The affairs of the lead singer and actor

The two stayed at the company for one night. The administrative director, Sister Li, acted vigorously and sent someone back to buy two beds, tidy up a meeting room, and even packed back Chen Yunzhe's favorite Japanese food store. He also took a shower, feeling refreshed, and sat in the conference room again, with words left unwritten.

Chen Yunzhe is now in the climax stage of creation, his thoughts are exploding, countless words and sentences are swimming back and forth in his mind, and the music he just finished is circulating in the room, and the two sit on the floor to brainstorm.

Chen Yunzhe: "Did you think of any words? Sentences are also fine, or what you think of when you hear the song."

The piece just reached its climax, the cello's playing gradually elongated, the piano rhythm accelerated, the drums gradually became denser, and the hearts of the people were surging.

To myself, to myself.

12-year-old Ji Ruobai.

Chen Yunzhe ten years later.

The two small figures are like two parallel lines, with no end in sight, they fluctuate, jump, live in a world without each other, and finally "snap" overlap at the end of the extension.

There was a "bang" thunder outside the window, and the next second, there was a torrential rain, and the raindrops hit the eaves, one after another, and the sound of the dense rain penetrated through the closed windows and heavy curtains, and came to the two of them one by one. In the ears, neither light nor heavy, neither fast nor slow, complement each other with the tune.

Ji Ruobai walked to the window barefoot, and listened with closed eyes to the sound of rain.

He was wearing a large T-shirt, and he was so thin that he was thin. His waist was very thin, and he held it tightly. The clothes were laid down casually, outlining a seductive silhouette. The roots are all in their proper positions, and there are even water droplets on the eyelashes, flickering.

Time seemed to stand still in the room.Ji Ruobai was full of thoughts, all of which were like when she was a child.

He was an advertising star when he was very young, and even before weaning, he had already let the photos of holding a baby bottle go viral on the Internet. Among a group of children of the same age, his appearance was really dazzling, so he continued to endorse. At that time, his mother had not retired and gave birth. Afterwards, he became even more popular, with constant drama appointments. Only Aunt Liu, the nanny, took care of his daily life. The two of them traveled to various studios. Sometimes in the commercials, he would have a mother, sometimes a father, and even a group of brothers and sisters. At that time, he would be happier than usual, and he would go back to that big house at night. Shen Ruo would come back sometimes, smelling of alcohol, full of jewels, glamorous and thrilling, and his eyes finally disappeared when he was young. The aura of love has already worn away the girl's heart, and the scars all over her body, as well as the young child, have troubled this woman together.

Sometimes, on a whim, Shen Ruo would spare a whole day to make a bowl of wontons wrapped by himself in the morning, and take Ji Ruobai to the playground. Both of them were fully armed. Ji Ruobai would be happy because of this trip In summer, even though there were countless lonely nights afterwards, he knew very early on that he had no father, and Shen Ruo would sometimes hug him and tell the story of that man piecemeal, usually when he was drunk, his eyes Mainly from Shen Ruo, but the temperament between the eyebrows and eyes is very similar to the shadow of the tall man in the photo.The young Ji Ruobai would sometimes take on such a role. He would wipe away his mother's tears, put the woman to sleep carefully, and then climb into his own bed, hugging his doll, and sometimes even a handful of toys Gun, go to sleep again.

Ji Ruobai seemed to pass through layers of fog, and saw the little boy, holding the newly bought toy gun tightly, unwilling to let go even when he was sleeping, his body shrunk into a small ball, and he might still be trembling a little. Quite frightening.

He went straight to the little boy's bed, stroked the boy's eyebrows with his big hands, trying to smooth them out, then bent down and lay down, hugging the child tightly, humming a childhood song:

rock Me

baby to sleep

The outside world is not afraid

rock Me

rock Me

风儿 轻

bright moon

……

Don't be afraid, don't be afraid.

Tears wet Ji Ruobai's face.

It's still raining outside.

At the end of the song, neither of them spoke.

Chen Yunzhe quickly picked up the blanket and covered Ji Ruobai's head. His expression was very bad. He must have remembered some unhappy things. He had never seen such a helpless Ji Ruobai before, and the corners of his eyes slightly dimmed. Red, eyes filled with water vapor, as if they were about to fall down at any time, there was gloom between the brows and eyes, and the body trembled a little. Hiding in the loose clothes, she looked thinner and thinner, and one couldn't help but want to hold her in her arms.

Chen Yunzhe really did this, he stepped forward, crushed the person in front of him, together with his anxiety and pride, and hugged him into his arms.

After a while, Ji Ruobai calmed down, and slowly pulled off the blanket. He was a little embarrassed, the corners of his eyes were still a little red, and his voice was hoarse:

"That... I'm sorry."

"It's okay, we are...partners."

Yes, partner, originally this cooperation was for two people.

"Also, thank you."

Thank you for writing this song.

Thank you for taking care of me when I was vulnerable.

Thank you for giving me a hug.

Thank you for taking me to the aquarium.

Ji Ruobai still has a lot to say to Chen Yunzhe, but he is embarrassed, the air conditioner in the room is full, his face is flushed red, I don't know why, these two days made him completely annoyed Chen Yunzhe changed.

At first, it was a singer who had heard the song, then it was a photo on the hot search, a variety show of two people, and today, he would call the person in front of him a friend, and it should be the kind of friend who can drink and chat.

