My family's alpha susceptible period is super clingy

"Hey, what are you talking about?" Lin Mo took a picture of his husband, and smiled at Lin Shuqiu with some embarrassment, "He is drunk and talks nonsense."

Lin Shuqiu put down his chopsticks and stared at the drunken man very seriously, "Really?"

His eyes were a little moist, and there was stubbornness between his brows, as if he would believe no matter what the man in front of him said.

Lin Mo looked at him, hesitating to speak, Xiao Han's hesitant eyes turned around among them, he didn't know what happened.

"No!" The man revealed the truth through Jiu Jin, "It was your mother who begged us to let you go."

As soon as he said this, Jun's face suddenly darkened, and Lin Shuqiu's hands trembled convulsively. He didn't know how scary his face was, and it turned gray and pale in an instant, scaring Lin Shuqiu. Mo quickly stuffed a cup of hot tea into his hand.

"Thank you," he said, with the same tone as before, and he looked at his uncle, "Why did my mother beg you?"

He forced himself to be mentally prepared, even prepared not to lose his composure at his uncle's birthday party no matter what he heard, when a warm hand was placed on his shoulder, Lin Shuqiu was startled, feeling A warm current passed through my heart.

There are people with him.

Lin Mo saw that her husband was drunk and couldn't hide the matter anymore. She sighed and looked at Lin Shuqiu with complicated eyes, "Let me tell."

"At that time your mother came back and wanted to pick you up, but you didn't want to go back then, right?"

Lin Shuqiu nodded, "I don't want to live with my stepfather."

For this reason, he in the sixth grade has already made a plan. He wrote a long letter to his mother, because in front of her, facing those gentle and pleading eyes, he has no way to express himself. demands.He wrote a letter, begging her to let him stay at his aunt's house, and he would go back to see his mother when he was free, and usually chat and call her.

He remembered that it was night. After finishing his homework, he went to bed and pretended to be asleep. When his aunt came in and saw him falling asleep, he lay down under the bed with a flashlight and wrote a letter. Sore and numb for a long time.

He also figured out how to stay. He poured out all the money he had saved since he was a child and counted it three times. He still remembers that it was 450 and 1000 yuan, and there were 34 and [-] coins.He put the money in a small box and wanted to give it to his aunt and the others as alimony paid in advance.

He wanted to be a family with them, and he was happy to support them and take care of his younger brother.

It's just that before these things could be sent out, he was sent away.

"Your mother came to us and begged us. She said that as long as you had no place to go, she would go home with her. She told us to tell you that we no longer want to adopt you. This family doesn't need you, and we don't want you to stay. .”

She looked at Lin Shuqiu's pale face, worried that he might misunderstand, and hurriedly explained, "But that's not the case, how could we be reluctant to let you go? You are so obedient, so sensible, everyone envies me for having a child like you..."

"Then why didn't you keep me back then..." Lin Shuqiu's eyes were red, and his tone was still flat, but the fingertips holding the cup were so hard that they turned white.

Lin Mo smiled dejectedly, "Because she is your mother, I am not."

"I know that you want to follow your mother, even if she is not by your side, you will read her name the most. I have no right to take a child away from his mother. I am more worried that you will hate us when you grow up. When is the decision?"

"..."

Lin Shuqiu was speechless, it turned out to be like this, on that day, he mustered up all his courage and put forward all the conditions to fight for his own life, while on the other side, his mother used the way of request to put All his expectations were overturned.

If only one day earlier, if only one day earlier...

Doesn't he have to go through this?

He doesn't have to look at people's faces in a strange home with fear; he doesn't have to face the sudden hostility of his stepbrother; All traces left in that home have been erased.

When he left, there was still a set of cartoons that he liked very much in the room.

Where did they go?

If it was still at my aunt's house, the set of comics would be placed on the bookshelf in his bedroom. They knew that he liked reading books, so they bought him a big bookshelf; he would sit cross-legged on a round cushion to read, or sit I do my homework on the desk next to me; it may also be to help Xiaohan with my homework. His English has never been good, but every time he tutors, he is very serious; when they do their homework, the aunt will bring in fruit and snacks, and tell them not to study too late , at the dinner table, my uncle will tell interesting stories that happened in the unit, and they share each other's lives at the dinner table...

Maybe it's a normal time and space, that's how they live.

"That's right..." He finally made a sound, his vocal cords rubbing painfully in his dry throat, "So that's it."

He shook his head, as if saying to himself, "It's okay."

"Shuqiu..." Lin Mo looked at him with pity.

Lin Shuqiu waved his hand and smiled at her. He put a sip of untouched tea on the table and stood up, "It's all right," he said, "Auntie, the incident has already happened, and it's good to know the truth. "

He walked up to his uncle, bent down and hugged him, "Happy birthday to you, stay healthy." After speaking, he straightened up and took out the gift bag and handed it to him, "This is a gift for you."

"I'll go first, goodbye auntie, goodbye uncle," he looked at the grown-up child, smiled and nodded to him, "goodbye Xiaohan."

He and Jun went out together, waved his hands to reject Lin Mo who was about to chase him out, and closed the door behind him.

