not to die

It's not the end of school time, but in the next second, I saw someone flying high.

I heard someone hysterical in the wind and rain again.

When Shen Qu was pulled to the ground, he felt that his whole body was about to fall apart. He fell to the side of the truck and watched Deng Zhi fly out clearly.

Lin Mu was lying beside him, and the girl dragged Shen Qu over at the last moment.

Shen Qu sat on the ground, staring blankly at the blood spreading on the ground like ripples on the surface of water.

Some people have called the police, and some have called 120.It seems that only when a car accident happened, people hidden in the rain came out slowly.

Shen Qu saw him, stretched out his hand, but withdrew it again, unable to say a word.

When Meng Andong came, Deng Zhi landed on the ground, and he could clearly see the splash of water.

Before the locomotive stopped, he fell heavily from the car.The pain from dislocation of bones almost made him faint, Meng Andong couldn't stand up, something was hoarse in his throat, but he couldn't say anything.

Zheng Bai was also frightened, but he didn't dare to stop Meng Andong.

Why do the scariest episodes play over and over in your head?Meng Andong crawled towards Deng Zhi's side, he kept blinking, maybe because the rain dazzled his eyes, or maybe he still thought it was just a dream.

Can wake up to nothing.

He thought about many scenes along the way, but none were as gray as his eyes.He crawled to Deng Zhi's side and called "Mom" softly.

Deng Zhi hadn't heard Meng Andong call her mother for a long time.

Deng Zhi's drenched hair was full of blood. When Meng Andong held her head up, he felt the stickiness on his hands. He felt that all his broken bones were broken again, and each root was pierced into his heart.

Holding her in his arms, he was horrified to notice that her body temperature was gradually passing away.But at this moment, Meng Andong's heart was as calm as a pool of stagnant water. He lowered his head and bumped his forehead with Deng Zhi.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and ambulances and police cars arrived one after another. When the medical staff came forward, Meng Andong was very cooperative. He suddenly stood up and stepped aside.

He looked up at Shen Qu in the boundless rain, but with just one glance, he suddenly fell down.

The sky suddenly cleared, but it was still cold standing by the window.Shen Qu saw Shen Yunfan get off the car in the yard, he lowered his head, and caught a glimpse of the white flower on his chest out of the corner of his eye.

Shen Qu blinked, feeling that his eyes were very dry, and wanted to reach out to rub them, but clenched his fists like masochistic, and did not move again.

But I can't even shed tears.

"Huaijin, let's go."

Shen Yunfan went upstairs to take a look at him, and was about to go downstairs when Shen Qu said, "Can you not go?"

"Not going?" Shen Yunfan laughed suddenly, he stopped there and shook his head, "Some things can only be resolved by talking face to face."

He walked downstairs quickly, Shen Qu slowly raised his head, the light and shadows were mottled on his face, and the edges and corners of his face suddenly became clear.

Growth is intermittent pain, Shen Qu took a step forward, closed his eyes for a moment, and then walked on.

The Zhangjiazhaizi was some distance away from the funeral venue, and Shen Qu rarely had the opportunity to take a car, and such a trek made his physical strength a bit overwhelming.The discomfort caused by motion sickness made his legs go weak after getting out of the car, and he almost fell down.Fortunately, Shen Qu was quick enough to support the car door, stabilized for a moment, and then recovered.

"Young Master Meng," Shen Yunfan sized up the boy in the wheelchair in front of him, with a serious expression, "We, the Zhang family, are also deeply saddened to hear the sad news of Mrs. Meng's death..."

Meng Andong's expression was not affected by his words in the slightest, his eyes were misty, and suddenly fell on Shen Qu.

"What are you doing here? Shen..." There was a bit of sarcasm in his eyes, "Zhang Huaijin, Young Master Zhang..."

"Did you pity me?"

He even tapped his leg as a prank.

There was a whirlwind, both physically and psychologically, Shen Qu staggered a few steps and retreated to the side of the car, only then did he feel something to rely on.His palms were covered with cold sweat, but he couldn't argue a bit.

"Meng..." Shen Qu resisted the strong discomfort, and tremblingly said a word, only to find that the person in front of him had already left.

He didn't need to pretend anymore, Shen Qu pressed his stomach hard, squatting down pale.

"Are you ok?"

Shen Qu refused Zhang Yunfan's support, and he just curled up there quietly.

Like a lonely little animal, slowly realizing that he has been abandoned.

The funeral was very simple, Meng Gengyu and Meng Andong were the only ones present in the Meng family, and only Deng Zhi's useless older brother came from the Deng family.There were not many guests, and the whole venue was deserted, and not many people spoke, which seemed unusually solemn.

Zhang Yunfan was here to show off, and Shen Qu sat in the corner with him, trying to minimize his presence.Everyone present had heard about how Deng Zhi died, but who dared to cast their eyes in this direction?

