Bronze Sparrow Spring Deep

Shen Yanzhi set off with the whole car on October [-]th. Shu Yi knew that he was leaving the city today, but he didn't even send anyone to send a message. It seemed that he hadn't seen him for half a month. If he left like this, he would come and go again and again. It will take nearly two months.

He really didn't want to go, but Chun'er and the old steward had prepared their luggage early, and he didn't have any good ideas, so he got into the carriage somehow.The old steward was old, so he sat in the carriage with him, accompanied by Chun'er, and hired a coachman to drive the carriage. Because of the long distance, Shen Yanzhi spent four taels of silver, and had to pay for food and lodging. Inevitably, my heart hurts a little.

In the past few days, the old steward lived in Shen's house with food and clothing. Sooner or later, he would cry at Shen Yanzhi, and he would always mention how difficult the life of the mother and son in the Shen family was, but no matter how hard it was, he never betrayed his father. The house that was kept, Shen Yanzhi only laughed when he heard it, laughing that he was not even as good as a house, but he was also glad that their mother and son still had a conscience, otherwise the Shen family would really no longer be the Shen family.

The carriage drove for two miles, and there was no one outside the city. Only the sound of the wheels rolling was very clear. The driver drove the brown carriage steadily. Although it was inconspicuous from the outside, it was still a two-horse carriage. A velvet blanket, two seasonal flowers placed in a glass vase in the corner, he is not like that ordinary person, he prefers some strong incense, which makes the room suffocating.

Since getting on the carriage, Shen Yanzhi sat quietly with his eyes closed, without saying a word, even when Chun'er asked if he wanted some water, he didn't respond, Chun'er and the old steward looked at each other and shook their heads together.

The old steward could only smile and said, "Madam will be very happy when the young master returns home. The letter has been sent out yesterday, and she will be busy welcoming the young master back home! The young master is now very prosperous. Once he entered the Imperial Academy, the future Even ascending to the pavilion to pay homage to the Prime Minister, the future is limitless, Master Quanxia will be able to rest assured if he knows..."

Chun'er on the side also echoed, "Yes, yes, the servant has never been to Jiangnan, so I don't know that the young master has a family..."

Speaking of this, the two not only became puzzled, one wondered why the young master had a family but never mentioned it, and the other wondered why the young master was well but never returned home.

At this time, Shen Yanzhi slowly opened his eyes, staring at the warm water on the small case in front of him as the carriage bumped and swayed. There was no emotion in his dark eyes, and he asked slowly, "If you are robbed by thieves along the way, what will happen?" Is good?"

Chun'er was taken aback, "My lord, in this peaceful and prosperous age, where did the bandits come from?"

Shen Yanzhi was silent for a while, then asked again, "If you catch an illness on the road and die in a foreign country, what should you do?"

"Bah, bah, bah!", Chun'er hurriedly said, "Young Master, why do you say such an unlucky thing? You are always in good health, and you have been free from illnesses and disasters in previous years, so don't think about it."

Shen Yanzhi still didn't give up, "If—"

"Young master, do you have something on your mind?"

The old steward finally realized that something was wrong, and it was a joy to return home, but Shen Yanzhi was always depressed, often sighing, as if hesitating and refused to go back, all he knew back then was that his young master was lost, dragged by this sick and troubled body. He wanted to find the young master with all his life, otherwise it would be difficult to see the old master after death, but at this moment, he felt that things were not as simple as he thought, and there must be something unspeakable about the young master.

Shen Yanzhi raised his eyes lightly after hearing this, and suddenly had an idea in his heart. He was unavoidably delighted, and hurriedly hid his excitement, looked at the old steward, put down the stove, took the old steward's hand and held it in the warm palm, and sighed, "It's not a matter of concern." , but I can’t say that the Shen family in Kuaiji is no longer my place to return to. What happened back then is not what you saw or heard. It is his mother and son who have a heart of snakes and scorpions. Thanks to the blessings of the ancestors of the Shen family, I am what I am today.”

"Young master, what do you say..." The old steward was startled, and suddenly realized after thinking for a while, he said in shock, "Young master has been wronged? Madam, she—"

Shen Yanzhi sighed again, and he was calm, "Don't bring up the past again. I didn't want to go back to this house. We are just trying to gain a good name. After thinking about it, we don't have to meet."

