just frowned

Shen Cheng didn't have any intention of picking up the two pieces of meat in the bowl, Liang Xu looked at him, he lowered his head deliberately to ignore Liang Xu's gaze staring at him.

Liang Xu looked at Shen Cheng's slender and fair neck exposed because he lowered his head, and his sharp-edged side face.

He is too thin, this is Liang Xu's only feeling when looking at Shen Cheng at the moment.

What Liang Xu didn't know was that Shen Cheng had anorexia, which he developed after Shen's mother passed away.

During the month when Shen's mother passed away, his psychological pressure was too great for him to bear, and he had nowhere to vent, so he began to overeat.

When he felt uncomfortable, he stuffed things into his mouth frantically, until one day when he went out to eat with Dong Sisi and the others, the careful Dong Sisi discovered that Shen Cheng's diet was abnormal.

"Eat slowly, haven't you eaten for a few days?" Dong Sisi frowned and looked at Shen Cheng who was stuffing something into his mouth, and poked Wang Fei with his elbow.

"You eat slowly, and no one will grab you." Wang Fei echoed from the side.

Shen Cheng raised his head and smiled, "I'm hungry."

"Then you have to eat slowly, it's definitely not good for your stomach to eat so fast." Dong Sisi said while pouring a glass of water for Shen Cheng and handing it to him.

"Thanks." Shen Cheng took the water and drank it down, then continued to put something into his mouth with his head buried.

Finally, Dong Sisi couldn't bear it anymore, she always felt that something was wrong with Shen Cheng, and stopped him, "You can't eat any more, you have eaten enough today."

"I'm not full yet." Shen Cheng didn't take it seriously, and wanted to put something in his mouth, but Dong Sisi stopped him with chopsticks.

Wang Fei looked at the two of them in surprise, "No... no, if he wants to eat, you can let him eat."

"Let him eat? How much do you think he has eaten? If he continues to eat like this, will he still want to eat?" Dong Sisi turned to look at Shen Cheng, "Did you eat when you came this morning?"

Shen Cheng thought for a while, then nodded.

"Are you overeating?" Dong Sisi immediately grasped the key point of the question, and asked Shen Cheng directly.

Shen Cheng was stunned for a moment, but didn't speak.It's not that he is unaware of his problem, he knows that he has been eating too much recently, but he can't control himself at all.

His heart is very uncomfortable, and he can only relieve the discomfort in his heart by using this method.

Dong Sisi sighed, "I know you must be very sad about this period. If we don't ask you, you won't take the initiative to tell us. Even if we ask you, you will definitely pretend that it doesn't matter.

The reason why we ask you to come out for dinner is to not let you feel alone, and to let you know that there are people like us by your side.It doesn't mean that your aunt passed away and Liang Xu went abroad, so you were abandoned.No, you are not abandoned, you still have our friends by your side, and we will always be by your side. "

This was the first time after Liang Xu left, someone mentioned his name in front of Shen Cheng, and Shen Cheng's heart throbbed fiercely.

"The body is your own. Have you ever thought about what your body will look like if you continue to eat and drink like this? If my aunt knows that you don't cherish your body so much, she will be very sad. If my aunt If there is a spirit in the sky, she must hope that you are healthy. If your aunt knows that you have harmed your body for a scumbag, she will never forgive you, so think about it yourself. "

Shen Cheng froze in place, the circles of his eyes turning red little by little.

Dong Sisi sighed, "You don't need to be sad for someone who doesn't love you. No matter how sad you are, even if you die for him, he won't look at you more, let alone feel sad for you. Because he doesn't I love you, isn't his leaving just telling you that he doesn't love you anymore? Wake up, don't waste time in this relationship with you alone. "

Shen Cheng got up suddenly, ran out of the private room, and rushed to the bathroom.

"Go and have a look, he must have vomited." Dong Sisi handed Wang Fei a bottle of water and asked him to follow.

Wang Fei was still distracted. After hearing what Dong Sisi said, he suddenly thought of his friendship with Liang Xu.Liang Xu is so cruel to Shen Cheng, let alone himself.He didn't tell himself about his going abroad, and he didn't even consider him as a friend when he called.

"Why are you in a daze, go quickly." Dong Sisi pushed Wang Fei again, and Wang Fei finally came to his senses, took the water that Dong Sisi handed over, and ran to the bathroom.

When he got to the bathroom, Shen Cheng was throwing up in the dark.

