I'm fighting with my boyfriend every day

At the darkest hour before dawn, I squatted on the wall of my house in a dilemma.

The courtyard wall of the Qin residence is not too high, I grabbed the edge of the wall with one lift, and then lifted my body up with both arms.

But I don't know what vital point was touched by this simple action. There was a dull pain in my chest and abdomen, and a few gold stars flew in front of my eyes.Going down the wall used to only take a light jump, but now it has become something that can only be done with determination.

Perhaps the movement was a bit loud, and before I could straighten my waist from the grass and trees at the base of the wall, a ball of lanterns floated towards me, and a rough and sandy voice asked, "Who is it?!"

As soon as we met each other, the other screamed.

"Mom! It's a ghost!"

According to the routine, he should drop what he was holding and run away, but unexpectedly this man rushed towards me and hugged the ghost by the waist.

Zhuan'er burst into tears: "Master, the first seven days are over! You finally came back to see!"

I was hugged by him at the place where it was hurting, and I almost couldn't hold my breath, so I quickly covered his mouth: "Be quiet. There is no ghost, the master is not dead yet."

Zhuan'er pouted her buttocks and pressed her face close to my waist: "Don't lie to me! I also saw the corpse in the coffin, it was burnt to a pulp. Mr. Shen and that Junjun Zeng said it was you, and said I heard with my own ears that you said sorry to your parents. Grandpa, you died so badly!"

I reprimanded: "Who died miserably? Mr. Shen is dishonest, he lied to you with his mouth full of nonsense. If you don't believe me, feel for me, have I been burnt to pieces?"

Zhuan'er really touched my body and face a few times.

He suddenly straightened up, and the lantern almost hit my face: "Master, why are you not dead?!"

This brat was just at the age when he saw the wind, and when he didn't pay attention, he jumped out again. Although he was still wearing a double bun, he had already reached the stage of changing his voice, so it didn't sound so bad when he cried.I carried him away by his collar, except for Shen Shiwei, I really don't like being hugged by any big guy.

I pulled his own clothes and wiped the snot and tears all over his face: "You still expect me to die? Is my aunt here?"

Zhuan'er said: "Yes, don't you go to see the master first?"

I said, "Master, you have to really beat me to death." If you want to see Qin Heng, you have to choose an occasion. As soon as he raised his hand and wanted to hit me, seven or eight people rushed to stop him and advised him to "forget it". .

Zhuan'er said: "My aunt has been arguing with the master these few days, and she cries after the quarrel, and now she lives alone in the dining hall."

There were still tears on his face, but he was already grinning, and he reached out and poked me twice.

Aunt Xu opposed her stupid son's rebellion from the very beginning. If I were really dead, she would probably spend the rest of her life with Qin Heng forever.

I sighed, and opened Zhuan'er's hand: "I'm going to find my aunt now, and I'll be home in two days. Don't tell anyone that you've seen me."

Zhuan'er nodded solemnly.I walked a few steps towards the Zhaitang, and he came up from behind again and put the lantern in my hand.

This is the moment of embarrassment.Say it is late at night, the night is too old, say it is morning, and this morning is so dark that there is no light.

But the lamp was still on in the dining hall.

The maids probably all went to bed, I saw Aunt Xu sitting in an armchair through the crack of the door, looking at the green smoke from the incense candle, I don't know what she was thinking.

Most families of warriors respect strange powers and chaotic gods at a distance. Aunt Xu went further, thinking that monks and Taoists are also liars, which can be said to be very devoid of faith.

When she encounters the most painful life, the gods and Buddhas don't listen to her sad words, so she can only look for her old friend.

The person behind the incense candle is the spirit master of Qin Zhan's biological mother, Xu Junxiu.

I was fully prepared to be beaten.But when I knelt silently beside her, Aunt Xu just bent down and hugged my head after being surprised.

I muttered, "Auntie, I was wrong."

Aunt Xu gently stroked my hair: "Zhan'er is right. You are here to save people, who said you were wrong?" Her tears fell into my hair, which made me feel ashamed.

She said: "Now you are licking blood from the knife edge, I know that sooner or later there will be a sad day. But in the future, if you do such a thing, don't hide it from my aunt, okay?"

I hurriedly replied: "Okay!"

Aunt Xu smiled softly: "What's the matter? I know you're coaxing my aunt. How could you tell me about this woman's morality about you marching and fighting? But my aunt knows that you have good intentions, no matter why you are, you will not do bad things "She patted me on the back like coaxing a child: "I've been thinking these days, if you can't cure this disease, you're still a fool, and you stay in Jiu'an, that would be great. People outside said You are so brave, I just want to scold them, tell them to go, let their sons be brave, let their sons die. I just want a lively child."

"But it won't work." Aunt Xu raised my face, tears fell on her knees: "I raised a hero."

I felt choked up and called out, "Auntie..."

She said: "Go, go and put incense on your mother, thank your mother for protecting you."

When I knelt in front of Xu Junxiu's spirit, I really wished that the sky would open my eyes, and a thunderbolt would strike me to death.