The old steward didn't understand, but he had some guesses in his heart, and he listened to Shen Yanzhi's words, "No one knows the great reputation of the Shen family, and because of this reputation, the emperor asked me to make an explanation, and now I'm coming home for an explanation. , but no matter who I am, I'm not related to them, I really don't want to pretend to be with them, since it's just for an explanation, and I don't have to go all the way, but I suddenly have an idea, you should listen to it and see if it's right."

"Sir, please tell me"

Shen Yanzhi told the old steward what he had made up his mind to, and the old steward thought about it for a while, looking at Shen Yanzhi, he was both surprised and suspicious, although he wanted to ask clearly, but he was afraid to ask because of a sad accident, and he was thinking about how the young master had already entered After entering the Hanlin Academy, where is the Shen family? It is not the Shen family. Regardless of the grievances between the wife and the young master, but they are outsiders after all. Lian ordered the coachman to return.

Chun'er was puzzled, seeing the expressions of the two of them, he didn't dare to ask, so he could only do his job well, put two pieces of charcoal into the stove and handed it to Shen Yanzhi, and then pulled the blanket on his body.

However, Shen Yanzhi just lifted the curtain of the car, looked at the weather outside, and thought that today...he should go to the palace.

The carriage stopped at the back door of Shen's mansion, the groom was very happy to get the silver taels and not have to go out this far, the old manager got the carriage under Shen Yan before going back to the house to draft another letter.

According to Shen Yanzhi's plan, let's say that Shen Yanzhi suffered a catastrophe six years ago and lost his memory, so he has no contact with his family for many years. Fortunately, he was rescued by a beautiful family, and he will be raised. Traveling far away, the relatives are far away but the son can't wait, and I regret and sigh, so I can only show my heart with a little courtesy.

The letter did not mention where he is now, so there would be no further entanglements with the mother and son. The old steward stayed in Shen's residence and let Shen Yanzhi do his best.

In this way, all the etiquette is fulfilled, and there will be no gossip, and Shu Yi also bears this virtuous name. Although various rumors are certain, he is not afraid of them.

After changing his clothes, Shen Yanzhi asked Chun'er to bring the badge for entering the palace. After a short rest, he was relieved when he saw the old steward handing over the letter. He called the carriage in his mansion and prepared to go to the palace.

Chun'er doubted, "It's not too late to enter the palace tomorrow, the young master should be tired after tossing around all morning, let's take a rest first."

Shen Yanzhi shook his head, and asked casually, "Is today the thirteenth day of October?"

Chun'er thought for a while, nodded, and Shen Yanzhi smiled lightly, "That's it, go get ready, it won't be good if it's late."

Two years, two full years.

Although Chun'er didn't understand, seeing Shen Yanzhi's insistence, she had no choice but to prepare according to her words, but before she took two steps, Shen Yanzhi suddenly remembered something, and hurriedly called her to say, "By the way, look at my memory, I actually put your I forgot things, seeing that you are not too young, but I am not your elder, and I have no control over the marriage, it all depends on your own will—"

"Young master..." Chun'er interrupted him with a frown, "Chun'er will guard the young master till death, why talk about marriage!"

"What are you in a hurry for? Whoever said that I will let you marry now!" Shen Yanzhi frowned slightly, "It's just fate, you may resign on your own one day. I want to marry someone. I have no status. In the future There will be none, and I don’t know where the soul will go. You should know Mr. Xu from the Imperial Academy. I have already discussed with him. Let’s pretend to be brothers and sisters. Even if we get married in the future, we will have a good time.”

When Chun'er heard this, she realized that she had thought wrong, and thought that the young master had made such a plan for herself, and her eyes turned red, and she tried not to shed tears, knowing that thanking her was too light, so she just He nodded desperately, quietly wiped away his tears with his sleeves, bent over and saluted, then ran out to see if the carriage was ready.

Shen Yanzhi watched Chun'er drift away, thinking that he would stay here for at least ten years, if he could see that Chun'er had found a lover to rely on, and he would not let her take care of her all these years, As for Yuan Bao, he really couldn't care about it, couldn't care about it, and didn't want to care about it.

The carriage rolled forward, and it was already afternoon when they reached the gate of the palace.

With the waist badge and the familiar faces of the palace gate guards, no one stopped him naturally. Shen Yanzhi was wearing a moon-white cotton robe with a soft fur cloak outside. Pavilion Brilliance was originally a place far away from him, but since he stepped in, he has never been able to leave.Thinking about the time, Shu Yi was probably in the imperial study, and I don't know what his expression would be when he knew that he had gone against his will and risked his spine being broken by the people of the world.

