good night

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"Brother, it's snowing!" The temperature plummeted, and the breath he exhaled was white mist. Chu Yunshen was wearing thick gloves to catch the snowflakes, and his face was flushed red whether it was frozen or excited.

Xi Feng was worried that his skin was too tender to adapt to the cold in northern Xinjiang, so he got frostbite for a while, so he pulled the rein and turned around, "It's snowing, let's go back, it's very cold for a while."

"Yeah!" Chu Yunshen looked back at him, his glazed eyes glowed brightly, "I have to run back!"

"Okay." Xi Feng smiled, taking advantage of Xiaoxue, riding a horse and leaving a series of clear horseshoe marks on the snow.During the period, I met a few people on horseback and raced together for a while.

"We won." Chu Yun looked back curiously at the stranger who was half a step behind, and waved his hands tentatively. The people behind greeted loudly, "Go back first, and we will go shopping elsewhere! See you later."

"See you later!" Chu Yunshen also replied to them, Xi Feng smiled and said nothing.

There is a special stable in the yard behind the homestay. Xi Feng rode all the way to the side before stopping, and helped Chu Yunshen down before returning the horse.

"Did you have fun today?" Xi Feng held Chu Yunshen and walked in. After entering the room and turning on the heating, he took off his hat and gloves, and covered his cold ears with his hands, "Why are your ears so cold? not cold?"

"Very happy! It's not cold." The heater gradually heated up, Chu Yunshen took off his coat, and sat on Xi Feng's lap in a thin sweater. Xi Feng liked to hug him at home, it was purely due to inertia.

Xi Feng was surprised for a second. When he came out to play this time, it seemed that some kind of switch was turned on. The little ancestor was more relaxed in front of him.But no matter how surprised he was, Dr. Xi's facial expressions were well managed, and he hugged the person naturally, "Are you hungry? What do you want for dinner?"

Chu Yun tilted his head deeply, his eyes rolled, "Roast leg of lamb."

It's all worth it for that smile.Xi Feng put the man on the bed, got up, "I'll go and order, and I'll give you a piece of lamb shank later." He deliberately imitated Chu Yunshen's accent, and his eyebrows and eyes were crooked when he smiled.

After Xi Feng went out, Chu Yunshen couldn't hold back and rolled in the soft quilt.Xi Feng is really nice, I like him so much, I want to stand with him and live the future with him.

Today is the Mid-Autumn Festival, and the two of them finished their dinner early.

"Is it delicious?" Xi Feng tilted his head and said, with a whole pomelo peel in his hand, he stuffed the full-grained pulp into the young man's mouth.

Chu Yunshen was so ashamed of being teased by him, and refused to open his mouth when he kissed her.Dr. Xi had no choice but to scratch his itch and try to grab another piece.The two of them were arguing on the bed, just like kindergarten children.

"Cough cough cough—no more——" Chu Yunshen laughed out loud after being scratched, almost out of breath, and volunteered to contribute the grapefruit.Satisfied, Dr. Xi hugged her in his arms and kissed her.

The mobile phone keeps beeping. On general festivals, Xi Feng will receive a lot of blessing text messages, from classmates, colleagues, patients, and some aristocratic families.

Chu Yunshen leaned in his arms, watched him reply to the blessing message slowly, and fed him grapefruit by the way.He has never experienced this kind of experience before. In the past, festivals could only make the family more deserted.

"Who is this?"

"My classmate from college is a blond foreigner. We were roommates for a few months, and then we moved out together." Xi Feng never hesitated to tell Chu Yunshen everything about himself, and there was nothing he couldn't say, except his heart. Cut it apart, he wanted Chu Yunshen to show off wantonly and be with him confidently.

"Does it look good?"

"Huh?" Xi Feng made a questioning nasal sound.

Chu Yunshen pointed at the head portrait of his college roommate, "His eyes are so beautiful."

Xi Feng: "..."

"Brother, my next comic will be about the person with different pupils as the main character."

"As long as you like it, I will provide logistical support." Xi Feng heaved a sigh of relief, and poured the surging vinegar back into the altar.But—"Aike's eyes are so beautiful?" It turns out that once the vinegar comes out, it can't be poured back.

Chu Yunshen didn't seem to notice, took a bite of the grapefruit and fed it into his mouth, "It's so good, I don't have to worry about the plot like this."

Xi Feng couldn't laugh or cry.

Chu Yunshen was still whispering: "Actually, I don't think it's abusive, but you and the editor say it's abusive, so my protagonist must not be like you, and I won't be able to get through the plot."

"Because—I want to give you the best."

Xi Feng lowered his head and kissed his chattering mouth fiercely, with the fragrance of grapefruit and fragrant tea, like the lingering moonlight outside the window, and the violence of a blizzard.

