not to die

Silk, black under the eyes, and pinholes on the exposed thin arms.

She was tortured.

Lin Mu blinked, the rain was heavy again, but she wanted to open her eyes wide, and the rain continued to seep into her eyes.I didn't know whether it was rain or tears that came out of my eyes.

"I have nowhere to go, do you know that I can only die now." Lin Mu smiled sadly, she coughed a few times, then stared into the distance, "But Shen Qu still has a choice, why is he Can't you love me well before I die?"

"He saved me, and I saved him again. We are a match made in heaven, why...why doesn't he know to look at me?"

Lin Mu was crying so hard that she was out of breath. She leaned lightly on the pillar, but she seemed helpless, and she was about to fall into the abyss in the next second.She wore a white skirt today, and it was soaked through at the moment, and the big hem of the skirt became a pile of burdens, falling down at her feet like a weight.

Meng Andong hoped that it was really a weight.Because Lin Mu is too thin, all her energy and energy have been worn away by illness and heart disease, and now she is just a skeleton with skin in this world, and every movement is because there is still an obsession.

She is almost insane.

"Come down quickly, you won't be able to solve any problems like this." Meng Andong approached slowly. He felt like drinking a stomach full of rainwater every time he said a word, but he couldn't back down, even if Lin Mu came here today with the determination to die. , he also had to work hard until the last moment.

He never wanted to see a living person die in front of him again.

Lin Mu took a step back without saying a word, and she couldn't help laughing when she saw Meng Andong stopped.It's not good for her to laugh now because she's been crying.

"You want to save me? Meng Andong, it's obvious that you are going to kill me, so you come to save me now?" Lin Mu's face twisted suddenly, she really hated the person in front of her, "How can you compare to me? ? You are just a dandy who loves to make trouble, you just met Shen Qu first, other than that, what do you have to fight with me?"

"Shen Qu is so good, don't you want it? Don't give it to me! Why, why do you show up again and again!"

She almost gritted her teeth, and Meng Andong even felt that if Lin Mu were a wolf, he would have pounced on him and tore him to pieces.

But Lin Mu is just a girl after all.

Meng Andong moved forward a few steps, Lin Mu was in a rage and didn't notice his movements.He tried his best to keep his tone as light as possible, and said, "No matter how much you like him, you have to live."

"You're dead, what are you fighting with me for?"

Lin Mu's mind was shocked, but she was by no means easily bewitched.She just stopped looking at Meng Andong, and instead looked at the gate of the rooftop.She is waiting for someone.

Meng Andong's eyelids twitched, and he asked, "Who are you waiting for? Shen Qu?"

"I just want him to make a choice, isn't it too much?" Lin Mu suddenly softened his tone, "If he loves me, I will live, if he doesn't love me, I will jump off."

"Lin Mu, can you have some dignity?" Hearing her ridiculous words, Meng Andong calmed down before speaking.

Lin Mu raised her eyebrows, her lips were bloodless, she stared at the other end stupidly, and said: "As long as Shen Qu can love me, I can do nothing. What is dignity? What is life? If not Shen Qu, I don't want to live anymore."

This man is completely insane.Meng Andong stayed in the rain for a long time, and his whole body became cold.Lin Mu must have notified Shen Qu, if Shen Qu came over, I don't know how to deal with this matter.He spat out the rainwater in his mouth, and stared at Lin Mu, afraid that she would make any further moves.

"Lin Mu, this trick of yours is meaningless. If Shen Qu comes later, he will definitely choose to save you first. Do you want to hear him lie? If he doesn't come, it is also possible. If you want How about it? Jumping from here alone, and falling so that your parents don't recognize you, are you happy?"

"In the end, Shen Qu is still mine. You died inexplicably. At most, he will present you with a bouquet of flowers at your funeral. But Lin Mu, chrysanthemums cannot turn into roses."

"Are you willing?"

Lin Mu was really irritated. She looked at Meng Andong fiercely, and said sharply, "So what if you lie to me? I'm happy, I like it! I just want to hear him say something..."

She squatted down slowly, and would lean back if she was not careful.But Meng Andong breathed a sigh of relief, and it seemed that Lin Mu was a little more relaxed.

The rain gradually subsided, but there was no second person on the roof.

Lin Mu cried until there were no more tears. She thought about what Meng Andong said just now, would Shen Qu not come?She just told Shen Qu that she was on the rooftop, if Shen Qu hadn't had time to look at his phone, if he had deleted his number... His tired eyes were full of panic and doubt, but the moment he saw Meng Andong, his coldness returned.

She must not lose.

Meng Andong already has a fever. He might be seriously ill when he returns home today, but the top priority now is to get Lin Mu down from the dangerous place.