There is a piece of white silk hidden in the sleeve, which has not been worn for a long time.

Thinking that he has lived in Jiangzhen for nearly a year, but he has never seen what kind of flowing water there is. The people in the water town seem to be destined to be inseparable from this place. They close their eyes in the palace, and they are still in the palace after Fuming opens his eyes He already recognized it.

I also thought about whether it would be different if he was not the Ninth Five-Year Master and the Shen family hadn't fallen to this point, either in the February day when the world was full of fragrance, or in the cold winter day when the snow was boundless, on the arched bridge in the Jiangnan Water Village , before paving the imperial city well, one person wields a fan full of knowledge and the other wields a sword suavely, is there any difference?

Covered with a ribbon, he can walk down this road without any hindrance with his eyes closed.

Stubbornly wanting to regain the old dream, in the two years since leaving the palace, too much has changed.

It's been too long, it's really been too long, it has filled his entire youth, from ignorance to infatuation, there are right and wrong, and it doesn't matter what is right or wrong.In the four years before leaving, I told myself time and time again that there was a reason for all the mistakes I did, and that all my lovesickness was due to him. In the end, it was just an excuse that I could not deceive others but myself.

He is not a good person, he is bitter and mean, selfish, and uses the word lovesickness to prevaricate, which is not the case.

It's just that the gods pity him. He thought it was a wrong payment of infatuation, but the lingering failed, but it has come to this day and returned him a broken mirror reunion.

In the autumn, the afternoon is still a bit sultry, the sun is on the top of the head, but the autumn wind is cold.I don't know how long I walked, I heard the eunuchs and maids' whispers on the long street, but I didn't hear them, and I continued to walk forward step by step. The pain was relieved again, like a flying dream.

Not being able to see the road ahead and not concentrating, Shen Yanzhi quickly lost his way, and when he realized this, he no longer knew where he had gone.

He stubbornly didn't want to untie the ribbon on his eyes, and just when he didn't know what to do, he heard a guard yell, "Stop!"

Shen Yanzhi turned his head when he heard the sound, only to hear a few clangs of weapons, the guards quickly surrounded him, and one of them sternly said, "Who is it!"

Shen Yanzhi didn't panic, he took the waist badge from his pocket and showed it to them, this waist badge was different from other people's, everyone in the palace knew it, and they all knew that seeing such a waist badge, they couldn't stop people.The guard looked Shen Yanzhi up and down when he saw it, and he had a clue in his mind, and he ordered the guards to withdraw, and then ordered one of them to report, and then whispered to Shen Yanzhi, "I think you are going to Xuanshi Palace, you have already left here It’s not far away, and it’s only a quarter of an hour to the right hand side.”

Shen Yanzhi smiled, and said slowly, "Thank you for leading the way."

"Don't dare, don't dare"

The guard watched Shen Yanzhi leave slowly, but he couldn't take his eyes away. He guessed who this person was. He said that there was a very good-looking little master in Xuanshi Palace a few days ago, and then he moved there for no reason. Where, in short, the higher-ups issued an order to only recognize the plaque in his hand. Only when I saw him today, did I know why he got such an honor.

It's just that Shen Yanzhi didn't walk for a while, and his footsteps slowed down naturally, with an imposing manner, he was born with the aura of a king, even if he couldn't see things with his eyes, he could still distinguish who was coming, like a strong wind blowing through his heart, It was a bit of joy, a bit of anticipation, and a bit of inexplicable awe.

Suddenly he pulled his wrist, and his anxious voice sounded in his ears, "Didn't you leave this morning, why did you come back again, what's the matter with your eyes, but you don't feel well?" He hurriedly turned his head and told Xie Quan, "Quickly call The imperial doctor came—”

"No need", Shen Yanzhi stopped with a smile, "It's nothing, just wearing it for fun"

As he said that, he held Shuyi's hand and pulled it tightly, feeling the urge to die until his death, and his thoughts drifted back to many years ago, when Shuyi took him out of the palace for the first time, he also pulled like this His hands go the same way.

"I wanted to walk over by myself, but it must have been the guard who informed the emperor just now? If that's the case, the emperor will take his ministers away."

