know my parents divorced when I was very young."

"My dad is gay, he tricked my mom into being his same wife."

Huo Yang's eyes widened slightly. He knew that Yu Xing's father, a frequent visitor in business magazines, was still well maintained in his early fifties, and he had the charm of a mature man.

"When they were not divorced, I saw him hugging a man. I didn't understand it at the time. Now when I think about it sometimes, I just feel disgusted. What's even more disgusting is that I seem to have inherited his sexual orientation, and I still have it. I have some thoughts about you."

Huo Yang listened to Yu Xing's childhood experience, the light in his eyes went off and on again.

"But it's just some thoughts, otherwise I wouldn't have made that mistake. Having sex with you is the most unlikely accident I think, but it just happened, and I can't help it. I just hope you can forget it slowly. "

"Huo Yang," he took a deep breath, with grief in his eyes, "what I can't accept, what I'm afraid of, has always been myself. Hate myself."

"I'm sorry, you go back, I'll call a car for you."

Huo Yang stood up, didn't leave, but walked around the table, and half-kneeled in front of Yu Xing, he held Yu Xing's hand tightly, looked up at Yu Xing, he heard himself speak, cruel and selfish:

"Then can you be brave for me and for the love I have for you?"

The author has something to say

Writing "Waste" is easy to abuse, and I can't help but want to abuse, give me a chance for two chapters, and the rest will definitely be full of sweetness!I want to speed up the plot (is there really a plot?), I can't wait to start a new article. "Waste" made me realize that I am really not suitable for writing sweet articles... In the next article, I want to return to my nature, love each other and kill dogs and blood!

Thirteen, together

Yu Xing didn't reply, and the two fell into a certain quiet atmosphere for a while.

The silence didn't last long, Yu Xing pulled out his hand and rubbed his temples a little irritably.

"I don't know what I should do."

Huo Yang didn't understand what Yu Xing meant, so he continued to look up at him.

"I don't know how to accept myself calmly. Although my mother said that she and my father broke up peacefully, it doesn't mean that she has not been hurt at all. She has been hurt by my father once, and I don't want to let it happen again. She's disappointed in me."

Huo Yang almost laughed out of anger.

"Then you plan to marry a woman in the future?"

Yu Xing glanced at Huo Yang in surprise.

"I won't get married."

In Yu Xing's own life plan, there is no place for the other half. He thinks about giving Yu's mother a retirement home, and when he gets old, he will go to a nursing home. He doesn't want any heirs. He has a failed father, and he thinks he can't. Be a good father.

Huo Yang was helpless in the face of self-serving and paranoid Yu Xing.

"Xiaoxing, you are with me, and you don't need to get married. If you don't want to, we can keep it from your mother. If you say you don't want to be like your father, shouldn't you avoid your real choice? Back then Isn't your father marrying your mother a sign of his avoidance? Besides, I don't believe you don't like me a little bit. "

Huo Yang feels that he is now like a pyramid scheme, trying to deceive Yu Xing with all kinds of fallacies.

There was wavering in Yu Xing's eyes, Huo Yang's words were heard in his ears, and there was some truth in them.

During adolescence, the first time I started to germinate, I found that the object of my heart was a boy. He felt at a loss, but he was still calm. He knew that he was not sick, but just liked the same sex. He felt that he should tell His mother, in his impression, has always been an open-minded and easy-going woman, and he hopes to get her comfort and support.

It's just that before he could open his mouth, he learned the truth about his parents' divorce. His cheap father who only gave money to their mother and child was really a cheap father who cheated on gay marriage.He looked at his mother with a smile and said, "It's okay, your father and I broke up peacefully." But when there was still a flash of hurt in his eyes, he swallowed the words, and he decided not to tell his mother.

Otherwise what would he say?

Coincidentally, Mom, you are simply a Wan Chai pier?

He called the man "Dad", not because blood is thicker than water, nor because of the deep love between father and son, but just because he got used to it, he didn't hate him, but he didn't have much love for him either.

For such a person who hurts his mother who is dependent on him, he subconsciously refuses to have any similarities with him, and even puts his own sexuality