good night

13

A night without dreams.

When Chu Yunshen woke up, there was only a faint light shining through the curtains. Based on his usual experience, he judged that it might not even be six o'clock at this time.

Buried in the quilt, I took two deep breaths, and my nostrils were filled with the fragrance of detergent on the quilt mixed with the breath of the sun. It was so soft that people would subconsciously relax.

There was still no movement outside the door, Chu Yunshen hugged the quilt in a daze, thinking about what to do today, and fell asleep again in a daze.

The sky is bright and the sun is rising.Xi Feng called Li Churan to confirm that there was nothing important this morning, so he simply asked for leave.His work is very flexible, and he can also rest at home if there are no patients who have made an appointment in advance.He wasn't the only doctor there.

When Xi Feng passed by Chu Yunshen's room, it was so quiet inside.He smiled slightly, rolled up his sleeves and walked downstairs.He learned his cooking skills abroad. He was tired of eating hamburgers and fries abroad, and he was not interested in Western food, so he could only make a living by himself.

There are a lot of quick-frozen dumplings in the refrigerator, all kinds of fillings, to prevent Xi Cong from not being able to fire at home, so breakfast is naturally solved in this way.But considering Chu Yunshen, the white porridge that Xi Feng originally wanted to cook turned into lean meat porridge with scallops.

"Brother, what did you do? Xiang." Xi Cong has already got up, and it's rare to tidy himself up, wearing a hoodie and jeans, with a tall and straight figure, leaning against the door frame with a greedy look on his face.

"Take out the dumplings, and the porridge." Xi Feng ordered.He took three bowls, "You didn't disturb Yunshen when you got up, did you?"

Xi Cong shook his head again and again: "Of course not, brother, didn't you say that Yun Shen's sleep quality is not good, so you told me to act lightly?" Xi Cong listened to his brother's words the most, and did everything he said.And he felt that Chu Yunshen was younger than himself, so of course he had to take more care of him.

"Well, you have breakfast first, I'll call him." Xi Feng said.

It was past eight o'clock when Chu Yunshen woke up again. Looking at the time displayed on his phone, he was surprised that he had fallen asleep, and was a little annoyed that he woke up too late, and he still remembered to make breakfast.

Moving your limbs a little bit is better than usual fatigue.After washing up, Chu Yunshen touched the clothes on the dryer and changed back into his own.

Light-colored slim-fit jeans and a long-sleeved cotton white shirt, Xi Feng knocked on the door and saw that Chu Yunshen was already fully dressed.He chuckled: "Good morning Yunshen, are your clothes dry? Go down and have breakfast."

"It's all done. Good morning, Dr. Xi." Chu Yunshen also replied, "Sorry for getting up late."

Xi Feng looked deeply into his eyes, with a comforting smile: "It's not too late, did you sleep well last night? I'm worried that you won't adapt to the strange environment."

"It's better than usual." Chu Yunshen said honestly. Although it was strange to say so, Dr. Xi was his psychiatrist. The two of them agreed yesterday, and they couldn't hide it at will.Dr. Xi worked hard to take care of his emotions and ease his chances of getting sick, which made him feel a secret joy.

Xi Feng seemed to be thinking, and he wasn't sure whether it was because the young man really trusted him so much that he could feel a little at ease even in an unfamiliar environment.Yesterday he learned that Chu Yunshen often suffers from insomnia, difficulty falling asleep, light sleep and frequent dreams.But in the same strange environment, at Baicheng's house, Chu Yunshen still seemed to be in anxiety.

"Brother, Yunshen, come and have breakfast." Before Xi Feng could come to a conclusion, Xi Cong called out with a bowl in his hand, and filled Chu Yunshen with porridge: "Good morning, Yunshen, try my brother's cooking skills, It’s not white porridge today!”

"Good morning." Chu Yunshen took the bowl and thanked him. Xi Feng couldn't hold back his younger brother's forehead, "Do I let you eat porridge every day?" It's almost the same every day.

Xi Cong covered his forehead and howled, and hid in the seat farthest away, but he chose to shut up wisely, and sat down with a smile on his face.

Xi Feng looked at Chu Yunshen who was drinking the porridge quietly, and moved the steamed dumplings in front of him, but his thoughts had already diverged to Chu Yunshen's inexplicable trust in him.

During the treatment process, as a psychiatrist, Xi Feng can easily gain the trust of others, and he also believes that he is worthy of the trust given by others.But today, being able to be trusted by Yunshen so much, and even ranked ahead of Baicheng, was indeed beyond his expectation.

