Cheng Enhou's Love History

This time, Tong failed to muster up the courage to chase after him.

It's just because in his heart, there are hurdles that can't be overcome--to say that he is wrong, it is indeed not trustworthy enough.But what is Pei Jin's attitude?Deliberately cynicism, indifference, is it not hateful?

But relying on the last bit of grief, people suddenly feel anxious and unbearable.

Thinking about it rationally, at the same time, you can actually understand the fact that Pei Jin doesn't take Xie Yanwen seriously, and being willing to say a word of condolences is the most benevolent and righteous.It's just that he had nowhere to vent his anger, and Pei Jin happened to bump into him at this moment.

What is most confusing right now is whether he has wronged Pei Jin or not.However, this question cannot be answered from the other party. That person is too proud, even if he is really wronged, he will definitely not bother to give any explanation.

Standing up, the same guy leaned on the window and looked out. He saw Pei Jin walking steadily into the rain. His clothes were obviously wet. He took them off before boarding the car, revealing his whiteness.

Unprepared, his heart was hit hard by that paleness!

How can I completely forget that there is also a funeral in the family's house at this moment.

Pei Jin's elder brother passed away. Thinking back just now, he didn't even say a word of comfort, he didn't even mention or ask a question. In terms of indifference, he was no less than Pei Jin, or even worse.

It's really... a bit too much!

At the same time, he was filled with remorse, and subconsciously covered his slightly trembling lips, only to smell the smoke in his hand, and in an instant, waves of turmoil surged in his heart.

At the moment of hundreds of turns, the car has already gone far, and it is absolutely too late to catch up now.At the same time, he comforted himself, at least get through the night first, and then make plans when he wakes up tomorrow.

The next day, however, he became emotionally timid again, and he was in a daze. In the morning, he would only make one winter coat.After lunch, unexpectedly, at the back door, I found Pei Yi who was alone.

Pei Yi's filial obedience was not removed, so it was obvious that he ran out secretly, with the intention of coming to pay homage to Xie Yanwen.

Burning incense and saluting, the young man clearly had tears rolling in his eyes, he raised his head, desperately trying not to let the tears fall.

"A man doesn't cry easily, that's what my third uncle said." Pei Yi's voice choked up, "I've grown up, my third uncle said, a man can't cry at every turn."

At the same time, I really want to ask, did your third uncle tell you that there is still a second half of this sentence-it should be, because it has not reached the point of sadness.

"I ran out secretly, and I knew my family wouldn't let me see him again. But he's gone, so I can come to offer incense. In just a few days, I lost my father and my friends." The young man's words were full of meaning. Sadly, he sighed at the spirit seat, "Brother Xie, how did you offend those people so thoroughly!"

The same listened, and immediately became alert, "What do you mean by that?"

Pei Yi turned his head and said, "These days, my mother is sad and sick. I happened to go to the kitchen to fetch medicine for her that day. I heard Ruichu talking to Li Mingxiu in my grandmother's room. I have to find someone to solve it when brother Xie leaves the capital. I was shocked at the time, and of course I understood what that meant, so I heard Ruichu say again that the third uncle would not let the people in the mansion take care of this matter, so it is best not to cause trouble, she forced I asked Li Mingxiu to think of a way that gods and ghosts don't know. It didn't come to fruition. Two days later, I heard the news of Xiao Xie's brother's death. Fortunately, it didn't have anything to do with my family. Otherwise, I would feel ashamed even to pay homage to him. gone."

After he finished speaking, he bowed his head deeply because of shame, so he didn't notice that every time he said a word, the same face would sink a little.

In a blink of an eye, that heart seemed to have fallen into the dark and cold deep sea.

After realizing that he wronged Pei Jin, the guilt surged like a tide.Even facing a half-grown boy like Pei Yi, Tong Ze felt speechless.

After a long time, he adjusted his mood and patted Pei Yi on the shoulder, "Everyone is gone, the grievances are over, so I wish him a good journey. How about you? How are you doing recently?"

Pei Yi nodded, his eyes gradually became firm and calm.

Looking at it at the same time, he felt in a daze that he was imitating someone, and then remembered that he was imitating Pei Jin.

