Floating Life Half Awake GL

The sound of horseshoes gradually faded away, and the pedestrians on the street were chaotic, but for a moment, Lin Yan could no longer see where the carriage carrying the love of her life went.

I didn't know how long I stood there, until a pedestrian accidentally bumped into my left shoulder, and Lin Yan just came back to his senses, only to feel the pain in the eye sockets.

The eyes that had always been firm and determined were at a loss at this moment, turned around lonely, and walked slowly in the opposite direction.

In fact, Lin Yan had noticed it a long time ago, but he never dared to let himself think too much, so he has been deceiving himself until now.

Since two years ago, Xia Lan has been in frequent contact with Han Ruoxue.

Although Lin Yan knew that the two were close friends in the boudoir for many years, but before that, they visited each other's mansion at most within a year, and most of the time it was Han Ruoxue who came to the palace.

But since the year before last, the two of them have gathered in the mansion almost three or four times a month, and most of the time, like today, it was Xia Lan who took the initiative to go to Han Ruoxue's mansion.

Lin Yan had to think about such an abnormal behavior, especially after so many years, Han Tang still only had one concubine, and the position of main wife was always vacant.

As Han Tang's younger sister, Han Ruoxue knows her brother's thoughts best, but as Xia Lan's close friend for many years, she also knows Xia Lan too well, and knows that this matter should not be rushed.

Over the years, when the two got together, although Lin Yan was rarely present because of his military duties, he was present occasionally, and he could hear these meanings from Han Ruoxue's words.

It's just that every time she sees Lan's sister, she just laughs and doesn't say a word. Lin Yan doesn't know what she can say, and more importantly, she doesn't know what position she has to say.

Yunmu's folk customs are relatively open. Not only can men remarry after losing their wives, but women can also decide whether to remarry after losing their husbands.

As the saying goes, dripping water wears away stone, grinding a pestle into a needle, Han Tang has been guarding Sister Lan silently all these years, strictly abiding by etiquette, never overdoing anything, and never saying a word abruptly.

Even if Sister Lan's heart is made of stone, it will be warmed up...

But with such a thought, Lin Yan couldn't help pressing it down, and comforted himself over and over again in his heart, no, no...

With Sister Yilan's temperament, no matter how good that person is, it is impossible to replace Brother Leng's position in her heart...

Thinking of this, my heart hurts even more, the pain makes my eyes sour, but I can only force myself to raise the corners of my mouth.

He returned to the palace in a daze, went straight to the bedroom, took the sword and danced in the courtyard.

There is no sense of beauty, nor any tricks, every move and style comes out at will, with a hint of hostility and a faint trembling.

She always thinks that people can't be too greedy, if they are too greedy, God will take back its gift.

Therefore, all along, she never dared to expect too much, she just hoped that she could always be by Sister Lan's side, that's all.

But now I realize that this is the greatest greed and the greatest selfishness...

Han Tang is loyal and upright, but also emphasizing love and righteousness, that is to say, he has both iron and tender feelings, and he is indeed the best candidate for a woman's beau.

In addition, Han Tang is now the third-rank Huaihua general, and his prestige in the army is no less than her, the Pingnan king. It is indeed the best choice for him to protect sister Lan and the Pingnan palace.

If Lin Yanwei hadn't had that delusional thought about Xia Lan, she would definitely try her best to make the two of them achieve their good deeds.

It's a pity that there are no ifs in the world.

Lin Yan asked herself that she was not a saint, so she couldn't do it, just hand over her beloved to others, even if it was just her wishful thinking.

The selfish side of human nature, Lin Yan is just like everyone else.

But now, Lin Yan thought, maybe she...shouldn't be so selfish anymore.

At least, don't be the person who hinders Sister Lan's happiness...

Lu Mansion

Han Ruoxue's husband-in-law is Lu Tianxing, who is also a general in Tiance's army, a fourth rank loyal general.

The Lu family has been in the army for generations, and his father, Lu Polu, was once worshiped as a third-rank general of Guide, but Lu Xingjian, the only son of Lu Tianxing and Han Ruoxue, abandoned martial arts and followed literature.

