Bronze Sparrow Spring Deep

"My lord, you are back. If something bad happens, I'm afraid the child will be lost!"

Although Shen Yanzhi was standing outside the courtyard wall, when he heard Chun'er's words, it was as if a bloody smell rushed towards his face, and he could really imagine what the scene in the house was like, and said anxiously, "What's going on? Is it!"

Counting on the fingers, the child in Zijin's womb is about seven months old, and it suddenly came so dangerously, I'm afraid it's more than auspicious.

Chun'er hurriedly knelt down, anxious, with remorse on her brows, "My lord, I'm sorry, it's because the servants didn't report it. Since the winter day, the baby was gassy, ​​and although it barely kept the child, it has been pouring soup and medicine, but in fact His health has not been very good, and he seldom ate food for the past month. The doctor originally said that if the child could not be kept, it would be better to beat him so as not to destroy his body, but Zijin insisted on refusing, so he dragged on till now—"

"Nonsense!", Shen Yanzhi sternly said, "Did this matter follow her temper! She is confused and you follow her?!"

Saying that, Shen Yanzhi raised his foot and was about to go into the courtyard, Chun'er staggered and hurriedly stopped him, his eyes full of bewilderment, "My lord, there is a strong smell of blood in the courtyard, that child probably has no chance to be born—"

"Step aside!"

Chun'er didn't seem to hear, "Yin and yang are restrained, it's unlucky for the young master to go, there are slaves here..."

It was only then that Shen Yanzhi realized that something was wrong with Chun'er, panicked, fell to his knees on the ground and wept bitterly, and then he could hardly speak, only whimpering remained between his teeth, no matter how Shen Yanzhi called her, she had no response.

"Chun'er!", Shen Yan's voice became louder again, Chun'er gradually came back to his senses, and looked up at Shen Yan in a daze.

"Get up!" With the strength in Shen Yanzhi's hand, Chun'er stood up, with teardrops hanging on her eyelashes, reflecting the sunset light, Shen Yanzhi didn't know the fear and fear in Chun'er's heart, and followed Zijin's wishes He insisted on leaving the child behind, seeing that Zijin was getting thinner and weaker day by day, and under the pressure to hide it. Now that something happened, if something happened to the child, how would Chun'er feel at ease?

But Shen Yanzhi was also pretending to be calm, when he suddenly heard hysterical screams from inside the room, through layers of walls, reaching people's hearts, Chun'er's legs went limp when he heard it, fortunately Shen Yanzhi held her tightly, and said slowly, "Chun'er, you Listen, I said earlier that it is her blessing that the child stays, it is her fate that the child is not kept, and today's result is her insistence, it has nothing to do with others!"

Chun'er nodded hurriedly, then shook her head again, crying so badly that she almost lost her mind, "No, no, my lord! If the slaves had reported to you early in the morning, this wouldn't have happened. Just now the doctor said... that there was something wrong. Shen is a dead body with two lives, the servant does not like her, and thinks she is a burden to the young master, but...but the servant has never thought of killing her..."

"Chun'er!", Shen Yanzhi called her, every word was sonorous and forceful, calming his mind, calming his thoughts, "Why did you say something wrong, even if you told me early in the morning, whether this child can be kept or not, a great crisis in the world Dreams are nothing more than doing your best to obey the destiny, after all, the destiny cannot be violated... But Zijin can't die, so we must save her!"

"I know... I know...", I gritted my teeth, raised my arms and wiped away my tears, but couldn't hide the frown between my brows and tears in my eyes, "I'm going to see what's going on, the young master is right, even if the child If you can't keep her, you have to save her life... Young Master, don't come in, there are slaves here..."

"Okay, okay, I won't go in, I'll wait in the room"

Watching Chun'er run in crying, seeing the pots of blood coming out, even he didn't know what he was anxious about, he only knew that if Ning Qingru had so much sincerity towards Zijin, then only Zijin Only if she survived, Ning Qingru would be able to leave that cage, abandon her father and brother, and the people of Ningguo. Since ancient times, love is the most harmful word.