Chu Yun looked at him in a daze, licked his lips, but the pomelo didn't provoke him... "Me too." Xi Feng bit his ear, "I want to give you the best." Unconsciously provocative is the deadliest, sooner or later he To be teased to death by the little ancestor.

Realizing what he said, Chu Yunshen blushed.But there is no need for him to be embarrassed, Xi Feng's cell phone rang, and it was Xi Cong.

"Brother, Happy Mid-Autumn Festival! Did you enjoy playing with Yun Shen?" Xi Cong was very noisy, and there were many children's voices.

"Happy Mid-Autumn Festival, have you finished eating with grandpa and uncle?"

"After eating, my cousin and the others are playing in the yard and setting up Kongming lanterns." Xi Cong sat on the stool with a straw in his mouth, making tea and talking on the phone.None of the juniors in the Zhang family know how to make tea, but the two grandsons are very good at it.

"Cong'er." Grandpa Zhang coughed lightly.

Xi Cong understood, "Brother, let Grandpa tell you." He handed over the phone and poured tea for several uncles.

Xi Cong’s suspected autistic experience when he was a child was like a poor little boy. His uncles and aunts loved him very much and took the tea with a smile: “Why doesn’t your brother come back during the Mid-Autumn Festival?”

Cousin Ruoqi broke into a cold sweat beside him, he was the only person in the Zhang family who knew that Xi Feng was out, one of them was grandpa, for fear that his parents would ask about it.

Xi Cong quietly opened the grapefruit, "Brother is going out to play with friends, I don't want to go." The uncles were also used to their nephew being reticent, so they didn't ask further questions.

When Xi Feng heard the old and gentle voice on the phone, he smiled a little: "Grandpa, happy Mid-Autumn Festival."

"You are also happy." Grandpa Zhang nodded with a smile. Thinking of his grandson's trip this time, he still couldn't hold back his curiosity, "Did you enjoy going to northern Xinjiang? Do you still have money? If not, Grandpa still has more!"

Xi Feng was on hands-free, Chu Yunshen didn't dare to breathe when the old man was talking, for fear of disturbing his grandparents on the phone, he grinded slowly with a piece of grapefruit in his mouth, it was Xi Feng who stretched out his hand to pinch his chin, Mouthed: "Little idiot."

"Grandpa, I'm already working and I'm not short of money." Xi Feng smiled, "Is the massage chair that Cong'er brought you useful? It's good for your health if you have nothing to do and lie down at home."

"It's very useful. I'm using it right now." Grandpa Zhang poked his grandson with his crutches. Before Zhang Ruoqi could swallow a sip of tea, Zhang Ruoqi understood immediately and stood up to help him adjust the massage chair.Tsk—the grandson and the grandson who paid for the phone bill.

Xi Feng picked out a few more interesting things and told the old man that the grandparents and grandson were talking and laughing, but the old man still couldn't hold his breath: "Feng'er, aren't you - aren't you going to play with your partner?"

The uncle and aunt drinking tea next to him:!

Chu Yunshen, crooked in Xi Feng's arms:!

Feng'er has not been called by the nickname for a long time. After his grandfather passed away, Xi Feng went abroad. The old man wanted to help, but his grandson has been independent for a long time. This is also the old man's regret. At one time, he thought that Xi Feng's indifference to feelings was due to family relations.

Now, not only the grandfather, but even the uncles were greatly surprised when they learned that he had met someone.

Xi Feng followed the back of the man in his arms inch by inch, and said with a smile: "Yes, he has never been here. I will take him to climb a snow-capped mountain and ride a horse. It's just too cold, and his whole body turns red."

Chu Yun's ears were red, and he held his breath to listen. He was moved by Xi Feng to tell his family about his existence, but he was also afraid that Xi Feng's family would not accept him because he was a man after all.This road is too difficult.

What if?

What if the family disagrees?

No, Xi Feng will not give up, and neither will he.

But when he thought of that possibility, he panicked. Chu Yunshen leaned against Xi Feng as hard as he could to absorb his body temperature, and put his feet under the quilt, as if he could be firm in this way.

Chu Yunshen, you can't think so much, Xi Feng is by your side well.

"You have to take good care of him, isn't he frostbite?" The old man smiled cheerfully, "What does it look like to be flushed red from the cold? How can you describe it so cute?"

Xi Cong bit the grapefruit, and said vaguely: "It's really cute. It's so cute in front of my brother. My brother likes it very much." His voice was not low, and he heard it on the phone. Chu Yunshen almost wanted to dig a hole I buried myself, and all bad thoughts disappeared, and even my face was lost.

Xi Feng couldn't help but kissed Chu Yunshen's ear, and said in a low voice, "Cute Yun Shen, can I say hello to my grandfather?"

