I'm fighting with my boyfriend every day

Tick, tick.

The whole chicken that I knocked down on the table was unwilling to be lonely, and the soup dripped on the ground.

There was a bright sun outside the window. For some reason, all the cicadas stopped singing at this moment.

Shen Shiwei rolled up the tablecloth, cut off the sound of the water, and didn't let any movement disturb his next words: "Guess, who saved me in the end?"

I shook my head slowly.

He stretched out his finger and tapped on my chest: "You are still a fool! You don't know if you really understand that I am dying, or you think I am joking, you also jumped into the ditch, making a big noise , and finally alarmed the other adults."

I said shyly, "You, how old were you at that time? Could it be that you got scared and misremembered?"

Shen Zhiwei laughed artificially: "Of course I was young, so I was so scared and misremembered! I don't know how many times I have told myself that. How could Shen Daxia refuse to save him? Why would father want his son to die?"

He seemed to be talking about the most ridiculous and embarrassing thing in the world: "But I thought of a scary thing. What if I wasn't Shen Xiaoxuan's son? What should I do? Brothers and sisters love me so much, Because I am the master's flesh and blood; the underworld and the white way give me three points, because I am the young master of Zhuoxiu. If it is not Shen Xiaoxuan's son, what is Shen Zhiwei? But I am afraid that I am Shen Xiaoxuan's Son. How many sons are not as good as pigs and dogs, so that his own father wants to kill him?"

He seemed dissatisfied that I didn't answer, and said "tsk": "Senior Brother Qin, people always deceive themselves, and I almost convinced myself that I remembered wrongly. But he saw me sinking for the second time."

Just like that night on the battlefield, Shen Zhiwei's eyes suddenly passed over my shoulder again, and something caught him.

He said softly: "Look, what is that?"

Following his gaze, I slowly turned my head stiffly and fearfully like a heroine in a horror movie.

There is not a bloody ghost standing in the corner, but a bloody flag.

It was the "Feng Chou" that was torn in half by Shen Zhiwei.

I was taken aback: "You...!"

He shook his head, finally showing a bit of misery in his sarcasm: "It's not me. It's because of my mother's kindness, she specially found this flag from the army and encouraged me to cherish it."

"Shen Xiaoxuan has never praised me, and never expected me. But before the expedition, he finally gave me a flag. The appearance of the phoenix, the appearance of the phoenix, is so auspicious, and it is like a father's earnest entrustment. That day I I don’t know how happy I am. I know that I don’t have the strength of a corpse, but I’m still happy! I also want to tell you that you are no longer the only one in the army with a ‘folded head’ flag!”

Shen Zhiwei looked at the flag.

His blood and tears that night were all spit to the sky after all, and he couldn't touch this lofty thing.

For so many years, Shen Shiwei has been careful and calculated every step of the way, in order not to do stupid things anymore, and not to give himself the chance to see Shen Xiaoxuan standing on the sidelines.

Shen Xiaoxuan can't wait for him to make a mistake, but it doesn't matter, he can still push him with his own hands.

I felt my heart constrict into a stiff knot.Shen Zhiwei and I have quarreled countless times, and this is the one I won the most: "But why did he kill you! What good would killing you do for him? Is it for Mu Lantian?"

Shen Zhi sneered slightly: "Mu Lantian? Mu Lantian is just Shen Xiaoxuan's dog. Although he has the Li family behind him, is Shen Xiaoxuan controlled by his relatives? Now everyone knows that Mu Lantian will not save him when he dies." , you go ask Lu Zheng, ask those fighters who escaped death, do they hate Zhengao, or my Eighth Junior Brother more? If it is for Mu Lantian, how can Shen Xiaoxuan let him be criticized in public?"

I said: "But it has been more than ten years, since he wants you to die, why should he wait for you to grow up before doing it?"

Shen Zhiwei still wants to be as nonchalant as before, talking about himself as if talking about others, but now his acting skills are not so good: "That's right, Senior Brother Qin is talking. I've been tossing and turning about this matter too, what good will it do Shen Xiaoxuan if I die? Why wait until now?"

"I can still charge and fight for him now. Even if he is afraid of me, he should wait until he squeezes me enough before giving up. For Chen Fang? The one surnamed Ying is a loyal minister, but the one surnamed Shen is not. I'm afraid it won't be my turn. , Shen Xiaoxuan had killed the king a long time ago. Until later I thought of something and felt that it made sense."

He raised his head and stared into my eyes: "Qin Zhan, do you really want to listen? Once you know some things, you can never separate them from me."

I smiled wryly and said, "I can't take it apart for a long time."

On that miserable night of defeat, I held him in my arms, afraid that there would be another enemy attack, and I dared not close my eyes until dawn.He was pissed off by me in the Golden Magpie Courtyard, but he still secretly followed me home.We fought the first beautiful victory in our lives together, and spent a miserable New Year's Eve together in a shed surrounded by drafts.He saved me from Zhengao, and I picked him up from the ice water.He swept my prestige in front of beautiful girls, but it didn't matter, I kissed him twice greasy in front of hundreds of people at the family festival.

Thousands of entanglements, it is evil or fate.How can I disassemble it?

Shen Zhi stared at me for a moment, and finally sighed: "Think about it, if I really die in this battle, in terms of status and achievements, who can take over my soldiers and connections as a matter of course?"

I said, "Who?"

Shen Zhiwei stopped talking and still looked at me.

I feel like a frog caught by a snake: "You, you, you..."

He said: "Only..."

I jumped a few steps on the spot, wanting to shake his gaze away, even more wanting to go up and cover his mouth: "Nonsense! Impossible!"

But he still said: "Only you, Senior Brother Qin."

I yelled: "Nonsense! Why does Shen Xiaoxuan treat me so well?!"

Shen Shi shook his head slightly: "It's no wonder, you really don't know what happened back then. Qin Zhan, your grandfather was the head of Liuxu back then, and there were only three apprentices under his knees, one was an old friend's nephew who couldn't bear to accept it, and the other was The only son of my own sister, and the other one is the apple of my eye. If you are the head of the sect, who do you want your precious daughter to marry? Of these two senior brothers, one is an honest man who is several years older and the other is a young man. Cousin with the same appearance and enviable talents, if you were this little junior sister, which one would you prefer?

The next thing to talk about is too embarrassing, and his eyes can't help but drift out of the window: "Everyone in the Jianghu back then thought that Shen Xiaoxuan would marry your mother and become the head of Liuxu. No one expected You don’t even know how sensational the world was when my grandfather thought highly of him as a young hero, and was willing to marry a daughter of the famous Li family to a wild man in the world.”