I'm fighting with my boyfriend every day

Before I entered the stable, I heard the pinto horse kicking its hooves. When it saw me, it snorted happily as a greeting.I touched the bridge of its nose, took out a handful of fried soybeans from my pocket and fed it.A big white horse covered in horse sweat was tethered next to it. It moved its head when it smelled the scent, but I pushed it aside mercilessly.The flower horse finished rolling the soybeans with its tongue in two or three mouthfuls. I wiped the saliva from my hands on its neck, let it out, and put it on the saddle with my own hands.

In my original plane, the Southern Dynasties were gentle, and the scholar-bureaucrats were frightened when they saw the horse and shouted, "It's a tiger, why is it called a horse?!" In fact, it was my heartfelt desire to learn riding skills.From then to now, after half a year, regardless of the bow, the horse has finally become proficient.

After leaving the gate of Liuxu, the fresh wind is as cold as a steel knife scraping bones.I put the rein on and let the horse trot slowly.Jiu'an City has always been peaceful. Although there are not many shops facing the street, all of them are facing the sun.The magistrate of the county used a pseudonym to prevent the epidemic, and the victims were not allowed to enter the city, and all the people walking on the street were clean and tidy county people.

After leaving the west gate, there were more and more people with yellow and thin faces. Some of them recognized me and chased the horse for a short distance.When we arrived at the gate of Dade Temple, the flow of people was so thick that we could barely move.I yelled and yelled, managed to push the crowd away, dragged the horse into the yard, and tied it to a big cypress tree.

In front of the Daxiong Palace, Aunt Xu was wearing a mask, and she was leading her family to serve porridge, and there were many people in front of the big pot.I squeezed to her side and said with a chuckle: "Auntie." I stretched my head to see that the porridge was about to bottom out, and said again: "I'm late, is it almost over?"

Aunt Xu sighed: "How can it be, see for yourself how many people are there?" She said in a low voice: "Tomorrow it will only be played once, so don't come."

I was surprised and said: "This porridge is so clear that you can wash your face, why only put it once?"

Mrs. Xu hurriedly tugged at my sleeves, and saw that I put my ears close, and said: "There are hundreds of people here today, and the court doesn't release food. How long can a few rich households support them? Winter hasn't come yet!" If it goes on like this, I’m afraid I won’t be able to let it go even once.”

This year, there is a continuous drought in Fuqiu, and there is no harvest in the three northern regions, and thousands of miles of people have been displaced.Ordinarily, I should use the ability of the traverser to save the world, but apart from using a rope to create a passage that only allows one person to pass through to prevent trampling, I have no contribution, and now I can only sigh.

Not long after, someone picked a few barrels of boiling water from the Xiangji Kitchen of Daitokuji Temple and poured them into the cauldron. Just now the porridge at the bottom of the pot was barely milky white, and now it can be used to raise fish.Seeing that I was standing still, Aunt Xu drove me aside like a fly.I had to go to see my pinto horse, which had its nose against my pocket, and I remembered that I had soybeans, so I grabbed a handful.

Before it was delivered to the horse's mouth, all directions, like spears and halberds, were all looking at me.

There are all kinds of tastes, but they are all greedy and hungry.

A man closest to me pushed the child next to his lap, urging: "Go, go, ask him for it."

The child timidly walked up to me and opened his mouth, but in the end he didn't dare to speak, and only raised his hands above his head in a desperate bow.

These soybeans are the fodder for livestock, and they are not cooked through, so they are not for human consumption.

But how can I say this?

I bent down and stretched out my palm in front of the child. He hurriedly grabbed it with both hands. Once he got his hand, he stuffed it into his mouth and chewed vigorously with his cheeks puffed out.

I felt pain in my palm, and when I looked down, the child was eager to scratch a few bloodstains on my palm.

I simply opened my purse, and the child was still smart, and hurriedly picked up the hem of the tattered clothes.I poured all the soybeans in. He stared at me and shook the bottom of the bag. Seeing that there were no more grains left, he turned and ran away.

When the flower horse saw someone robbing it of its food, it jumped up and down and screamed.

I hurriedly patted the horse's neck to comfort him.

Looking back, several victims who came late were picking up soybeans that had leaked out of the child's clothes. When they found one, they blew on the soil and threw it into their mouths.