His eyes were encouraging and his voice was gentle. Chu Yun was stunned, and it took him a while to find his own voice: "I—I, can I?"

"Of course." Xi Feng handed the phone in front of him. Chu Yun took a deep breath and then straightened his back unconsciously, his palms were still sweating nervously. Interlocking.

After a few seconds of silence, the grandfather was anxious, and he was afraid that he would scare his grandson's boyfriend who had finally found him, so he was about to say forget it and come home for dinner next time.Then I heard a trembling coquettish voice: "I, what should I be called?"

This coquettish sentence is definitely not aimed at him, a bad old man, but at his grandson.

In fact, Chu Yunshen wasn't acting like a baby, Xi Feng wanted him to learn how to act like a baby, but Chu Yunshen's skill was on and off, and he was really nervous that he didn't know what to call it.

"Call me Grandpa."

Chu Yunshen's mind went back to before he met Xi Feng, as dull as rust, and the word "Grandpa" kept spinning on his tongue.

"Grandpa, I, I'm Chu Yunshen."

As soon as Chu Yunshen spoke, he wanted to swallow it back. He stuttered and was still very nervous. He would definitely leave a bad impression... What should I do?

Xi Feng saw his embarrassment, and said in a low voice: "It's okay, I'm just a little nervous, it's great." He hugged him tightly, for fear that he would think wildly.

Probably because of the intimate embrace of his lover, Chu Yunshen slowed down, looked up at him, took the phone under Xi Feng's warm gaze, and said hello obediently, "Grandpa, I am Chu Yunshen, from the Chuhe-Han Realm, Chu, Yun The depths of the clouds are unknown."

"Okay, okay." Grandpa Zhang said cheerfully, "Yun Shen, can I call you that? Don't be nervous, hey, I'm too anxious, I should treat you to dinner."

"No, no need." Chu Yunshen almost bit his tongue, how could he let the elders take the initiative to invite him to dinner?This is all done by juniors, otherwise it is easy to leave an impolite impression. "I should be the one to visit you."

"Our family doesn't talk about those etiquettes. It's enough for you to come. Don't be afraid. Grandpa is older and doesn't eat people." Grandpa Zhang is a talkative person. He has seen countless people in his life. He can naturally hear the boy's nervousness and anxiety worry.

On the contrary, he was not worried about Xi Feng's liking for men. First, he knew that no one would interfere with Xi Feng's decision, and worried that Xi Feng would really be single for the rest of his life.Children and grandchildren have their own blessings.

"Yeah, I know. Then—" Chu Yunshen raised his head to look at Xi Feng, and whispered, "It's fine if I'm on winter vacation."

With a smile on his face, Xi Feng looked at his lover who was waiting for him to make up his mind, "Grandpa, let's go back and live for a few days after Yunshen's winter vacation."

Chu Yun smiled silently with his brows deeply bent.

"Hey, come back for the New Year, okay, okay." The old man agreed repeatedly.

After chatting for a while, Grandpa asked Chu Yunshen when he would be on winter vacation, where he would live when he came back, and what he liked to eat. Xi Feng was half helpless and half softhearted, "Grandpa, let's just live at home. We haven't lived in the villa for too long. , I'll hire someone to clean it when I get back. Yun Shen is not picky about food, he eats everything."

"Hey, well, you must tell me in advance when you come back, I will ask my aunt to prepare delicious food for you."

After hanging up the phone, Grandpa Zhang looked at his sons and said, "Kid Feng is going to take his partner home during the Chinese New Year, so don't make a fuss. This is the first time in history. If anyone scares his little partner away, copy the book! "

Xi Cong rolled his eyes, Grandpa is so open-minded, won't it be particularly good in the future?

The poor uncles who were over half a century old nodded one after another, "Sure, I said that Xi Feng's condition is impossible to be celibate, isn't this something that has never happened?"

Xi Feng put the phone to charge, turned around and saw his lover staring at him, rubbing his forehead funnyly: "What are you looking at?"

"Grandpa is so kind to you." Chu Yun thought deeply, if his grandparents were still alive, they would definitely support him unconditionally.

"Yeah, I was scared by the old me." Xi Feng smiled, "When I went abroad, I had a big fight with my parents for some reason, and I almost did it. The rebellious period was more serious."

Chu Yunshen opened his eyes wide. The Xi Feng he knew was handsome, polite, and almost perfect. It was hard to imagine that he would quarrel or even fight with others.

Xi Feng dragged the man to lie down halfway, stroking the young man's shoulder for a while, and now recalling what happened ten years ago, it seemed like a century had passed.But that was indeed his juvenile period, in which the helplessness and sadness seemed to have turned into reality.

