I'm fighting with my boyfriend every day

A bony cow's buttocks were less than half a meter away from my face.The cow's tail flicked back and forth, almost throwing cow dung stars into my mouth.

But I didn't even bother to turn my face to avoid it.

The flat-bottomed wooden boat creaked, and it was full of people and animals crossing the river. The draft on the side of the boat was so deep that it seemed to be frozen in the river.

My heart is as heavy as this old wooden boat, and what flows under the boat is not blood, but red-hot lead juice.

With a crackling sound, the tail of the ox was whipped by the flowing water again, dung and stars were splashed, and some points flew straight towards me.

Someone reached out and grabbed me, and the dung skimmed the side of the boat and fell into the glacier.

Shen Zhiwei taunted: "Brother Qin threw his soul over there?"

I opened his hand: "Don't call me." I continued to stare at the cow's butt, only to feel Shen Shiwei's eyes crawling on my face.

I secretly made up my mind that if this grandson said something nasty next, I would fight him regardless of the capsized boat.

Shen Zhi sighed slightly.

I heard him say: "If you knew that you had to exchange [-] for [-], you wouldn't be able to save it, right?"

I was taken aback, not knowing what he meant.

Seeing that I didn't answer, Shen Zhiwei said again, "Is that right?"

My fingernails got stuck in my palms, my tongue broke in my mouth, and I couldn't say right or wrong.

Shen Zhiwei said: "Senior Brother Qin, I'm afraid you'll still have to go back that night."

He turned sideways, staring into my eyes.I can't avoid it, and I have to look back.

After knowing each other for so long, I have never looked into Shen Shiwei's eyes seriously.Either he thinks these peach blossom eyes are aggressive, or he hates them for hiding a knife in his smile, the conclusion is always that I want to punch him black eyes.Today is the first time I discovered that these eyes can also be so calm, not reflecting the mountain fire, but reflecting the glow of the sun.

He said: "Since I chose not to save, then you must choose to save."

He said again: "Since you must go to rescue, why can't you figure it out now?"

Could it be that he is enlightening me?

My heart moved and I opened my mouth, but no words came out.

Yuemo is because my expression is too shocked, which makes him embarrassed too.

Shen Zhiwei blushed slightly, gritted his teeth and scolded: "You are a rescuer, not a murderer. You, him... what is your mother?"

Although I still couldn't speak the Three Character Classic in the end, this was the first time I've known Shen Zhiwei for so long, and I saw him try to use dirty words.

I couldn't help but chuckle.Turn around and stick most of your body out of the ship's side.The boatman yelled and cursed to death a series of times behind me, but I ignored it and poured the bone-chilling muddy water on my face and swallowed it.

I raised my head and threw water on myself and Shen Zhiwei: "You're right. It's not my fucking fault!" The voice was so loud that everyone else turned their heads.

Since I came to this world, I have been in a daze for the past half year.

The first half seemed to adapt well, but there was nothing to do, but to be an ostrich.After leaving Jiu'an, I pulled my head out of the hot sand and saw a scene like hell, but that's what happened to other people after all.

It wasn't until I broke through that night and saw blood all the way that I woke up like a baby in the moonlight after being shaken by thunder, and realized that this world is so cruel and bloody.

But no matter how ruthless or cold it is, there is still a little truth missing.

I still feel a little out of touch.Although not cold-eyed, but always on the sidelines.

To use an analogy, it's scary that heroes can't start all over again, but it's a game after all.Although I manipulated Qin Zhan to escape from danger, there was always a little me in my mind, rubbing the keyboard and mouse in the rented house on the earth.

But the moment I threw the ice water off my head, I finally merged with the soul of this world.

It's not my country, it's not my people, but it's still people.

Flesh and blood, crying and laughing.As alive as I am.

The depression and confusion of so many days have now cooled down and settled down, turning into hatred as pure as gold.

I said it loudly to myself again: "There is a wrong and a debt, and it's not my fucking fault!"

If there are people who really don't take other people as human beings, they'd better stop being human.For the rest of my life, I've really been in a relationship with these Zhengao people who have lost their children and grandchildren!

