My family's alpha susceptible period is super clingy

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The bright white awn fireworks are like huge lamps, illuminating the entire viewing area.

Lin Shuqiu stared at him blankly, the warm moisture on his lips was blown cold by the wind, and the hands they held were also loosened. After losing the heat source, his hand gradually cooled down.

He looked at the boy's face.

This is a very familiar face, he knows all the small details that are not noticeable on this face, he knows that there is a small pale mole on the jaw line of this face; he knows the beautiful shape of his eyebrow arch ; Knowing that his eyelashes get longer towards the end of his eyes; knowing that all the expressions on that face looking at him are gentle.

He had never seen such an expression.

So strange, so... unscrupulous.

It was like a completely different person. The boy in front of him was pale and gloomy, standing straight and silent. His eyes seemed to be darker than usual, but their sockets were scarlet. I couldn't see clearly, I just felt that his gaze was extremely hot, as if it was going to burn on him.

"Just..." Lin Shuqiu was so at a loss when he subconsciously stretched out his hand to grab the boy, but he dodged it. Lin Shuqiu gently grabbed his hand and asked him, "What's the matter with you... Are there too many people here to make you uncomfortable?"

Like a stiff puppet awakened by a spell, Jun suddenly came back to his senses, turned around in a hurry to prevent Lin Shuqiu from looking at his face, paused for a while, and walked out through the crowd without saying a word.

Lin Shuqiu looked at his back, worried more and more in his heart, did not hold him hastily, but raised his heels to follow him.

Jun was walking through the crowd, the boy's face was fierce and cold, and everyone who saw him stepped aside, leaving a spacious passage.

The sound of simulated fireworks and the cheers of the crowd are in your ears.

There was no Lin Shuqiu's voice.

He might still be there, watching him leave in bewilderment, maybe even angry because of his vexatious behavior.

From that irresistible greedy kiss, things get messed up.

Maybe this is God's will, he thought at the moment when his hand was caught off guard.

He wanted to show Lin Shuqiu's true face in front of Lin Shuqiu in such an embarrassing way. The last second they were still kissing each other, and their noses were full of each other's breath.

In the next second, they looked at each other two by two. Under the bright light, the monster had nowhere to hide.

This might be the last time they kiss.

The sword of Damocles on his head was cut off, and the dying ant was hit with one blow.

Dead without a corpse.

He didn't know how to face Lin Shuqiu.

At that time, if he followed his words, it was because the crowd stimulated the disease. Maybe at this time they would hold hands and walk to a secluded corner together.

But he didn't want to lie anymore.

The more he lied, the more he felt ashamed in front of Lin Shuqiu. The candy he gave Lin Shuqiu was wrapped in a lie. How could he give such a candy?

He didn't want to be pretentious anymore, but he didn't have the courage to tear off all the disguise and show all his ugliness.

He instinctively ran away like a coward.

The outdoor street lights were warm yellow, so Jun just walked aimlessly along the gravel road and sat down on a bench at the corner. The warm yellow light poured on him, but it did not bring any warmth.

He took out his mobile phone and clicked on the message page, but he didn't know how to explain it to Lin Shuqiu.

He can't lie anymore.

If he wasn't there, those people's eyes would be even more unscrupulous, looking at his treasures unscrupulously, and some people would even want to approach him...

There was a bloody smell between the lips and teeth, Jun closed his eyes, and his jaw line was extremely sharp.

A cup of steaming milk tea was pressed against his equally tense side face, and a familiar warm voice sounded beside his ear, "Are you okay?"

Lin Shuqiu looked at the boy's long eyelashes trembling, and then opened those eyes, unbelievable, he smiled, "Why?" He handed the milk tea, "Drink some, warm up warm."

Jun pursed his lips and stretched out his hand to catch it, being careful not to touch his fingers.

Lin Shuqiu didn't notice his movements. He sat down with another cup of milk tea in his hands, and took a breath of the cold air outside. The breath of winter seemed to smell like snow.

He took a sip of milk tea, his eyes were warm and worried, and he looked worried, "Would you mind telling me what's wrong with you? You suddenly behaved like this tonight..." He wanted to hold his lover's hand, but his fingers trembled or I took it back. "I am anxious."

Jun is simply ashamed of himself, he is extremely aware of the distance between him and Lin Shuqiu, he is warm and soft, and he should be with someone who is gentle, good enough for him, and as bright as him.

Instead of being fooled around by people like him.

"Qiuqiu..." He said the name carefully from between his lips and teeth, as if he was afraid that the name would melt into the night and never get a chance to say it again. His straight back was bent, and the expression on his face His expression was a little fragile, and Lin Shuqiu's heart sank when he saw it, "Qiuqiu," he called out greedily.

"I'm not the king you imagined."

Lin Shuqiu hummed lightly.

Jun just took a deep breath, stared at the warm milk tea in his hand, and continued after a while, "I'm not gentle, considerate, or tolerant..." His jaw line was extremely tight, but his hand was gently holding the cup , he stared at Lin Shuqiu, and paused every word, "I am a very bad person, the more I am with you, the more despicable I feel..."

"Jun," Lin Shuqiu didn't know how he felt in his heart, he never thought that the almost perfect Jun saw himself like this, "Listen, I don't know why you think so... Or, you feel that way from the beginning, and it doesn't matter."

