I'm fighting with my boyfriend every day

We rested again and regained some strength.

At this moment, the wet clothes were sticking to my skin, and my whole body ached. There were sharp icicles floating in my blood, and every time my heart pumped, I was stabbed.

cold.

I have never been cold in my life.

What is cold?

Leng didn't take advantage of the May Day holiday, bet ten yuan with his tablemate, and jumped into the greenest place in the reservoir.Cold is not when you are having a snowball fight, your own father will sit you on the ground so that your sister will pour snow into your neck with big handfuls.The cold is not the slight shivering that you get out of the hot bed in winter, run through the long corridor in long johns, and urinate after peeing.

Cold is not a painful experience, but a certain fear.

The cold doesn't just make you uncomfortable, it kills you.Maybe it's at this very moment, on this mud pool by the river.

Shen Zhiwei tried his best to stand up and said, "Go back!" Even his face was green and his lips were pale, his voice was trembling, the tips of his hair and eyebrows were full of frost, seeing me startled, he shouted: "Fire!"

Everything that can be ignited in the muddy pond is burned.

Door panels, fences, spinning wheels, benches, thatch.Some were released by Master Zhengao just now, and some were rescued by survivors.

We found a blazing scooter, looked at each other, and started to undress.Shen Zhiwei is shameless, and she is still wearing a close-fitting underwear. I want to die, stripped to only a pair of pants, wishing I could set myself on fire and turn around a few times.

I don't know how long it took, and the clothes thrown in disorder by the fire drew out traces of mist.

Shen Shiwei's black cloak is a fetish, just now it was soaked in water, and its fur was stunned in tufts, now it has been dried a little, and it has become oily and slippery again.He was wearing a sable fur, and he had tied up his hair again, which made him look a little more glamorous.But when I was stuck by the fire, my eyebrows were almost burned off, and my skin was tingling and painful, and I didn't know whether it was frozen or scorched.Even so, I still feel like I'm a big icy blob of frozen rubbish, and the heat will never reach my heart.

But anyway, hands and feet returned to me.

I gritted my teeth and began to put half-dry clothes on my body.

Shen Zhiwei called me: "What are you going to do?"

I said, "I'll go see...whether I can save someone."

Shen Zhiwei stared at me incredulously, seeing that I was serious, he snorted and laughed: "Save people? It's hard to protect yourself now, you want to save people? Are you really stupid or fake?"

I couldn't see him like this the most, my heart was burning, and I said with a stern neck: "So stupid! If it wasn't so stupid, Mr. Shen would have floated into the sea right now?"

Shen Zhiwei's smile froze around his mouth, and he said fiercely: "Don't think you saved me, you just..."

I interrupted: "Don't, I don't want anything. Come on, let me tell you again: I was a fool for saving you. You don't need to be grateful, let alone reciprocate. If you are about to drown It's me, and smart people like you don't care. Right? Do you have anything to add?"

He doesn't speak.I turned my head and walked away.

But who else can I save?

The heart of the river, which was almost boiling just now, is now dead and cold.There was only one lone barge circling in desperation.The river slapped the body to the shallow bank. Among the garbage and debris, the face of the dead was like clusters of white water lilies, swaying gently with the waves.

On the river beach, amidst the weeping, cursing, and shouting of the living, even the horseshoes of the Zhengao people seemed to be stepping into the quagmire of pain, and every step was dragged and heavy.

I suddenly saw not far from me, a fallen man moved his arms.

I leapt forward and turned her over.

It was a young girl, her eyes half-closed, her hair braided with faded red string in rags.

How is CPR done? !

I tried to press her chest, and muddy water came out of her seven orifices. I pressed it twice with trembling hands, and was hesitating whether to blow air into her mouth.But seeing that the water was getting dirtier, I suddenly realized, what kind of sewage is this?

What flowed from her body was cold black blood.

Her arms moved again, and a mangy dog ​​that was so cold that it couldn't even bark came out.

When Shen Shiwei came to find me, I was cursing.

I'm roaring with all the dirty and obscene words that my imagination can limit, foaming at the corners of my mouth, jumping into the void, Zhengao, Chen Fang, God, I don't know whose mother I want to fuck these three .

Shen Shiwei grabbed my elbow.

He lowered his voice viciously: "Aren't you trying to save someone? Why are you crazy?"

I shook off his hand and scolded: "Shen Zhiwei! Fuck you, if you hadn't shouted so loudly, so many people wouldn't have died! Watch it, it's all your fault!"

Shen Zhiwei smiled instead of anger: "The evil I did? Didn't senior brother Qin also run very fast? If you wanted to save people at that time, you wouldn't be able to do anything, just stop Zhengao for everyone. ?”

I was taken aback by what he said, but I didn't know how to refute.

He sneered and said: "Zhengao people are forming a team again. If Senior Brother Qin wants to stay here to die, I won't stop him. Will you go?"

I stiffened my neck and didn't look at him, but this time he gave a cold snort, turned his head and left.

This guy walked very fast, and he was out of my sight in a blink of an eye.

I stood by the river where the corpses piled up like a mountain, and I felt my nose sore, so I quickly took a deep breath to keep myself from crying.

What Shen Zhiwei said was right, the people of Zhengao lost some of their manpower after this incident, and they were also in chaos.But after all, it is a well-trained regular army. Now that I have come to my senses, the formation is gradually taking shape on the flat ground outside the muddy pond.

It was already an adventure for Shen Shiwei and I to turn back, if we don't leave now, we can only let them catch the turtle.

No matter what else, Zhengao people don't want to catch Lao Tzu so easily after making such a terrific toss!

I climbed up to the river bank and followed Shen Shiwei's direction.

There are chaotic mountains and trees on the bank, grass and grass, and footprints on the muddy ground are chaotic, but there is no one looking around.I couldn't help feeling a little apprehensive, did Shen Zhiwei really leave first?As soon as I thought about it, I hummed to myself twice again.

Didn't you leave?What fantasies should I have about him?

There is only one road facing south.I don't believe it, I can't go back without him, Shen Shiwei.

I walked angrily for half a mile, only to find myself standing at a fork in the road.

Damn, who said just this one?

I was wondering if I should find a steel coin to throw it away.Suddenly, I saw a man standing under the tree beside the road on the left, looking very relaxed.

Seeing me walking towards him with a sullen face, he sneered and said, "What? Isn't Senior Brother Qin not leaving?"

I didn't know whether I was happy or angry, but my mouth moved faster than my brain, and I choked, "What? Didn't Junior Brother Shen leave?"

Shen Shiwei turned around abruptly, dropped his sleeve and almost hit me in the face.

He strode ahead. I couldn't catch up, and I didn't bother to catch up. He was far behind, just hoping not to get lost.

As he walked, he watched the sun seep blood from the mist.

It's like the girl's hair rope has faded, and a smudge of red has soaked the river.