not to die

Hanging on him? "Lin Mu was pacing in place, she was so jealous that her nails were almost broken by herself, "You went to England to find him in your sophomore year, did he talk to you?Now that he is back, you eagerly move over again! "

"Do you have to like someone out of reach like me? Can't you... just look at me..."

Lin Mu took a few steps back, panting a little, took out the medicine from her bag with trembling hands and put it in her mouth.As she swallowed, she quietly shed tears.

"I'm sorry, Lin Mu." Shen Qu put his coat on her body. In the early autumn night, it was still a bit chilly, "Didn't we say that we were just dealing with grandpa? I always thought you liked..."

"Shen Qu, you are so unfair to me." Lin Mu wiped away tears, "If I said that without you, I might as well die...Will you agree to pretend to be a couple with me?"

"You are as affectionate to Meng Andong as you are to me. But I'm not afraid now." She smiled, took out the mirror to touch up her makeup, "Do you know why I came to your house tonight? You Grandpa asked for the wedding to be held quickly, and my parents were inside."

"Maybe soon, I will become Mrs. Shen."

Shen Qu stared blankly at the door of the hall, then suddenly shook off Lin Mu's hold, and strode towards the other end.

Lin Mu chased after a few steps, and suddenly stopped there.

"Shen Qu! I'm dying!"

"What did you say?" Shen Qu still stopped, he turned around slowly, and saw Lin Mu's heaving chest under the moon, she put on heavy makeup, but still couldn't hide the sickness on her face.

She burst into tears suddenly, the teardrops were frighteningly big, and they flowed out one by one, and her eyes felt like they were going to dry up.

"Just take pity on me, please...marry me..."

Shen Qu settled there.

Looking at Lin Mu's painful eyes, he suddenly felt his whole body turn cold.Lin Mu didn't lie to him.

Lin Mu squatted down slowly, she clutched her heart, panting heavily, but her eyes never left Shen Qu.In Shen Qu's peripheral vision, there was a soft light from the house, at this moment he felt that the light was as cold as the moonlight in the sky, but it was still difficult to avoid it.

"Lin Mu, what's the point of such a marriage?"

"Yes! Why not?" Lin Mu opened his eyes wide, and the tears did not stop, but flowed more quickly, "Half of the shares of Lin's company will be handed over to you. If you want to... the whole The Lin family is all yours!"

After she finished speaking, she coughed, her long hair drooping down in a mess.

Shen Qu thought of the girl who dragged him down in spite of herself back then, and never expected that today would be like this.With tonight's night in his eyes, he fixedly looked at the streetlight across the street.

"I mean... what does this mean to you? Lin Mu, I don't love you. Just this, this marriage is completely meaningless." The more Shen Qu said, the more Lin Mu's eyes became grayer.

She shook her head, then looked at Shen Qu and smiled: "The doctor said, I was going to survive, but my condition is getting worse all the time. Do you know the reason, Shen Qu?"

"Just because I know too well...you don't love me, yes, I knew it a long time ago. I knew it from the first time I saw you." Lin Mu talked to herself, and she repeated it over and over again Wiping her tears, "But I'm cheap... I like you so much that I feel distressed even seeing Meng Andong not wanting you. Do you know what you were thinking when I heard you went to England to find Meng Andong? I really want to kill you. Meng Andong... why would you, a person who is so proud and self-reliant, lower your figure to the dust for him?"

Lin Mu laughed softly, she laughed for a long time, and also cried for a long time.

"I finally figured it out, am I the same way. But I just can't let it go, Shen Qu... Even if I die, I just want to die in your arms, uh..."

She slowly fell on the ground, her exposed cheeks were as white as snow and as fragile as a paper doll.Shen Qu's fingertips were trembling, and he rushed to take her into his arms in a few steps.

His eyes were full of concern, but pure without a trace of affection.Lin Mu knew it with just one glance.Leaning in Shen Qu's arms, she spoke softly, as if the wind would blow away.

"You just... just play house with me once, just play once..."

Shen Qu didn't dare to hug her tightly and didn't answer.He gently comforted Lin Mu, but at a glance, he saw an extra figure under the street lamp.

Meng Andong looked at Shen Qu with dark eyes.He didn't dodge either, he just turned around after a while and gradually disappeared from Shen Qu's sight.

He didn't even have the strength to catch up, Shen Qu was powerless to deal with what was going on in front of him.Destiny, does it mean that people will become more and more resigned to it?

It was cool at night, Shen Qu carefully helped Lin Mu up, and said softly, "Go back to the house."

The next thing went smoothly, the Zhang family was happy to take advantage of this, the Lin family felt sorry for their daughter, and before the engagement banquet was held, the wedding was planned in a hurry.

