Qingyan I, Huyi Tranquility GL

When Sang Qingyi woke up from the faint, what she saw was the face she was most attached to, but now she felt a little strange.

"Qing'er, how do you feel?"

Helian Duanyan held Sang Qingyi's hand, frowning tightly, looking very worried.

Sang Qingyi sat up, fixed her eyes on Helian Duanyan, "Where are father and mother? I was just dreaming, right? Are father and mother all right?".

Helian Duanyan couldn't help hugging Sang Qingyi who was a bit out of control, took a deep breath, "I'm sorry, Qing'er".

Feeling that the body of the person in his arms suddenly became stiff, and then the whole person began to tremble.

"Qing'er, don't do this, I"

"Did Yan lie to me?" Sang Qingyi said with trembling lips, "Did Yan want to give me a surprise? It must be, it must be like this."

Seeing Sang Qingyi who kept talking to himself, Helian Duanyan's whole heart tugged together.

"Qing'er, you can't come back to life after death, don't be like this, father and mother, Ruoquan, know that they don't want to see you like this"

"No!", Sang Qingyi suddenly raised her hand and pushed Helian Duanyan away, "You lied to me! You promised me that you would keep your parents safe."

Facing Sang Qingyi's 'question', Helian Duanyan was speechless, and remained silent for a long time, "I'm sorry".

Sang Qingyi took a staggering step back, "Excuse me?" Looking at the person in front of her, she couldn't hold back her tears after all, and fell down.

"Then let me ask you, the supervisor and beheader just now." Sang Qingyi paused for a moment, before she had the courage to say the next thing, "Did I ask you?"

Helian Duanyan looked at Sang Qingyi's tear-wet eyes, "Yes".

Sang Qingyi seemed to hear the sound of her heart breaking into pieces, she closed her eyes, raised her head slightly, but still couldn't stop the tears from streaming down her face.

Helian Duanyan wanted to go forward to wipe the tears off his face, but was stopped by Sang Qingyi.

"I'm tired, you go out"

On the lonely hill north of the imperial city, in a simple tomb, the prime minister and his wife were buried. The tombstones only read the tombs of Sang Chaoli and Yang Chuyu, and Sang Qingyi and Helian Duanli.

Sang Qingyi knelt in front of the grave, and took out the melons, fruit and cakes for worship, as well as incense paper coins and ingots from the bamboo basket.

"Father, mother, my daughter is not filial, and she didn't send you off for the last time"

After kneeling for half an hour, Sang Qingyi finally got up, losing all feeling in her kneeling legs.

Yuyin stretched out her hand to support Sang Qingyi, "Princess, my condolences."

Sang Qingyi glanced at Yuyin, "Thank you", turned around, and looked at the imperial city of Nuoda not far away.

"It is said that the royal family is the most ruthless, and it is true"

"Everything is for power", Yuyin looked into the distance, "When power is more important than feelings, many ruthless things will happen."

Sang Qingyi didn't say anything, Yuyin turned her head and looked at her cold profile.

"But there are also affectionate people among them, the princess should know that"

Sang Qingyi looked sideways at Yuyin, her cold eyes seemed a little confused.

"But power can completely change a person"

Yuyin looked directly into Sang Qingyi's eyes, "Does the princess think the Lord will change?".

It wasn't until Sang Qingyi and Yuyin walked a long distance that Helian Duanyan appeared in front of the grave.

Seeing the backs of the two going away, Helian Duanyan couldn't help feeling a little dazed.

It took a long time before he turned around, looked at the name he had carved on the tombstone with his own hands, and heard what Sang Zhaoli said back then.

"The king let the minister die, the minister has to die"

"Father, mother, Yan'er swears here that I will never let your sacrifice be in vain."

When having dinner, Sang Qingyi didn't go to the dining room to eat, and Helian Duanyan didn't do anything while watching the food on the table.

After ordering someone to prepare some food, Helian Duanyan brought it to Yun Yanxuan himself.