Lin Shuqiu didn't want to take the elevator, so many strangers were waiting at the elevator door, so Jun held his hand and walked to the stairs, "Don't move." He walked down a step and leaned down Arms back, "Come up."

Lin Shuqiu stared at him blankly, and replied in a daze, "No need..."

"Come up, Qiuqiu."

Hearing this gentle and unquestionable voice, Lin Shuqiu put his arms around Junjiu's neck obediently. As soon as he lightened up, he was carried on his back. His strong arms wrapped around his knees, and he leaned against the young man's neck. On the back, it seems that a wanderer has found a harbor to live in.

He walked very steadily. Lin Shuqiu leaned on his back and watched him walk down one step after another. Those steps were still flat in his eyes, but he could close his eyes with peace of mind, he knew Can't wrestle.

"Are you ok?"

When he heard the voice, he also felt the vibration in his chest. Lin Shuqiu rubbed against his hair, and his voice was a bit muffled, "Not good. I want to go home."

"Well," Jun shook him like coaxing a child, "Then let's go home."

When they got downstairs, Lin Shuqiu wanted to come down, but the king refused to let him go. He carried Lin Shuqiu to the side of the car against the eyes of the surroundings before putting him down, and opened the car door to let him in.

Lin Shuqiu nestled listlessly on the seat, and when Jun sat down, he subconsciously leaned against him, and was hugged into his arms by his shoulders. Lin Shuqiu closed his eyes and leaned on his shoulder, his face still pale, Memories are fragmented and jumbled.

Sometimes it was his mother's gentle smile, leading him into that strange home, pointing to the man he didn't know and saying, "Call him Dad." Looking at the performance on the stage, the sound was swallowed by the sound of music.

He shook his head, suddenly remembered something, and asked Junjiu, "Did you guess what happened back then?"

Otherwise, he wouldn't answer the recent situation for him so untimely.

Jun kissed his forehead, "It's just strange, you told me that your relationship is very good, why did their attitude change after your mother came back? I think there might be something happened in the middle that we don't know. "

He looked at Lin Shuqiu's dazed expression, and comforted him softly, "You were young at that time, and the authorities were obsessed with it, so it's normal not to see it. Afterwards, I also accepted this fact. Who would have thought of the truth of the matter? Is that so?"

Who would have thought that the truth of the matter would be like this?

He thought of those coins, they were so heavy together, more than 1000 were pressed heavily on the quilt, and each one carried his fantasy and expectation.They are still lying in that small box to this day, a small box that he has not opened but has always been with him after many years.

He thought about his little box and gradually fell asleep.

When he woke up, he was at home. As soon as Lin Shuqiu moved, the people around him helped him up, and put a glass of warm water to his mouth, "Are you awake? Drink some water."

Lin Shuqiu drank half a glass of water with his hand, his pale lips turned red a little, he was embraced by Jun, and asked in an extremely gentle voice, "Does your headache hurt?"

Lin Shuqiu shook his head, leaned forward and rubbed against his face, like a kitten trying to gain a sense of security, "It doesn't hurt, just a little weak."

Jun gently pressed the back of his neck, and the gentle pheromone wrapped the Omega, making him feel extremely at ease.

This night Jun also accompanied Lin Shuqiu, and the Omega in his arms did not sleep soundly.

Lin Shuqiu didn't know if he was asleep or not. He probably didn't. He was still thinking, but he felt his body was light, as if he was floating in mid-air.

His thoughts were in a mess, like tangled balls of thread, memories were rummaged through, and the past jumped to his eyes from time to time.

He remembered that he had a fever once, and he was in a daze with a fever. He didn't know who he was, and he was already in the hospital when he woke up.Mom sat on the edge of his bed, holding his hand.

That was his infusion hand. The cold medicine was injected into the body along the blood vessels, but the hand was warmed by the mother's body temperature.

The doctor said that she didn't sleep all night and had been taking care of him.

He thought, even if his mother did such a thing, what could he do?What kind of attitude will he use to treat this woman who has raised him for so many years?

He was in the blood of the man who had betrayed her, and she insisted on his custody, leading him away from the man who was already drinking too much.

He grew up by absorbing his mother's energy, and may have eroded her happiness. She was also at the right age when she divorced, but what should an Omega with a child encounter in terms of love and marriage? the difficulty?

So he is grateful to his stepfather in his heart, thanking him for giving his mother a home.

But that is their home.They also conceived a child together and grew up in love.

He didn't want to set foot in the place that didn't belong to him, but the mother he loved personally ruined his plan for the future and let him join in.

He became an uninvited guest, but he couldn't help complaining about the one who started everything.

His depression, resentment, loneliness, and helplessness all these years started from her, and now he has to swallow it by himself.

He swallowed these bitter emotions, his heart was also stuffy, and a ball of fire burned out.

The fire was burning more and more intensely, and sparks were bubbling in the veins.

Burn it, he clenched his hands tightly, and burn all these unwillingnesses.

"Qiuqiu!"

The usually warm embrace was now cold, and the heat that burned the skin was suppressed a little. Lin Shuqiu opened his eyes when he heard Jun Jiu's voice, and he saw the boy's serious expression.

He smelled the sweet pheromone, and his mind gradually became chaotic.

His bond is hot.

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