Bronze Sparrow Spring Deep

Shen Yanzhi didn't know how he came back home from Qingfeng Pavilion. When he woke up, he couldn't distinguish day and night, but he just heard the rustling outside, as if the day had already dawned, and it should be another day. , vigorous and vigorous.

Only in this room, the air seems to be condensed, and the biting cold is pressing.

The hand touched the side, it was cold, the person had been gone for a long time.The room was quiet, Shen Yanzhi got up slowly, realized that Shu Yi was not there, and he didn't know where he had gone, then he sighed, flashing through his mind for no reason the last words that Shu Yi said to him when he was still awake.Shen Yanzhi?Cheng Huan?What is he looking forward to for Shen Yanzhi, and what is he looking forward to for Cheng Huan? There can be thousands of "Cheng Huan" in the world, but he forces Shen Yanzhi to do the unique "Huan Cheng Huan", is it possible?

Laughing at himself, he got up to wash himself up, just moved a little, the strangeness behind him made him blush instantly, and he was so ashamed when he thought of what happened between the two of them in Qingfeng Pavilion.

What is this? Stealing a chicken is not worth a handful of rice?

Almost smashed the horn comb in his hand.

After sitting for a while, I felt irritable and unbearable. I thought of the few bank notes I bought in Qingfeng Pavilion yesterday. Gold, silver and jewelry are common, but silver is really rare, let alone such a large amount...

This time, I really smashed the horn comb.

His teeth were itching with anger, and his livelihood was not easy. He had already delayed his business for several days.Grabbing the stick, he hurriedly walked to the door, but his footsteps stopped suddenly. After all, yesterday should be the day when Shuyi should return to the palace. Although he promised himself to stay for a few more days, but I think one or two days is the most, Your Majesty Leaving the palace for so long without a reason, what kind of words would this spread.

Thinking of this, Shen Yan Zhimo went back to the house and sat down, even he himself didn't know what he was waiting for, it was so unbearable.

Waiting is always long and boring. Shen Yanzhi didn't know how long he had been sitting here waiting, but he just walked to the gate of the courtyard and came back again and again, over and over again, seemingly without end, but he never waited for anyone to arrive. .

Until the outside of the courtyard suddenly remembered the voice of Big Brother Wang who sells vegetables next door. His voice was especially loud. When he came home for lunch, he always liked to greet the people in the alley. Shen Yanzhi once used this to tell when Big Brother Wang was going home. up?

A trace of uneasiness suddenly rose in my heart, and I suddenly slapped the table, but my fingers suddenly touched the corner of the rice paper, and I felt my heart skip a beat.Suddenly I grabbed it and held it in my hand, the most familiar place suddenly became very strange, the threshold became an obstacle, I almost fell to the ground, stabilized my body in a panic, and ran out of the courtyard in a hurry, as soon as the door was opened, Suddenly bumped into someone's arms, surprised.

"where did you go?"

Calling out subconsciously, it caused the person opposite to frown, his voice was lonely, "By the way...you...you...you really have a sweetheart, so why hide it from me that day!"

It wasn't so easy, Shen Yan was taken aback, and didn't care about so much, pulled Liu Yu who didn't know why he was here, and stuffed the rice paper directly into his arms, with a crying voice, "Help me, it says What are you wearing?"

Liu Yu was also taken aback, took the piece of paper without knowing why, and glanced at it casually. There were only two large characters on it, in chic and elegant cursive script, drawn with iron and silver hooks.

"free……"

Liu Yu murmured, but it made Shen Yanzhi even more excited. He grabbed the piece of paper and raised his legs to run away. Liu Yu quickly grabbed him and said, "I came to look for you yesterday, but you said you were not feeling well. I have never met, but today I come again, do you still want to abandon me?!"

"Liu Qingping! Let go!"

Shen Yanzhi tried his best to shake him off, but Liu Yu's strength was too great, so he pulled Shen Yanzhi back in front of his eyes, looked down at him and sneered, "Do you know that the news has spread? Shen Yanzhi from West Street The young master took his man to the Qingfeng Pavilion in broad daylight, Shen Yanzhi, Shen Yanzhi, I really underestimated you!"

"My business, what has it got to do with you!"

"It has nothing to do with me!" Liu Yu looked at Shen Yanzhi and said sharply, "But you shouldn't hide it from me!"

Following Liu Yu's last word, Shen Yanzhi suddenly broke out of Liu Yu's control, turned his head and ran, ignoring the pedestrians all over the street, the stones under his feet and the children rushing in front of him, just kept running forward, stumbling, stumbling.Liu Yu followed closely behind, yelling "stop" one after another, but he couldn't stop him anymore, he could only support him, for fear that he would fall down.

But Shen Yanzhi didn't know where this road led, and all the flashes in his mind were: Shuyi left, he really set him free, he had always wanted to let go and be free, and Shuyi was given to him, but ...

What's the matter with this pain like a falling stone in the deepest part of my heart?

He left so easily, just a few words, just a few words, and forced him to leave?These!How does this compare with what he has endured for four years!

Turning around suddenly, he bumped into Liu Yu again, and Shen Yanzhi grabbed his skirt suddenly, his fingers were trembling, "Liu Yu! Liu Qingping!"

"I am, I am"

"Please, take me out of the city, I... I can't find it..." Crying all over, she was extremely embarrassed, thinking of him Shen Yan, who had been in the world for twenty years, hiding his emotions and anger, calm and indifferent, except in front of Shu Yi Besides, when have you been in such a mess?

The sun was high and warm, Liu Yu clearly saw the two lines of tears on Shen Yanzhi's cheeks shining in the sunlight, which hurt his eyes.Finally, he sighed and compromised, "Okay, I'll take you there. Which city gate is it?"