Shu Yi was taken aback for a moment, seeing his obedient appearance, he didn't know what was going on in his heart, pretended to be a little cold, and asked angrily, "I'm just asking why you came back, don't bother to talk about it he!"

Shen Yanzhi paused, but after careful consideration of Shuyi's tone just now, there was no anger, and then he laughed again, "Although the sun is bright outside, it's still cold, don't blame the emperor, wait until you enter the room to listen to the courtiers." It's not too late to explain"

Shuyi stopped and stared at him for a while, and saw that his hands were cold, so he had to pull him back first, and as soon as he lifted the curtain and entered Xuanshi Palace, he immediately ordered the palace staff to bring a charcoal brazier, and Shen Yanzhi stood aside Taking off the cloak, he said, "Why are you so delicate, when will you use the charcoal brazier?"

Shuyi glared at him, then turned around and walked to the desk and sat down, "Don't say it's useless, but why did you come back again?"

Shen Yanzhi casually said, "If I'm the emperor, I don't care what people in the world say, I just find an excuse to prevaricate, and I won't let him go, the emperor is fine, I don't want to go back, so I just drove me back."

He sighed as he spoke, and before Shu Yi could speak, he said again, "The emperor also knows, this minister will go and see the woman again, and he will inevitably be troubled. Since the emperor can't make this idea, the minister can only do it for himself. Intend……"

Then he told Shu Yi his idea, but Shu Yi was stunned, unable to laugh or cry, wanted to scold a few words but didn't know what to scold, so he just said "willful!", but didn't know what to do with the person in front of him Is good.

Shen Yanzhi walked over very calmly, stretched out his hand and pulled Shuyi to stand up. The distance between the two of them was only a fist or closer, and their hands were restless, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, "I haven't seen you for half a month, Ruochen." If I really leave today, it will inevitably take another two months..."

The voice was soft and soft, Shu Yi stared at him blankly for a long while, his breath gradually became unstable, he grabbed Shen Yanzhi's fidgeting hands suddenly, couldn't help but lowered his head slowly, Shen Yan dodged subconsciously, However, Shuyi exerted force to hold his head back, but Shuyi was extraordinarily patient, he just kept turning and rubbing his lips without making any other movements until Shen Yanzhi impatiently took a step closer, But he heard Shuyi suppressed a bad laugh.

"Why are you so anxious..." Shuyi's hoarse voice rang in his ears.

Shen Yanzhi blushed immediately, and just wanted to scold him, but the words before he uttered were drowned in the affectionate lips and tongue in an instant, sucking and entangled, the two of them did not back down.But in these matters, Shu Yi was slightly better, with one hand behind his head and the other firmly fixed his lower back, attacking the city without mercy, until Shen Yanzhi backed down every inch.

But how could Shu Yi let him succeed, Shen Yanzhi retreated an inch, and he approached an inch, pretending to let him go kindly, but the moment Shen Yanzhi dodged, he wrapped his tongue again, made a comeback, and vowed not to give up.

Shen Yanzhi was gradually out of breath, his mind was in chaos, and the messy atmosphere was entangled between the two of them, with a myriad of thoughts.

Slowly raised his hand, grabbed Shuyi's two fingers and twisted the ribbon, pulled it lightly, the ribbon slipped from the eyes, slowly opened his eyes, and saw the appearance of being entangled in human feelings, and slowly stopped his movements , looking at each other, there seemed to be a fire burning in my heart.

Shu Yi couldn't help asking him, "Why are you wearing this laoshizi today?"

Shen Yanzhi panted, and replied with a smile, "When I put it on, I remembered that in the south of the Yangtze River, the emperor bullying his ministers can be regarded as bullying miserably..."

A blush crept up his cheeks, his heart was flustered when he saw Shuyi, and he said in a panic, "Isn't it you who bullied, did you see that I bullied others..."

As he said that, he put his hand under Shen Yanzhi's body, and just as his fingers were on his belt, Shen Yanzhi suddenly grabbed his hand, took a deep breath, looked away, and pushed Shuyi away, "Mr. I'm not in that mood today..."

Turning around to go to the case, as if nothing happened, picked up the writing brush on the pen, dipped it in ink, and said with a smile, "By the way, a few days ago, I made the decision arbitrarily and let Chun'er have a false name in the Xu family. Master Xu has no brothers or sisters so he agreed, if in the future the marriage still needs the emperor's order, it can be done in a smooth manner."

