not to die

Anton hardly drank much, but Zheng Bai was so determined to drink until he vomited.Is he embarrassed to bother Zheng Bai's daughter-in-law, probably Gao Yan?Raising his hand and rubbing the center of his eyebrows, Meng Andong parked the car firmly, and looked up at the sign of the Education Bureau.

He will come to work tomorrow, Meng Gengyu said not to embarrass himself.

Meng Andong took out a heavy box from the trunk. He locked the car and carried the box over.

Fortunately, the side door was still open, so Meng Andong greeted the guard and went upstairs.Is there anyone working at this time?He glanced casually, then unlocked and entered his office.

After all the books and materials were arranged one by one, the hour and minute hands were already pointing to 12.Let's talk about cleaning tomorrow. After taking another look at the room, Meng Andong opened the door and turned off the light with his backhand.

When the door was locked, he heard that the people in the opposite room came out, but Meng Andong didn't want to meet his colleagues so soon.He locked the door twice before turning around to leave.After walking a few steps, Meng Andong still glanced at the opposite side. He felt a little strange, why he only heard the sound of closing and locking the door but no footsteps.

Sure enough, there was a dark figure at the opposite door, tall and thin, looking very tall and straight.But just motionless, like a fool.

"What a weirdo..." Meng Andong turned his head away, stopped suddenly, and looked over there again foolishly.

In fact, it is still somewhat bright, and the person is already white, so you can tell it if you look closely.In Meng Andong's eyes, he gradually changed from blurred to clear, followed by tearing pain.

Maybe he got taller, or lost weight again?Meng Andong thought so, but turned around and went straight down the stairs.

How can you lose weight?Wouldn't the Zhang family take good care of him?He should be living a free and easy life now, at least better than himself - these were Meng Andong's thoughts before returning to China, but all of them disappeared when he saw that man.

Meng Andong knew it earlier, that person must have been living uncomfortable and uncomfortable all these years.He should be happy, he should look up to the sky and laugh and lament that this is all retribution... But Meng Andong's footsteps became faster and faster, and his legs ached again.

He is puzzled, he is distressed.

"Meng Andong—"

Meng Andong's leg twitched and he almost fell beside the car.The people behind didn't dare to chase him anymore, they only dared to call his name.

Until the car drove away, Shen Qu didn't dare to take another half step.

In the past few days since he came back, his work has been going well. Although Meng Andong is an airborne soldier, he has his academic qualifications there, and he is unambiguous in doing things.As soon as he came back, he was a director, but he didn't let others call him director, because he felt that it was unfair, so everyone called him Xiaomeng Xiaomeng.

"Xiao Meng," the old man actually waited at his door today, "Where are you going to have lunch, and will you go home?"

Meng Andong quickly locked the door, and said with a smile: "There is no one at home, I usually eat outside."

"Young people always eat out, okay? I just happened to have a broken bicycle today, so you can give me a ride and I'll treat you to a meal, how about it?"

Facing the old man's fiery eyes, Meng Andong really couldn't refuse. Anyway, he has to help with this job, and he can decide whether to eat or not at that time.

The old gentleman went to the university where he was teaching, and ordered Meng Andong to fetch two beers before walking slowly towards the campus.

"Xiao Meng, do you still remember the fellowship I mentioned?"

The strings in Meng Andong's mind suddenly tensed, and he said, "I'm the only one who graduated, how about..."

"Hey, hey, that's why you don't understand. Aunt Li and Aunt Liu in the unit are very concerned about you, and I especially entrusted me to introduce some friends to you. The girls in our school are all outstanding, absolutely worthy of you!"

Regardless of Meng Andong's refusal, the old gentleman dragged him to the fifth floor of the cafeteria, a large banquet hall, which was used as a party venue tonight.

A lot of people have already come to the venue, men and women are very pleasing to the eye, with the unique vigor of young people, seeing the old man, they all come over to say hello one by one, quite polite.

"Teacher! Is the handsome guy behind you from our school?"

"Xiao Meng, put the beer in the kitchen first, and come here soon!" The old man bought a pass, and Meng Andong quickly took this opportunity to escape from everyone's eyes.

This old man is really powerful. Meng Andong went into the kitchen, put the beer aside, and asked, "Can I put it here?"

"Just put it in whatever you want, help me get a can, thank you."

Meng Andong took a can neatly, turned around and handed it over.

"Please open it, thank you..."

Everything came to an abrupt end.

Shen Qu's outstretched hand looked a little embarrassed, he quickly turned off the fire, and the sweat on his forehead made it obvious to Meng Andong.

He touched his nose awkwardly and opened his mouth to say something, but in the end he just licked his chapped lips.He looked very tired, and Meng Andong was a little displeased by the black eyes and his too thin figure.

