I hate the world

DouDou was arguing to go out for a walk early in the morning, and kept pawing at the door.Ji Zizhou went out and put on a shirt, the early autumn morning was already a bit chilly.He couldn't help but sneezed a little, and when he looked up, he found a car parked at the door, and a person walked out of the car door.

Unlike yesterday's robustness, today's man looks a little thinner, wearing a long shirt and long trousers, wrapping himself tightly, only his face is as dusty, shining through the fog, forming water droplets Falling on the eyebrow peak, what are you doing here so early?Ji Zizhou didn't know if he came looking for him, so he leaned out and greeted the man, "Xiao Shen, what are you doing?"

When I saw Ji Zizhou by the door, I immediately smiled happily, "Hey, brother Zizhou, I seem to have left something with you yesterday, so I came to look for it."

Ji Zizhou hurriedly opened the door and welcomed Xiao Shen in, "Ah Shen, let's look for it together."

I hesitated, looked at Zizhou's sincere eyes, and subconsciously said, "It's a keychain. It's very small. It's clearly on my phone, but I couldn't find it when I went back." After searching for a long time, There are so many places, I hope you can find them here.

After looking around the steps, Ji Zizhou went to the flower bed, so I had to go into the hall to take a closer look.At this point I was already a little discouraged, maybe it was God's will.

"Ah Shen! I found it! Come here!" Accompanied by Zizhou's joyful cry, there was also Doudou's roar.

I ran over to look, and sure enough, the keychain lying quietly in Zizhou's hand was the one I lost yesterday.

"Doudou picked it up and put it in the nest. If the sun hadn't just flashed and there was a flash of light, we would have been fooled by it!"

I looked at the pockets that had been circling me underneath, and then at the keychain in my hand.Doubts flashed past, "Give it to DouDou", it may not necessarily belong to it in the first place.

"Wow, woof, woof!" When Zizhou stuffed the keychain back into the nest of DouDou, DouDou looked at me and yelled frantically, each sound getting louder and louder, until Zi Zhou didn't know what to do.

There seemed to be tears coming out of Doudou's eyes, I stared at its eyes for a while, "Kiss, you should go." Kiss, yelled very softly.

"Wow, woof, woof" seemed unwilling, and seemed to be the last desperate struggle.

Ji Zizhou looked suspiciously at Xiao Shen who was standing opposite Doudou, "Ah? You called me?"

I nodded, "Well, since I found it, I'll go first. Thank you today."

Regardless of the yelling from behind me, I drove straight home.Everything that should end will end.

【You don't look like that kind of person】

People who work hard for one thing don't need to have scruples.I wrote stroke by stroke in my diary.

It seems to be raining.The autumn wind rolled up the fallen leaves with coolness and fell, and the sky was obviously high, but it kept sinking.Maybe I should say this, what can I do on such a day.

He randomly took a small sketch book, sat on the doorstep, held a brush and drew, and went wherever he pleased.Draw the sky, a different sky.The hair covered the eyes and flew over, who cares about him.

"Ah Shen, Ah Shen, Ah Shen?" Who is calling me?Please stop calling.

I opened my eyes in a daze, and I couldn't make out who the other party was. There was a soft blanket under me. Is it on the bed?

"Ah Shen, you finally woke up! You didn't come at night, and no one answered your phone calls. When I came over, I saw you sleeping on the steps. No matter how I called you, you wouldn't wake up!" Ji Zizhou said anxiously, "You Would you like some water first?"

Okay, I nodded and drank a glass of warm water, which made me feel better. "Thanks"

Why did I meet so many people, but in the end they all became you.

"Are you okay, do you want to go to the hospital?" Ji Zizhou was about to get up.I quickly reached out and grabbed his sleeve, Zizhou heard a small voice, "Don't go, please"

That sound, even after a long time, Ji Zizhou would never forget it.

After Xiao Shen gradually fell asleep, Ji Zizhou explained the situation to his parents before nestling on the sofa and sleeping for a while.

This time, Ji Zizhou clearly felt the distance between the two of them getting closer.

"Haha, Brother Ah Shen, you don't know that Zizhou looked like a girl when he was young." Ziyu looked at Xiao Shen on the left, and then at his brother on the right, and walked happily forward, after a distance from them , yelling in front: "Come on! Brother Ah Shen, show you the picture!"

Zizhou's face turned red in an instant, and he ran forward to get the photo in Ziyu's hand, but the oncoming fragrance made him unresponsive, and put his arm around his shoulder, taller than himself body pressed over.

Seeing that Zizhou was motionless, I glanced at the photo and laughed unceremoniously, "Zizhou, you were so cute back then!"

How can you do this!Ji Zizhou snatched the photo angrily, feeling aggrieved for some reason, "I'm going home first."

I was surprised by his anger and patted his shoulder awkwardly, "Brother Zizhou, you are more handsome now"

That's not what it means!Zizhou walked forward with his sister.

I froze in place, then followed the steps.

Zizhou already understood a little bit in his heart, because he likes it, so he cares, and because he cares, he cares whether his appearance is perfect in his eyes.

There is nothing wrong with anyone, Xiao Shen is so good, who doesn't like it, who can resist his charm.

Ji Zizhou leaned against the kitchen cabinet, the coffee in his hand was steaming, his fingers turned white and blue, looked at Xiao Shen on the other side of the sofa who was concentrating on reading a book, and twitched the corners of his mouth in self-deprecating .

"What are you looking at?" Zizhou sat next to Xiao Shen, leaning over to look at him.

I straightened myself up, "Well, it's Osamu Dazai's Disqualification in the World, I got it from Tzuyu's shelf, it's interesting." I spread out the cover for him to see.