Letting Ning Qing go out of the palace... The plan to go beyond the limit of special changes, although I told myself over and over again in my heart to comfort myself that everything I did today was for peace of mind, debts, and even a little kindness, but there was always a voice that swept away like a storm. Come on, engrave an imprint on his heart, and tell him clearly that it's all because of his meanness.

Mean?Shen Yanzhi smiled, but who can be generous and tolerant when saying a word of love?

After tossing around in the backyard all night, Shen Yan didn't sleep all night, not even taking a nap, cup after cup of strong tea poured into his throat, his fingertips trembled slightly, and even almost knocked over the teacup the moment Chun'er pushed the door open.

Chun'er said that although the child was gone, the adults rescued him.

The sky outside is bright, the breeze blows the fragrance of flowers, and the mist covers the young leaves. According to Chun'er, a seven-month-old child loses his breath when he is born, and it is unlucky to die, but Zijin cried and shouted that he must Give her a hug, but this sight may be a nightmare of her life, Chun'er stopped her, but seeing that she wanted to see the child no matter how hard she tried, she finally softened her heart, and asked the servant to hold her for a look.

I was crying heartbroken, but after hugging her, I fell silent, lying motionless on the bed, drank the medicine, and just refused to rest.

Shen Yanzhi was silent for a while, then said softly, "Go and have a look."

After finally leaving the palace, the only thing she thinks about is the child. Perhaps it is because of the child that she has persisted here for so long. Now that the child is gone, what will she live on?

Splitting headache.

When Shen Yanzhi stepped into the backyard, the thick smell of blood hadn't dissipated. The hustle and bustle of the night was gone, leaving only lifeless silence. When he opened the door, the smell of blood was even stronger. A thick layer of wax was applied, and there was only one maid waiting beside her.

He must have heard the sound of the door being pushed, and the maid also greeted him, but the person on the bed didn't move at all, lying on the bed with his eyes open, staring at something, lifeless, his skin was as pale as paper, and his face was slightly open. With his mouth open, it broke through his throat like a silent choked sob and turned into a wisp of smoke, the soul dissipated, cold and shady, and isolated the beneficial wind and smooth flow of this summer.

Shen Yanzhi approached, looking at Zijin who was almost half dead, with mixed feelings.The bedding on the bed has been changed, but the hair on the pillow and the remaining bloodstains on the ground are still shocking. Shen Yanzhi calmed down and said slowly, "Take care of your body, and there will be more children."

Zijin was speechless, and he didn't even move his eyes. Shen Yanzhi took a deep breath and said, "I know you're sad, and I'm not used to persuading people, but I was the one who saved your life half a year ago and helped people to the end. Zijin... do you still want to see your young master?"

Hearing the word son, the person on the bed finally had some reaction, and slowly turned his head, with tears of hatred in his eyes, "Mr... son?"

Shen Yanzhi's eyes were unwavering, and he said lightly, "You can only see your young master if you take care of your body. How difficult is it to die, people are always going to die, and the most difficult thing is to live as you wish."

Zijin blinked slowly and with difficulty, as if she understood what Shen Yanzhi was saying, the pain of losing her child took away all the woman's thoughts, and there was only one string in her heart, holding her last breath.He closed his eyes and seemed to be smiling, "How difficult is it to die...but I don't even dare to die..."

He took out a jade pendant from under the pillow, handed it to Shen Yanzhi tremblingly, "I will always remember the grace of saving my life, and I will never dare to forget it... If I can get your help to meet the young master, I will have no regrets in this life... Also, please... help my servant Tell the son a word..."

Holding the jade pendant in Shen Yanzhi's hand, he was full of thoughts. He didn't even know how to face Shuyi and Shuyi's reaction after the incident. It turned out that one day he would rely on his favor to act recklessly, trample on the dignity of the royal family, and break through his bottom line .