What has Shen Qu been doing all these years?It doesn't look as good now as it used to.

Meng Andong was faintly angry, and he didn't know why.

Remembering that he was still wearing a ridiculous apron, Shen Qu hurried to take it off, but suddenly touched the edge of the hot pot, and his face turned pale.But even when he was in pain, he just grunted and never cried out.

"I... I didn't know you were coming today. The food will be ready soon. You go and wait outside." Shen Qu carefully hid his hands behind his back.

"You think I can still eat it? Young Master Zhang?" Meng Andong stared at Shen Qu's face, seeing Shen Qu's eyes dimmed after hearing this, he actually had the urge to hug this man.

This is so irrational.

Shen Qu nodded, not knowing what he was affirming, but he still smiled and said, "I'm going to continue cooking." After that, he turned around and fired again.

Amidst the rumble of the hood, Meng Andong watched helplessly as he couldn't hold the shovel steady but tried to hold back. He really wanted to tear down the kitchen.

His emotions are here, completely out of control.

"I told you to stop." Meng Andong reached out and turned off the fire again. He rubbed his temples that ached from anger, "Aren't you really in pain, Shen Qu?"

Shen Qu's shoulders trembled, and he directly took the pot and dumped the vegetables into the trash can.

He put it back into the pot and remained silent for a long time.

"Of course it hurts, Meng Andong." Shen Qu turned his head, looked at Meng Andong in a daze, and said loudly.He shed tears again, those eyes were still beautiful, the corners of the eyes were red, but the pupils were black and shiny, the tears rolled down naturally, making the onlookers palpitate.

Meng Andong missed his gaze. He saw that Shen Qu's hands had been scalded with blisters, which was very hideous.

"Hey, what's wrong with Huaijin?" The old gentleman came to urge the dishes as a representative, but saw his apprentice injured his hand, so he hurriedly pushed Meng Andong to take Shen Qu to the infirmary.

Meng Andong didn't refuse, and Shen Qu didn't say a word.He grabbed Shen Qu's other arm and walked out of the venue step by step.

His palms were hot and his back was firm. Shen Qu suddenly had an idea.

If he continues like this, even if he dies, he will be happy with it.

The aunt in the infirmary had already packed her things and was about to leave work. Seeing Shen Qu's injury, she hurriedly washed her hands and took out the medicine.

"Why are you so careless? If the little girls who like you find out, they won't be so heartbroken." The old aunt has sharp eyes, and she immediately recognized that this is the student council president who has been in the school for several years.While nagging, Xixi was sterilized, drugged, and bandaged thinly before giving up.

"Be careful in the future, I have to go home and cook. Remember to change the medicine tomorrow, classmate!" Auntie hurriedly rode an electric car and left in a hurry.

The two people were separated by a long distance, and the light in the corridor was very dim, so that the two shadows cuddled together.

No one moved, no one spoke.Meng Andong was thinking that this is the only way they can do now.

Shen Qu moved first, he turned to go to the cafeteria, but was grabbed by Meng Andong.

"Are you going back to cook? Would they starve to death without you?" Meng Andong realized how aggressive his tone was after he said that.

Shen Qu just said: "But I will starve to death."

"..." Meng Andong was at a loss for words, he let go of his hand, and he didn't know how much courage he mustered before he opened his mouth, "I invite you."

As long as there is Shen Qu, everything will develop in an unpredictable direction.At least in Meng Andong's world, whether he went abroad or returned home, he was full of hatred in his heart, but when he saw Shen Qu again, and saw Shen Qu who was still as thin as a young man, he suddenly realized one thing.

The hate and love back then have now been intertwined into sharp knives, slowly grinding in his heart. Between love and hate, after time has passed, he is full of infinite obsession with Shen Qu.

What is obsession?Obsession is love and hatred that cannot be parted in this life.

Meng Andong ordered, but when the waiter read the order, he realized that he didn't order any spicy dishes.Shen Qu obviously noticed it too. He lowered his eyes and said, "You don't have to take care of me like this...waiter, replace the corn fried shrimp with Maoxuewang."

When the waiter went down, the room became quiet again.

"Don't the Zhang family treat you well?" Meng Andong looked at Shen Qu who was almost skinny in his eyes again, and asked again.

Shen Qu quickly waved his hands and said, "Grandpa and Uncle Erbo are very kind to me."

"Then what about your cheap father?" Meng Andong had a mocking expression on his face, how could such a goddamn bastard be nice to Shen Qu.

"I basically don't see him, he doesn't live in the old house." Shen Qu took a sip of water, a little cautious.

"Old house? The Zhang family is determined to train you, Master Zhang... he