He put down the cup and held his lover's hand, the touch on his hand was as expected cold, "I sometimes feel that I am not good enough for you, you are so good, until I didn't find any shortcomings in you, and I I'm just an ordinary person, lazy and greedy and like to stay in bed, with a lot of shortcomings... But to have a boyfriend like you, I also have a sense of crisis and inferiority complex, I have been trying to catch up with you..."

"It's probably the mentality that people in love have." Lin Shuqiu comforted him, "We are the same."

"We are different." Jun withdrew his hand, he looked at the gentle-looking person in front of him, almost ashamed.

"We are different." He emphasized, his face became paler, "Qiuqiu," he closed his eyes, all the camouflage was torn off, undisguised greed and paranoia surged between his brows and eyes, he stared deeply Looking at him, "I'm a madman, I want to hide you in a place that only I know, and no one can see you except me;

"I hate those sights on you, I also hate those apples, those notes, those people who like you! I'm jealous of them, even hate them!

"I treat you as my private property, I want to hug you hard, and I want to kiss you hard, I demand too much, I'm too greedy, even if I'm such a lunatic, I don't want to let you go, pretending Getting close to you, deceiving you with lies, I just want to hold you! I even want to be tied to you for the rest of my life..."

"Then come here!"

Lin Shuqiu met his astonished gaze, grabbed the collar of his coat, kissed his lips fiercely, bit his lips in reluctance, licked his lips and said, "You're pretty good at deceiving people."

"Qiuqiu..."

Jun was a little at a loss, he didn't expect things to develop like this at all, in his imagination, Lin Shuqiu should be angry and disappointed, and then broke up with him.

Lin Shuqiu stood up angrily, "Then why didn't you tell me? Why do you say you don't care every time I ask you?" Without waiting for anyone to answer, he said, "I'm afraid I don't like you anymore, right? "

Jun pursed his lips and said nothing.

Lin Shuqiu sighed lightly, "I think you are so tired being with me. For me, you suppressed your own nature and even became concerned about gains and losses. This is not a normal relationship, it is my fault. I didn't get to know you well, so I put a lot of pressure on you invisibly..."

An ominous premonition surged in Jun's heart. He watched Lin Shuqiu's expression become calm, "Maybe we need a cooling-off period to think about how to deal with this... emotional crisis. Before that, let's have a chat .”

He sat down again, and Jun Jiu's gaze followed him, and after being invisible, he had the right to speak.

Lin Shuqiu seemed to be born with this ability.

"If it's as you said, are you also pretending to be good to me?"

Jun hurriedly explained, his voice hoarse, "Of course not..."

"That's it," he smiled, his amber eyes seemed to be stained with sunlight under the warm yellow light, "Your feelings for me are true, and your kindness to me is also true. I hope we are An equal, equally happy relationship, I don't need you to suppress your nature, we have to be honest with each other."

"I don't like gentle people. There are so many gentle people in the world, and there are many handsome people in school. Because the person I like is you... I don't know how to describe this This feeling, but it is because of you that I like the trait of gentleness. Similarly, I will also like your other characters because of you. I am not afraid of the assumptions you said, because I know you like me, Even if you think so in your heart, you must be reluctant to lock me up, right?"

"I am a person who gets by. When we like each other, we spend every day happily and happily. This kind of happiness is two-way, not sacrificing your emotions for my happiness. What I am sad is not you in me Pretend in front of you, it's your devotion and self-repression that make me feel uncomfortable, I don't like this kind of love at all."

He stood up and said the last sentence to Jun who was listening quietly, "Think about it, if you want to talk to me about a frank love, come to me, if you think you can't bear it The consequences I imagined, then let's just separate, I don't want to torture you anymore. I'll go back first and wait for your reply."

He turned around and left cleanly.

Jun just watched his back leave, not knowing what emotion was in his heart, but the stone that had been hanging all this time fell steadily to the ground.

Lin Shuqiu is far less calm than he has shown. Of course he doesn't want to separate from Jun, but he doesn't want to see such a proud and outstanding person humiliating in front of him. Lin Shuqiu wants to provoke him. He candidly showed all his emotions to everyone, and if he didn't want to...

Lin Shuqiu curled up on the sofa and thought, if he can't do it, even if they stay together, it won't last long.

It's better to cut the mess with a sharp knife.

He closed his eyes and fell asleep exhausted. His hands and feet were cold when he slept, and it was the same when he woke up.

For the next few days, he received no reply.

Their news records still stay at the science and technology park.

Lin Shuqiu's heart sank gradually, and he had to prepare himself.

It was just dusk that day, Lin Shuqiu looked up from the book and looked out the window, thinking of going out for a walk.

As soon as he put on his coat and opened the door, he met the eyes of the person leaning against the door.

"you……"

The breath of lemon and snow rushed in together. Before he could finish his words, he was surrounded by a tall figure, and his waist was hugged and brought in. It was carried out with the sound of closing the door, and there was a kiss on his lips.

The kiss was deep and heavy, and the lips and tongue were in intimate contact. Lin Shuqiu even heard the slight sound of water stains. He didn't close his eyes, nor were they covered. He looked at the face of the boy who was close at hand.

They looked at each other during the kiss, and the boy didn't hide or avoid, allowing him to see all his greed and possession.

Lin Shuqiu wrapped his arms around his neck, feeling relieved in the fierce kiss.

The author has something to say: Chirp Mimi Chirp~

I hope everyone enjoys reading this chapter. It took me a long time to presuppose the reaction. I hope I didn’t write it down.

love you~

In my eyes, Qiuqiu is a soft but firm person. He can be cute and playful, and he can also deal with crises calmly and rationally.