Jin Rui

Chen Jin just sat like this, his mind was in a mess. He didn't know why he confessed his love so impulsively, and he didn't know why he fell in love with a man.

The first time Chen Jin knew the word "homosexuality" was in a magazine. At that time, news of Leslie Cheung jumping from a building was widely reported.

This is how Chen Jin found out that Leslie Cheung fell in love with a man. At that time, she was still thinking: How can a man like another man?Until now when she met Zhou Rui, Chen Jin found that she, like Leslie Cheung, fell in love with a man, and she couldn't help herself.

At this moment, Chen Jin remembered a sentence Leslie Cheung said, "There is no right or wrong in love. As long as we don't hurt others, others have no right to intervene."

Yes, a love like Chen Jin who is still on the fringes of society has not yet been recognized by this society. He doesn't know what will happen in the future, and he doesn't want to care about his future life. Now he just wants to be with Zhou Rui, as long as With Zhou Rui by his side, everything is happy, and he has the determination and courage to face the hardships in the future.

Sitting and thinking, Chen Jin looked extremely lonely under the dim streetlights.

It wasn't until the dormitory door was about to be locked that Chen Jin got up and walked towards the dormitory building.He lingered at the door of the dormitory for a long time, but he didn't dare to open the door. He didn't know how to face Zhou Rui. Would Zhou Rui be angry?Will you ignore yourself?Questions such as these popped up in Chen Jin's mind.

While Chen Jin was hesitating, the door of the dormitory opened, "Hey, why don't you go in?" It turned out to be someone from the same dormitory.Chen Jin nodded at him, saw that Zhou Rui had fallen asleep with his head covered, and then walked in.

Passing by Zhou Rui's bedside, Chen Jin didn't sit down and stare at Zhou Rui for a while before going back to sleep as before.At this moment, he lowered his head fiercely, did not dare to lift his eyes, and went straight back to his bed, and lay there in the middle of the night without falling asleep, feeling very depressed.

The next day, when Chen Jin woke up, she found that Zhou Rui had left and the quilt had been neatly folded.Chen Jin was scared and flustered, did Zhou Rui really ignore her?

Chen Jin quickly got out of bed and ran to the classroom. No matter what the result was, she had to ask her face to face and make her point clear. Even if she couldn't be a lover, she could still be a friend.Chen Jin ran to the classroom, looked around but did not see Zhou Rui, only a girl was sitting in Zhou Rui's seat.Chen Jin walked over and asked, "Why are you here?"

Seeing Chen Jin approaching, the girl said with admiration, "The teacher transferred me here, Chen Jin, and we will be at the same table from now on." , and don't care about that girl anymore. "Zhou Rui, Zhou Rui" Chen Jin shouted nervously and flusteredly.

This scene was all seen by Xiao Duan in the back row. He knew that Chen Jin and Zhou Rui had a good relationship, but he didn't expect it to be so good.Seeing that Chen Jin was about to rush out of the classroom, he hurried forward to stop him, "Zhou Rui asked for leave." Xiao Duan said.

"Ask for leave, why do you ask for leave? Didn't he just come back with me yesterday?" Chen Jin grabbed Xiao Duan and shook him vigorously, like a mad beast.

Xiao Duan had an innocent face, and the glasses on his face were about to fall off from the shaking of Chen Jin, so he quickly reached out to help him, "Stop, stop, you stop first."Chen Jin quickly let go of her hand and said, "Say it quickly"

Xiao Duan straightened his collar, took a breath, and said, "Today he was called by the teacher. I overheard it when I was delivering homework. It seems that his grandfather fell on his leg in his hometown. The teacher asked him to go back for a few days."

After hearing this, Chen Jin breathed a sigh of relief, and the excitement just now calmed down a little. She didn't speak, and walked straight back to the classroom and sat down on her seat.

The new tablemate next to him greeted Chen Jin enthusiastically. Chen Jin didn't raise his head or speak, but kept his head down and kept doing his homework.Seeing the situation, the girl didn't want to make fun of herself, she lowered her head and continued to read her book, but she was secretly happy, after all, Chen Jin was recognized as a school grass by everyone.

For the next few days, Chen Jin was depressed, Xiao Duan would occasionally ask Chen Jin to play basketball together, but Chen Jin was completely out of shape, as if she had lost her soul.Xiao Duan could only shake his head dryly, but he thought to himself, "Zhou Rui, come back quickly, or someone will die soon"

In a blink of an eye, it was Saturday again, and Xiao Duan asked Chen Jin to go to "Tianxia" to sing at night, "I see you are depressed, go, go and sing, relax and relax."

Chen Jin followed because she was bored by herself. There were mostly girls in the box, and there were only three boys plus herself. When the girls saw Chen Jin coming, they were all excited.Chen Jin was not very interested, and sat down against the corner of the nest.

During the period, girls kept coming over to show courtesy to Chen Jin and invite him to sing together, but Chen Jin just kept drinking and didn't speak.Seeing the situation, Xiao Duan hurried over to make a rescue and said, "Chen Jin has caught a cold for the past few days, and her throat is uncomfortable. Come, I will sing with you."

After speaking, he took the microphone away. Although the girls showed displeasure, they couldn't say anything more.

Near the end, Chen Jin got up and ordered "Love You for 1 Years" and sang it from the bottom of her heart.When the girls heard Chen Jin open her voice, the voice was affectionate and sincere, and they all cheered and cheered.

"Look at you, the song didn't sing well, and I drank a lot of wine. I wanted to ask you to relax, but what happened? Hey, why bother?" Xiao Duan said after seeing Chen Jin who was already deeply drunk. "Hey, I have to send you back after suffering so much, what did I plan, I committed a crime and I can't live!"

Before the words fell, Chen Jin vomited after hearing a "hoo".Xiao Duan sighed and said, "Life is hard! Life is hard!"

I had no choice but to clean up Chen Jin, and when I sent Chen Jin back to the dormitory, I looked at my watch and it was almost eleven o'clock, and everyone in the same dormitory was also asleep.Xiao Duan didn't go back and fell asleep on Zhou Rui's bed.

In the middle of the night, Xiao Duan got up to go to the bathroom, and heard Chen Jin yelling "Zhou Rui, Zhou Rui." Xiao Duan thought to himself, Chen Jin, a big man of 180cm, Zhou Rui has only been back for a day, how could he be so lost?From then on, Xiao Duan felt that the two were more than just friends, but Xiao Duan couldn't tell exactly what the situation was.

The person who falls in love, maybe your name is the biggest concern in my life.