Standing at the door of the room, but did not open the door to go in.When Ru Yu opened the door, she was taken aback, "My lord".

Helian Duanyan handed the food to Ruyu, "Let the princess have a good meal".

After finishing speaking, Helian Duanyan turned around and left. Ruyu wanted to speak, but she didn't call out after all.

Helian Duanyan stood in front of the closed window, staring at the light shining from inside for a long time.

"Don't you really want to explain something?"

Helian Duanyan turned his head and saw Yuyin standing in the courtyard.

"what can I say"

Yuyin looked at Helian Duanyan's deep black eyes, "Don't you know that my silence is the deepest torture for the princess?".

After being silent for a while, Helian Duanyan said quietly, "Does she hate me?".

"My concubine loves her so deeply, why would she hate her, but after this incident, how could she start to love her?" Yuyin said, looking up at the waning moon in the sky slightly, "In life, if you love someone, you can't hate someone." It's easy for a person, but the most difficult thing is that you can't love and can't wait, and the princess is like this with the master now."

"What about Yuyin?" Helian Duanyan asked suddenly.

"Yuyin Xinye, no matter when, where, whatever"

It was not until Yinshi that Sang Qingyi closed her eyes, and Ruyu, who had been taking care of her, couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

She didn't sleep all night last night, if she didn't sleep for a while tonight, Ruyu was really worried that Sang Qingyi's body would collapse from exhaustion.

Night, quiet and silent.Sang Qingyi frowned in her sleep, her expression painful.

"It's [-]:[-] noon, behead!"

The vicious executioner raised his knife and fell, bright red blood spattered out, and the severed skull rolled to his feet. He stared at Sang Qingyi with his eyes open as if he was dying, and Sang Qingyi trembled violently. , wanted to scream but couldn't, as if something stuck in his throat, he was so uncomfortable that he couldn't breathe.When she looked up, she saw Helian Duanyan's indifferent face on the supervisory stage.

"Qing'er, Qing'er!"

Sang Qingyi, who woke up from sleep, breathed heavily, looking undecided.

Helian Duanyan held Sang Qingyi in his arms distressedly, and kept comforting him, "It's okay, it's okay, I'm here, I'm here."

The familiar gentle voice kept echoing in her ears, and Sang Qingyi gradually settled down, but her hands still tightly hugged Helian Duanyan's waist.

"It's okay, Qinger"

Sang Qingyi raised her head when she heard the sound, and the moment she saw Helian Duanyan's face, her eyes were blood red, her head rolled down, and her eyes were wide open.

"No!"

Helian Duanyan was pushed away, and wanted to get closer, but Sang Qingyi raised her hand to stop her.

"It's late, Yan go back to rest"

Sang Qingyi kept her head down, not looking at Helian Duanyan.

Helian Duanyan stood up, "I'm right outside the door", stretched out his hand hesitantly, but finally took it back, then turned around and left the room.

Until dawn, Sang Qingyi didn't close her eyes any more, just sat on the bed with her arms around her knees.

But Helian Duanyan stayed outside the window until dawn, without closing his eyes all night.

Helian Duanyan didn't leave until it was already dawn, but instead of going to the morning court, he went to the kitchen.

Since yesterday, Sang Qingyi hasn't eaten much, and hasn't slept for two consecutive days. If she doesn't eat again today, Helian Duanyan is worried that she will really toss herself down.

The majestic prince unexpectedly entered the kitchen, but the people inside were shocked.

Helian Duanyan didn't say anything, went straight to the stove, and then ordered someone to take rice, lily and barley, washed them and put them in a casserole, and started cooking porridge.

It took a full half an hour to cook it. Helian Duanyan filled a bowl first, and poured the rest into a container with a lid, and then brought them to Yunyanxuan together.

Just as Helian Duanyan stepped into the backyard, he saw Ru Yu who was about to go out.

"Prince", saluted respectfully like rain.

