Qingyan I, Huyi Tranquility GL

The autumn wind is bleak and the weather is cool, and the vegetation shakes and dew turns into frost.

The hot summer has passed for a long time, and autumn has arrived before we know it.

In Zhengyang Palace, fallen leaves were all over the ground, and the bleak autumn wind blew and fell, bringing a cool feeling to my heart.

Before Mao's time, Sang Qingyi got up, put on her coat and leaned halfway in front of the window, just watching the sky brighten up little by little, and everything outside the window became clear and clear.

I don't know how many times this morning has been repeated.

"Your Majesty, it's cold in the morning, take care of yourself"

Suddenly there was a cloak on her shoulders, and Sang Qingyi turned her head slightly, and saw a worried look on her face like rain.

"What time is it?" Sang Qingyi asked softly.

"Go back to your mother, it's already the third quarter of Mao"

Sang Qingyi turned around and looked at the empty Zhengyang Palace, just like her heart, empty.

Since that day, Sang Qingyi has never seen Helian Duanyan again, and Helian Duanyan has never set foot here again.

After that conversation, the two of them were completely separated, just so abruptly, drawing countless holes in each other's hearts.

Although those wounds have gradually healed with the passage of time, the scars are still vivid and more permanent.

Sang Qingyi knew that in such a sensitive period back then, she shouldn't have entered the Qianqing Palace to beg for mercy from that person.

But she couldn't do it, even if Mrs. Dingguo didn't enter the palace and begged her, she would still enter the Qianqing Palace.

Although the old love is gone, the human love is still there.

Sang Qingyi also knew that that person would definitely not offend Yan Liusheng for no reason, and he must have touched that person's taboo.

But even so, Sang Qingyi still hoped that Helian Duanyan could save him from death, lest a white-haired person send a black-haired person.

Unexpectedly, her pleading made the matter even more out of control, not only costing Yan Liusheng's life, but also breaking the last ties between each other that had been carefully maintained.

Sang Qingyi didn't resent Helian Duanyan for beheading Yan Liusheng, nor did she resent Helian Duanyan for ignoring her plea.

She just didn't expect that even today, that person still thinks that she still has that kind of affection for Yan Liusheng.

Could it be that her heart-to-heart devotion, her body-promise, to that person, was nothing more than a play out of necessity?

He used to rub his ears and temples together, lingering on the bed, couldn't that person feel her sincerity, sincerity and true love for her?

But no matter how frustrated and depressed he was, he still couldn't hide his longing and longing for that person.

Standing in the courtyard of Zhengyang Palace, looking up at the desolate branches sticking out of the wall, my heart seems to follow.

Before Chu Xuewu left, she had been to Zhengyang Palace.

When Sang Qingyi saw her, the shock in his eyes could be imagined.

"Butterfly dance?!"

"Xue Wu met the empress"

"Snow Dance?"

Looking at the person in front of her, Sang Qingyi couldn't help but think, maybe she misidentified the person, but they just look alike.But after thinking about it, the one who can enter this palace wall can still recognize her, who else could it be if it wasn't Die Wu? !

"Whether it's Die Wu or Xue Wu, it's great to see you well. The emperor will be very happy."

Chu Xuewu told Sang Qingyi that she was Die Wu, Chu Xuewu, and the princess of the Mo Kingdom.

"At the beginning, playing the piano in Ling'er to bid farewell, and seeing the figures at the Moling Chunqi Festival were all butterfly dances"

Chu Xuewu nodded, "Yes".

The two of them fell into a moment of silence, and Sang Qingyi knew that Helian Duanyan might have already guessed it.

And judging by the expression of the person in front of them, I'm afraid that the two of them could go back to the past, but they couldn't go back to the past.

"I've heard about what happened between you and her, do you still blame her?" Chu Xuewu asked suddenly.

Sang Qingyi raised her eyes and glanced at her, "No", then looked quietly outside the hall and said, "I just don't know if she started to change, or I never really understood her at all."