"That's it? The Meng family is really shameless. My sister gave you everything, and now she even lost her life. You just use this little money to send me away?"

Zhang Yunfan looked at it, and said with a sneer, "The Deng family is really embarrassing. Deng Lin, who is so incompetent, is messing around here."

Shen Qu was holding a cup of hot water. He looked over and his hands trembled.

Meng Gengyu had already left at this time, and the only one Deng Lin was pestering was Meng Andong.

Meng Andong obviously didn't expect his uncle to attack at this moment, he frowned and said, "Uncle, we'll talk about it when we go home."

It may be because the other party is just his little nephew, Deng Lin has a lot of confidence, he sneered, and said: "Anton, I don't want too many, doesn't your father still have a few companies under his control? I'll just share some shares..."

"I don't know these things. It's useless for you to ask me now." Meng Andong immediately cut off Deng Lin's words, "My mother's bones are still alive, so you talk about these things in front of her...Uncle, wouldn't she be disappointed if she found out?"

These words were spoken so loudly that many guests heard them.Deng Lin's face turned blue and white, his eyes rolled a few times, and he saw Shen Qu sitting there.

He knew that Meng Gengyu wanted to get rid of the mess of the Deng family, and the Meng family would definitely abandon them, and the days after that would be even more difficult.Perhaps it was because the Deng family had really fallen to the extreme in recent years. Deng Lin's money was not at 01:30 these days, so he thought badly.

Deng Lin turned around, grabbed a fruit knife on the table, and rushed towards Shen Qu.

"It was you who killed my little sister! If your Zhang family doesn't give an explanation today, I will kill you!"

The sudden change was only in an instant, and Shen Qu didn't even want to hide when he heard Deng Lin's words. He stood there in a daze, and saw Meng Andong's terrified expression behind Deng Lin's back.

Do you still worry about yourself?Why should you worry about someone like him?

Shen Qu felt the severe pain of being cut open in the chest, but it was strange that this feeling seemed to be delayed and transmitted to his brain inch by inch, and every minute of breathing felt that life was worse than death.

When knocked to the ground, Shen Qu saw Meng Andong fall heavily from the wheelchair.

"It's not worth it..." Shen Qu coughed up blood and slowly lost consciousness.

Obviously, the body is heavy and is about to fall into the endless abyss, but the pain is like a slender but not negligible rope that strangles the person fiercely, hanging in the void, unable to breathe or break free.

Shen Qu woke up suddenly, the dull pain in his chest made him stretch out his hand to cover it, but the person beside the bed pressed his hand hard, and fell into the soft bed.

"Who are you acting for, Shen Qu?" Meng Andong spoke with a strong nasal voice, his tone was cold, like a snake whispering in his ear, "Do you think I will feel bad? Do you think I will forget that you are How did you kill my mother?"

"It's not me..." Shen Qu argued weakly.

The smooth rolling sound of the wheelchair stopped Shen Qu, and he asked, "Your legs..."

Meng Andong's movements stopped, but he slowly got up and stood up.

He sat on the edge of the bed, but still didn't let go of his hands.

"It's lame at most, and it can't be used up." Meng Andong gradually clenched his hands tightly, almost intertwined with Shen Qu's fingers, "Are you satisfied?"

Shen Qu's chest heaved violently, and there were tears in his eyes, but he didn't know why he should shed these tears.

With guilt?in anger?Or in love?

He had nothing more to say.

Meng Andong could clearly see the pain in Shen Qu's eyes, as well as his pale face.But Meng Andong felt aggrieved, he couldn't understand Shen Qu's resignation, so his subordinates worked harder.

"Don't you explain something?"

"What can you explain?" Shen Qu seemed to be smiling. He stared blankly at Meng Andong, "Do you explain how I killed your mother? Or explain...I love you?"

Time seemed to stand still, and Meng Andong couldn't react. He held Shen Qu's hand tightly and asked, "How dare you say that you...love me?"

"Is it believable that the son of a female cousin/son said love?"

Shen Qu turned his head away, until now... Heh, until now, he has only been labeled with this label.

I should have known that I couldn't get rid of it, I should have known it long ago.

Meng Andong was silent for a while, then said, "Are you disappointed?"

"How can I be disappointed?"

Shen Qu felt the pain in his chest again, probably because the anesthesia expired, he curled up slightly, thinking that this would make him feel better.

He wanted to take out his hand, but Meng Andong gripped it even tighter.

"What are you crazy about?"

"Am I crazy, or are you driving me crazy? Shen Qu, I was really afraid of hurting you and scaring you, but now I think about myself, it's ridiculous. You can even afford the Zhang family, so what I do is unreasonable." Should it be..."

"Besides, if I