Chen Yunzhe wrote the last word quickly, and the whole song "To Myself" was basically completed.

After finishing writing, I dragged Ji Ruobai to the recording studio. The rehearsal will be tomorrow, and there are still many things to do tonight.

Ji Ruobai was a little embarrassed, he seemed to be holding people back, Chen Yunzhe didn't say anything, he went in and recorded it first.

So Ji Ruobai was amazed again, the feeling of listening to other people's songs is completely different from listening to other people's singing live, including the completion of the lyrics just now is also very high, which fits Ji Ruobai's mood very well. In front of a person's talent, the creation of art is indeed not something that everyone can do.

Then it was Ji Ruobai's turn.

He is actually good at singing, although he is not a professional, but his voice is clean. Chen Yunzhe is sitting outside, involving professional knowledge. Ruobai became more and more nervous. He really wanted to sing this song well. Before recording the show, the vocal teacher had made up for it, but he didn't expect it to happen, and he couldn't even make a sound.

The more anxious, the more likely to make mistakes. Ji Ruobai has recorded this sentence almost ten times, but he still can't sing it well. The staff next to him looked at Mr. Chen suspiciously?Usually at this time, Mr. Chen would jump up and curse at people, or just turn his face away and leave. Why is it so quiet today?Still smiling?

Ji Ruobai inside was like an ant on a hot pot, the next second, Chen Yunzhe asked him to come out and take a rest.Sister Li brought drinks, Ji Ruobai was very embarrassed:

"Am I, I can't sing well?"

"It's good for a novice to have you like this." Chen Yunzhe comforted, and passed a bottle of water by the way. He remembered that some people only like to drink pure water.

The staff was taken aback and couldn't believe their ears. Mr. Chen, you are not like this. When you used to swear, you mixed Chinese and English and sometimes you spoke French.

Ji Ruobai's complexion is not very good, he has already delayed too much, and the rehearsal is going to be the day after tomorrow, singing is not his strong point, Chen Yunzhe has taken good care of him, some very bad memories flooded his mind again.

When Ji Ruobai did well in exams when he was a child, he would happily show it to Shen Ruo. Like countless children who are eager for praise, he hopes to get warmth from his mother, but Shen Ruo doesn't care about these, she only cares about those advertising bosses. I don't know how to use his son as a model. Ji Ruobai had a crying scene when he was a child, but he couldn't get into that emotion. After crying several times, he didn't get the scene the director wanted. Later, Shen Ruobai came and told him directly, cry Not good, don't go home today, Ji Ruobai burst into tears all of a sudden.

He once came back with Aunt Liu to pick up things. The night set was extremely dark, and all the things that looked normal during the day turned into "monsters". He fully believed that Shen Ruo would leave himself there, in the dark set, He was the only one left. At that time, he was the same as today. He couldn't do well, and he always couldn't do well.

"I will definitely sing it well."

Ji Ruobai's eyes looked cautious, unease, and even a trace of hidden apology.All of them were captured by Chen Yunzhe.

I will definitely do this thing well, I will definitely finish what should be done, and I will definitely try to finish what I can’t do, so mom, can you not leave me there Dark studio, can you coax me.

Chen Yunzhe's heart ached all of a sudden, he had vaguely heard about Shen Ruo's gossip, that woman, a well-known madman in the entertainment industry, even left her child alone in the commercial shooting place.

He doesn't want to do that.

Chen Yunzhe: "You sing very well, we don't have to finish recording today, there will be another day tomorrow."

Ji Ruobai: "I know, you don't need to comfort me."

Chen Yunzhe: "Why don't I bring some wine over here, I usually drink some when recording."

Ji Ruobai: "Is it useful?"

Chen Yunzhe: "You'll know if you try it."

Chen Yunzhe turned around and came over with a bottle of wine, Ji Ruobai almost forgot that this was Boss Chen's recording studio.The two of them each took a goblet and poured half of it.

Chen Yunzhe shook the quilt and asked, "Have you been to Bordeaux?"

Ji Ruobai: "No, I've only been to Paris in terms of France."

Chen Yunzhe: "There is sunshine and moisture that are most suitable for the life of grapes. It is a place rich in wine, and the wine we drink is from there."

Ji Ruobai took a sip carefully, the fragrance was strong and intoxicating, and he nodded: "I'm not very good at drinking, this one is not bad."

It's good that you can't be bored.

Ji Ruobai poured himself another glass: "I'm really not good at singing." A little bit wronged, a little helpless.

Chen Yunzhe: "But your voice is very nice, and you are very good at it. Looking for inspiration."

Ji Ruobai: "Don't run on me, what kind of inspiration will I find, it's all written by you."

Chen Yunzhe: "I can't write this song without you."

Ji Ruobai: "I can't do anything well."

Chen Yunzhe: "I can't do anything well either."

Ji Ruobai: "Who said that, you sing so beautifully."

Chen Yunzhe: "That's right, who said that Ruobai is the best actor."

actor?He received this honor at the age of 17, but only he knows what it feels like.

Ji Ruobai: "I only know how to act."

"Ruobai", Chen Yunzhe looked at the person in front of him, obviously he was born with a skin that God had opened up, but here he said that he only knows how to act.

"You are the best you."

You are unique in the world, no one can replace you, the best you

The author has something to say: I hope everyone can go ashore after the results of the postgraduate entrance examination today