just frowned

As soon as the words fell, the two saw Yang Qi's back at the same time.

He and Yang Fan were in a dark corner, Yang Fan was leaning against the wall, with his arms around Yang Qi's neck.He didn't stand up straight, and was blocked by Yang Qi. At this time, only a small corner of his forehead was exposed, and he couldn't see his expression.

With just one glance, Liang Xu and Shen Cheng knew what Yang Qi was doing from the slight swaying of his arms.

"Fuck." Shen Cheng didn't expect Yang Qi to do such a thing to Yang Fan, so he cursed out of his mouth.

He panicked, and immediately wanted to step forward, but just as he took a step, Liang Xu grabbed him.

"Don't go there."

Not far away, Yang Fan's arms around Yang Qi suddenly tightened, and then loosened after a few seconds.

Yang Qi moved, strangling the person in his arms tighter.

If Shen Cheng read correctly, he even lowered his head and kissed Cheng Xu.

When they went out, Yang Qi and Yang Fan were already waiting outside, this time Yang Fan didn't hug Yang Qi anymore, but squatted on the side of the road alone, looking at the ground, not knowing what he was thinking.

Yang Qi was standing next to him smoking a cigarette, his eyebrows furrowed tightly.The smoke seemed to be too frightened by his ferocity to stay any longer, and it couldn't wait to disappear before it took shape in the air.

"He can't take the car." Seeing them coming out, Yang Qi said in the same place, "I'll find a hotel to sleep with him on his back, you guys go back. Today, thank you."

Shen Cheng glanced at Yang Qi, hesitated a little, as if he wanted to say something.

Yang Qi flicked the cigarette ash down towards the big tree, his face was very ugly.

The night was cold, the wind was strong, and a pile of soot was scattered, falling obliquely.

Yang Fan, who had been silent all this time, suddenly stretched out his hand to pick it up, and when Shen Cheng saw it, he immediately pushed him down.

Yang Fan stretched out his other hand to grab the last bit of soot in the air.The soot escaped from his fingers, and he suddenly threw his drink and waved his hand madly towards the empty air, struggling to pounce forward.

Shen Cheng was taken aback, quickly grabbed his shoulders, and brought him into his arms.

But the drunkard got the strength from somewhere, Shen Cheng was jolted by him, almost both of them fell to the ground.Liang Xu quickly stepped forward to the other side to support Cheng Xu, while Yang Fan was suppressed by two people, still making trouble, muttering vaguely, insisting on picking up the ashes that were no longer there.

Yang Qi moved two steps and squatted in front of Yang Fan.After quietly watching him fuss for a few seconds, he suddenly took a deep breath of the cigarette, pinched Yang Fan's wrist and leaned forward, spit all the smoke rings onto his face.

"Cough..." Choked, Yang Fan bowed and coughed non-stop.

"What are you doing?" Shen Cheng frowned and looked at Yang Qi.

Yang Qi didn't answer.

He let go of Yang Fan, spread one hand flat in front of him, and flicked his index finger holding the cigarette at a position very close to the palm, half of the cigarette trembled.

A stub of soot fell straight into his palm, carrying with it an unquenched spark struggling in the night.

Shen Cheng looked at him in surprise, but Yang Qi seemed unconscious, and calmly shook his hand, letting the soot roll around.

Then he gently took Yang Fan's hand, spread his fingers, and transferred the soot that had cooled down quickly into his palm.

Yang Fan suddenly calmed down, quietly looked at the soot in his palm, and then clenched his hand tightly.

He stretched out his other hand and grabbed the corner of Yang Qi's clothes.

"Brother, do you want me?"

Yang Qi closed his eyes, stretched out his hand and pulled him into his arms.

"Then let's go first, you can do it." Liang Xu left a sentence and pulled Shen Cheng away.

Shen Cheng was pulled forward by Liang Xu, when he sat in the car, he glanced out through the car window, Yang Fan was still lying in Yang Qi's arms, his shoulders kept shrugging.

Shen Cheng recalled the scene he just saw in the bar, and told him intuitively that Yang Fan's anomaly today must have something to do with Yang Qi.

"Yang Qi is about to get engaged." Liang Xu asked beside him.

"got engaged?"

"The other party seems to be the daughter of a company. Don't things like family marriages happen everywhere?"

Shen Cheng glanced at Liang Xu, and suddenly understood everything.