He couldn't sleep for several days and nights, didn't think about food and drink, and came out of the Imperial Academy every day, even if Shuyi sent someone to invite him, they refused because they felt unwell. The prescription for soothe the gods gave up.

With Yuanbao's help, he borrowed a set of eunuch's palace uniform, intending to meet the courageous but intrepid Young Master Ning today, but suddenly heard that the emperor named him to the imperial study to draft an order, Shu Yi finally found a He couldn't refuse the reason, so he had to put down his official duties and go with Xie Quan.

Seeing Shuyi for the first time, he was pulled over by the aloof emperor, his heart trembled and he was flustered.Shu Yi saw that he was looking bad and listless, and asked, "Didn't you send the imperial doctor to see it? Why, you're not feeling well?"

Shen Yanzhi paused, then smiled lightly, "It's okay, I haven't had a good rest lately."

"What are you busy with all day, so young, don't you have a good rest? It's not worth it to be exhausted"

"I know." Shen Yanzhi pushed him away with a strong smile, and glanced at the case, "Didn't the emperor ask me to draw up an edict? I grind the ink first——"

As he said that, he went to get the ink stick on the desk, but was stopped by Shu Yi, "I just wanted to find a reason to see you, and I didn't see you for several days after pushing left and right. Can you hide from me for a lifetime?"

This Tibetan word seemed to touch Shen Yan's heartstrings, he was about to confess, but he finally gritted his teeth and swallowed it into his stomach, unable to escape.

Later, Shuyi wanted to keep Shen Yanzhi for dinner, but Shen Yanzhi refused after thinking about what happened today, but Shuyi didn't force him. Seeing his slightly pale face, he couldn't help feeling worried, but worry is worry, and thoughts are thoughts. , at the moment of sending him away, he secretly kissed the corner of his mouth, and then let him go out willingly, Shen Yanzhi turned his head to look at him, his heart was in a mess.

Even though he was upset, he still changed into the eunuch's palace uniform and walked to Yunqi Palace unimpeded. In the name of the emperor, even the eunuchs at the gate of the palace did not dare to stop him. Xu Shixi was quiet, and there was no one guarding outside the house. Then, he still hesitated the moment he stepped into the house, once he took this step, it would be difficult to turn back, if Shuyi questioned, would he be able to respond confidently?

Of course not...but...

What should be done is still to be done, it is always uneasy, and it is always necessary to feel at ease.

Landing on the ground, seeing Ning Qingru sitting in front of the desk, she closed the door, clenched her fists, lowered her head and said in a low voice, "Young Master Ning, the emperor has orders—"

Ning Qing raised her head when she heard the sound, and saw the face of the person at the door with just a glance. Even though she was dressed in eunuch attire, he would never forget that face. She slapped the table and stood up abruptly, "Why is it you!"

Seeing that Ning Qingru was about to call for someone, Shen Yanzhi immediately took out a jade pendant from his bosom, raised his eyebrows, and his heart was as calm as water, "Master Ning, don't worry."

Ning Qingru was stunned when she saw the jade pendant in his hand, how could she not recognize what he gave as a gift?

"This jade pendant..." bypassing the book case, walked up to Shen Yanzhi and snatched the jade pendant into his hand, his eyes instantly sharpened, and he said ruthlessly, "What's wrong with you!"

Shen Yanzhi said, "She's fine."

Suddenly he stretched out his hand and grabbed Shen Yanzhi's collar, and with the two of them standing tall and low, he turned around and pushed Shen Yanzhi to the moon gate, with a bang, "How do you want me to believe you!"

It seemed that Ning Qingru's move angered Shen Yanzhi in an instant. He spent all his time and energy betting on Shuyi's mind to put everything in his hands, and had to deal with such a stupid guy. His chest was filled with anger, he frowned tightly, and spoke out without hesitation. , "I don't care if you believe it or not! Ning Qingru, you don't want to push yourself! I don't know how you live in Ningguo now, oh, yes, if it weren't for this temperament, how could you be reduced to the point of getting married?!"