Shen Qu just watched everyone get busy with cold eyes, as if he stayed out of the matter.But no one can really stay out of it.

"Huaijin wants to ask for a day off tomorrow? What's the matter?" The old man was sitting in the office leisurely making tea, and when he heard what Shen Qu said about the reason, he almost threw out his beloved tea set, "Engagement ? Why didn’t I hear you say it?”

"It's not a big deal." Shen Qu said lightly, he sorted out the materials that the teacher will use next and put them on the shelf, then stopped and smiled, "Don't you know the teacher now?"

The old man's eyes were very sharp, and he asked, "Is that the girl who came to see you a few times ago? What's her name... Lin..."

"Teacher, don't worry about me, just remember to come and have a drink." Shen Qu didn't want to talk too much, and smiled apologetically, "It's just that I may have to take a long vacation after a while...she is not in good health, I have to accompany."

"It's fine, it's fine, I won't do the bad job of beating mandarin ducks... Hey, Xiao Meng is here!"

Meng Andong opened the door, saw Shen Qu's stature paused, nodded to him, and said, "I heard that you are getting married, congratulations."

"Do you have time that day? Do you want to have a drink?" Shen Qu smiled. He picked up a magazine from the table and looked at Meng Andong while flipping through it.

He acted so naturally, like every groom waiting for the wedding.Meng Andong secretly smiled wryly. He was thinking about how to evade the invitation that was quietly lying on the coffee table in the apartment, but the host came to him and asked him to agree.

"Well, Xiaomeng and I can go together, and I'll have a few drinks with the old man." The old man didn't know the truth, and happily hummed a little song.

Meng Andong handed over the documents to be handed in to the old gentleman and said, "I will definitely go there when I have time."

"Why aren't you free?" Shen Qu put down the book and looked at him fixedly.

Before Meng Andong could say anything, Shen Qu just said "Farewell" and left the door.

"This...what's the matter?"

"It's just a premarital phobia. Don't young people fear marriage now..." Meng Andong made up a nonsense reason, and chatted with the old man all afternoon.

He was still afraid, he was still upset after all.

The atmosphere of the hospital is really hard to like. Life and death are intertwined here. Every step I take, I feel a biting wind blowing through my heart.

Shen Qu carried the porridge he cooked and pressed the floor where Lin Mu's ward was located.

He was alone in the elevator, and he had a moment to breathe.The person reflected in the mirror is so strange that he doesn't look like him. Anyone who looks at him will think that this is a handsome and good young man, but Shen Qu feels that what is hidden in this skin is still the old self.

Same branchless.The same humble and pitiful.

"Ding."

He put away all the gloomy emotions and walked out quickly.

"Where is the person?" Shen Qu rarely showed such a serious expression. He put down the lunch box, glanced at the empty ward, and looked at the doctor again.

"The patient said there was something urgent, and the family picked him up."

"Urgent matter? Who is their family?" Shen Qu took out his mobile phone and didn't blame anything after hearing the doctor's explanation.

With Lin Mu's current physical condition, there is nothing that can be called "urgent" for her.The only thing that can make her anxious may be the matter of Shen Qu.

But today, they agreed to tell Shen Fu about the wedding.

Shen Qu's heart sank, and he quickly ran out of the ward.

Shen Qu dialed Lin Mu's phone in the car, but no one answered.

Shen Fu now lives in a high-end residential area. At first, she raised a cat. I heard that she brought back a golden retriever from the pet shop.The Zhang family will give her a lot of living expenses every month. She lives a nourishing life, but she is also lonely.

In fact, Shen Qu really wanted to be with her, but he often just came over to sit in the community, thinking about what Shen Fu was doing in the house.But he was actually afraid of seeing Shen Fu.

Shen Qu stood outside the door and was about to knock on it, only to find that the door was not closed.

"Auntie, homosexuality is disgusting..."

Shen Qu pushed open the door, and the cats and dogs at home rushed towards him at the same time.Shen Fu's disgusted eyes were sharper than anything else.

"Lin Mu!" he yelled, Shen Qu gave Lin Mu the most care and kindness he had, and he had never yelled at her through gritted teeth like today.

Lin Mu just froze, turned to Shen Fu with tears in his eyes, and continued: "We can't let this disease harm Shen Qu, we have to make him and Meng Andong break off!"

"Yes, we have to make a clean break!"

Shen Fu at this moment is just a mother who loves her son dearly. In her smudged life, she has seen too many female ticket buyers who come out to find men.Better understand the prevalence of AIDS among this group of people.

She couldn't tolerate Shen Qu being one of them. How could her son be delayed by a man when he was so good?

"The young master of the Meng family?" She still remembers this title. She used to be full of guilt, but now she feels deeply.