Xi Feng inevitably thought of the hole theory mentioned by the teacher before.

Patients with depression seem to be in a dark cave with no light or life in it. As a psychologist, Xi Feng not only needs to gain their trust, but also needs to walk into that cave and lead them out.

When approaching the entrance of the cave, you can only try to approach it step by step, slowly, without disturbing the people in the cave.

And when Chu Yunshen stepped in tentatively, he seemed to take the initiative to open a gap.

But Xi Feng is not so optimistic. Chu Yunshen's illness has not recovered for many years, and it has gradually worsened over time. It is impossible to recover overnight. This is the so-called illusion of recovery.

Since Chu Yunshen gave him such a gap, he would slowly open his heart defenses and walk in until he was pulled out of the darkness and truly healed.

On the way Xi Feng sent his younger brother to the airport, he still paid attention to Chu Yunshen's state all the time, knowing that he was not used to crowds, and thoughtfully asked people to wait in the car. He got off the car and accompanied his younger brother to complete the registration procedures, and then turned around and came back.

"Doctor Xi, where are we going?" Chu Yunshen asked, his glazed eyes looked over, clear and beautiful.It's not just the way to go.

"You forgot? We agreed to go to your cousin's house to pick up the luggage first. He doesn't know when he will come back. You stay with me first." Xi Feng answered his words while paying attention to the road conditions, his voice was unhurried, The voice is deep and sexy, comparable to the announcer's voice at a certain moment.

"En." Chu Yunshen responded in a low voice, holding the seat belt with both hands, and mustered up the courage to start a new topic, "Will it be troublesome for Dr. Xi?"

"No." Xi Feng smiled.Just one sentence has the effect of calming people's hearts.Chu Yunshen looked at his profile, and quickly looked away, but he couldn't cover up the rapid heartbeat. He recalled distressedly, was there something wrong with his body during the physical examination before?

The memory of the past was too vague, and Chu Yunshen wasn't sure if he had hidden illnesses, but he thought about it, there will be a physical examination at the beginning of school, and he will know when the time comes.

It was rare for Chu Yunshen not to be in a daze, and was quiet until he arrived at Baicheng's house.

Xi Feng got out of the car and called Baicheng. The property security confirmed his identity and got a spare key.The neighborhood is very lively, with people coming and going for work, walking their dogs, and taking their children to school.

Xi Feng found a place to park the car, and then walked over to open the passenger door, bent down to look at the young man, and smiled warmly: "Yun Shen, is it okay?"

Chu Yunshen put his schoolbag on his back and nodded slightly. He didn't have many eyes on his body, which was not uncomfortable. Chu Yunshen followed Xi Feng in with his head down.Xi Feng tilted his head and could only see the young man's hair twirling. After thinking for a while, he stretched out his hand to hold it.

"!" Chu Yun looked at the clasped hands in a daze.

"It's okay, they don't have time to look at us." Xi Feng lowered the volume slightly in his ear, moved the person to the inside, and isolated most of the crowd by himself, "You performed very well."

Appropriate praise can more effectively alleviate the other party's anxiety, and Xi Feng is never stingy.Whether it was on the phone or face to face these two days, he slowly built up Chu Yunshen's self-confidence without leaving a trace.

"En." Chu Yunshen's cheeks were hot, he looked up at the sun, and then narrowed his eyes.

Just like the cat in the painting, Xi Feng smiled inwardly, and picked a topic he was interested in. The two talked all the way, until they walked into the elevator, only the two of them were left, and Xi Feng naturally let go.

Chu Yunshen didn't notice it either, but there seemed to be a little less haze between his brows, and the brilliance in his eyes was even greater.

Seeing Chu Yunshen pushing the suitcase out, Xi Feng wondered, "Is it packed so soon?"

Chu Yun nodded deeply, "I didn't take out the things last time."

"Why? I know your cousin is going on a business trip?" Xi Feng took his suitcase and said jokingly.

"No." Chu Yunshen frowned, and explained word by word, "They gave the money, so I can't trouble my cousin, I want to rent a house." But before he could tell his cousin, he went back with Dr. Xi , he planned to move out as soon as he found a house.

The author has something to say:

Dr. Xi squatted down, tapped his knuckles slightly, and the prince who was hidden in the clamshell opened a crack~ Yun Shen: Please, what can I do?

Dr. Xi: Hello, are you going out to bask in the sun?

It's over, my thoughts are getting more and more sidetracked, Yunshen Zhenxiang's journey is advancing~Thanks to Ah Qing for the Bawang ticket~