He sighed inaudibly, but he didn't expect that the person in Yang Fan's heart was his brother.

Shen Cheng suddenly felt very sad in his heart, and an indescribable feeling oppressed his heart. Frowning, he stretched out his hand to open the storage box, lowered his head, found the cigarette case and lighter, and held them in his hands.

After a while, he took a cigarette out of the cigarette case, held it in his mouth, and lit it with a lighter.

Naturally, Liang Xu also saw his movements, but he didn't speak to stop him, but gently held his hand with the hand that wasn't driving.

He opened the car window to the maximum, turned his face out of the window, and smoked slowly, one mouthful at a time.

I don't know if it was the effect of nicotine, or because Liang Xu was sitting next to him, the uncomfortable feeling was quickly calmed down, and the symptoms of palpitations also disappeared. After smoking half of a cigarette, the drowsiness returned.

When Shen Cheng woke up again, he still couldn't react for a moment.

He realized it wasn't in bed, it was in the car.

He actually fell asleep in Liang Xu's car, covered with Liang Xu's coat.He slowly turned his neck and looked at Liang Xu in the driver's seat.

Liang Xu also closed his eyes and fell asleep leaning on the seat.

Shen Cheng's fingers clenched, clutching the coat covering his body, recalling what happened before he fell asleep - did you finish that cigarette?It seemed that he had only smoked half of it, but the cigarette that had been caught between his fingers was gone.

He got up slightly, wanting to look down for the half cigarette.Fortunately, there was no fire accident, but it would be bad if it burned the carpet.

Just turned his face away, but his eyes stopped at the ashtray near the stall - there was a cigarette butt in it, and some ash was scattered around it.If I remember correctly, the ashtray was always clean until he fell asleep.

Tang Junhe turned his face and looked at the smoky sky outside the car window, the sky was getting dark, and the sun had not yet emerged.The jacket on his body exudes the smell of Liang Xu faintly, and it seems to be a little different from eight years ago.

When getting along with people, a safe distance is always important, and Shen Cheng realized one day that one of the reasons why he has been resisting too close contact with other people is that he is too sensitive to the smell of people, body odor, The smell of cigarettes, or perfume, made him uncomfortable inhaling them.Only by keeping the distance until these human smells are diluted by the air is the safe distance that makes him feel comfortable.

But for Liang Xu, he couldn't help approaching him.

At this point, even he doesn't know what to do next.After Liang Xu left, he always believed that they would have no future, but the recent events one after another made him shake his decision.

He always thought that Liang Xu had sex with Sun Peipei, but was told by Sun Peipei that it was just a p-picture.

He always thought that Liang Xu and Sun Peipei went abroad to study together, but Liang's father told him that Liang Xu had no choice but to leave for their future.

Everything Liang Xu did was for their future, but he directly denied their future in the process.

In the end how to do it?

Shen Cheng opened his eyes, stretched out his hand to close the lid of the open ashtray, there was a light "click", Liang Xu opened his eyes, maybe he didn't completely relax and fell asleep.

Liang Xu looked at the ashtray that made the sound, and Shen Cheng's fingers closing the lid. He didn't show any emotional fluctuations, he just looked up at Shen Cheng, and asked in a hoarse voice: "Are you awake?"

"En." Shen Cheng straightened up from his seat, took off his coat and held it in his hands, looked down at the coat and said, "Actually, you can wake me up."

"I see you are fast asleep." Liang Xu said, stretching out his hand to open the car window on his side to the maximum, and the cool morning air poured in, "Go back to sleep when you wake up."

Shen Cheng handed him the coat, their fingers touched, and they separated quickly.

"You should go back to sleep earlier, I'm sorry to trouble you today." After Shen Cheng finished, he opened the car door and stepped out.

Just as he took a few steps towards the entrance of the corridor, there was another sound of the car door closing behind him.

Shen Cheng's footsteps slowed down unconsciously, restraining the urge to turn back, but after a few seconds he realized that Liang Xu's purpose of getting out of the car didn't seem to be to stop him, but to come down to breathe.

Shen Cheng walked quickly to the corridor, but the corridor was empty at five o'clock in the morning, he got on the elevator, looking at the buttons on the side of the door in a daze.

He didn't sleep all night, okay, will something happen to fatigue driving?

Such a question suddenly appeared in Shen Cheng's mind, and the elevator door opened in front of him with a "ding".

