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Burr once had a girlfriend who was talking about marriage, and he once thought that he would spend his whole life with that girl.

But the coming of a car accident shattered this wonderful dream.

At that time, Berr became a walking dead, unintentionally working, refusing to communicate, and closing himself off.

The only thing he remembers to insist on is to stay away from all terrible vehicles.

So he goes to get off work along the road with few pedestrians every day, regardless of the season, rain or shine.

It was on that road that he picked up Qiao.

This is a living life.Burr often stared at him as he fell asleep, thinking so.

like a gift.God took his baby away and gave him an angel.

Qi Ao is very good-looking, and the word "angel" fits him perfectly.

Burr used to be proud of him, too.

When he was a child, Chiao resisted Burr's tireless proposals to take him out to play, but would quietly hold his father's finger when he went out.

When he was promoted to junior high school, he never caused trouble in class, but he often got entangled with a few bullies who were equally fearless outside the school, blocking each other's roads after school.He came home with a disfigured face, often listening to Burr's scathing criticism and grinning playfully as he administered his own medicine.

After the second year of junior high school, Qiao's fights decreased significantly, but Bell often smelled a cigarette smell different from his own.

He joined the basketball team in junior high school. With something he wanted to do, Burr took it for granted that there would be a "girlfriend" around him soon.But I don't know whether he should be relieved, he has never seen Qi Ao get close to any female classmate.He still goes home on time every day, and still accepts all his "discipline" orders.

Burr originally thought that Qiao was too high-sighted, or enlightened too late, until he realized that he was being watched every time he had a date.

Burr was furious, even ashamed.He didn't know what it meant, but he knew the truth must not be what he wanted to hear.

Afterwards, he began to shun and avoid the child. He reprimanded Qiao when he did something wrong, and even punched him.Their relationship deteriorated rapidly and soon hit rock bottom.

He occasionally thought of the nine-year-old Qi Ao, who was so fragile that he seemed to disappear at any moment, which made him want to protect him so much.

——How did he become like this.

Burr would sometimes hold a book and work until the early hours of the morning, and when his thoughts suddenly jumped to this matter, he would grab his hair and clenched his fists in pain.

What would have happened if he hadn't brought him back.

Berr was wandering by the river, standing there motionless since he left home in the morning. From certain angles, his expression seemed to be described as "at a loss".

Upset, annoyed, struggling.

He looked at the sparkling river silently, but he was experiencing a catastrophe in his heart.

No one knew that on the New Year's Eve of Qi Ao's third year of junior high school, the boy confessed his love to him.

Caught off guard, but also a long-planned confession.

That day when Bell swung his fist, Chiao's mouth was filled with blood.

The teeth, the tongue//head, the corners of the mouth, are full of hideous red.

He spit the fishy-sweet liquid on the ground, tears rolled in his eyes, but then he raised his head and smiled at Burr.

"It's ridiculous." Qi Ao sat on the ground with his back against the wall and laughed out of breath. "Did you never dream that what you picked up was a pervert or a monster?"

Bell gasped heavily, feeling his muscles trembling slightly.He didn't dare to get close to Qi Ao, the panic eyes were deeply embedded in Qi Ao's pupils.

How dare he say something like that? !

Boer was in a state of confusion, and his body suddenly staggered.Just when he reached out and grabbed the back of the chair to stabilize his body, at that moment he even wanted to swing the hard wooden chair and smash it on the head of the strange and terrifying boy.

Then the world is quiet.

That way, everything that shouldn't have happened can become a secret and be buried forever.

The thought of committing a crime hit his mind like a slap in the face, calming him down quickly.

He looked around and looked at the "home" where they lived together day and night, feeling dizzy and wanting to escape immediately.

"Get out." Boer sat down slumped, pointed at the door, but didn't look at Qiao.

Qi Ao put away the smile that made people feel extremely desolate, and stared at Boer's face expressionlessly.

"When I first came here, you said that you would always love me and never let me go back to the street and become an unwanted child." Qi Ao pursed his mouth and burst into tears.

"I just loved you in another way, so I became so unforgivable?"