"No matter whether she changes or not, her love for you will never change"

Sang Qingyi turned her head to look at Chu Xuewu's extraordinarily firm eyes, "You should know this better than anyone else."

before leaving

Chu Xuewu stood at the gate of Zhengyang Palace, turned her back to Sang Qingyi and said slowly

"Although the three of us all fall in love with her, but she only loves you, please be sure to cherish her"

That voice seemed to float from the distant sky, softly and softly telling the reluctance and unspeakable sorrow in the heart.

There are thousands of thoughts in my heart, and I can't figure out any clues for a while, but the concerns in my heart are becoming more and more vivid.

Knowing from Chu Xuewu that Helian Duanyan's complexion is not very good recently, Sang Qingyi couldn't help but not worry.

The more I want to look at that person, even if I can only take a look at it from a distance, just one look, just one look, is enough.

But the gate of the palace is closed tightly, and the courtyard is deep. Although it is only separated by a wall, it is so far away.

Helian Duanyan, who was leaning sideways on the couch, looked at Yuyin who was seriously reviewing the memorial before the case, and suddenly said:

"Lisi has already rejected Xuanqing"

"..."

"Yuyin, did you hear me?"

"En", Yuyin replied without raising her head.

"Then you have nothing to say?" Helian Duanyan felt helpless.

"What do you want Yuyin to say?" Yuyin raised her head to look at Helian Duanyan, without any waves in her calm eyes.

Helian Duanyan wanted to say something, but in the end she swallowed it back. They had already spoken, so how could she go back on what she said.

"I just want to say that Xuanqing is not young anymore, and the queen mother has been urging me to point her to a marriage."

Yuyin picked up a pen and reviewed a few words on the memorial, "Didn't this scientific expedition produce many talented people, just choose one of them and marry the princess."

"That's right", Helian Duanyan couldn't help but nodded, "Yuyin is still smart, but I can't make decisions on this matter, let her choose, and marry her to the one she likes."

"I have experience in this matter, so Yuyin will not talk too much."

Seeing Yuyin's eyes suddenly filled with narrow smiles, Helian Duanyan knew that she must be joking about her enthusiasm for 'matchmaking' again.

"That's the matter," Helian Duanyan frowned as if thinking of something suddenly, "Then what about Xuanji?"

According to Helian Xuanji's current age, she should have gotten married long ago.It's just that meeting such a special emperor brother as Helian Duanyan, he doesn't want to point her out to anyone regardless of her wishes.

Yuyin put down the pen in her hand, her voice was as clear as a lake, and she spoke slowly

"Xuanji almost stays at home now, and stays in this Yunsheng Palace every day. It is not so easy to find someone who can make her fall in love."

Helian Duanyan thought for a moment, "Otherwise, this time, we will recruit a consort for Xuanqing, so that all unmarried princes and children will come to participate, and then let Xuanji go too, thinking that the imperial sister is a staff member, to see if he can do it." Is there anyone who can catch her eyes."

Yuyin nodded her head, "It's not bad, but don't expect too much, after all, love matters, you can only follow the fate."

At the end, she lowered her eyelids to hide the traces of sadness that should not have been revealed in her eyes.

"I know", Helian Duanyan couldn't help sighing slightly, "It's just".

Although Helian Duanyan didn't say the following words, Yuyin knew what she wanted to say.

"I will definitely watch Xuanji get married, and then become my mother"

Helian Duanyan looked at Yuyin with determined eyes, and smiled warmly, "With Yuyin here, I believe that Xuanji will live a safe and happy life."

Looking at Helian Duanyan's warm eyes, the eyes that have always been cold and self-sufficient couldn't help trembling a little, and he turned his eyes away and replied coldly

"Yuyin said, this life will never leave"

He Lian Duanyan frowned, looking at the stubborn person in front of her who made her lose her way, after watching for a long time, she suddenly said

"Hongyan hasn't seen the emperor's sister-in-law for a few days, Yuyin will take him back to Qianwang's mansion to have a look."

Yuyin didn't say anything, and went out of Qianqing Palace to look for Hongyan.

She knew that Helian Duanyan would definitely understand what she meant, no matter life or death, she would never leave her in this life.

Yuyin knew that Helian Duanyan wanted to entrust both Helian Xuanji and Hongyan to her in order to keep her.

But she can't...

After Yuyin left, Helian Duanyan was the only one left in Qianqing Palace.