Shu Yi was also taken aback, strode over, walked around behind him, and said slowly, "She's not young anymore, didn't I tell you to make plans earlier? It's the second son of the Minister of Rites. Famous filial son, the article is well done..."

Getting closer and closer to Shen Yanzhi, the breath spit out at the tips of his ears, making Shen Yan tremble again, "Is it a fire?"

Shen Yanzhi hid in a hurry, and somehow said, "What's so good about being a filial son, if you marry because you are a filial son, then the emperor..."

Suddenly realizing that he was speaking indiscriminately, Shen Yanzhi shut his mouth immediately. Before he could turn around to see Shuyi's expression, he reached out to Shuyi's waist and pinched him fiercely, and said in a harsh voice, "You can also learn to tease me. gone?"

But there was no anger at the end of the sentence, Shen Yanzhi could hear it naturally, lowered his eyes again, and said softly, "How dare I, it's just that Chun'er's marriage depends on her own decision, she should find someone she likes, your majesty don't Misfits"

Seeing him like this, I knew that the fire would never be extinguished today, hated and angry but also pityed, couldn't help but let go of the hand on his waist, gave him a torreya, and sighed fiercely, "It's up to you that is!"

Shen Yanzhi just smiled.

Finally, Shen Yanzhi wrote for a while before the desk, and felt bored again, so he moved the chrysanthemums at the door and made some paintings. Halfway through the painting, he saw that he was flipping through the book, and came to him curiously and took a book to read. Shu Yi was afraid that he would be dishonest again, so he hurriedly drove him to the bed by the window, and sat at the desk to read a book by himself.

Afternoon passed by in a hurry, followed by dinner, the sky was getting darker, I don’t know if it’s going to rain or something, the gloomy look is scary, the autumn wind makes the window lattices jingle, and the two of them can’t read in the house. meditate.

Shen Yanzhi glanced at the weather outside, and thought that the weather was not beautiful, but he still got his temper, and asked Shu Yi, "Is there anyone else at Wende Palace?"

Shu Yi Wenyan put down the book and looked up, "There must be no one else, why?"

Shen Yanzhi hesitated to speak, but saw that Shuyi had been waiting for him to speak, so he hesitated and whispered, "I haven't been back for a long time, I want to go and see, can the emperor accompany you?"

"There's no one to clean it, so what are you doing there?" Shu Yi asked.

Shen Yanzhi was speechless, but stood up stubbornly and ordered someone to bring the cloak. Seeing that he was about to put it on, Shu Yi hurriedly pulled him away, "What is there to do there? Seeing that it's going to rain, it's not too late to go tomorrow." "

But Shen Yanzhi seemed to have made up his mind. Seeing that the time was approaching, he had to go anyway, so he turned his head and gave Shuyi a pitiful look, and his voice became softer, "I just want to take a look. , even at a glance"

Shen Yanzhi's words moved his face, Shu Yi looked out of the window and had no choice but to let him go.

Along the way, the wind blew harder, and the raindrops fell down and hit the ground, accompanied by the autumn wind, which set off a bone-piercing chill.However, Shen Yanzhi always walked slowly, and did not quicken his pace. Seeing that he was getting closer and closer to Wende Palace, he walked this road countless times in the past four years. There were joys and bitterness. Here, hope is here, and heartbreak and despair are also here.

The autumn wind was bitter, and Shen Yanzhi couldn't help but tightly gripped his cloak. Shu Yi noticed his move and couldn't help scolding him, "But it's cold? Why are you so anxious to have a look and find the weather, otherwise I'd better go back tomorrow. I will accompany you again—”

Shen Yanzhi shook his head hastily, but without saying a word, Shuyi sighed, and had no choice but to follow him again.

Behind him was a group of palace people who followed fifteen steps away, and the two walked with umbrellas. Only the two palace people in front carried lanterns, and after a while they arrived at the gate of Wende Palace. Come on, since Chun'er left, the eunuch Dexi, who was here with her, was also sent to serve in the Xuanshi Palace. In a blink of an eye, no one has cleaned this place for many days.

The autumn rain covered the dust, and the bluestone slab was a blue color, reflecting the two people holding the umbrella.

Xie Quan and a group of other palace people backed away with great eyes. Shen Yanzhi stood at the gate of the palace for a while, then walked into the house. The rain soaked his clothes and stained the uppers of his shoes. Shen Yanzhi looked down at the bluestone slab. My own empty figure, smiling and speaking,

"I remember cheating in the scientific examination that year. If I didn't go my own way, I wouldn't be hurt. In fact, it doesn't matter whether I believe it or not. In the end, I just worry too much..."