"Although my father is gone, I'm mentally prepared. In fact, I don't have a deep impression of my father. Really, since I can remember, my third uncle has been with me most of the time." Pei Yi restrained his grief and eased He said slowly, "Although he is often very busy, as long as he is at home, he will chat and eat with me, and ask me about my homework. It is true that the third uncle is strict with people, but he never punishes me and beats me, even scolding me." Yes. Third uncle also taught me how to ride horses and hunt, as well as marksmanship. By the way, he also whispered to me this morning, so that I can exchange foreign language with you in private."

This morning... Hearing this time, one's heartbeat suddenly accelerated by two points.Pei Jin still misses him, and is willing to affirm his few benefits, but at the same time, he is speechless.

"Thanks to the third master for looking up to me." Saying this, Tong felt ashamed for a while, the tip of his tongue was bitter and astringent, and the more he thought about it, the more he felt that he was not a thing.

He tentatively asked, "Is the third master very busy recently?"

"That's right, I left for Luoyang early this morning." Pei Yi said, "I'm going to inspect the arsenal, and I'll be back the day after tomorrow."

Kyoto is not too far from Luoyang, but it takes half a day to go fast, and it takes a whole day to go back and forth.Even though Pei Jin was young, he wouldn't be guilty of torturing himself so recklessly!

"Is your third uncle an iron man?" Unknowingly, Tong Ze yelled out such a sentence.

Pei Yi was obviously shocked, and hurriedly explained, "It's for building a locomotive. It is said that it is made of iron and powered by steam. It can run much faster than a horse. If it is really built in the future, no matter where you go in the country Very convenient."

At the same time, hearing the proud tone, he couldn't help but also smiled.Thinking of his own gaffe just now, he raised his brows and said, "Then the day after tomorrow, you can see him, and ask about the progress."

Pei Yi shook his head, "Third Uncle doesn't go home these few days, he lives outside. He said he had something to do in the barracks, but everyone knows that he has a house outside. Grandma can't take care of it, and...the two of them in argument."

Pei Jin and Xue Shi?At the same time, he was confused and looked at him in wonder.

"It's not really noisy. Third Uncle has always been respectful and polite to Grandmother." Pei Yi smiled and added, "But what Grandmother did this time is a bit wrong. She wants Third Uncle to pass on the title to me."

After a pause, he shook his head, "This idea, not to mention third uncle, even I don't agree with it, it's really not good at all."

Tong then asked with a smile, "You don't want to? Or did your third uncle refuse?"

"Of course I don't want to! My third uncle said earlier that a man's success is not in inheriting, but in independent thinking and independent survival. You don't have to be a general, but you must have your own ideas. He always said that you have to have seen it before." The world is vast, and only after knowing everything in the world can you know what you want and what you are suitable for. He also said that if I finish my studies, I will travel first.”

The young man stopped talking and spoke again, eyes full of envy and longing, "If you want meritorious service, build it yourself; if you want money, find a way to acquire a skill; Come out by yourself. And what he can leave me is only worldly knowledge, his life experience, and a wealth that can be counted, that's all."

"It's rich enough." The same man showed his face and smiled knowingly, "Your third uncle really treats you well."

"That's why I said that grandma is too worried as an old man. But if she insists on third uncle agreeing, third uncle will feel sad." Pei Yi shook his head melancholy, "I heard the old man at home say that grandma cares about father Prepare to come, but treat third uncle very harshly."

After finishing speaking, his eyes suddenly lit up, "But it's okay, it's not fair, I will pay it back for my grandmother and father in the future, and I must serve him well and honor him well."

The word "filial piety" is used so well that it really makes people full of melancholy for a while.

At the same time, he rubbed his nose helplessly, and sighed secretly that Pei Jin was said to be old all his life, and the commander-in-chief of the three armies, who was in his prime, seemed to have turned into an octogenarian with a snap of his fingers.

After thinking about it again, Pei Jin, who was in his prime, was persecuted by his mother at home, and he was worried, so he came to seek some comfort from him during the bleak and rainy season, but in the end, he got a slap in the face!