Shen Cheng gently raised his foot, but he couldn't take a step.He didn't get out of the elevator until the elevator door slowly closed.

"Liang Xu"

Liang Xu was leaning against the car door to smoke when he suddenly heard someone calling him from behind.

"Go up and sleep."

When he turned his head, Shen Cheng was standing at the stairs looking at him, met his gaze, and moved away unnaturally.

"Okay." Liang Xu heard his trembling voice, and he suddenly remembered that morning ten years ago.

It was also at such a stairway, he looked at the nervous person in front of him.

"I... I like you."

"I like you too."

"Then let's be together."

"it is good."

It was as if nothing had changed, the one who said "yes" was still him, but the one who was nervous changed from him to him.

But it doesn't matter who it is, as long as it's the two of them, everything doesn't matter.

Liang Xu followed Shen Cheng into his house,

"That... that, the guest room has been packed, you..."

"Then I'll go to the guest room to sleep, thank you."

"No... You're welcome, then I'll go to bed too, good night." Shen Cheng ran into his bedroom as if fleeing for his life.

Liang Xu shook his head with a smile on the spot, it was dawn, and his little fool was still saying good night to him.

"Good night." Liang Xu said to the closed door.

Shen Cheng was lying on the bed and couldn't fall asleep anymore, his mind was in a mess right now.

How do you feel about Liang Xu now?Is it really as they say that the authorities are obsessed with bystanders?

What is he afraid of?

Eight years ago, Liang Xu could leave as soon as he said he would, and of course he can leave as soon as he said he would leave eight years later.Perhaps the only one who can't forget it is himself.

In the final analysis, he was still afraid that he would leave again.

"Either accept it and let him be your antidote, or be more straightforward and don't let him disturb your life." What Dr. Tang said yesterday suddenly reappeared in Shen Cheng's mind.

In fact, why didn't he understand it himself?It's just that when these words are spoken by a psychiatrist, it will force him to make a choice as soon as possible.

Maybe it's time to make a choice, to put an end to it all, Shen Cheng slowly closed his eyes.

After an unknown amount of time, there was a soft knock on the bedroom door.

Shen Cheng rubbed his forehead, sat up slowly, and watched Liang Xu push open the door and walk in with a glass of water.

"Are you awake?" Liang Xu sat by his bed and handed him the warm water in his hand.

Shen Cheng was still a little dazed, nodded, took the water from Liang Xu's hand and drank it all in one go.

"Get up, I made breakfast." Liang Xu stretched out his hands to rub his hair, got up and opened the curtains for him.

The two of them ate breakfast facing each other, and Liang Xu naturally moved the egg white onto Shen Cheng's plate.

He remembered all his habits, drinking a glass of warm water when he got up early, and eating eggs only with egg whites and not egg yolks.

Shen Cheng suddenly didn't want to make it clear, otherwise it would be like this, it's better to think about it than not think about it.

He raised his eyes and glanced at Liang Xu, who was carefully spreading sauce on the bread and handing it to him.

"What are you looking at me for?" Liang Xu asked him with a smile, "Hurry up and eat, aren't you hungry after not eating for such a long time?"

Shen Cheng lowered his head to eat the bread that Liang Xu put on the plate.

Let's just say it, Shen Cheng thought again, keeping this kind of hopeless thought is also a kind of torture.There were too many hurdles between them that they couldn't overcome. Back then Liang Xu left without saying a word, and there was no news of each other's parting for eight years.

They are entangled and tied into a dead knot, which cannot be untied.

Shen Cheng put down the bread in his hand and looked at Liang Xu.

"What's wrong?" Sensing Shen Cheng's gaze, Liang Xu looked up at him and asked.

Shen Cheng lowered his eyes again, and said slowly: "I'm... living a good life now. I have my own company, and the company is developing very well. I also have new friends, people you don't know. My condition has also been treated very well, as you have seen today." Shen Cheng felt a little out of breath, and took another deep breath before he could continue, "Eight years ago, there was an incident between us. I have completely let go of the past. As for my mother’s death back then, you don’t have to feel guilty about it, let alone it’s not your fault. I...I’m living a good life now, there’s no need Find other unhappiness for yourself."

Shen Cheng felt that he had never spoken such a long word in his entire life, but after finishing all the words, he didn't feel much relief, instead, his chest seemed to be blocked by something, making his breathing difficult.

After a while, Liang Xu said, "You hope that I won't disturb your life again."

Hit the nail on the head.