"Well, my parents are scientists of the National Academy of Sciences, they are very important to the country, and they are even willing to dedicate their lives. I have been thinking, since they are so busy, why did they give birth to me and Cong'er, regardless of the care of the child? . This is my rebellious period of thinking."

Chu Yunshen also had the same thought. Since they were destined to separate, why did they give birth to him and leave him alone?But he vaguely remembered that before he was a few years old, he still enjoyed the love of his parents, as well as the love from his grandparents.

The hardships encountered later cannot offset the love that was once obtained.

"No, of course it's because of love." Chu Yunshen reassured him.

Xi Feng smiled, "Yeah, as I get older, I understand my parents, but at that time my grandfather had just passed away, and Cong'er didn't cry, make noise, or talk, and all they sent back was money, and that's all there was forever, so I exploded."

The 16-year-old Xi Feng is already sensible, and he stood at the door of the villa with his ignorant younger brother. Looking at the couple who had finally asked for leave, he said coldly: "I said, I want to go abroad. Since you have no time to manage in the past ten years, after that Don't worry about it either."

Little Xi Cong was holding a piece of beautiful jade, tightly clutching the corner of his brother's clothes, he didn't respond to his parents' persuasion, he didn't even recognize his parents.

"Xi Feng, I said that our work is confidential. I didn't intend to miss the funeral of grandpa. It was your grandpa and my father. We are also sad."

Xi Feng bent down to pick up little Xi Cong, dragging the suitcase with one hand, "That's better than I don't have parents, I will take care of Cong'er, but I have to say one thing, you are a real failure as parents. If it were me, I would never choose marriage if I were single for the rest of my life."

It's hard to get over the water, and the water that was thrown out by what was said, Xi Feng said such words at a young age, really shocked the Xi family's parents, and the grandfather and uncle who came in a hurry, everyone couldn't persuade them, Xi Feng took his younger brother I went to stay in a hotel, and left the country quietly the next day.

"I was spoiled back then, and I was taken care of by my grandfather's students. I spent a summer vacation abroad with Cong'er. Later, I was busy with my studies, so I staggered my parents' time and went back to China to find my grandfather." Xi Feng sighed silently, "So celibacy I'm not kidding, I was really against the family at that time."

During his studies, he went camping in the wilderness, waiting for the sunrise in the silent night; he climbed the snow-capped mountains and walked through the daunting canyons, searching and searching, and finally became a psychiatrist and cured many patients.

However some things will not be forgotten.

The resistance to the family has not been reduced by half, but it has been well hidden in the darkest corner of my heart.

Xi Feng also changed from a rebellious teenager to a gentle, calm and reliable Doctor Xi in the eyes of outsiders.

Chu Yunshen held his hand and stroked the slightly protruding joints. The other's palm was always dry and warm.From the narration between the lines, he couldn't help wondering if Xi Feng walked alone in an unfamiliar scenery, would he also experience unbearable loneliness, like every night he used to toss and turn.

Just thinking about it like this makes Chu Yunshen's heart sore and soft.

That was his Dr. Xi, the Dr. Xi whom he wished to give away the whole world.

"However, I'll be fine if I meet you. No celibacy, no resistance, nothing compares to it——I love you."

When a man says that the timing is not right and he can't take responsibility, it means that he hasn't met the person he wants to build a world for.

Chu Yunshen's eyes were red, and he hadn't gotten over the feeling of loving him yet, yet he was confessed like this again, and he didn't know what to do. "me too."

Xi Feng smiled and kissed his ear, "So you are a great contributor to our family. My grandfather and the others have always been guilty of my lack of emotion and indifference. No one dares to ask me about my feelings."

Chu Yun sniffled deeply, "Is it okay for them to misunderstand like this?"

"There's no misunderstanding. It's the truth. I fell in love with you because you're so cute. Don't tell me you want to take the hard mode and let them have a chance to beat the mandarin ducks?"

Of course not!

He wanted to tell the whole world that Dr. Xi belonged to him, but he didn't have that face, and it was also caused by his desire for monopoly. He didn't want so many people to like Xi Feng.

Chu Yunshen apologized softly to the elder in his heart, and shook his head: "I don't want to, you said you would take me here safely." This was what Xi Feng said when he sent him off to school.

——Don't run, I'm always here, you just need to come over safely.

Xi Feng also remembered it, raised his lips and smiled, then pecked his lips with his head down, "Why is it as sweet as stealing honey?"

I ate the sugar you gave me.

Chu Yunshen thought when he was dazed by his kiss.

The author has something to say:

Dr. Xi: I am celibate (smile)

Yun Shen: Come on brother!Snowing!

Dr. Xi: Run slowly, baby!

Thank you for the little cute Bawang ticket~