Helian Duanyan sat on the couch for a long time with her eyebrows frowned, thinking about the current situation that made her feel extremely worried, she stood up exhausted physically and mentally, but suddenly felt a bloody air gushing out of her throat.

"Pfft~~~"

Helian Duanyan became unsteady, and sat back on the couch. At this time, Li Si also suddenly appeared in the hall.

"Master", the resolute face that has always been indifferent and calm, rarely showed a little panic, "Let's go to find Yuyin now from Lisi"

"stop!"

Helian Duanyan raised his hand and wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth indiscriminately, stood up, and looked at Li Si with a majestic expression he had never seen before.

"Only you and I know about this matter, if a third person knows, I will not forgive you lightly"

"Li Si Zong is dead, and I can't let Grandpa have the slightest mistake!"

"You are not afraid of death, are you not afraid of Yuyin's mistakes?!" Helian Duanyan said in a calm voice.

Li Si didn't leave immediately, but he didn't intend to turn back, but Helian Duanyan knew that his heart was shaken.

"Li Si, you should be aware of my condition, the only thing you and I can do now is to protect her well"

Li Si didn't speak, but Helian Duanyan knew that he had already agreed.

"Accompany me to the imperial garden for a walk"

Helian Duanyan knew that the people behind her were still struggling in their hearts, but she also knew that the result of Li Si's final struggle would definitely be expected.

Even if on that day, Yuyin would hate him and even kill him, he still hoped to see her live well.

People are always like that, under the guise of love, they selfishly make what they think is the most correct choice for others, and then pretend to sacrifice everything to do the same self-righteous greatness, and finally they can't help crying bitterly because of being moved by themselves .

In the final analysis, this is just to satisfy our perverted vanity, but we stubbornly think that this is love.

Walking in the Imperial Garden, he unknowingly came to the gate of Zhengyang Palace.

He Lianduan's decree was to put the queen under house arrest in the Zhengyang Palace, and no decree should be released.

At this moment, the door of Zhengyang Palace was closed, and it was as quiet as an empty house, but Helian Duanyan knew that Sang Qingyi was inside.

He raised his hand and caressed the palace gate, as if he could feel the breath and temperature of the people inside, it was desolate and desolate.

That clear and desolate face has already been embedded in the bone marrow and melted into the blood. As long as one touches it, the emotions in his heart will be unstoppable like a raging wave, and his heart will be broken.

After all, she, Helian Duanyan, had broken her promise and failed to protect her, Sang Qingyi, a little bit of stability and happiness!

Suddenly hearing slight footsteps from inside, Helian Duanyan quickly withdrew his hand, but saw the solidified blood on his fingertips, and was in a trance for a moment.

Turning around, walking to a corner of the palace wall, hearing the sound of the palace door closing behind him, he stopped in his tracks, turned around, it seemed that it was time...

three days later

The emperor decreed that the doctor, Ye Tingcheng, and Xianggong should go to Jinling City and the countryside to inspect the beautiful and beautiful women aged 16-22, and then send them to the palace for the emperor to choose.

ten days later

A total of fifty beautiful women were sent into the palace and placed in the Chuxiu Palace. The emperor will personally review and select, and those who agree can stay in the harem.

In the end, Helian Duanyan kept five people in the harem, two of them were named concubines, one was named Jieyu, and the other two were named concubines.

This night

Sang Qingyi was tossing and turning, unable to sleep, when she suddenly heard the sound of silk and bamboo.

The harem has always been as quiet as water, how could there be such joyful voices suddenly.

It wasn't until the middle of the night that the sound gradually subsided, and the night returned to silence.

Second day

When Ruyu was helping Sang Qingyi to wash and change clothes, Sang Qingyi asked her, and Ruyu heard it too, but she didn't know why, but maybe there was some happy event in the palace.

Sang Qingyi was in a trance when she suddenly heard the faint voice of a palace maid from outside the palace.

"Hey, Mei Ju, tell me, among the five newly entered palaces, which one does the emperor love the most?"

"Well, I think it should be Concubine Ning"

"I think it should be Concubine Rou. The emperor goes to her palace more than Concubine Ning's palace, and don't you know? Last night, the emperor spent half the night with Concubine Rou before going to bed."