"you--!"

Shen Yanzhi suddenly laughed, "Sent someone out of the palace on the Lantern Festival? Thanks to you who figured it out, if it wasn't for me, do you think she would have survived to this day?!"

Ning Qingru was taken aback for a moment, looked at the person in front of her in disbelief, and murmured, "You...you saved her?"

Although he is not hostile to Shen Yanzhi, he has no friendship at all. He saved Zijin?How can he believe it?

At this moment, Shuying outside the door brought tea, seeing that the door was closed, he said in doubt, "Master, the tea is ready!"

Where did Ning Qingru still have the mind to talk to him, she shouted angrily, "Get out!", then turned her head and said to Shen Yanzhi, "Where is Zijin now, how is she? How is the child?"

Shen Yanzhi paid attention to the movement outside the door. After a while, he felt that Shuying had left, so he pushed Ning Qingru away, and said slowly, "She asked me to tell you something..."

Sick on the bed, weeping like blood, he opened his mouth slowly, expressing his grief, "Please tell my son: what happened yesterday is like dying yesterday; what happens today is like being born today. From now on, there is nothing to be afraid of , but I hope that my husband will be a thousand years old, that my concubine will always be healthy, and that I will see you every year."

Shen Yanzhi slowly told Ning Qingru everything about the past few months. He spoke calmly. Unexpectedly, Ning Qingru also listened calmly. Even when he heard that something happened to the child, his pupils suddenly dilated and his legs softened. Sitting down on the chair, she looked at the jade pendant in her hand and wept in a daze.

After a long silence, he choked up, "She...she missed me..."

Seeing his appearance, Shen Yanzhi didn't know whether to be hurt or to laugh. Seeing that it was getting late, he had no time to spend with him, so he didn't hesitate anymore, and went straight to the point, "I didn't come here today just to tell you this , but I want to ask you—" Ning Qingru raised her head when she heard the voice, and heard that every word of Shen's words was absolutely not false, "Do you want to leave the palace?"

Ning Qingru shuddered, thinking she had heard it wrong, "You...what did you say?"

"I said, leave the palace"

"Can you take me out?", first surprised, then happy, then worried, "No, I can't go out, I can't leave the people of Liming in Ningguo alone..."

Shen Yanzhi couldn't laugh or cry, "Do you think your life or death will be related to the people of Liming in Ningguo? Do you really think that your father and brother will put the life and death of the entire Ningguo in your hands? If you leave, the emperor will blatantly look for them in spite of the royal face. Is Ningguo in trouble?"

As long as the adultery is not exposed, he will not cause any trouble. Instead of being like himself a year ago at most, just find a reason and suddenly disappear in the palace for no reason, and die in Daliang. How can Shu Yi ignore the past? What will Qing do to Ning Guo?Worrying.

"I……"

"Trust me once?" Shen Yanzhi looked at him, "Trust me once, nothing will happen to Ningguo, and the emperor will not pursue it. All the faults are on me. I let you go. I will bear everything. How about it? "

Ning Qingru was dubious, how could he not want to leave this ghostly place, but... "Why did you help me?"

Shen Yan paused, and said in a sad voice, "It's not helping you, it's helping me too."

The two fell silent, the air seemed to freeze, Ning Qingru didn't know why he believed his words by mistake, maybe it was a trap, how could Shen Yanzhi let him go so kindly, maybe he agreed, and there was an abyss ahead, But this is his only chance, if it's not life, it's death, let him stay in this place for the rest of his life, it's better to bet this time, and bet on his life.

Big deal, counterattack Shen Yan's words, at least keep the peace of Ningguo.

Slowly opened his eyes, met Shen Yanzhi's eyes, nodded, "Okay!"

The author has something to say: This chapter...deleted and written...written and deleted...revised and revised for a whole day, and finally released...

My heart hurts...the plot...has finally taken a step forward!