good night

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The sun was hidden in the clouds, the temperature was neither high nor low, it was just cool, and the breeze was blowing on the face.

In the study room, leaning against the solid wood bookshelf was a tall, long-legged man, wearing suit pants and a white shirt, holding a thick English book. The sunlight came in, making his profile particularly handsome.

At the same time, on the light brown fabric sofa, another young man with a delicate face, wearing a loose and casual shirt, was immersed in drawing at the desk.

There were several pages of comics piled up next to Chu Yunshen. It was a masterpiece all afternoon. He was sketching the outline of a gray wolf with smooth and beautiful fur and a majestic expression. It was very fierce at first glance.Just like Xi Feng last night, Chu Yunshen thought with a dull expression.

In the past, Chu Yunshen rarely communicated with others, so painting became his only hobby.He can draw anything he wants to draw.

Therefore, when Xi Feng finished the book, he heard a Weibo notification sound from his mobile phone.He turned his head to glance at his lover, Yun Shen was carefully folding a picture and putting it in the picture album.

Xi Feng can look through Chu Yunshen's album at any time, but he usually doesn't touch it. He will only read it when Yunshen brings it to him.

Xi Feng clicked on the phone, and Buyu updated Weibo: "My wolf is super fierce QAQ", with a picture of a majestic wolf.The shape and expression are very realistic.

Almost subconsciously, Xi Feng understood Yun Shen's meaning.Is this wronged last night?

His eyes were full of smiles, and when he looked up, Chu Yunshen was still expressionless, but cute.

Xi Feng walked over wearing pure cotton slippers, and Chu Yunshen turned off the phone screen for a second.He raised his head slightly, and said softly, "Brother, what's the matter?"

Xi Feng smiled, hugged him on his lap and sat on his lap, kissed the tip of his ear, and said in a low voice, "Your family's wolf? Since when did the little ancestor raise wolves? Is it fierce? Isn't he gentle behind? Hmm ?”

The deliberately low voice was very attractive, but when Chu Yunshen realized what he was saying, his face turned red and dripped blood.He na na: "Brother, you—"

Many thoughts flashed through Chu Yunshen, why did Xi Feng know about the Weibo he just posted.

He suddenly remembered the Weibo account that kept giving him likes, half-into the river.

Wind, no, what a coincidence, right?

Xi Feng turned on the phone screen and smiled very meaningfully: "Half into the river and half into the clouds, I was just in time for the occasion last night. But a certain little ancestor thought I was fierce, I thought I was very gentle before and after the event It's-"

Xi Feng's voice stopped abruptly, because he was kissed deeply by Chu Yun who suddenly pounced on him.

With deep red ears, Chu Yun lowered his eyes slightly, held his face in his hands, stretched out his tongue and licked his lips lightly, and slowly bit his lips, just like what Xi Feng did to him before.

"Who taught you? So good?" Xi Feng took the initiative, put his arms around his waist, and slowly pressed his lips, "Little ancestor, your learning ability is very good, so you don't need to listen if you know this?"

"Half into the river and half into the clouds, isn't it? Huh?"

Chu Yun was so ashamed that he huddled into a ball, hugged in his arms, and he whispered: "Yes."

Xi Feng smiled lightly, rubbed his head, and reposted the Weibo under his gaze, with the words: "Half-into-the-river wind: Wolf is a kind of animal with a very strong sense of territory, and your own belongings are absolutely not allowed to be touched by others." .So it must like you very much.//@不见: My wolf is super fierce QAQ, with pictures”

Chu Yun put his arms around him deeply, "Is it okay like this?"

Xi Feng's account covers everything in life and work. He used to travel by car, and when he saw some beautiful scenery, he would send out some psychological knowledge.Some of the fans came to him for psychological counseling because of travel, and some because of work.

But there was very little personal information about him, only a photo of the sunrise showed a shadow, Chu Yunshen didn't find it too normal.

"No, what does it matter? I'm not allowed to show affection?" Xi Feng pinched his ears, and scrolled down to refresh, there were already comments.

"Rational lunatic: This wolf is very beautiful. Is it a new work by someone? But the wolf is indeed a very territorial animal..." This is an academic discussion.

"Groundhog: Isn't the wolf a national protected animal? Can you raise wolves at home? Could it be Jiangfeng, which wildlife protection base did you go to and meet some amazing people? qwq"

"Sweet Sauce: The wolf looks good."

"..."

The comments below are in the same style, either asking Xi Feng where he traveled, or discussing the living habits of wolves.Occasionally, one or two said that the painting was good, and asked to take the picture away.

"They all praised the wolf you drew is beautiful." Xi Feng put the phone back on the table, kissed Chu Yunshen, just in time to see the drawing paper and pen in front of him, and said, "Have we not chatted for a long time?"

Chu Yun nodded deeply: "Yes."

Xi Feng smiled: "Then you are free now, let's chat?" He paused after speaking, and unconsciously stroked Chu Yunshen's face, "Let me draw a picture first, and I will go out and adjust it."

The psychiatrist should keep a distance from the patient and not be too close, which will affect his judgment.Before meeting Chu Yunshen, Xi Feng had been doing very well.

Later, I met someone who conquered him.

He once hesitated whether to suggest Chu Yunshen to change to a psychiatrist. Many of the psychiatrists in the same hospital are senior psychiatrists, and they are no worse than him.