"To the capital, to the capital of Daliang..."

Full of satisfaction, all great compassion.

Shen Yanzhi knows that if we say goodbye today, it will be difficult to see each other in the future. He was the one who made every effort to leave that day, he was the one who Shuyi found and vowed to die, and now it is him who Shuyi let him go free and full of reluctance.He knows that he is unbearable and that he is impermanent, but what remains unchanged is only this heart and endless thoughts.

I can't fool anyone anymore.

He likes it, really likes it;

Linglong dice An Hongdou, lovesickness deep into the bone, do you know?

He heard the pointing and pointing of the passers-by on the road, whether these insults or curiosity, it was like a breeze passing by his ears, what did he care about until now?

At the gate of the city, after crossing the long queue leaving the city, Mr. Liu, who has always been known for his incorruptibility, put on the airs of the county magistrate for the first time, puffed out his chest and showed his official badge, the gate guards and a group of people immediately knelt on the ground to pay respects. Neither Liu Yu nor Shen Yanzhi had heard of it.

After leaving the city, Shen Yanzhi lost his mind again, where should he find him?Could it be that he went all the way to the capital, or went directly to the palace, even if there was only a farewell, no matter what, it would be worthwhile for him to pay by mistake.

Standing at the gate of the city, feeling the flow of people around, everything is nothingness, only the breeze sweeping past the ears is still clear.

——I have never been afraid of loneliness, and I have even gotten used to living alone, but I am afraid of reunion. Loneliness is like a seed buried in my heart, until one day when I meet and meet, a flower called missing blooms.

A big dream.

Looking at him, Liu Yu finally understood that there is a difference between being affectionate and being ruthless. Shen Yanzhi was ruthless to him, so there were barbs in every sentence, which were very sharp; A Shen Yanzhi, with tenderness entwined all over his body, nobility and arrogance, are just empty words, blown away by the wind.

Suddenly, there was a rush of horseshoes not far away, stepping on the ground with a sound, and the dust was flying, and a tall black horse appeared without warning in the smoke and dust rising from the noise.Liu Yu stared at the man on horseback for a long time, but he still couldn't see his face and expression clearly. He only knew that his eyes fell on Shen Yanzhi for a moment, only for a moment, and then he suddenly pulled into the rein and raised the tall half-horse Body, with a neighing sound, crashed to the ground.

Turning over from the horse, he walked towards Shen Yanzhi step by step, with surprise and doubt in his eyes, his footsteps seemed to be slow for hundreds of years.Liu Yu suddenly realized who this person was, and stepped back silently, knowing that he was no match.

"In other words?"

Hearing the familiar voice, Shen Yanzhi suddenly raised his head, and tears that he was suppressing desperately poured out of his eyes, like a child who lost his candied haws, standing in the middle of the crowd wiping his tears and weeping until his heart broke.

Slowly stretched out his hand, as if this year of parting had never happened, and as if it was unforgettable, he was crying, fragmented, "Hug me...you hug me..."

Shuyi couldn't stand his steps any longer, and rushed over like crazy to embrace Shen Yanzhi into his arms. He wouldn't tell Shen Yanzhi how he rode his horse for less than two miles and then rushed back desperately, and he didn't know whether it was for a real goodbye or With the slightest reluctance in his heart, he only knew that in this world, there are many people who are better than Shen Yanzhi in appearance, and there are many people who are better than Shen Yanzhi in talent——

But Shen Yanzhi, after all, there is only one.

"Don't cry...don't cry..."

Shu Yi's gentle soothing words didn't have any effect, instead Shen Yanzhi cried harder, lost and regained?No, indescribable.

"Aren't you going to leave? Why are you back?" Shen Yanzhi sobbed, his words were unsteady, his head was buried in Shuyi's chest, and his voice was muffled.

Shu Yi chuckled and didn't answer, hoping that Shen Yanzhi would know.

But Shen Yanzhi just pushed him away suddenly, the bright sun shone on his body, his clothes fluttered, who was young and flirtatious, he said, "You came back because you couldn't get it?"

If Ning Qing couldn't get what he asked for back then, wouldn't it be the same for him now?In the heart of this emperor, what is precious?

"I can't ask for it? There is something in this world that I can't ask for. As long as I want it, am I afraid that I won't get it? In other words... come here..." Although he called Shen Yanzhi in his mouth, Shu Yi walked away by himself Going over, Wei Liang's hand covered Shen Yanzhi's face, and said in a low voice, "I can give you what you want...I can give you everything you want..."

Shen Yanzhi was at a loss, at that moment he couldn't even hear what Shu Yi was saying, a flower of love in his heart slowly broke through the wall of his heart, revealing its petals like flames, without talking about lovesickness, every word of lovesickness.

Asking for nothing...he has nothing to ask for, the "nothing" for Ning Qingru is to stubbornly guard the dignity of the emperor and refuse to admit his lingering love, and the "nothing" for Shen Yanzhi... is for Shen Yanzhi. No, maybe it's really rare?

"Cheng Huan is you, Shen Yanzhi is also you, they are both you, there is no difference", the voice trembled, "Yanzhi... come back with me..."

As for Shen Yanzhi's answer, Shu Yi waited for a long time, maybe there was a cup of tea, or maybe there was a stick of incense, pedestrians passing by in a hurry occasionally fell on the two of them with different expressions.He is unwilling, and now the unwillingness of a year ago has not dissipated. There is only one life, and there is only one death.

Finally, he raised his hand and put it on the back of Shuyi's cold hand, his voice was as light as a cloud, dancing like a butterfly, "Okay... I'll go back with you..."

He spent his entire youth, ignorantly and deeply in love for several years, a song of joy, a song of separation, tears have been exhausted, and there is no more sorrow.