good night

Chu Yunshen ate very politely and quietly, holding a bowl and putting it to his mouth one bite at a time, occasionally looking into his eyes, there was no usual blankness in them, Xi Feng would show a faint smile when serving him food.

Although the corners of his lips were not obvious, Xi Feng caught it and tilted his head to smile at him, introducing interesting stories about his school days.If Xi Feng is keen enough now, he should have noticed that today's practice has gone beyond the scope of doctors and patients.

Walking all the way back to the clinic after dinner, Xi Feng did not take Chu Yunshen back to the office where he stayed in the morning, but took him to his lounge.He looked at the quiet young man beside him, and discussed: "Yun Shen, I have something to do in the afternoon, you rest here, Baicheng is not free now, he will call when he is done."

Chu Yunshen nodded and looked around. This place is more warm than the office in the morning. Although the place is not big, there are all bookcases, desks and notebooks. There are also a few pots of green radish and spider plants by the window sill, full of vitality.

Dr. Xi is a person who understands life very well, unlike him who has no purpose and no expectations.

Thinking of this, Chu Yunshen couldn't help walking to the standing bookcase, his eyes widened in surprise.

Xi Feng could see all the changes in his expression, stood behind and said with a smile: "Aren't you surprised? I usually read this kind of books." There are also many collections of poets.

Moreover, they are all heavy collector's editions, which have been refurbished and placed there neatly, with a kind of pedantic rigor.

Chu Yunshen looked back at him: "Has Dr. Xi finished it?"

Xi Feng nodded with a smile: "My grandfather used to study Chinese culture. He liked it. I lived with him for a few years, and I was fascinated by it. Later, when I went abroad, I felt that Huaguo has a long and profound history, so I still like it so far."

I have long known that Dr. Xi is a gentle person, but the more we talked, the more we got to know him, and Chu Yunshen became more convinced of this fact that he was excellent.

Such an excellent person, can I really become friends with him?

After Chu Yun admired deeply, he couldn't help falling into his usual thoughts, trapped in the dark and unable to save himself, the inferiority complex in his heart was magnified for no reason, he pinched his palm with his fingernails, and woke up quickly.

"Yunshen." Seeing that his expression was not right, Xi Feng quickly held him to prevent him from hurting herself.

Chu Yun raised his head in panic, and seeing the man's worried expression, he realized that he had fallen into darkness again, his face was ugly, and then he found that he was holding Doctor Xi's hand tightly, and there were glaring red marks on it.He took a step back and kept apologizing: "I'm sorry, Doctor Xi."

"Okay, it's okay." Xi Feng comforted the boy who shrank aside, but was dodged when he stretched out his hand, and he smiled again, "Is Yun Shen not my friend?"

"I'm sorry." Chu Yunshen looked at the red marks on his hands. When he was sick, he might hurt the people around him. This realization made him restless and even painful. He shook his head and backed away.

Xi Feng smiled, feeling helpless and pity, squatting down to look at him at the same level, stretching out his hand to pull him into his arms, when he was struggling anxiously, he put his arms around his back, and said softly: "I stretched out my hand myself, how can I blame you , and do you have the strength? Didn't catch me at all."

Chu Yun sniffed deeply the breath that was close at hand, anxious and regretful: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." He actually hurt Dr. Xi who had been helping him all the time.

Xi Feng looked at this fool who blamed himself too much, and raised his head helplessly, "Yun Shen, look into my eyes, I am your psychiatrist, and what I have to do is to help you. But I help you not only because I'm your therapist because we're friends."

Xi Feng stretched out his hand, met Chu Yun's deeply regretful eyes, and smiled lightly: "With your strength, you can't even win a fight with a cat. Will you scratch me? I'm fine."

Fighting with cats?

Why am I fighting with cats?

Chu Yunshen's thoughts were distracted by him, and his glazed eyes were full of confusion.Seeing that he had calmed down, Xi Feng picked him up, walked over to put him on the sofa, and then went to get a glass of water.

"Drink some water." Xi Feng brought the water glass to his mouth, and said with a smile, "When everyone loses control of their emotions, you have to take it step by step. You are better than I imagined."