But as soon as this idea came up, he was dismissed by himself.The trust that Yun Shen entrusted was only to him, so he had to treat it with caution.

Xi Feng went back to the room and found a notebook, which contained the paintings Chu Yunshen drew for the first time and the second time.The injured cat looked up at the sun in the shade of a tree, and a small building hidden in the night.

He stroked the drawing paper with his fingertips. For the first time, he felt that his decision was a bit hasty. He took out his mobile phone and dialed a familiar number.

The phone was picked up soon, and a gentle middle-aged male voice came from the opposite side. "Hey, Xi, what can I do for you?"

"Teacher, I have something to ask you."

After Xi Feng went out, Chu Yunshen looked at the door for a while, and then started to paint, but he was a little restless. The hesitant expression that Xi Feng showed just now was something he had never seen before.

Does Xi Feng have something to tell him?

what is it then?

Is it something he did wrong?

"Tear"

Realizing that he had torn the white paper unconsciously, Chu Yunshen hurriedly threw it into the trash can, his face turning pale.He took the medicine from the drawer, swallowed it whole, opened the door and went out to get a glass of water.

When passing by the room, Xi Feng may not have closed the door tightly, and a highly recognizable voice came out.

"He is very good, so I can't allow myself to be negligent. Many times I want to suggest that he change to a psychiatrist because of our relationship as a lover."

Chu Yunshen stood at the door at a loss, holding the doorknob. He wanted to tell Xi Feng not to change.He only wants Xi Feng alone.

But he was far from having the courage to take that step, so he heard Xi Feng say again: "But when I think that he will get close to a stranger and talk to him about his inner thoughts as if he trusts me and relies on me, I will bear it." Can't stop being jealous. I think he only has eyes for me, and selfishly wants to keep being his therapist."

There was a big laugh on the phone, and Mr. Smith had a lot of meaning: "Xi, when you are in love, you are really like a normal person. You are my best student, and I am proud of that. But you have always been too sensible, It's not good to rationally act as if nothing in life is worth your while."

"Now you're finally a bit popular." Mr. Smith didn't mind his students making fun of him at all.He said, "Actually, you already have the answer yourself."

Xi Feng held his forehead and smiled lowly, responding to his words: "Yes, I have crossed the line since the day we met. But I don't regret it, I will be responsible for him, teacher, next time you come to China, I will take him I'm going to see you. His name is Chu Yunshen, and he is a very cute boy."

"Oh, do you Chinese people all choose such poetic names?" Mr. Smith admired, "You and your brother's names are very nice."

Chu Yun covered his mouth deeply, tears flowed out without any signs, he knew that his illness was troublesome, like just now, he was prone to worry about gains and losses, and getting along with him must be very hard.But he still selfishly wanted to be with Xi Feng.

How could such a selfish person like him meet such a nice person as Xi Feng?The other party likes him and loves him, and has done so much for him, it can't be better.

In the room, Xi Feng was still on the phone with someone, Chu Yunshen wiped his eyes with the back of his hand indiscriminately, and left lightly.

Chu Yunshen poured water and went back to the study. When he saw the white paper on the table, he picked up a brush and sketched it a few times. A figure with broad shoulders and long legs appeared vividly on the paper. He just stood there without consciously attracting other people's attention.

Xi Feng ended the call with the teacher, turned out the professional book and read a few pages, made sure that he had adjusted his mentality, and temporarily hid his passion for love, before Shi Shiran went to the study.

"Snack Buckle"

"Yun Shen, is the painting finished—" Xi Feng said as he pushed open the door, meeting the young man's eyes, the smile on his mouth suddenly disappeared.He walked over quickly, completely forgetting the mental construction of the previous second, and hugged him in his arms, his voice was very soft, "What's wrong?"

"Huh?" Chu Yunshen didn't understand, so when doing psychological counseling, although Xi Feng was considerate, he would not be too close. It was a very normal and professional counseling, unlike usual kissing and hugging while talking.

In fact, Xi Feng has been doing a good job, there is no confusion, he has been treating Chu Yunshen, both as a lover and as a psychiatrist.

Xi Feng touched the ends of his lover's eyes with his fingertips. His eyes were still clear, but his eyelids were slightly red and swollen, and his eyelashes were still a little wet. It was obvious that he had cried.He coaxed: "Your eyes are red? Is Yun Shen going to tell me that I got into the sand?"

After Chu Yunshen couldn't hold back his tears just now, he just wiped dry and came back to draw. He didn't pay attention to these, and he didn't know that Xi Feng observed so carefully. After half an hour, it hasn't disappeared yet?

Seeing his silence, Xi Feng stretched out his hand to pinch his shoulder, and said in a relaxed tone, "It's not because I worked too hard last night, so you, Yun Shen—"

Before Xi Feng finished speaking, Chu Yunshen's whole face was burning, and he turned around and hugged him.Xi Feng touched his back, waiting for him to speak.

"I just went downstairs to drink water, and I overheard you calling, I'm sorry."

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[Don Du Fu]

Jincheng silk tube has been in succession, half into the river wind and half into the cloud.

This song should only be found in the sky, and can be heard several times in the world.

I'm sorry Du Fu!You don't want to be dirty!And, did the car exhaust smell good last night~Thank you Ah Qing and Chen Yi for the Overlord ticket~