They crunched and made noises like horses.

One of them stared at me unscrupulously, with hatred in his eyes.

Mrs. Xu finally sent the refugees away, leaving the two of them to pack up their belongings, and I escorted her sedan chair back to Liuxumen.When I entered the stable, seeing the strange white horse was still there, I just glanced at me with disdain.Qin Heng was waiting for me in the flower hall, and asked me about the refugees outside the city, I answered truthfully, his hands were behind his back, and his brows were knitted together.It took a long time before he said, "Zhan'er, let's go for a walk."

According to Qin Heng's habits, this means that there are major decisions to be made, and it was the same when he asked me last time if I wanted to start a family.I followed him for half a step, and he stared at the cobblestone road under his feet. We walked to the base of the wall in silence, and he asked, "What do you think about going to the porridge with your aunt these few days?"

The part of my palm that was scratched by that child in the afternoon still hurts faintly.I said: "Why doesn't the court care about it? It's too fucking bad!"

As soon as the word "fuck" came out of my mouth, I felt that I had made a slip of the tongue. Usually, I dared to swear in front of Qin Heng's face, and I would have slapped him long ago.But today he turned a deaf ear, pondered for a moment, and asked, "Yes, why didn't the imperial court ignore it?"

I choked when I was asked, thinking that this would be a criticism of your current low productivity all the way to systemic problems.But I still picked a moderate answer: "I heard that it is because the imperial court has been building construction projects in recent years and spending a lot of money."

Qin Hengdao: "I told you to study history, can you read it? Let's talk about it."

The first half here is similar to China, and it still doesn’t bother me: "Three emperors and five emperors, Xia, Shang and Western Zhou..."

Qin Heng interrupted: "Come closer! The front court..."

I hurriedly changed my words: "Chen Jing in the former dynasty. Dahan entered the Central Plains from the west, and Jing has been destroyed for more than seventy years. Dad?"

Qin Heng nodded: "When the Zhengao people entered the Central Plains, their iron hooves passed by, blood flowed like rivers, and there was not even one Han household, so the Western Lord was able to secure the Central Plains. Now 76 years have passed, and the Han people are resting and recuperating. , When I was a child, there were unowned wastelands everywhere outside Jiu'an City, but now they are cultivated by people."

I don't know why, so I wondered: "Yes?"

Qin Heng smiled wryly: "Now you say, why doesn't the court ignore it?"

I thought about the meaning of his words, and suddenly I was shocked. This is too scary!

Seeing my hesitation, Qin Heng said again: "Since the court doesn't care, what should I do?"

My blood boiled up, and I gritted my teeth and said, "If the imperial court doesn't care, can't we take care of it ourselves?"

Qin Heng turned his head and looked me up and down carefully for a long time before sighing loudly: "People in the world are in charge of the affairs of the world, that's a good point." He patted my arm, "Zhan'er, do you still remember what I said, I never count on you?" Do you want to be an outstanding child like Shen Shiwei?"

Of course remember, and by 1000 points of damage.I nod.

He went on to say: "You used to be ignorant, your aunt and I just wanted you to take care of yourself, marry a wife and have children, and live a safe and healthy life. But now you understand everything, alas, what you want is not only peace and prosperity gone."

My heart moved, thinking that there must be something hidden behind these words, I hurriedly pricked up my ears, but Qin Heng ignored me, and walked up the curved bridge in front of me again.

I followed behind, and suddenly felt something cool fell on my neck. It said it was rain, but it didn't look like it.Raising the head, white flakes sprinkled into the ditch and the bushes, the branches and leaves did not move, the water rippled, and then disappeared.

I grabbed it in the air, leaving a pinpoint-sized wet spot on my palm, and said, "Father! Look, why is it snowing?"

Qin Heng also raised his head to look at the sky, and said with a wry smile: "Yeah, why is it snowing? You've grown up so much, it's probably the first time you've seen snow."

Another snowflake fell on my neck, and I shivered, suddenly thinking of the victims outside the city.

There is snow in the inter-river that never snows, how about the frozen Gongbei for thousands of miles?

Qin Hengdao: "Today I received another letter from Kuaima... Zhan'er, as a father, you cannot take away your ambition. You can decide for yourself what to do."