Shu Yi was taken aback, not knowing how the well-behaved Shen Yanzhi would bring up the past years, and called out "Yanzhi?", but Shen Yanzhi didn't seem to hear it, and continued to walk forward step by step.

"Wen Zhaoyi died suddenly, and the unborn child in her womb, not only her, Wang Zhaorong and Hui Zhaoyi in the past, I will always remember it, and I will never dare to forget that it is the sin of my mistake and death. It will be repaid later..."

Putting away the umbrella and pushing open the door, Shen Yanzhi sneezed due to the smell of dust from the old house. The ground and desks were covered with a thin layer of dust. He put the umbrella aside casually, but the only thing that really came into view was the moon. The wooden screen behind the door is painted with a picture of thousands of miles of rivers and mountains.

Shu Yi walked in with him, although the rain outside was getting heavier, but the house really couldn't welcome anyone, so he could only open the door to let in the wind for a while, and put the umbrella aside, the folded umbrella was dripping with water , accompanied by Shen Yanzhi's calm and unwavering voice, unexpectedly added to the bleakness.

"I still remember that the emperor took his minister out of the palace. It was the first time since he entered the palace. The emperor intended to let him go, but he was unwilling to come back to die. After that, I don't blame you..."

"Multiple ministers in the court jointly signed the report. The minister has no merit for the country and no benefit for the people. It is the most appropriate way to kill the minister to calm the hearts of the people. Such a result is also what the stubborn minister will get when he comes back..."

"After that, Qiushou..."

"..."

Shen Yanzhi kept telling the past, Shu Yi listened quietly, but couldn't understand, the sound of rain outside the house gradually put other sounds behind the rain curtain, the world instantly became white, except for the sound of rain and water, the surroundings were so quiet Surprisingly, Shen Yanzhi's voice was exceptionally clear and ear-piercing, obviously without any emotion, as if he was just recalling the past with an old friend, but Shu Yi seemed to be suffocating.

It wasn't until he talked about leaving the palace without authorization that Shen Yanzhi suddenly turned around, with tears in his smile, mixed with pain and relief, "I have nothing to complain about, but the emperor has always apologized to me. His subordinates hurt their faces, but the emperor never abandoned them; many concubines died tragically, and the blood of several people was stained on their hands, and the emperor never blamed them; The pressure wanted Liu Chen to die... Needless to say, the emperor has always treated his ministers well..."

"Speaking... I...", Shu Yi wanted to say that he was in debt, he didn't know his own heart, and he never had trust, but when the words came to his lips, Shen Yanzhi's relieved smile came into view, and unexpectedly I can't say a word.

But Shen Yanzhi seemed to know what Shuyi wanted to say, and he still smiled. Although it was rainy in autumn, that smile was like a breeze blowing in the warm spring, shaking people's hearts, "I always think, if you are not the emperor, I am not the emperor." It's not offering child molestation, would it be a little different?"

Then he shook his head again, "But then I figured it out, maybe you and I won't even meet at that time, or maybe I express my intention early, the emperor will only feel bored, and the fate between you and me will be cut off, so why not?" Right or wrong, any complaint or apology, it’s all fate.”

As soon as he finished speaking, he suddenly took a few steps forward, plunged his head into Shuyi's arms, buried his head in his shoulder, and wept uncontrollably.

"It's really good, it's really good..."

It's great to meet you...

There will no longer be such a person in the world. Although he can't figure out his own thoughts, he tries his best to endure, allowing himself to play tricks and tricks under his nose, and he never blames him. Everyone always has his own. Well, this is the goodness of Shuyi, even if he left the palace, even if he was in despair, he never let go of this thought, just like Shen Yanzhi is the only one in the world, and there is only one Shuyi that he likes so much.

Shuyi let Shen Yanzhi hold him in a daze, and it took him a long time to realize what was going on. He hugged him back, but he still didn't understand what he meant, so he could only laugh and say, "What's the matter today? If you have something to say, why bother moving it?" How can you still cry like a child when you think about the old things?"

Shen Yanzhi wiped his tears on Shuyi, and Shuyi couldn't help laughing and scolding him, "Since you have become so dependent, why did you run away so desperately back then? If I didn't reach Jiangnan a year ago, what would it be like?"