Standing beside Shen Cheng, Wang Fei patted him on the back lightly, lamenting in his heart that love is harmful.

Shen Cheng finally stopped vomiting, holding the sink with his hands in a daze.

"Are you feeling better? Rinse your mouth." Wang Fei handed the bottled water in his hand to Shen Cheng.

"Thanks." Shen Cheng took the water and took a sip before spitting it out.

"Actually, I think Liang Xu may have some difficulties. I have known him for so many years, and he is not such a thin lover." Wang Fei's low voice sounded clearly in the bathroom. I don't know who said this sentence. What he told himself was still told to Shen Cheng.

Shen Cheng didn't speak, and took another sip of water.

"He will definitely come back again, don't..."

"You guys go back first, I want to wait by myself and leave me alone." Shen Cheng suddenly interrupted Wang Fei.

Wang Fei sighed, and glanced at Shen Cheng's pale face from vomiting.

"Then I'll go first and call if I have something to do."

"Ah."

Not long after Wang Fei left, Shen Cheng left the hotel directly and took a taxi to a place.

A cemetery.

Shen Cheng walked to one of the newly built tombstones, and put the words in his hand in front of the tombstone.

"Mom, I'm here to see you." Shen Cheng smiled and looked at the photo pasted on the tombstone, and the person in the photo was also looking at him and smiling.

"How are you doing recently, do you miss me?" Shen Cheng looked at the tombstone and squatted down, muttering to himself.

"Mom, I lied to you about one thing. The last time you asked me to tell Liang Xu to come to the playground, I refused you, saying that I didn't want him to know about your illness. Actually it's not, it's because he has I'm gone, he doesn't want me anymore." There was a smile on the corner of Shen Cheng's mouth, but the tears in his eyes were falling down in big drops.

"I always thought that because I love him, he loves me too. I never thought about the question of whether he loves me or not. However, he has now told me the answer to this question."

"Mom, tell me, should I really let go?"

"Maybe my letting go is for his own good, and it's also for my own good, what do you think?"

No one responded to Shen Cheng's words, let alone answered Shen Cheng's question.Shen Cheng leaned against the tombstone alone, talking to Shen's mother non-stop from noon to night.

He told Mother Shen everything on his mind.

"Thank you, Mom. Thank you for finally choosing to agree with us after knowing about Liang Xu and me. Thank you for always respecting my ideas. I know what I should do in the future, and I won't go on like this .”

Shen Cheng stood up from the ground and bowed to Shen's mother's tombstone.

From that day on, Shen Cheng completely quit the habit of overeating, but he found that although he no longer overeating, he lost interest in any food.

He went to see a doctor. After a series of examinations, the doctor told him three words, "Anorexia."

When Shen Cheng heard this, he actually didn't have much trouble in his heart. Before he came to the hospital, he had already guessed the answer.

"Well, after seeing your symptoms, I think you should see a psychiatrist. I have also dabbled in psychology, and I think your symptoms are more than just anorexia." The doctor pushed the eyes on his face, He looked at the boy in front of him through the mirror.

His skin was abnormally white, the corners of his mouth were tightly pursed, and there seemed to be a lot of thoughts in his eyes, making it difficult to read.

"Thank you doctor." Shen Cheng picked up the medical form, thanked the doctor, and turned around to take it.

"Hey, young man." The doctor stopped Shen Cheng, "I know a good psychiatrist, how about I introduce you to him?"

Shen Cheng was silent for a long time without speaking,

"Your body is your own, you can't keep dragging it on." The doctor looked at Shen Cheng and said, "You are young, if this disease is not treated in time, the consequences will be disastrous."

Shen Cheng was in a daze, but finally nodded.

Liang Yu at the side also felt that the relationship between the two was definitely more than just friends, but looking at the current situation, how could he think that Liang Xu was interested in Shen Cheng.

"Since everyone is full, then don't make things difficult for them." Liang Yu said as if she didn't care while stuffing food into her mouth.

Liang Xu looked back, put down the chopsticks in his hand, reached for the wine bottle, poured a glass of wine and drank it down.

One meal, three people, each with their own thoughts.

"I'll leave first, he's drunk, you can drive him for a while." Shen Cheng turned his head and said to the two people walking behind him.

"I'll see you off first, you're drinking too." Liang Xu looked at Shen Cheng and said.

"No need, I'm not in the way, just take a taxi and go back." Shen Cheng stretched out his hand to hail a taxi while speaking.

