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, just stared at Min Yoongi blankly.After a while, Min Yoongi sighed, gave up, and patted the child's head, "Okay, don't look." "Is that brother willing to chat with me?" "I'm afraid of you, let's talk." Only then did Park Jimin blink his dry eyes.But Min Yoongi agreed to chat, but he didn't know where to start, he opened his mouth, but didn't say a word for a long time.

Min Yoongi opened the drawer, rummaged through it for a long time, and took out a pack of cigarettes, "Do you mind smoking one?" According to common sense and the atmosphere, he shouldn't refuse, but Park Jimin is not someone else, so he didn't hesitate for a second. "No." Min Yoongi was stunned for a while, and put the cigarette back into the drawer without saying anything.Park Jimin frowned and scolded his brother, "It took so much effort to quit smoking, I can't smoke."After waiting for a long time, the child still didn't speak, so he smiled helplessly, "Jimin, why don't we change the day..." "Brother, tell me, tell it all, just today." Otherwise, after today, this brother will come back again If you will press back your thoughts, then you will never be able to speak out again.

Chapter 14

PT15

Min Yoongi didn't speak, and after a while, he stood up and walked behind Park Jimin, "Jimin..." Park Jimin was about to turn around when Min Yoongi pressed his shoulder, "That's it, listen to me." Min Yoongi is not used to it, whether it is Whoever asked him to talk about himself from the bottom of his heart, he would never be able to say what he said face to face.

"Jimin, do you remember that brother said that he wanted to write a song for you?" "Yeah... I remember." "It's done, it's been written a long time ago." Park Jimin was so surprised that he almost turned around again, "Brother, what Don’t tell me.” Min Yoongi paused, “It’s finished, there are many more songs, they’ve been written a long time ago...not just for you, but also my song, BTS’ song.” Park Jimin didn’t answer. , For a long time, he didn't speak, just listened quietly.

"Jimin, do you know why I went to Japan? It took me so long to realize that I'm numb. I'm really numb. It's long since I lost the feeling of writing songs overnight. It's also a long-term job, but it's just no the same."

"At that time, even if the song I wrote would not be hired, I was never depressed. It seemed that I had endless enthusiasm. Thinking about it now, it was not enthusiasm, it was desire, it was dream, and I wanted to stand in front of everyone now. The urge to say RAP."

"However, I don't feel this way anymore. If I can't pass one song, then I will continue to modify it. The tunes and lyrics I write are empty shells, and I can't fill them up no matter how hard I try."

Min Yoongi stopped, and Park Jimin didn't speak. After a while, a Nunuuo voice came from the front, "Brother...would you envy you?" Stuff, we all know, the stuff you put on the album, it's too commercial.So, bro, would you be envious?

"Well. Yes."

"I'm very envious, envious... I envy you all. Park Jimin was stunned for a moment, us?

"Rather than envy, it's better to hate yourself, hate yourself for not being able to let go of those useless worries, and not being completely crazy for a while. Hate yourself for changing. The society has changed, and the reality has changed."

"Hate myself for not being able to sing like I sang against my will, nevermind. There are too many things on my mind, my heart becomes complicated, and the song becomes chaotic."

Park Jimin took a deep breath, turned around, stretched out his arms to hug Min Yoongi, and ran down his back, "Our Yoongi brother did a good job. You are right." Our Yoongi brother will not be jealous of what anyone gets stuff, because he knows that's what everyone deserves.He just doesn't know how to express it. Like an autistic child, he wants to live in his own world, but someone always wants to pull him into another world.

Until a long time later, Min Yoongi remembered that night Park Jimin hugged him and said over and over again that he did a good job.He remembered this sentence and the temperature of this hug.Even after he made that decision, Min Yoongi still said to himself with tears, Min Yoongi, you are right.

Chapter 15

PT17

Today is the day when the MV editing was completed, and the company promised to watch it in advance. The members sat in the composition room early, and the small room was full in no time. The youngsters competed with each other whose acting skills are better.Jin Nanjun reached out and tapped the heads of the three youngsters lightly, "It's so noisy." He found the video sent by the staff from the mailbox and clicked on it.

I have to say that the MV was edited very well, accompanied by the title song, the pain of youth is really fully displayed.This is the first MV that highlights the acting skills of the members without strong dancing.Because they are shooting individual scenes separately, apart from the occasional clips seen at the shooting scene, it is the first time for the members to see other members' complete acting skills.

Until the end of the final scene, the composition room was quiet and no one spoke.It's because I'm the person I'm most familiar with that makes me feel sad, even though I know it's not true, my heart still hurts.

Coming out of the composing room, Park Jimin grabbed Tian Jungkook and looked up and down, "Guoer...was it really not hurt during the filming?" Tian Jungkook smiled, "No, bro, that's fake..." But knowing it was fake, seeing Park Jimin sitting on the ground trembling, breaking down and crying in the bathtub, his tears almost came out.