Because Lu Xingjian was not very interested in martial arts since he was a child, he never practiced martial arts with his father.

Fortunately, Lu Tianxing is not a stubborn and pedantic person, he actually followed his son's own wishes, and just taught him that no matter whether he is a general or a civil servant in the future, he must do things that are loyal to the emperor and patriotic, and seek the well-being of the common people.

And her mother, Han Ruoxue, after witnessing the lives and deaths of her fathers on the battlefield, did not want her son to inherit his father's will and go to the battlefield again. After all, swords have no eyes, and the battlefield is ruthless. I can't bear it.

Lu Xingjian is also in his twenties this year, the same age as Lin Yan, but he will be a few months older.

In the past, when Cen Nan's Lin Yan first entered the palace, he saw Lu Xingjian a few times. Perhaps it was Han Ruoxue who taught his son well. Although he was only three or four years old at that time, he was not as mischievous as ordinary boys. There is a kind of calm and sensible that does not meet the age.

His mother, Han Ruoxue, asked her to take good care of her younger sister, Cen Nan, and he followed her all the time, whenever she was going to do something that might be dangerous, he would nag her in a childish voice from behind.

Cen Nan felt ashamed to death, thinking that someone who has lived for more than twenty years in her two lives should be taken care of by an ignorant child, it really made her feel ashamed...

But fortunately, this Lu Xingjian was quiet and not annoying at other times.

Later, Cen Nan became Lin Yan and was busy with military affairs. Although he occasionally met Lu Xingjian, they basically nodded their heads and did not communicate too much. There is nothing more to say.

Han Ruoxue looked at Leng Yantong who was sitting obediently beside Xia Lan, with a motherly smile on her face.

"It's said that women's colleges have undergone eighteen changes. Our pupils look the same every day. If you follow your sister, you will definitely be a great beauty in the future."

Leng Yantong just smiled, and although Xia Lan also had a smile on her lips, this smile had complicated meanings.

"As a parent, you only hope that your children can live through this life safely"

At this moment, Lu Xingjian walked in, bowed to Han Ruoxue first, and then turned to Xia Lan and Leng Yantong.

"I met Aunt Lan, and sister Yantong is also here."

Today's Lu Xingjian has shed the immaturity of his childhood, and has become more mature and stable, with clear features, a tall and straight figure, and a rare gentle and polite temper.

"It's just right, I have something to whisper with your Aunt Xia, so you can take Tonger around."

Lu Xingjian's eyes lit up, but he still looked at Leng Yantong inquiringly, and Leng Yantong turned to look at Xia Lan.

Xia Lan smiled softly, "Go."

Leng Yantong nodded lightly, stood up and walked with Lu Xingjian, the expression on her face could not be said to be happy, but she could not be said to be unhappy either, it could be seen that there seemed to be some hesitation and hesitation...

Nearly an hour and a half later, Xia Lan and Leng Yantong walked out of Lu's residence. Han Ruoxue and Lu Xingjian personally sent them to the gate of the residence and watched them get into the carriage.

In the carriage, Xia Lan looked at Leng Yantong's preoccupied appearance since she got into the carriage, and from time to time lifted the curtain to look out, so she asked with a smile

"Where did you hang out with brother Xingjian today?"

"Just went to the market for a while," Leng Yantong replied lightly.

"Is it fun?"

"well enough"

Seeing that Leng Yantong was a little absent-minded, "Tong'er doesn't like to play with Brother Xingjian?".

Leng Yantong was slightly taken aback, "No, no, Brother Xingjian is a good person."

Xia Lan's eyes moved slightly, and after a while, she asked again, "Then... does Tong'er like Brother Xingjian?".

Hearing the word 'like', Leng Yantong suddenly raised her head, staring at Xia Lan in a daze.

"Mother said 'like'... No, no, I just, regard him as my brother."

Sure enough?

"Then... where is your brother Lin Yan?"

"..."

Leng Yantong suddenly lowered her head, and after a while, she whispered, "She is also a brother."