"What are you doing?" Just as he was thinking, Lin Mu wanted to stand up.

Lin Mu's face was darkened, and she seemed to have calmed down a lot. She rubbed her calf and said, "I'm going down, I'm going to find Shen Qu." She tried once, but it seemed that she was almost on her back because of numbness in her legs. fall down.

"Help."

Meng Andong let out a big breath, the girl finally gave up, he stepped forward, before touching Lin Mu's arm, Lin Mu hugged him tightly.

"Meng Andong, if you die together, what I can't get, you can't get either." At this moment, she smiled brightly and her strength was astonishingly great, but she jumped back decisively.

The banquet was about to start, Shen Qu politely declined the toast from the tablemate, and took out his mobile phone to ask where Meng Andong had gone.He had been chatting with people just now and didn't pay attention to the information on his phone.So when he saw the message from Lin Mu, his heart was full of annoyance and fear.

I hope there is still time... Shen Qu thought so the moment he walked out of the rooftop gate.

But when he saw Lin Mu's resolute smile and Meng Andong's stiff back, he knew it was too late.

"Meng Andong!"

Shen Qu's dream is still about to wake up.

It turned out that Meng Andong was nothing more than a fight to his death after all.

Another funeral.

The tears on the faces of the Lin family's parents were still wet, and they numbly said "thank you" to each visitor, but when they saw who was coming in front of them, they still froze and tears fell down.

"Uncle, aunt, mourning..."

Shen Qu bowed deeply to them, dew still condensed on the white rose in his hand, he took a few steps forward, looking at the black and white photo, dazed for a moment.

In the photo, Lin Mu smiled softly. She was originally a good-looking girl, but the monotonous color cast a layer of sadness on her.Lin Mu was probably the light, even though it was just a ray of light, it only shone on Shen Qu.Shen Qu closed his eyes, but within a second, he still saw Lin Mu.

She didn't cry, she didn't scream, she just fell quietly. At the height of the 50th floor, time passes so slowly and so fast.She didn't look at anyone anymore, she obeyed the command of the wind, and slept peacefully in the sky.

"Snapped."

Very light, like a drop of rain falling.

Bright red, cracked, blooming.

The bouquet swayed, and Shen Qu placed it in front of the photo. The dew dripped on Lin Mu's face, as if he was crying.

"Lin Mu, don't meet me again in the next life."

"sorry."

"Thank you."

Thank you for your care, your tolerance, your waiting, your love.

Shen Qu turned around, tears streaming down his face.

There was another traffic jam on the road, and Shen Qu listened to the host's rambunctious talk on the radio. It should be very funny, but he couldn't squeeze out a smile.

To be honest, he didn't expect Lin Mu to let go.

Meng Andong grabbed the railing out of desperation, but the railing was wet and slippery, and he couldn't hold it for long, while Lin Mu was already hanging in mid-air.Shen Qu rushed over to pull Lin Mu up, his arms were trembling, but Lin Mu just shook his head.

"Do you love me, Shen Qu?"

"You don't have to lie to me, so you don't have to answer."

"Anyway, I love you, I love you the most."

Before he could exclaim in surprise, Lin Mu had already landed lightly.

Shen Qu trembled all over, the horn of the car behind him was already blaring loudly, he regained his composure, and the car drove forward.Afterwards, he heard Meng Andong tell the story of the incident, but he still didn't understand why Lin Mu lost his desire to live for a moment.

But these days, he gradually figured it out.Perhaps it was because of the "Meng Andong" he yelled, which cut off Lin Mu's last retreat.She was completely desperate and completely collapsed, so she wanted to die completely.

In the end it was he who killed Lin Mu, Shen Qu gritted his teeth, but couldn't control the sour eyes gradually filled with tears.

Shen Qu went back to his apartment, but when he opened the door, he smelled the aroma of food.Wearing an apron, Meng Andong was serving dishes and walked to the table. He was a little limp, and his eyes lit up when he saw Shen Qu.

"Come back, there's still a dish in the pot, I'll put it out and we'll be ready to serve. After washing your hands, come and scoop up the rice." Meng Andong walked slowly, but it seemed that he was deliberately walking normally. Shen Qu took a deep breath Tone, holding back the choking.

"Why did you come back so early? Didn't you say that the expert consultation will be the day after tomorrow?" Shen Qu wiped the water from his hands and reached for two rice bowls. "You should rest more. Didn't you say that you can get well after a good rest?"

"If it can get better, it's not too late. Besides, you don't want me if I'm lame?" Meng Andong glanced at him with a smile, and opened the lid of the pot.

The heat was rising, and Meng Andong was full of fireworks in the aroma. He fried it a few times with a shovel, took another sip of the sauce, and added salt after thinking for a while.

Shen Qu laughed out loud, Meng An