"Aren't you ashamed, you dare to say such a thing"

"This has been spread all over the palace. I thought our emperor only liked the empress, but I didn't expect it."

"Shh, stop talking, be careful not to be heard"

"..."

After a while, Sang Qingyi and Ruyu heard the sound of the palace door opening, and then saw two court ladies bringing breakfast.

Judging by their expressions, they must have been the ones who spoke just now. Ru Yu was about to explode, but was stopped by Sang Qingyi.

"The emperor slept well these days." Sang Qingyi's voice was like water, without any emotion.

Xu Shi felt guilty for what he said just now, and the two replied timidly.

"The slaves and maidservants are not very clear about the words of the empress."

Sang Qingyi remained calm, "Does the emperor still often stay in the Qianqing Palace?".

"Hui, Hui empress, the emperor, the emperor has been staying at the empress's place in each palace for the past few days, and"

What was said later, Sang Qingyi didn't listen at all, only the words of the empresses of the palaces kept echoing in her ears, and they were no longer there when she regained consciousness.

The man's warm and affectionate eyes were still in front of his eyes, and his soft and lingering words were still in his ears. Sang Qingyi didn't believe it, not a single word!

But every word and every sentence said by those two maids was like a curse, which kept echoing in her mind and ears, and she vowed not to give up.

She didn't believe it, she didn't believe that that person would be so affectionate as her, how could he be like this superficial person who only knows how to be addicted to women!No, she must ask that person herself.

But standing in front of the closed palace gate, Sang Qingyi hesitated again, not because she was afraid of going out without purpose to offend her, but because she was afraid of seeing something she didn't want to see, hearing something she didn't want to hear...

Unknowingly, Sang Qingyi had stood there for nearly an hour, until the palace gate was suddenly opened from the outside.

"Hirohiko met the emperor's aunt"

The sudden appearance of Helian Hongyan brought Sang Qingyi back to his senses.

Seeing that Hong Yan, who looked like a little adult in front of him, stood upright with serious features, looked exactly like that man, Sang Qingyi couldn't help squatting down, and said softly

"Why did Hirohiko come here?"

He obviously still looked immature, but he said in such a flat tone, "Hongyan thought, he hasn't seen the emperor's aunt for a few days, so he came over to pay his respects to the emperor's aunt."

Listening to Hongyan's warm and sincere words, Sang Qingyi couldn't help but tears welled up her eyes.

Hong Yan couldn't help frowning his small eyebrows, revealing a hint of the majesty of a young prince.

"What's wrong with Aunt Huang, is someone bullying Aunt Huang? Or did Hongyan come to see Aunt Huang and make Aunt Huang unhappy?".

"No, no," Sang Qingyi smiled sadly, "Hongyan can still remember Aunt Huang, Aunt Huang is very happy."

"In Hong Yan's heart, there is only one Aunt Huang," Hong Yan said seriously with a small face, "but Uncle Huang insisted that Hong Yan call those people Aunt Huang."

Looking at Hongyan's confused and dissatisfied eyes, Sang Qingyi's tears flowed down without warning.

"Aunt Huang, why are you crying?" Hong Yan raised his hand to wipe Sang Qingyi's tears at a loss, "It's not Hong Yan who wants to call them Aunt Huang, but Uncle Huang".

"What's wrong with your uncle, what?" Sang Qingyi tried her best to keep her voice from trembling.

"Uncle Huang found five more Aunts for Hongyan from somewhere, and insisted that Hongyan call them, but Hongyan was unwilling and wanted to come to Aunt Huang, so Uncle Huang reprimanded Hongyan, saying, that in the future there will only be those five Aunts. Aunt, don't call other people Aunt Huang indiscriminately, Uncle Huang is with them every day, so he doesn't have time to talk to Hongyan..."

After Hongyan left, Sang Qingyi locked herself in the bedroom, not even having lunch or dinner.

Ru Yu hurried around outside the bedroom, but no matter how much she begged, it was of no avail. She wanted to go out of Zhengyang Palace to find Helian Duanyan, but was stopped by the guards.

On the night of the full moon, a silvery white halo shrouded the full moon, showing a slightly desolate loneliness.