"Wait a minute." Liang Xu gave Shen Cheng a hand, "You wait for me here, just 2 minutes."

"Okay, I'll wait for you." Shen Cheng originally wanted to refuse, but seeing Liang Xu's eyes, he agreed after a moment of daze.

Liang Xu turned around and left, only Shen Cheng and Liang Yu stood in place.

It's late autumn and the wind is a bit strong. When a gust of wind blows over, both Shen Cheng and Liang Yu tighten their clothes.

"Brother Shen Cheng, do you have a girlfriend?" Liang Yu suddenly turned around and asked Shen Cheng a personal question.

Shen Cheng froze for a moment, then shook his head with a smile.

"Don't you have a girlfriend because you are so good?" Liang Yu's expression was very surprised, "You also learn from Liang Xu anyway. Look at him, even though he is so busy at work, he still has time to have a girlfriend. But I secretly followed him Tell me, I really don't like his girlfriend. She is always in a hurry and always lectures me as an adult. I really don't know how Liang Xu fell in love with her. But the two of them seem to have never Liang Xu was together before he went abroad, Liang Xu also has strong tastes, if I had said goodbye to that woman long ago, how could I still be together now. But brother Shen Cheng, how did you and Liang Xu know each other?"

Shen Cheng didn't answer Liang Yu's words, or he didn't hear Liang Yu's question at all.Liang Yu's words were like a muffled thunder that exploded in his mind, making him almost unable to stand.

Liang Xu already has a girlfriend?

The two of them were together before Liang Xu went abroad?

"Is that girl called Sun Peipei?" Shen Cheng mechanically turned his head and asked Liang Yu, he didn't know how he said that.

"Yes, Liang Xu has been calling her Peipei, Peipei, brother Shen Cheng, you know her." Liang Yu turned to look at Shen Cheng and asked, but found that something was wrong with him.

"Brother Shen Cheng, are you alright, your complexion looks a bit unwell." Liang Yu's tone was a bit worried, he frowned and looked at Shen Cheng's pale face.

It was fine just now, why did this face suddenly change color?

Shen Cheng felt his stomach churning suddenly, and he ran directly to the trash can by the side of the road.

"Brother Shen Cheng, what's the matter with you?" Liang Yu's anxious voice came from behind Shen Cheng, and Shen Cheng didn't bother to answer him at all.

Shen Cheng lay down beside the trash can and vomited, throwing up all the food he ate just now.

"What's the matter?" Liang Xu saw the situation here, and ran over with big strides.

"I don't know. I was talking to him when he suddenly vomited." Liang Yu looked at Shen Cheng's expression and was also a little anxious.

"Go buy a bottle of water." Liang Xu turned to Liang Yu and said.

"Okay, I'll go right away." Liang Yu hurriedly turned around and ran to buy water.

"How are you? Are you okay? Is the food you ate just now uncomfortable?" Liang Xu anxiously asked Shen Cheng while patting his back.

Shen Cheng waved his hand and pushed Liang Xu away.Subconsciously, he didn't want Liang Xu to see him in such a mess, but he didn't have any energy at all.

Liang Xu casually grabbed Shen Cheng and pushed his hand out, Shen Cheng's hand was cold.Still trembling slightly, Shen Cheng's entire body was trembling.

Chen Youfan was walking out of the hotel after having dinner with a few friends, chatting and laughing, and when he was waiting for his friends to drive, he casually glanced at the side of the hotel.

"Shen Cheng?" Chen Youfan frowned, Shen Cheng only showed half of his head in his line of sight, the rest was blocked by Liang Xu, but Chen Youfan still recognized him at a glance.

"Shen Cheng?" Chen Youfan hurriedly ran to where he was.

Shen Cheng was basically retching when he vomited until he heard Chen Youfan's voice, and raised his head slightly.

"Excuse me." Chen Youfan said anxiously to Liang Xu, but Liang Xu didn't move, and looked at Chen Youfan.

Why doesn't he know any of the people who appear around Shen Cheng now?

"I'm Shen Cheng's friend and also a doctor. I have to check on his condition, please let me go?" Chen Youfan frowned and said to Liang Xu.

Liang Xu dodged when he heard this.

"What did you eat today?" As soon as Liang Xu dodged, Chen Youfan immediately supported Shen Cheng on the other side.

Shen Cheng naturally broke free from Liang Xu's hand holding him, and then grabbed Chen Youfan's hand.