"Send this to the room and let the princess drink it while it's hot"

Ruyu reached out to take it, turned around and walked towards Yun Yanxuan, "Wait".

Ru Yu turned around, "What else does the lord have to say?"

Helian Duanyan frowned, "Don't tell the princess, this porridge was sent by me."

In the dining room, Helian Duanyan was absent-mindedly eating breakfast, and Yuyin who was sitting opposite couldn't help but say

"If the master falls first, how can he take care of the princess?"

Helian Duanyan came back to his senses, looked at Yuyin's calm eyes, "Now she probably doesn't need my care anymore."

The scene of last night was still vivid in his memory, Helian Duanyan felt that Sang Qingyi didn't even want to see her again.

Yuyin frowned slightly, and said lightly, "When did the Lord become such a person who gave up so easily? Back then, the princess treated the Lord like that, isn't the Lord still full of confidence?!".

Helian Duanyan caressed the cup in his hand, "Today is different from the past."

Just as Yuyin was about to speak, the guard at the gate suddenly came to report, "The imperial decree has arrived, please go out and receive the decree."

It was Helian Duancheng who came to deliver the decree, even though there were various reluctances, Helian Duanyan still had to kneel down in front of him.

Helian Duancheng smiled very proudly, and opened the imperial decree unhurriedly.

"By God, the emperor ordered that in the case of the prime minister's treason, King Duan understood the righteousness, did not favor one's own interests, and did not tolerate it... He took the initiative to invite him to be the supervisor and beheader... He specially gave a hundred pieces of brocade and a thousand taels of gold as rewards."

"Eleventh Brother, accept the order"

Helian Duanyan stretched out his hands, "I accept the order".

"Eleventh brother can kill his relatives righteously this time, father is really happy"

Helian Duanyan frowned, "If there is nothing else, Sixth Brother, please go back."

But Helian Duancheng looked at Helian Duanyan with a strange smile, "Sixth Brother is a little curious, how did Eleventh Brother tell his siblings about asking him to be the supervisor and beheader?"

"That has nothing to do with Sixth Brother," Helian Duanyan said coldly.

Helian Duancheng shrugged with a smile, "Well, it really has nothing to do with me, it's just that I'm worried about Eleven."

Feeling Yuyin next to her suddenly move her, Helian Duanyan turned his head, only to see Sang Qingyi standing in the courtyard at some point.

Sang Qingyi didn't say anything, turned around and walked towards the backyard. Helian Duanyan followed without thinking.

Sang Qingyi didn't stop until she walked into Yunyan Pavilion, but she didn't look back.

Holding the imperial decree in his hand, Helian Duanyan stood behind him silently.

"Is it true what the imperial decree said just now?" Sang Qingyi's voice sounded terrifyingly calm.

Helian Duanyan looked at the back of the person in front of him, "Yes".

Sang Qingyi raised her head slightly, and couldn't help but close her eyes. After a while, "Is there nothing else to say?".

Sang Qingyi has been waiting, waiting for Helian Duanyan to tell her why, why it has become like this, but she has not waited for her to speak.

"I failed to keep my promise to Qing'er, I'm sorry"

Helian Duanyan finally spoke, but what he said was not what Sang Qingyi wanted.

"I know that it is impossible for Yan to disobey the imperial decree, and I also know that it is not easy to save my parents, but what I don't understand is why Yan took the initiative to invite Ying, personally." Sang Qingyi couldn't continue, and tried to calm down. After calming down my emotions, I continued, "Why did you kill your parents yourself, and why didn't you tell me and let me see them for the last time...".

Every why of Sang Qingyi pierced the bottom of Helian Duanyan's heart, it was very painful, but he could only bear it.

"In order for Dayan to last forever, sacrifices have to be made, whether it's father and mother, or me and you"

The moment Helian Duanyan stepped out of the Yunyan Pavilion, Sang Qingyi couldn't hold back her tears.

The night was deep, but Sang Qingyi was still sitting alone at the table, staring blankly at the slowly burning turbid fire.