The faint moonlight shone into the bedroom along the open window, but it couldn't penetrate the haze shrouded in the heart of the person sitting sideways on the bed.

Sang Qingyi sat like this from noon until night fell, like a clay statue, never moving.

The black eyes, which were always gentle and indifferent, looked like a pool of stagnant water at this moment, looking at the darkest corner of the hall without knowing it.

In the late autumn night, with a slight bit of chill, it quietly climbed up the corners of the eyebrows and eyes, and invaded the already cold heart.

The dead silence of the night was suddenly broken by the sound of a zither. The person on the bed could not help but tremble when he heard the sound of the zither.

"Phoenix Seeking Phoenix"

The unique qin melody in this world was taught to her by that person, who once said that this melody only belonged to the two of them, and she would never let it flow out from her fingertips.

Did he really make her so disappointed and sad?

That's right, I just left her like that back then and ignored her, forgetting that she had experienced nightmares for two lifetimes, and dragging her into the abyss cruelly again, forgetting that I left, would definitely take her life too .

From that person's point of view, he must not care about the relationship between them at all, otherwise how could he make such a decisive choice.

Also, knowing that she is so jealous of any ties between herself and that person, she still has to trample on her bottom line again and again, and then because of her stubbornness, she duplicity says something that hurts her.

That person must have been so disappointed in her, so heartbroken that he no longer wants to have any entanglements and entanglements with her.

This night, the sound of the piano, and the thoughts all dragged Sang Qingyi into the bottomless abyss. Before she knew it, tears eroded her cheeks and heart so wantonly.

Maybe it's because I've been sitting for a long time, I'm too tired, or I haven't eaten, and I don't have any strength, or it's the suppressed tears, which make the whole chest heavy and make people breathless.

stop

Sang Qingyi fell down so silently, on such a night when the moon was supposed to be full and people were full.

After the prime minister and his wife passed away, only Helian Duanyan was left in Sang Qingyi's world.

After that, in countless good or bad nights, it was always this figure in her heart that supported her to go through.

And when that figure was abruptly pulled away from her heart, Sang Qingyi's whole world instantly collapsed.

Sang Qingyi suddenly felt very tired. It had been a long time since she had a sound sleep, and she even wanted to sleep like this and never wake up again.

She seemed to have a dream, dreaming that she was lying on the bed, and Yang Chuyu sat on the side of the bed looking at her with distress and worry on her face, tears streaming down uncontrollably in an instant.

"mother"

Shouting in a low voice, his expression was full of confusion and injury, as if his fragility would break apart with a light touch.

Yang Chuyu saw her heart was about to break, and carefully hugged Sang Qingyi in her arms.

Sang Qingyi clutched Yang Chuyu's skirt tightly with both hands, crying like a lost child who couldn't find his way back.

For a long time, no matter what happened, no matter how sad and sad, Sang Qingyi never cried in front of others, she only shed tears silently in places where others could not see.

But this time...

Yang Chuyu felt a sharp pain in his heart, raised his hand and gently patted Sang Qingyi's back, comforting her softly like coaxing a child.

"It's all right, I have my mother here, my mother is here"

After a long time, feeling that the person in his arms gradually calmed down, Yang Chuyu said softly

"You're hungry, mother, I'll get you something to eat"

Just as Yang Chuyu was about to get up, she found that Sang Qingyi was holding on to her clothes tightly, with an expression like a child who was afraid of being abandoned.

"Mother, don't go, I'm afraid that if you leave, this dream will wake up"

Yang Chuyu held Sang Qingyi's hand distressedly, then raised the other hand to gently caress her cheek and said slowly:

"Silly boy, all this is not a dream, we are all fine"

As soon as Yang Chuyu finished speaking, two other long-lost familiar voices sounded.

"Yi'er woke up"

"Okay, let's have something to eat first"

Sang Qingyi raised her head when she heard the sound, "Father", but the person who walked out from behind Sang Chaoli said, "Liusheng...".

The author has something to say: Well, what is the so-called he ending?What is he?

In addition, let me announce that next Monday night will be updated at about this time, and it will be almost finished before next Friday. As for the extra episode, let me think about whether to write it or not.

so, happy weekend everyone~~~