After finishing speaking, Qi Ao stood up while leaning against the wall, and stumbled out of the house.

Boer felt his heart ache from his last words, but he just clenched his fist tightly, Ren Qiaoling's back gradually blurred in his vision until it disappeared.

However, over the past few years, Burr has gradually understood one thing——

People can change.

From the original exclusion of any means of transportation to the compromise of driving to and from get off work.

From the original single-mindedness to the later "reading countless people".

From the original tenderness and patience to the later indifference and selfishness.

From the original desire to protect Qi Ao to the possessive desire that will never be revealed...

Run away because of fear.

On that New Year's Eve, he sat alone in the living room until late at night.The light never dimmed, but he always felt that he was being wrapped in darkness.Minutes and seconds passed, and he finally felt more fear in the empty home than after learning about Qi Ao's feelings, so he immediately got up, and before he even had time to put on his coat, he rushed out the door, desperately going to Looking for his child.

There are people fishing and roller skating along the river.Burr stood quietly aside, seemingly unnoticed by anyone.

When he was upset, he usually smoked cigarettes one after another, but now he was about to take out a lighter, and suddenly found a little boy walking this way, with a very cute immature face, very much like Qi Ao when he was a child.Burr hesitated for a moment, and the child looked over. He smiled at the child awkwardly, and had to give up.

Looking back, my mind was in a mess again.

Thinking of all that happened yesterday, Boer admitted that Qi Ao was really handsome when he played basketball on the court.He could barely take his eyes off him.

And what makes him want//stop//not//able is Qi Ao on the bed//.

Who would have thought that when everything happened last night, Berr actually stayed awake the whole time?

At the entrance of the arena yesterday, he clearly heard the conversation between Qi Ao and the kid from the same team.

"Is there anything you want to say to me?" Qi Ao asked.

Then, he saw the boy's eyes when he looked back at Qiao - nervous, shy, and concerned.This is clearly the look in Qi Ao's eyes when he looked at him.

This little episode sounded the alarm in Burr's heart, who was still unwilling to face up to his own heart.

He suddenly had a sense of panic that the treasure he had cultivated for eight years was about to be taken away by someone. Although Qi Ao had always only looked at Berr alone, he had completely lost his mind and had no confidence in himself—it was simply Like the enemy, he is unarmed.

He even suspected that he didn't even dare to go to the battlefield.

Boer sat in the auditorium, looked at his child, and suddenly regained the pride he once pinned on Qiao.

He's handsome, good, and high-spirited.

He smiled at him, and he too jumped for joy at his approval.

Bell felt an evil-like emotion rushing randomly in his body. After the game, he chatted with Chiao about having a social event, and after seeing the boys go away, he went into a tavern by himself, like crazy Tried to get myself drunk.

He staggered home, and when he heard the sound of water in the bathroom, he broke in without hesitation.

When he saw Qi Ao who was naked//body//self//comforting, the burning desire in his chest finally stopped gaining momentum, broke through his body with a strong force, and gushed out.

He threw away all the restraints of calmness and morality, embraced Qi Ao, and ordered him to enter himself hard.

In fact, Qiao's deliberate "sabotage" of his relationship with his previous girlfriends became a kind of "help" long before Burr realized it.Berr doesn't want to have too much to do with those "one-time girlfriends". As Qiao said, he needs another body to fill his emptiness, but apart from that, Berr doesn't have the energy and interest to take care of More messy relationships between men and women.

Qi Ao expelled every one of his cannon//friends, and he expressed his anger to hide the panic buried deep in his heart.

How could he not understand the child's crazy love for him.

How could he not understand, when he learned this fact, the ecstasy that suddenly rose in his heart like the foam of beer after shaking.

What frightened Boer even more was that after this night with Qiao, he found himself hopelessly in love with this young body.

No one else could give him the thrill of being filled with pleasure and guilt at the same time.

"I don't owe you anymore"

Bell said this to Chiao, and also to himself.

He did what the secular world would never allow him to do, and touched a heart that reality would never allow him to do.

It was time for him to say goodbye to his past self.