Shen Yanzhi sniffled and said sadly, "It's just a pity that I've been alone for decades..."

Hearing this, Shu Yi hugged him even tighter, but Shen Yanzhi pushed him away with one hand. Looking at the empty room, it was no different from two years ago, except that there were fewer furnishings. I remember those bottles and cans back then. It turned into fragments and stepped on the feet, and the feet without shoes and socks stepped on countless tiles. The blood was dripping, and it hurt the hearts of the people.

Shen Yanzhi said, "Does your majesty know what day it is?"

"Ok?"

"Two years ago today, when Qiushou came back, it was at this time, at this place, the emperor stood here, and the minister knelt there—"

Shu Yi was startled, seeing Shen Yanzhi turned around, seemed to realize what he was going to do, and hurriedly pulled on his sleeve, but the sleeve flew and slipped through his fingertips.

He watched Shen Yanzhi walk to the screen behind the moon gate, then suddenly turned around and knelt down, just like back then.

"Whatever I want, I don't want anything, whether you know it or not, whether you believe it or not, I don't want everything..." Accompanied by the strong wind outside the house and the heavy rain pouring down, weeping like weeping, Shen Yanzhi smiled , there were tears that seemed to be there, and they never fell again, "I only want a place in your heart. It used to be a place, but now it's the only place. As long as you like me, that's enough..."

Just like today two years ago, at the same time, at the same position, standing and kneeling at the same time, each other was very flustered. At that time, Shen Yanzhi also knelt down in front of him like this, but it was still a little different. He burst out of the embankment, all thoughts were lost, like a dying person eagerly seeking an answer at the end, kneeling down in front of himself without dignity, begging for the sincerity he gave in those years.

However, it is different now, there is no sadness, no tears, the slightly sad eyes are more confident, it seems to know the answer calmly, and there is a tinge of pride.

He saw Shen Yanzhi stretch out his arm, and the corners of his mouth slowly curled up. He was no longer the same as he was back then, and neither was Shen Yanzhi.

Shen Yanzhi opened his mouth, word by word, still without any ambiguity, he said, "I like you, Shu Yi, I like you..."

What is happy but not chaotic, deep but not trapped, after all, it is because the person in front of me is confused and trapped in the heart.

Shuyi stretched out his arms tremblingly, his eyes were slightly hot, and walked up to Shen Yanzhi step by step, bent his knees, touched his cheeks with his fingers, and then hugged him into his arms, still so thin that it made people feel distressed.

She closed her eyes, tightened her arms, and suddenly heard the soft sobbing of the person in her arms, everything changed.

Shu Yi opened his mouth slowly, and the hundred-smelting steel finally turned into soft fingers. From now on, he will never repeat the same mistakes.

A deep, firm voice sounded in the ears as if it had been years, disturbing the hearts of the two of them, and Shu Yi said, "Shen Yanzhi, I like you..."

Regret?complain?

The least regret, acquaintance when we were young; the least resentment, a heartbeat.

(End of the article)

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It's been two days since I stopped updating... I'm sorry, I didn't mention a word the day before yesterday, and I didn't finish writing yesterday, so I dragged it until today

I was also taken aback when I wrote it myself, why... I wrote the ending... Two years later, I probably still remember Shen Yanzhidao's heartbreaking sentence "I like you..." Two years later, the same time and the same time In this place, the past is like a cloud of smoke, but when you pick it up and ask again, everything is very different.

That's probably it, that's it...

It has been more than two months since I published this article. Thanks to the little angels for their company all the time. In fact, it has been almost three months from the conception and storage of the manuscript to the completion. I have a lot of emotions.

I never thought that there would be so many little angels. From signing to being on the list to entering V, it was a big dream.There are places that I like very much, and there are also plots that I am dissatisfied with. Fortunately, you don't dislike it, which makes me motivated until today.

Looking forward to the long review~ looking forward to the long review~

In fact, it was very depressing when I wrote it, even the sweet part was also very depressing, after all, it was in the palace, many plots could not be developed, and many plots were strangled to death in the cradle. It’s okay, I did it on my own will, but it’s actually not that easy.

Whether it is encouragement or praise from the little angels, or criticism and suggestions, keep them in your heart, and look forward to the next one being better and better.

Let me say goodbye for now, I hope you will be with me in the next book~

(I'm still not good at talking...)

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