Floating Life Half Awake GL

This is the first time Lin Yan has seen Xia Lan with a slightly drunken face and charming eyes.

Xia Lan seldom drank alcohol, and would occasionally have a drink or two during festivals, but she had never been like this.

"Lan, big sister, you're here too"

Lin Yan was slightly at a loss, completely unclear about the current situation, why sister Lan came to drink with Senior Sister Hua, could it be the two of them...

Lin Yan couldn't help shaking, quickly shook his head to deny the absurd thought that flashed through his mind, and then looked at Huadu questioningly.

But Huadu didn't even look at her, just reached out and poured himself a glass of wine.

And Xia Lan looked at Lin Yan who was standing by the door in a daze, and the only trace of a little stupefaction dissipated in an instant.

However, even though he was awake, he still wasn't sure whether Lin Yan had come to look for her or Huadu.

But Huadu had already reacted first, "I'll go to sleep first, you can do whatever you want."

Xia Lan opened her mouth, but in the end she didn't stop the already slightly vain footsteps, she just felt more and more restless, unable to move forward or retreat.

"I'm here to look for you, Senior Sister Hua"

"..."

"Sister Lan, go to bed early, good night"

As Xia Lan turned to leave, the creases between her brows and eyes unknowingly stretched a little.

It wasn't until Xia Lan walked out of the courtyard that Lin Yan just turned around, only to find that Huadu was also standing half a foot away, looking at her inexplicably.

"Tell me, come to me in the middle of the night, what do you want to do!"

"..." Lin Yan always felt that this sounded strange, but couldn't help rolling his eyes, "I haven't asked Senior Sister Hua yet, but I took Sister Lan to drink here in the middle of the night, what do you want to do?" Well".

Huadu gave her a cool look, "You should ask your sister Lan, she is the one who came to ask me to drink."

"what?"

Lin Yan looked like you thought I was stupid, and sat down on the other side of the couch.

"Do you still need to talk about your stupidity?" Hua Du looked at Lin Yan with a look of disgust, "Are you here tonight because you want to ask your teacher for a crime? My aunt is not free, so I consciously go out and turn right. Give it to my aunt, get out of here." ~".

"Let's not talk about your drinking, I'm here because I have something else to tell you"

Huadu lifted the wine cup and poured herself another glass, and then she wanted to pour it into the glass in front of Lin Yan, but she blocked it with her hand.

"I don't drink"

Huadu Liu raised her eyebrows lightly, "Why, I'm afraid I'll have sex after drinking."

"Don't drink too much. Drinking too much alcohol will always hurt your health. Senior Sister Hua is also a doctor. Don't you understand this truth?"

"Say whatever you want to say to my sister!"

Lin Yan was speechless, but he still had a rare good temper and said, "Hua Shijie is leaving this time, where is he going, and when will he come back?"

"Didn't you lose your temper because I was leaving after dinner? Why are you expecting me to leave now?"

"Senior Sister Hua is willing to stay here, I am very happy, but if you want to leave, I will not force it, as long as you are happy, Senior Sister Hua." It was rare for Lin Yan to talk to Huadu in such a serious and serious manner, "I just I hope that Senior Sister Hua will stop being in self-imposed exile like in the past few years, and let all of us lose your news. You can not tell me where you are going, but at least tell someone you are willing to tell "

Suddenly falling into a short silence, Lin Yan felt that there were too many emotions she could not understand floating in the slightly drunk eyes of the person in front of him.

I don't know if it's because of the blank time in each other's life in the past few years that gradually blurred the outline of each other in each other's heart, or from the very beginning, she never really understood the person in front of her.

Huadu lowered his eyes and smiled softly, "You were a man of few words when you were young, since when have you become so nagging".

Lin Yan's expression did not change, and he still said seriously, "There are many things you don't want to say, so I won't ask too much, but I want Senior Sister Hua to know that no matter what happens, Senior Sister Hua still has me and Master , Brother Qingcheng and Brother Chibi".

It turns out that sometimes, the warmest words are also the most powerful weapon to poke people's hearts.

Huadu raised his eyes slightly, and there was a tiny glint of light in his dark pupils, "You don't have to be too sad, as the saying goes, water drops through stone, and one day, your wish will come true...".

The next day, after breakfast, Lin Yan personally delivered the flowers to the gate of the city.

Perhaps it was because the two of them had finished what they wanted to say last night, and they didn't say much about parting today.

"Senior Sister Hua, take care"

"Don't make a sad face, or I thought you were dying for me"

"..."

"Okay, don't force yourself, laughing is uglier than crying, I'm leaving"

The whip swung down fiercely, and instantly rushed out of the city like an arrow leaving the string, without even saying goodbye, only a sound in the wind.

"Before I come back, give me a good life!"

In the end, Huadu still did not tell Lin Yan where the trip was going and when the return date was.

It wasn't until the man and the horse disappeared that Lin Yanfang turned his horse back to the city. He also walked slowly, one man and one horse, but compared to when he came, his back suddenly became lonely.