Parents are deeply gracious, and Haotian is extremely generous.Not only can I, a counterfeit, fail to report, but I still have calculations in my heart.

But without looking at this hole card first, I dare not bet all the weights anyway.

Aunt Xu also probably saw that I was wounded, so she refused to ask me to kneel down, and insisted that I sit beside her.

I said, "Auntie, if I ask you something about the past, can you tell me?"

Aunt Xu smiled and said, "You don't tell Auntie what happened now, but you still want to know about the past?"

I faltered and said: "Except for my aunt, there is really no one else I can inquire about. That, that 20 years ago, my mother, my father, and, that Uncle Shen..."

Aunt Xu's originally joyful face darkened in an instant: "What nonsense are you talking about?"

I smiled bitterly in my heart, which proved that I was not talking nonsense.While tugging on her sleeve, she acted like a baby: "Auntie, tell me."

Her eyes fell on my hand wrapped in white cloth.

Although Qin Zhan is stupid, he has been well-fed and well-fed by his family for 20 years. The blood of his father and mother has been in my hands for more than a year, and he was bruised all over his body.

I hurriedly retracted my hand.

Aunt Xu grabbed my hand, and her lips trembled a little: "...you almost died this time, because of this?" She didn't know where to go, and said in shock: "Someone is going to kill you?! Who is so heartless? !"

This 20-year-old event is like an old sore that will never heal if the pus cannot be squeezed out.

No matter how fishy or dirty, you have to face it.

I was cruel, and still asked: "I know I was born in less than a month. Is my surname really Qin?"

Aunt Xu didn't answer me.I called her several times before she raised her head like a dream, and slapped me hard on the arm a few times: "This is something you should ask? You are just like your mother, you will make things difficult for me! I said I'm sorry miss, but don't say sorry to your father. You tell me, will I say it or not?"

She covered her face with her sleeve: "Miss, I can't control your son anymore!"

I smiled wryly and said: "Auntie, I really almost died once, if I die in a muddleheaded way, I won't be reconciled."

Aunt Xu was already holding my hand tightly, but now she held it even tighter, as if it loosened, and I would lie back in the coffin again.

She dropped her sleeves and glared at me bitterly.

With all the calculations, Aunt Xu is actually under forty, and she is still the age of a beautiful big sister in my world.

But those old things she said really make people old.

"...You have to promise me first, no matter what, you can't blame your mother. Miss has had a hard life in this life."

"Master Biao...Master Shen and your mother were cousins. They were childhood sweethearts and had a crush on each other. Everyone knows that your grandfather wanted to give your mother to Master Shen in his heart. But your mother is an only daughter. Her future husband has to join the Xu family and take over the Liuxu Sect. Unfortunately, Master Shen is also an only son, so this matter has been delayed. Unexpectedly, the Master Shen met that Miss Li. Alas, how did the Liuxu Sect reconcile? Jiangzuo Li Shibi, not to mention that Miss Li is still a beautiful woman. Master Shen's heart gradually changed. Poor your mother shed countless tears behind her back, but she was still so beautiful in front of Master Shen. Gentle and considerate. But in the end, the Shen family proposed marriage to the Li family."

"Oh, I saw your mother was so sad at that time, and I also hated Master Shen. But as time passed, I thought it was better for your mother not to marry him. Master Shen is a heartless hero, and Miss Li will become the empress empress in the future. And coldly separated from him. Your father is really a good man."

"There were too many changes that year. Your grandfather went away, and your mother married your father, but Liuxumen changed her surname to Qin. Your mother said she didn't want to wrong your father, but I know she did it for Master Shen. Look. This is a scar on her heart, and it will never heal. Your mother left before you were two years old."

Aunt Xu turned her head to look at Xu Junxiu's spirit master.She said softly: "Miss, your son calls me a mother, but I am not his mother. I have kept this matter for 20 years. I really don't know whether it is right or wrong. Now I will tell your son what to do and let him Choose."

I leaned towards her.Aunt Xu's eyes were foggy again, but there was a finally relieved smile on the corner of her mouth.

She said: "You ask who is your father?"

She leaned into my ear and told me.

It was still black outside the window.

Somewhere a rooster crows, its sound is hurried, as if not sure whether it should crow or not.

What we talked about just now made Aunt Xu and I feel uncomfortable.

I smiled wryly and said, "Does my father know about these things?" But after I finished speaking, I felt it was nonsense. No man would be able to endure these messy things after knowing them.

Aunt Xu avoided my eyes.She paused thoughtfully, then held my hand again: "Zhan'er, you're going to have a younger brother."

I was startled and quickly looked at her stomach.

Aunt Xu sighed and touched my face: "I still can't see it now. In the past, your father and I didn't dare to have other children. We are afraid that we will be wronged if we have other children like the Ying family. You, Zhan'er, now that you are capable, your father and I can rest easy. Do you understand?"

For some reason, I felt my nose ache: "Don't worry, Auntie. Not only am I capable, but I will not do bad things. There is nothing in this world that can wrong me."