Xia Lan's expression suddenly became a little complicated, she stretched out her hand to lift the curtain beside the carriage, and looked at the shops and people coming and going outside the carriage.

After a long time, "I arrived at the palace in a while."

After getting off the carriage, Leng Yantong couldn't wait to go to the palace, but she didn't dare to leave Xia Lan and go first, so she turned her head three times at a step.

Seeing Xia Lan walking slowly, she couldn't hide the anxiety in her eyes, but she didn't dare to urge her.

Xia Lan couldn't bear it, so she waved her hand to let him go in first. Leng Yantong was like a bird that was suddenly free, and disappeared after a while.

But Xia Lan's heart seemed to be getting heavier and heavier.

As soon as Fang stepped into the backyard, he saw Lin Yan walking out of his own nursery, accompanied by Leng Yantong.

The four eyes met for an instant, and there seemed to be thousands of words hidden in the two pairs of eyes, but in the end they all turned into a smile.

"Sister Lan is back"

"Yan'er, how come you don't look well, but you don't feel well?"

Xia Lan suddenly became serious, and looked at Lin Yan worriedly.

Counting the days, it's not the time to come to Kuishui every month, why does his face look so pale, he looked fine two hours ago.

Lin Yan raised the corner of his mouth to appease Xia Lan and said, "Sister Lan, don't worry, it's just that the time of practicing sword has been longer and she's just a little tired."

"It's hard to catch up with Xunxiu, so I take a good rest and say that you always don't listen"

While Xia Lan was speaking, she glanced at the people serving in Lin Yanyuan, but she lowered her head in unison.

"How dare I not listen to Sister Lan's words, otherwise, I won't be able to drink Lily Brew."

"You, you will pick up nice words"

"..."

Lin Yan didn't ask a word about Xia Lan and Leng Yantong's going to the Lu residence.

After saying a few words, Xia Lan asked Lin Yan to go back to rest and call her later when she had dinner.

Lin Yan was very obedient and went back to his small courtyard. There was nothing left and right, so he randomly searched for a book to read, but he couldn't read a word, his mind was in a mess, and finally he just tilted his head and opened it Covering his face with a book, he just fell asleep like that.

When Xia Lan stepped into the study, she saw such a scene.

Gently stepped forward, reached out to take down the book that was covering the face, and saw Lin Yan sleeping with his brows furrowed.

What's on your mind?Even falling asleep and still can't let go...

Thinking that her neck would be sore after waking up from such a sleep, Xia Lan wanted to wake Lin Yan up, but as soon as her left hand rested on Lin Yan's shoulder, the man woke up with a start, which also shocked Xia Lan .

"Did it scare you?"

Seeing the distress in Xia Lan's eyes, Lin Yan's heart moved, and suddenly there was an urge to cry, and he secretly held his breath and concentrated on controlling it.

"No, yes, it was just a nightmare"

"Let you rest, why are you reading here again, and fell asleep, just fell asleep like that, aren't you tired?"

Lin Yan shook his head honestly, "Sister Lan saw that I was asleep, so where are you reading?"

Lin Yan didn't lie. Physically, she didn't feel tired, but suddenly felt that her heart was like a rootless duckweed, and her heart was just tired.

"I made body-replenishing soup for you with my own hands. Look at you, so thin."

As Xia Lan said, she stretched out her hand to touch the skirt of Lin Yan's chest naturally.

But Lin Yan looked at Xia Lan's gentle expression as usual, but felt that his eyes were hot and his nose was sore.

Sister Lan, she still knows...

Even though she has repeatedly told the people serving in her yard, she must not let Sister Lan know about it.

Not long ago, Lin Yan suddenly passed out without warning while practicing sword...

"Yaner"

Xia Lan suddenly called Lin Yan in a low voice, because Xia Lan lowered her head slightly, Lin Yan couldn't see her expression clearly.

"Ok?"

"Sister Lan knows that Yan'er has grown up." Xia Lan slowly raised her head to look at Lin Yan, her bright eyes were filled with water, "I have my own concerns, and I don't want others to know, but... Sister Lan hopes that Yan'er can keep things related to your body from me."