Seeing me swaying the water like a dog, Shen Zhiwei looked disgusted: "When we get to Tuonan, Senior Brother Qin should take the time to practice hard."

I rubbed the icy water off my face, otherwise my eyebrows would be frozen later: "Practice? Even if you become depressed, isn't it just a man's courage?"

He brushed off the drops of water from his chest: "Han Wuzong can say this, Shi Yu can say it, and maybe I, Shen Zhiwei, can say it too, but Senior Brother Qin, you can't say it. The courage of a man? The courage of a man can always save yourself."

After entering Tuonan Road, the scenery gradually differs from that in the north.

Although Jiu'an is on the westward river, I feel kind when I look at it.Although the villages along the way are not full of crops, they are not as barren as the north. The best proof is that the gold, silver and treasures on us are no longer decorations, but currency, which can be bought and chewed.

Shen Zhiwei and I didn't dare to deal with other people. Fortunately, Ye Luguo traveled with us for a few more days, tirelessly bringing all kinds of gossip.

Quite unexpectedly, it turned out that we were not the only ones who ate leopard guts, there were so many rebels.This winter, from south to north, there are 36 anti-king houses and 72 smoke and dust roads, and there are different signs everywhere.It's a pity that most of them were wiped out by a village cadre with three armed policemen. A few were guerrillas with hundreds of people. There were only seven or eight famous ones, and one of them was the Heyi Sect in Linhai.

But Zhuoxiu and Yinxiu didn't see any movement.It is estimated that it is a big move in reading articles.

Tuo Nan also has a successful team, which is Liu Datong, who was mentioned by Ye Luguo before.Liu Datong is not actually called Datong. This nickname comes from his being a miner.There are several copper mountains in Tuonan Road, with thousands of miners. This year, the mine veins have dried up. Naturally, the imperial court does not care about their way out. Liu Datong is the leader of this group of miners. Many refugees joined the group, pulled up a team of tens of thousands of people, and destroyed several county towns.

Because Liu Datong's team was haunting everywhere, even in the south, there were many more officers and soldiers to interrogate them.Although the 370 two scapegoats eliminated the bloody case of Gongbei for Shen Shiwei and me, but there were still Han Chinese masters who had to defend against us.

But all the way to the south, Shen Zhiwei's mood was also thawing, and he would tell me anecdotes about martial arts from time to time.Back when he was trying to please Xiaolu's sister, when he told the story, he waved lightly and was full of lotus flowers.He tore off his mask in front of me, guessed everything with the greatest malice, and laughed at people in a funny and flattering way, and the most amazing thing was that he was a little left-handed.The live daily show of Dahan Wulin can make presidential candidates and big capitalists mad.

In addition, he watched me practice exercises every day.

That day, after I revealed to him that I was able to beat the big copper-masked man due to luck, I gave up on myself and told me that although I can explode, when and to what extent are not under my control at all. Gave it to Shen Shiwei.

He didn't take it seriously, saying that he had practiced hard for more than ten years, but he didn't know that the transformation had such a miraculous effect.Furthermore, I have heard the legend of being enlightened overnight, but it is unheard of to go back listlessly after enlightenment.In the end, he concluded that there is also a saying in the world about my situation, and I am afraid that I will not like to hear it.I urged him to speak quickly.Shen Shiwei said, jumping over the wall in a hurry.I really don't like to hear it.

If we can't figure it out, we leave it behind.

I know that Shen Shiwei doesn't want to show weakness, but in fact he was hurt more than me.If he encounters the enemy again, he will not be able to fight the main force, so he will have to rely on me to attack.Since I'm not that reliable, it's good to hug Buddha's feet temporarily.There is no need to hit the drum with a heavy hammer, and I practiced with him for a few days sincerely.

What he is talking about now is teaching me, not competing with me.Therefore, I no longer end up chasing me, but sit on the sidelines and pick up a few pebbles and throw them at people.While throwing it, it will inevitably hurt me.It was one thing to hear him say jokes before, but it was another thing for him to say that the protagonist of the jokes was me.Although George Martin said that words are the wind, and I asked him to teach for three to five days, the wind almost brought back my rebellious period in the past many years.

Besides, I always feel that something is wrong.