"This book tells something that many people dare not admit," Ji Zizhou clenched his hands subconsciously.

"What is it?" I asked suspiciously.

"A person's shameful life, the anxiety about the world, even with a mask to cover up is not enough. If you can't fight, you can't fight." Zizhou said like an old man.

"Really?" I turned another page, "It is true that fate is like this, but I am unexpectedly happy."

Um?Zizhou looked at Xiao Shen in surprise, the light-colored shirt was draped behind the sofa, and he was especially sexy tonight in only a white vest.

"Because we are still chasing." I said lightly and changed the subject, "School starts tomorrow, time flies too fast."

"Yeah, shall I take you back tonight?" Because I saw that you didn't drive over.

After saying goodbye to Ziyu and the others, I sat in Zizhou's car, a little absent-minded.

From time to time, Ji Zizhou glanced at Xiao Shen, the co-pilot, but seeing that the other party didn't care at all, he felt a little uncomfortable.

"Ah Shen, me." Zizhou finally mustered up the courage to speak.

At this moment, my phone rang, and I looked at Zizhou embarrassedly, then I glanced at the contact person, and immediately answered: "Kiss, what's the matter?"

"Ah Shen, help me, help." There were vague sounds of beating, coughing, and noise coming from the microphone.

"... Hutong No. 138..." After grasping the key words, I immediately said to Zizhou, "Go to Fudi No. 138."

"What happened?" Zizhou asked suspiciously, "Are you a friend?"

"Yeah," I replied indiscriminately, without speaking.

After running several alleys, I finally saw a group of people deep in the alley around the corner.There were about five or six of them, and a person was pressing something and making disgusting movements.

"Ah! Don't! No——" Qinqin Yu's voice gradually became blurred, and she kicked her hands and feet, but she still couldn't escape the abuse of her by the people on her body.

I was really flustered, and rushed up to tear the two of them apart.

Ji Zizhou looked at Xiao Shen's way of fighting when he lost his position, and the person who seemed to be the leader kept begging for mercy, "Help, help, help." Ji Zizhou went up and pulled Xiao Shen, "Stop fighting, someone will die Yes." Xiao Shen turned his head and glanced at him, his eyes were red like he had never seen before, "Then let's get out."

Ji Zizhou was taken aback by Xiao Shen like this, at this moment the coughing of the person huddled in the corner on the other side became ear-piercing.

The man's clothes were torn to pieces, his lower body was naked, and there seemed to be blood dripping from between his legs.Zizhou's heart trembled, this person, I'm afraid... just at this moment, that person raised his head, and under the moonlight, Zizhou was amazed by the appearance of that person.

Different from Xiao Shen's beauty that disturbs the world, that person's appearance is exactly the beauty of the popular niche nowadays.Clean and pure white, slender and delicate.

"Ah, deep," Zizhou was almost shocked when he heard the man's voice. He didn't notice it just now due to the emergency situation. Now when the surroundings are quiet, he realized that the man's voice was the best he had ever heard. Yes, like, like, Zizhou can't describe it.

Zizhou saw that Xiao Shen's fist stopped, and there were several bodies standing upright in a mess around him, and he didn't know if he was dead or not.

I dare not face it, trying to forget the reality of this matter.

But when I heard the voice of kissing, I woke up, ran over and hugged him tightly in my arms, "I, I..."

"No! No!—" Kiss beat Xiao Shen's shoulder uncontrollably, crying uncontrollably, "Why can't you come earlier, why... I was, was"

I hugged him tightly, and let my fists fall on me without any blame, "It's my fault, it's my fault, it's my fault, it's my fault..." As if it was clockwork, only will say this sentence.

Looking at the two people hugging each other, Ji Zizhou's eyes gradually turned red, they, them.

Afterwards, I found out that Kissing came to this city to give Xiao Shen a surprise, but I didn't expect this kind of thing to happen in a black taxi.

Those five gangsters paid the price they deserved, let them spend the rest of their lives in prison.

Before I had time to say goodbye to Ji Zizhou, I hurriedly got out of the car with my kiss in my arms.

I gently put my lips on Kiss's hair, "It's okay, it's okay, baby."

When the hood was sprinkled on Qinqin's body, I saw scars appearing on his white and tender body, my eyes darkened, and I leaned close to him, "It's okay, it's okay."

He washed it over and over again, so that his body became more and more red, but the kiss was not enough.

"I'm dirty, dirty!" Kiss looked at Xiao Shen's face and yelled uncontrollably.

"It's okay, Ah Shen doesn't care." I kissed his face, kissed his lips, and lightly pecked his body, "Our family's kiss is the best."

It took a long time for my kiss to calm down. I wrapped his body in a bathrobe, walked out of the bathroom, and gently put him on the bed.

Looking at his pale little face, scenes of acquaintance with him appeared in front of his eyes.

Not long after exchanging numbers, he flew over from the neighboring province to travel here.From the restraint when we met at the beginning to the mutual loss and laughter later.

Since I can only accompany him during the day, and I have to do tutoring from Monday to Friday at night, he always seems to be very happy on weekends.

We held hands by the famous Three Thousand Water Pools on Saturday night, and I remember his hands were hot and sweaty.I was also a little nervous, so that I took his hand to the grove and touched my lips to his lips. There was an uncontrollable urge. A young body is always passionate.

At the last step, I was barely able to suppress it.What I thought at the time was, no, I have to be responsible to him.

Thinking about it now, I regret it.

"I'm here, I'm here," I rest my head against my dear, like a lion defending his territory.