I'm fighting with my boyfriend every day

Manjushri has cat eyes, which looks like wearing colored contact lenses.Now his pupils, which are much larger than ordinary people's, are covered with mist, and there is no sadness or joy, and a terrified me is reflected in the middle.

Manjusri slowly leaned down and put his face on my knee.I heard him muttering like a dream: "Master, let's go. I have been with you for half a year, and I know that you are not happy every day. You are different from them. Even you laugh at yourself as stupid. Only I know that you can't be cruel. If you don’t want to harm others, you can only harm yourself. This road will only become more and more difficult in the future, and I’m really afraid that one day you will suffer a lot.”

He gently rubbed his cheek against my knee: "Mr. Shen...Mr. Shen is a ruthless person. You are in love with each other now, and you have boundless happiness, but one day you need to hurt you, and he will do it even while weeping." Come out. What would you do then? Master, I was afraid you would be sad, so I didn’t tell you. The Zhengao friend you mentioned was beheaded and hung in the vegetable market. Mr. Shen saw it, but he didn’t stop him ah."

I didn't know what to do, so I could only pat him on the head stiffly twice: "You too... think too much. You are willing to leave now, just to share my worries."

but where can i goMy home is here.

Inexplicably, I fell on the body of someone else's son and took over the favor of his parents.There are a lot of benefits, and the obligation is not exhausted. If they just run away, what will Qin Heng and Aunt Xu do?

The cloth on my knees was wet, but Manjusri still stubbornly continued to draw cakes: "Let's go to Lianlun Road. It is said that the four seasons are like spring there. If there is still war in the Central Plains, we will go to Porodo. I heard that all the way to the west." , through the large and small Hu countries, there is also a sea. You don’t have to look at the dead people around you anymore. If you love to drink, the most in Hu country is good wine. If you love to make friends, make friends as much as you want. I think you are bad." He raised his face full of tears: "Shall we go?"

I smiled wryly and said, "That sounds good. When I have a chance, I will definitely go to Hu State to see it." I wanted to stand up, but Manjusri suddenly grabbed my trousers.

His eyes rolled around in horror, he didn't know what thought he wanted to grasp, he hugged my leg tightly, the tears that could not be shed that night finally welled in his eyes: "No, it's more than that. You want more What? Tell me. Whatever you want, I will give you my life. If you like men, I am a man. If you like women, I am a woman. If you want to marry a wife and take concubines, I will be your slave. You animals, as long as I can stay..."

He suddenly smiled charmingly, but with tears streaming down his face, it was not as good-looking as he imagined, and he suddenly reached out and pulled my belt: "Master, just let me serve you here for a while! You don't know that I have sex on the bed?" He will never be able to compare with how capable and how many tricks he can do!"

I grabbed his hand, not knowing whether to be angry, disgusted, or sad: "What do you want? Manjushri, you are not insulting yourself, you are still insulting me!"

He laughed loudly, tears fell into the mud: "What do you want? I think you can like me. I don't have Mr. Shen's martial arts power, I don't have his handsomeness, I can't grow up with you like him, I can't live and die with you on the battlefield. What can I compare with him? How can I compare with him? But I still want you to like me. I can win him, only one "cheap", he will Say this kind of thing to you, do these things? How can you tell me not to be cheap? If I am not cheap, what is left?"

I just wanted to run away, and felt that there was a quagmire all around me, and I was being pulled deeper and deeper by Manjushri, so I pushed him away: "Shut up!"

I thought he was going to pounce on me and tug at me, but he was lying on the ground and said softly, "Okay."

Manjushri wiped away his tears with his backhand, and Shi Shiran stood up.

As if the conversation just now had never happened, he took off his coat by himself, fearing that it would get wrinkled, folded it and put it on the package: "I'll watch the fire, master have another drink, so you can sleep well."

I kind of regret pushing him, but any reassurance at the moment will only make things worse.

The thunder rolled, and I was afraid of flooding in, so I changed to a higher place to sit.When I closed my eyes, I didn't expect that the rain was like howling back, and it couldn't fall after all.

I sleep more soundly in the wilderness than in my bed.When I woke up again, the sky was dim and the package was still there, but Manjushri and the two Zhengao children were gone.

I was startled, and quickly got out from under the rock. The long grass was trampled down in several places, and I don't know when it was.I was looking left and right, and someone bumped into me head-on, but it was one of the Zhengao children, who knocked himself to the ground, yelled like a ghost, and steam was steaming in his crotch.

I saw a bunch of long grass lying down where he came, so I hurriedly chased him for fear of danger.

I yelled Manjusri's name, and the frightened birds flew around as if they had emerged from the mud, with two bare feet protruding from a tall grass, pedaling convulsively.

I jumped into the grass, but saw Manjusri riding on the girl Zhengao, with his hands tightly wrapped around her neck.

I was startled and angry, and shouted: "What are you doing!" I reached out to lift Manjusri's collar, but he refused to let go, and even took the girl Zhengao's body with him.I kicked him in the waist, bent over while he was in pain, and threw him out.