Ruyu stood aside, her little face was so wrinkled that she was about to cry, no wonder, just watching her young lady sit from daytime to late night, not eating or drinking, not speaking, not sleeping, impatient to cry, but also She was so worried that she wanted to cry, but she couldn't persuade the young lady at all, and the only person who could persuade her hadn't returned home after going out.

"Miss, it's late at night, let's go to bed"

Sang Qingyi acted as if she hadn't heard, still staring at the turbid fire, and after a long time, she said, "Go to sleep".

Ruyu went back to her room to sleep without worry, and after putting on a cloak for Sang Qingyi, she silently stood aside and watched.

The red candle burns, blood and tears coagulate, does the red candle also have feelings?Are you sad?Are you sad?

Mingming was so sad that she couldn't control herself, but Sang Qingyi couldn't shed a single tear.

She knew that the death of her parents should not be blamed on that person, the culprit should be Na Helian Duancheng, as well as the aloof current Holy One.

But it doesn't matter who knows who the enemy is, she is destined to never avenge her in this life.

Because the current emperor is that person's father, she will not let her kill him, even if that person is willing, she will not do it.

She had already tasted the pain of losing a loved one, how could she have the heart to let that person experience such pain again.

Moreover, Dad didn't want to see her do this either.Dad was loyal to the emperor and patriotic all his life, so how could he let her do such treasonous things as killing the emperor.

But, is it as if none of this happened?She can't do it!

Daddy has devoted his whole life to the country and the people, and devoted himself to the imperial court. In the end, not only did he end up with an unjust death, but he also had to bear a lifetime of stigma, how could she bear it!

She could no longer face that emperor, nor could she face that person calmly.

Every time I look at that person's face, what appears before my eyes is the scene of the tragic death of my parents, and what I think of is the hateful face of the current emperor.

It was obviously the face that made her most attached to in this life, but she could no longer stare at it and feel the tenderness...

Ruyu was startled suddenly, only to realize that she had fallen asleep at some point, she couldn't help shaking her head, and when she looked up, she saw that the young lady had already fallen asleep on the bed, and hurried over to cover her with a brocade quilt.

Seeing Sang Qingyi's peaceful sleeping face, Ruyu couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, and finally fell asleep.

Quietly got up, went to the table and was about to blow out the candle, but saw a piece of letter paper on the table, Ru Yu glanced at it, suddenly changed his face, and quickly walked to the bedside, "Miss, miss!".

The person on the bed didn't respond at all, tears came out like rain, turned around and rushed out.

"Bang bang bang", there was a sudden knock on the door, Helian Duanyan sat up slowly, and then rushed to the door quickly.

The moment I opened the door, I saw tears pouring down my face, "My lord, my lord, Miss her".

Before Ru Yu finished speaking, there was no one in front of her.

Helian Duanyan rushed to the bed, looked at Sang Qingyi who seemed to be asleep with her eyes closed, but suddenly didn't dare to approach.

"Qing'er", Helian Duanyan called tentatively, "Qing'er", but Sang Qingyi never opened his eyes.

Helian Duanyan quickly sat down on the side of the bed, gently supported Sang Qingyi, "Qing'er! Qing'er!!!".

"Miss, she", rainy cries suddenly came.

Helian Duanyan turned his head with frowning, looked at the letter that Ruyu handed to him, and took it with trembling hands.

"Yan, since I was with you, I thought I would never need this medicine, but I finally took it.

After her parents left, Yan was Qingyi's only nostalgia and support in this life, but Qingyi could no longer stare at Yan's affectionate eyes, and could not touch Yan's tender eyebrows.

To Qingyi, this birth has no meaning.

Yan, I hope that you and I will not be born in this emperor's family in the next life, and we can live together peacefully and peacefully for the rest of our lives."

The author has something to say: the new year has begun, I wish everyone a smooth year and all wishes come true~~~

I also hope that I can achieve my goal, fighting! ! !