In a trance, I walked to the lively market. Because it was still early and there were not many pedestrians on the street, Lin Yan did not dismount and walk, but slowly steered forward until she ran into her current wife, Princess Yongan Yu Sheng. .

Yu Sheng was dressed in white, and deliberately covered his face with a light gauze. He was walking away from a booth on the left with his personal maid Qing Ying. When he turned his head, he also saw Lin Yan riding a horse not far away. .

The eyes of the two passed through the pedestrians in the middle, and their eyes met for an instant, there was no wave in their eyes, and then they both moved their eyes.

Lin Yan didn't even get off the horse, just gave Yu Sheng a slight nod, and beat the horse to pass him.

Qingying was so angry that she gritted her teeth, "Miss, look at her, this is too much! I don't take you seriously at all!".

But Yu Sheng still had that cold and indifferent appearance, she raised her foot and continued to walk forward, "How many people in this world are she looking up to?".

From the first time she met this person at the night market on the Doll's Day 12 years ago, she felt the indifference and arrogance of this person's indifference and contempt for everything.

The re-encounter in the palace five years ago was just another verification of the feeling when I was young, but as the years passed, this person began to learn to use superficial obedience and submission to cover up the truest thing in his heart the opinion of.

Yu Sheng remembered that it was on this street that she was accidentally bumped by this person. Although she only approached for a moment, the faint fragrance of pear blossoms was imprinted in her heart from now on.

Even though she gradually forgot the smell later, when it reappeared, the feeling hidden deep in her memory was instantly awakened.

It's just that, as time goes by, things change and people change.

Or maybe, all of this is already preordained when they met in this market.

Because my uncle sent someone to assassinate her and her sister Lan that night, that's why the mother and concubine died because of them...

After Lin Yan returned to the mansion, he went to the room, took out the sword, and danced the sword in the courtyard.

Ever since Tong'er returned to the palace after the imperial decree of bestowing marriage came down, she hadn't danced a sword for a long time.

I don't know if it is because of this, but I feel a lot of unfamiliarity, and even my breathing feels particularly uncomfortable, unstable and unsmooth.

When sheathed the sword, Lin Yan was already out of breath, sweating all over his face, it was clearly winter.

"Yaner"

His body froze inexplicably, as if he thought he was hallucinating, and he turned around slowly after a while.

It turned out that it wasn't her auditory hallucinations, the person who had been calling her so tenderly in the past was standing a foot away and looking at her at this moment, with a slight smile on his lips, but he couldn't hide the faint gleam between his brows. worry.

"It's windy and cold, go back to the house and change your clothes."

The gentle and gentle tone is like the spring breeze coming leisurely, making thousands of pear trees bloom in an instant.And the handkerchief handed to her eyes was as white as jade and spotless, with only an elegant orchid embroidered on the corner, like the one in her arms that warmed her heart.

Lin Yan reached out to take it, "Thank you, Sister Lan."

From when she was young, she wiped the sweat off her face with her own hands, to later she just silently handed her a handkerchief, and during this period of time, she only occasionally asked her to take care of her body.

Lin Yan knew what the people in front of her were avoiding, especially after she married that Princess Yong'an, so today, she was a little surprised, but it was inconvenient to ask something.

"When there are gatherings and parting parties, Yan'er doesn't have to be too sad. Sister Hua will come back to see you one day."

"Um"

"Go and change your clothes"

"it is good"

Looking at the back of Lin Yan turning back to the room, some complexities appeared faintly in his bright eyes, and he turned his feet and walked out of the courtyard.

One goes in, the other goes out, even if they don't look back, they both know that the other party is drifting away, but they both stubbornly refuse to look back.

The moment she turned around, Xia Lan unconsciously lowered her eyelids to hide all the emotions in her eyes, but she couldn't stop the sigh from the bottom of her heart.

In the end, I couldn't bear to just watch like this, just like last night.

Huadu didn't tell Lin Yan why Xia Lan drank with her in her room last night until he rode away, but what Huadu said was true.

That is, last night, it was indeed Xia Lan who came to drink with her on her own initiative.

Lin Yan still doesn't understand why Huadu insisted on leaving, but Xia Lan knows it all in her heart.

It's just tired, hurt, and painful, and I can't hold on any longer, so I can only choose to leave.

Perhaps it was also because he was afraid that he would become greedy one day, so he couldn't help breaking the current situation and making it difficult for both of them.

The capital of flowers is like Xia Lan, and she is also a smart person.

She deeply understands that for some things, perhaps burying them in the bottom of her heart forever is the best ending for them.

It's just that reason and human heart are often difficult to match each other. If there is tension between each other, there will be pain.

This kind of pain of being torn apart is also unforgettable to Xia Lan's heart.

Perhaps, it is precisely because they know everything but can do nothing, so they feel self-blame, guilt and heartache for causing the current situation of several people, but they can't say words of comfort, so they can only use this method, it is more than words.

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Happy New Year everyone~