Chu Yunshen looked up at him, his heart was moved and swelled, and his fingertips moved slightly: "Thank you."

Xi Feng laughed dumbfounded, rubbed his hair without hesitation, and then said seriously: "Then let's make a plan, do you remember what I said this morning?"

Chu Yunshen nodded slowly, Xi Feng smiled and praised him for being good, then took out a blank piece of paper, and wrote while saying: "Let's take our time, don't worry, there are a few things you need to do first." Laughing and adding, "I hope you do well?"

Chu Yunshen tensed his body and sat upright, "Okay."

Can he do it?

Can it?

What Dr. Xi hopes he can do, he can do, and he can't let Dr. Xi down.

Xi Feng couldn't help laughing, and pushed the white paper over, "Don't be nervous, it's very simple, you are already doing it. The first one is to keep writing a diary, and record one thing you feel happy or unhappy every day. how to write."

Thinking of the few words he had shared on Weibo in the past few days, Chu Yunshen became more confident that he could do this.

Xi Feng waited until he answered before continuing, and tapped the paper with the pen, "Second, you must take the medicine on time and in the right amount. I will prescribe you a new antidepressant in a while. Starting today, I will wait until the next stage. Your situation decides."

Xi Feng is a psychiatrist, not an ordinary counselor, and he is qualified to prescribe medicine.

Chu Yun nodded hesitantly.

Xi Feng saw his hesitation and asked, "What's wrong?"

Chu Yun shook his head deeply, and promised earnestly: "I can do it." He didn't have the heart to take medicine in the past, he only took medicine when he remembered it, but if it was what Dr. Xi wanted, he would remember it.

Xi Feng looked at him with a smile: "Good boy, you have to eat on time." Being so thin, it looks like he hasn't eaten properly.

Chu Yunshen took it down carefully, and Xi Feng smiled lightly: "Then we've agreed, you have to do all three. You can also share with me at any time, don't suppress your emotions, the ancients paid attention to 'not being happy or angry' "Shape is in color" is actually wrong, it limits our ability to feel happiness and sadness, and if we cover up for a long time, we will live very tired."

"I hope that one day you will be able to laugh and be happy without being afraid to experience sadness."

Chu Yun raised his eyes to look at him deeply, the man's gaze seemed to reach into his heart, his heart was beating wildly in such words, the tips of his ears were slightly red, and he solemnly agreed.

It was still early, and Xi Feng was chatting with Chu Yunshen in the lounge. He didn't expect that Chu Yunshen was studying Chinese studies at University A.He smiled suddenly, and looked at Chu Yunshen's small body: "Why do you want to major in Chinese studies?" If a young man is studying Chinese classics, he still has a clean and clean temperament.

Why study Guoxue?

Chu Yunshen himself didn't know that it was arranged by the school.He didn't know if he could change his major. He wanted to go to the art department, but he was not an art student, nor had he received professional training.

Because he was not sure about himself, Chu Yunshen never thought of changing his major after school.

He used to be indifferent to everything.

But now he had a desire to confide in him, he grabbed his sleeves and told the whole story about the admission.After speaking, Kuaijue shrank aside, not knowing why, but just wanted to tell Dr. Xi.

"Then why don't you change your major after school starts? University A can change majors as long as you pass the exam." Seeing his hesitant look, Xi Feng said with a smile, "Look at the books on my bookshelf, they are more fun than drawing. Fun? Guoxue is the study of Chinese classics, if you don’t like it, it’s boring.”

Chu Yun stared deeply, looking at the books on the bookshelf, his face became hot: "I haven't scored [-]% in Chinese in the college entrance examination."

Xi Feng understood his unfinished words, and laughed heartily: "Then you can take the exam for changing majors when school starts. It is said that it is not difficult." He only heard his brother say it once, but he didn't understand.

The author has something to say:

Dr. Xi: I hope that one day, you will be able to laugh out loud and feel happy, but at the same time, you are not afraid to experience sadness.

The journey of Zhenxiang is advancing

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Happy weekend!

Thank you Xibao, Ah Qing for the overlord ticket~