What has he done!

By the time Pei Yi was sent away, Tong had already turned into an ant on a hot pot.

The more I think about it, the more shameless I am to see others, especially in my two lifetimes combined, I am obviously older than Pei Jin, but I have no tolerance, only wronged, suspicious, and never showed any concern from the beginning to the end.

Focusing on this point, if Pei Jin really dumped him, not only would he have no place to complain to the sky and the earth, but he could only tell himself that he deserved it.

So I made a decisive decision and apologized first anyway.It's a pity that the master has not returned, so he has to fight for another two days.

When Pei Jin was supposed to come back, Tong Ze took a moment to ask You Heng to take him to Pei Jin's private house.

His tone was sincere, and his eyes were extremely sincere, "I have something important to tell the third master. Also, I did something wrong before, so I must apologize to him."

Such a talented person as You Heng is definitely not someone who doesn't know anything. After thinking about it for a while, he nodded meaningfully and agreed to his request.

Pei Jin's private house, the last time I came back was at night, this time it was during the day, no matter whether it was bright or dark, it seemed to be able to reveal a sense of tranquility.

Looking around, at the same time, he confirmed that the quietness was a little close to the coldness.There are only servants in the house who can be counted with one hand. The servants with three melons and two dates saw You Heng and didn't ask any more questions. Zi Fangtong came in and waited in the flower hall.

Standing by the door with nothing to do to look around, the yard is actually very simple, the most expensive decoration is just a row of bamboos in front of the door, the rest are all kinds of unknown wild flowers.Perhaps it is not necessarily planted deliberately, but they are allowed to grow here.

The air in early autumn in Kyoto is fresh and dry, and the fragrance of flowers is released lightly. At dusk when the sun sets, it brings out the peace and tranquility of the years.

——If you ignore his restless and impetuous mood at this moment.

The waiting process inevitably wears out people's patience, but fortunately, when the sun was still a little light, Pei Jin finally returned home when he heard a horse neighing.

Someone had reported to him a long time ago that Pei Jin knew that Tong was here, and when he came in, his expression was not surprised, nor did it contain unnecessary coldness and alienation.

But he still couldn't hide his body full of travel and dust. It's only been a few days, his cheeks seem to be sunken a little, he is thin and thin, and he still looks haggard.

How long has he run the horse?

Meanwhile, standing in the middle of the courtyard, he was full of thoughts, and his heart was once again in chaos. He tried hard to distinguish that there was still a blindness in the chaos, an emotion that had never appeared before.

It's distressing... He confirmed it was correct, and said it to himself without words.

Pei Jin didn't enter the house, but sat on the rattan chair in the yard with his robe lifted, stretched his long legs slightly, and then closed his eyes, as if he was closing his eyes to rest his mind.

He didn't pay any attention to it, but he was also embarrassed, but since he came, of course he couldn't just leave.He had no choice but to sit on the small stool opposite him, and as soon as he settled down, those long legs came all the way to his knees.

Pei Jin's breathing was so light that it was hard to tell if he was asleep.

From the same point of view, Pei Jin was expressing his dissatisfaction in silence.

But from Pei Jin's point of view, he was just tired.No matter how tough and strong he is, he is only a mortal body, running back and forth for thousands of miles, who can not feel a little tired?

Fortunately, there is another surprise, his little tailor is willing to take the initiative to come.Knowing that Tong Ze was waiting for him, the heartbeat and joy at that moment were real and warm.If he hadn't been good at covering up, he would have been smiling all over his face by now.At this moment, he closed his eyes and waited, and he said the first sentence first when he was equal. After one sentence, he could recover all his mental strength.

As time passed, Pei Jin's patience was still there, but gradually, a kind of unprecedented fear, disappointment of what might come, and unspeakable fear emerged.

Without waiting any longer as expected, he suddenly opened his eyes.

With the last twilight of the red sun, Tong can see clearly that the eyes that are usually bright, calm and sharp, or able to see everything, are always bright and deep, and now they are staggered and covered with bloodshot eyes.

He instantly forgot about his speculation, left behind all the unspeakable frustration, and blurted out, "What can I do for you?"