The girl fell back to the ground without moving. I touched her nose and mouth, but luckily she was still alive.

Manjushri lay down in the grass, shaking all over from giggling and laughing.

I said, "Are you crazy?!"

He said bitterly: "They stole my clothes. It wasn't on her..."

I said, "Is a piece of clothing worthy of killing someone?"

Manjushri grabbed the grass roots tightly, and he interrupted loudly: "But my belt is inside!"

He had never spoken to me in such a rough voice.

I asked, "Why is the belt so important?"

It was like shooting him.

He turned his head and looked straight into my eyes.

I suddenly understood what a belt was.

He once asked me for a sash, saying to pray for me.

But later, when I was chatting with people, I realized that there is no such custom at all. Giving clothes and belts is a gift for Zhengao people to accept concubines.

I had a chill down my back.But he immediately told himself that he was used to treating himself as a girl, and wanted to be my younger brother, so he would use this method to sign the contract.

Then I quickly put it out of my mind.

What else can I do if I don't forget?I shouldn't have asked such a question at all.

Manjushri giggled again, not knowing who he was laughing at.He said quietly: "Does the Lord dislike me even more?"

I felt uncomfortable, loosened my neckline and gasped for breath: "You wait for me under the rock first."

Manjushri glanced at the unconscious girl: "Do you feel sorry for her?" He smiled and said, "Do you want to guard her here, invite a doctor for her, and bring her back to Yun to be a maid?"

I said, "What nonsense are you talking about!"

He hummed: "Isn't the poor thing what I like the most?"

Seems like I broke some part of him with the fall just now.

The redness and swelling of his eye sockets from crying so much last night has not disappeared, and the ashes of the campfire are still stained on his short jacket, but something has changed.

What has changed?

Those cat eyes were still so black and round, but now they are narrowed a little bit, the fog of bewilderment dissipated, leaving a shimmering charm.Is it because his chin was raised a little bit, the eyebrows were raised a little slanted, or his body that had been trembling all this time suddenly stretched out lazily?The corner of Manjusri's mouth has been trembling with a little bit of bitterness, like a thin bit of moonlight peeking out from the shade of a tree, but now it has turned into a scimitar that looks like a smile but not a smile.

He stuck out his tongue, licked the corner of his lips like a knife licking honey, and turned his eyes: "Tsk, what a pity, my lord's sympathy for me poor man is nothing more than that."

I said shyly, "What are you going to say?"

He stood up in the long grass, and said in a low voice: "Yesterday I said that the only person I can beat Mr. Shen is that I am cheaper than him..." He seemed to be telling some secret: "That's a lie. Which man really Like cheap? If you want to impress the Lord, you can only rely on Manjusri to be pitiful."

He looked up at me, his eyes were red and swollen, but there was a bit of color on his pale face: "I grew up in Queen Helei's house, and I know what men like best." He looked at the girl again, and there was still a gleam in his eyes. Sexy killing intent: "My lord is a hero, what a man like you likes the most is pitiful. The more you can't live without you, the more you can't live without him. If you know that I don't need you to take care of me, I can live on myself, how can we have the fate for half a year?"

Manjusri stood up, and said leisurely: "It's a pity that I am a gentleman, and I only have half a year. If I get to get along with him for another half a year, I will be driven away. I'm afraid it will not be so easy."

My body was hot and cold, I didn't know if it was shock or anger.

He asked for help in the middle of the night and stripped naked in front of me, it was really pitiful.

But why didn't I think about it, how could a trembling little poor man come from such a decisive and brave decision?And how dare to kill someone who Zhuan'er doesn't dare to kill?

He kicked away the broken grass lying on the ground, searched for a while, and finally picked up something, which turned out to be my wine bag.

He stretched out his hand and said, "Well, people in the world are ungrateful. I don't say anything, but I still hope that someone will respect you and thank you. You don't want to show weakness, and you are afraid that others will worry about you, but you still want people to be gentle and considerate to you. Mr. Shen's Mental art is used to guide the world and order the three armies, how can he think about what the Lord wants?"

Seeing that there was still a puddle of blood on the wine bag, I didn't want to pick it up, so I interrupted in a rough voice: "Okay, you can say that this is to anger me on purpose, or if you really want to trick me into being a winner. It doesn't matter, let's go. If you insist on making it so embarrassing, I won't say goodbye."

Manjusri walked up to me, put the wine bag into my arms, and straightened my clothes again. He smiled lightly and said, "What did you say? You swore last night that you would tell me about certain things." Well. Manjushri wait, my fate with the Lord has not yet come to an end."

He took a step back, folded his arms in the female gift of Zhengao people, bowed deeply to me, and turned to go to the big stone.

His gait also changed.

In the past six months, he was afraid of attracting attention. I scolded him several times, even if he was walking in my own house, he had to slip on the wall.

Now he has a lithe and graceful step, the half-male dancer I've seen at dinner parties.

Manjushri was facing the sun, I saw him raise his hand, I don't know whether to block the sun, or to wipe off the last wetness on his face.