Park Jimin has been disturbed by this MV for the past few days.When I got up in the morning, I saw Zheng Haoxi poured a few pills in the palm of his hand, and rushed up, "Brother! What did you eat!" Zheng Haoxi was startled by Park Jimin who rushed over, blinked, and rubbed helplessly. Rubbing the child's hair, "Vitamin C." Park Jimin snatched a piece into his mouth in disbelief, and after tasting it, he let go of Zheng Haoxi's hand with confidence.

On the way out of the schedule, the manager brother took out a lighter and lit a cigarette. Park Jimin grabbed it and threw it on the ground and stomped on it, "Brother, smoking is not good..." Pushing Min Yoongi who just got off the car, walked forward, "Brother, stay away from the fire." The manager was left standing alone in front of the car with a helpless smile.

After going on like this for a few days, Kim Namjoon was finally sent by everyone to stop this cranky kid.Jin Namjoon sighed, deliberately took out a lollipop from his pocket, and pushed open the door of Park Jimin's room. "Jimin..." Before he finished speaking, Park Jimin was about to rush over and snatch the lollipop.Kim Namjoon smiled and avoided Park Jimin's hand, and pressed the child's shoulder, "Jimin, it's okay, it's all fake. Aren't you all well?" Park Jimin was stunned for a long time, and the tense shoulders relaxed, "Brother..." "Well, brother is here." Park Jimin looked at Kim Namjoon in front of him, stretched out his hand and gently hugged Kim Namjoon.Kim Namjoon rubbed the child's hair with a smile.If you care too much, even if it is fake, you will be afraid.As you are, so are we.

What Park Jimin didn't notice was that these days, as long as Park Jimin stayed in the bathroom for more than half an hour, the older brothers knocked on the door in turn, asking what they were doing.When Park Jimin accidentally fell asleep in the bathtub two days ago, everyone was terrified.After half an hour, there was no response to knocking on the door, so Jin Taehyung kicked the door open and walked in anxiously. Seeing the dazed expression of the child who was awakened by the sound of the door breaking, everyone in the room breathed a sigh of relief.

You see, you are like this, and so are we.They all care too much, cowardly people.

Chapter 16

PT18

Today is Jung Ho-seok's birthday, and Jung Ho-seok still remembers when Park Jimin wiped the cake on his face with a smile on his birthday last year, then ran into the house and took out a box, and handed it to him coyly, speaking in a low voice Yes, "Brother...I think my earphones are broken...just..." Zheng Haoxi stared at the child's face, but still couldn't hold back, he stretched out his hand and pulled the child into his arms, the cake on his face rubbed against Park Jimin's face "Thank you." Afterwards, Zheng Haoxi used that pair of headphones for a long time, and even if they broke, he would carry them in his pocket every day.Park Jimin is always challenging his reason, trying to tell him all the time, I have different emotions for you.

Many people say that Zheng Ho-seok is a coward, and Zheng Ho-seok himself admits that it has nothing to do with courage, but that he doesn't have the courage to speak out when facing the person he likes. It's not cowardice, but cowardice.But Zheng Haoxi kept telling himself that this was right, and he couldn't take that step.Park Jimin can't be embarrassed.

Just thinking about being interrupted by the vibration in his pocket, he took out his phone, "Brother." "Hoseok, are you still in the practice room, will you come back early tonight?" "Today may be late, the new dance has not yet... ..." Before he finished speaking, he heard a small milk voice on the phone, "Brother Shuozhen! Will Brother Haoxi come back soon..." Zheng Haoxi tightened his hand holding the phone, "Brother, I will go back right away .”

Maybe liking someone is really a gift from God to you.When you don't care about yourself, remind you that someone still misses you.So, I no longer have the heart to let him wait for you, and no longer have the heart to see him frowning.

As soon as Jung Hoseok entered the house, he heard Park Jimin's voice, "Tae Tae! That's for Hoseok hyung! Yours is over there..." When he opened the door, he saw the members sitting in a circle around the table, Park Jimin Still snatching things from Kim Taehyung.Seeing him coming in, the members all stood up, "Happy Birthday!" Jung Hoseok clapped his hands and smiled while listening to the members' birthday song, but kept looking at Park Jimin.The warm yellow chandelier in the living room shone on the child's face, which was so gentle that it was outrageous.

Park Jimin dragged Jung Hoseok to the edge of the table, and pointed to the cake on top. "Brother! Eat quickly! Let Taitai snatch it away!" Zheng Hao stared blankly at the cake on the table.That was his favorite food when he was a trainee, and he had to queue for a long time to buy it every time. Later, they moved, so they bought it again.