Jin Rui

The next day, the school promoted the new curriculum plan learned in xx middle school in the whole school like a gourd painting.The so-called new curriculum plan is to divide the whole class into several groups in groups of six people. Students learn independently and research independently. The class is completely handed over to the students, and then each group takes turns to go to the podium to explain the knowledge points, and then correct the deficiencies. A classmate added that the teacher only plays an auxiliary role.

In this way, the enthusiasm of the students is very high, but it is not used for learning, but it is convenient for chatting in small groups in class.Zhou Rui will not gossip like other students. Every class is very serious research, and then the results of the research are presented to the group leader, who will go to the podium to explain.

In this way, Zhou Rui became a living treasure in their group, and the task of researching the subject naturally fell on Zhou Rui, and the other students just chatted long-winded gossip, and didn't worry about the subject at all.

Slowly, Zhou Rui discovered that students who love to study work harder, and students who don't like to study are more indulgent.In this way, Zhou Rui realized that he didn't have enough time. There were so many classes every day, he had to preview, study and share, which took up most of his spare time, and naturally he had less rest time. He just felt very tired all over.Due to bowing his head to study for a long time, Zhou Rui's neck is often sore.

"Don't just study blindly, you have to combine work and rest. How can you study like this? No matter how good your body is, you will be exhausted." Chen Jin rubbed Zhou Rui's neck at night, and said with concern.

"It hurts, it hurts, take it easy," Zhou Rui called out.

"I think the people in your group are clearly bullying you, why don't I go to the teacher and tell the teacher to transfer you to our group?" Chen Jin complained.

"No need, I will pay attention to it in the future," Zhou Rui said.

"You! You just look like a bully. What's the use of having a good personality? It's yourself who suffers," Chen Jin still complained.

"Oh! Don't say any more, what's wrong with my personality? Is it bad? Don't you like it?" Zhou Rui said angrily.

When Chen Jin heard it, she immediately became smiling, and said softly, "I can't say I don't like it, I'm not worried for you, don't be angry."

Zhou Rui pointed to his neck and made a "hmmmm" sound, signaling Chen Jin to continue pressing.When Chen Jin saw it, she pressed it immediately, and said, "It's my wife, I wonder if this strength is good? But it's comfortable? If you have any instructions, please show me your wife."

"Xiao Jinzi, press it carefully, there's so much nonsense," Zhou Rui laughed. "Yes," Chen Jin nodded.

After being pressed by Chen Jin like this, Zhou Rui felt much more comfortable, and thought in his heart: I have to pay more attention in the future, and I can't continue studying like this.

The next day, Zhou Rui received the bad news from home that his cousin died of poison.Zhou Rui couldn't believe it, and after confirming it again, tears fell down, and he was completely dumbfounded, and stayed there in a daze.

Aunt Biao has been very kind to Zhou Rui since she was a child, just like her own son.Zhou Rui has always regarded his cousin as the closest person in his heart.Zhou Rui remembers that when he was young, his cousin would always take him to her house to play during holidays. At that time, his cousin had sheep at home.Aunt Biao was worried that she was alone at home, and would take her with her when herding sheep, and never left her.When encountering the poison of the sun, my aunt would hold herself in her arms, block the sun with her back, and shade herself...

Zhou Rui felt very uncomfortable when he thought about it, all kinds of good things about his cousin emerged in his brain, and he couldn't help crying all at once.When Chen Jin saw it, she was terrified, and quickly asked, "What's the matter?" Zhou Rui cried and told Chen Jin about his aunt.Chen Jin could only say some comforting words, and advised him not to be too sad, the dead will ascend to heaven, and good people will be rewarded.

After hearing this, Zhou Rui immediately went to the teacher to ask for leave. When he returned home and saw his cousin lying in the crystal coffin, his heart ached. He couldn't understand why such a good person would commit suicide by taking poison.Zhou Rui cried, thinking in his heart: Aunt Biao, I haven't repaid you well yet, why did you leave?

In the evening Zhou Rui insisted on staying with his aunt, Zhou Rui's mother said, "All the guardians are your cousin's children, what can you do?" Zhou Rui went back and lay down on the bed, feeling sad again. I feel very uncomfortable.So, got up and wrote:

"Mourning Cousin"

In the evening, my blood stained heart is wandering.

At dawn, I seem to be reborn and reincarnated, like flowers disappearing into mud.

In the night I fell from the stars like a newborn pony that loses its mare.

During the day, I imagined how the love that was put together in the coffin was broken into pieces? /

Relatives who died on the wooden bed, I only mourn for you.

Kiss your face, like a lamb kneeling and sucking milk.

My tears are silent like a tide, crying alone in the night, crying like a stone pillar.

The last wound, the broken heart, the deep pain.

The last meeting, my regret, my dearest relative, my pain.

how?how?

In the middle of the night, the rain stole my window and poured down my heart.

The next day, my aunt was about to go to the funeral, and the whole family cried earth-shatteringly, including Zhou Rui, who was in distraught.Along the way, his aunt's coffin was being carried, and Zhou Rui wished that he could turn back time and return to the good time with his aunt.But the world is impermanent, who would have thought of it?The scene in front of him is something no one wants to see. Auntie, go away, Zhou Rui said in his heart.

Although Zhou Rui also understood the truth that people cannot be resurrected after death, but such a good person is in middle age, why is this so?Life is too fragile, if you say no, it will be gone.Zhou Rui thought about how to treat his aunt in the future, but this sudden accident broke Zhou Rui's beautiful thoughts and tortured himself.My heart is filled with emotion:

bright night

Sorrows rise from the hillside

Loess Underground

I can't bear to give up

remember that beautiful morning

man in calico

holding a heart

Snatched away by death at night

that was the last time we met

That's the soul of the dead body a few days later/

An ordinary morning forever unforgettable

affinity in dreams

lonely pain

i cry at night

I unload from your arms

Today's wind and rain are affectionate and intentional

take away repeated nostalgia

safe and happy in the dirt

Aunt Biao was buried on a hillside. Zhou Rui saw that the black coffin was gradually buried with soil. From then on, will heaven and man be separated from the world forever?Zhou Rui met his cousin once when he went home last month. The smile and voice are vivid in his memory. Now, in just a few days, a real person will disappear if he says nothing. It is unbelievable. Zhou Rui thought about it , I can't help myself, I feel very sad and uncomfortable in my chest.

The author has something to say:

Dedicated to the dearest and most respected cousin in life! ! !